#keep getting mixed up flashbacks to that stupid apartment but its like im watching from outside of me but ik the lighting perfectly | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

hollowfairybabybat · 8 months ago

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im high n fuck it uhh ill stay 2 the left of them as much i can n i get caught i get caught ill b a shitty person n use everything as a cut me slack rn pls n just b so normal for a lil n by normal i mean high enuff i dont feel real emotions or i dont care yk

#sometimes old me is still there just not how i need in the cornered dog kinda way more so in the ill manipulate rn bc im fine n its fine #no worrying ill literally choke on their cock if it distracts lmao like dont focus on me like that unless ur gna sexualise it rn n ill make #sure u do like dont rly wanna get punched rn or fucked in the ass but if it takes some crying during sex that might happen anyway rn bc #keep getting mixed up flashbacks to that stupid apartment but its like im watching from outside of me but ik the lighting perfectly #thats the funniest part like i just mainly remember the lighting n a few emotions n like everything else is disconnect that wasnt me #but they dont need to know any of that bc not like i dont cry durin sex anyway sometimes n just go pls no keep going pls bc they go uhhh #batbaby rambles

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