#kaoru angst

[seangelfish]

WHEN THEIR S/O GETS JEALOUS

Featured characters: Kaoru Hakaze, Rinne Amagi ♡ Tags: (Mild) angst to fluff, established relationships (separate), fem reader (she/her pronouns), not proofread. ♡ Word count: 1,023 (Kaoru), 711 (Rinne) ♡ Synopsis: Short fics of the characters' s/o getting jealous through misunderstandings or just on purpose. A/N: Needed to clean my drafts (again) lol

KAORU HAKAZE – Accidentally making you jealous

Situated in the middle of the Ensemble Square lobby, you took a seat on one of the vacant couches. You were waiting for your boyfriend to walk you home like he usually does, but he was oddly late today. Normally, he would be the one waiting for you in the lobby, so you assumed that he just had more work to do. You didn't mind waiting for him. After all, he is an idol and he was bound to be quite busy rehearsing with the rest of UNDEAD or doing some other solo work.

However, it had already been 15 minutes and he still hadn't shown up. You were getting agitated especially because he hadn't replied to your messages asking him where he was. And the worst part? He has seen those messages too!

Today had been a draining day working at Cos Pro and all you wanted was to be with Kaoru, to be held and comforted by him. So why wasn't he here? Why wasn't he replying to your messages? ...Did he forget? No, Kaoru would never!

You decided to wait for him for another five minutes. If he didn't arrive by five minutes, you were just going to go home by yourself even if Kaoru has told you multiple times not to walk home by yourself at night.

Oh, if only he would pick your calls up too... which he didn't.

Kaoru never showed up within those five minutes you spared him. You sighed but attempted not to show your frustration. You walked out of the building and was greeted by an indigo night sky scattered with stars. It would've been nice to watch these skies with your boyfriend... if he were here with you.

You continued to make your way to the bus stop but came to an immediate stop. A few metres away stood Anzu, a fellow producer at Ensemble Square, accompanied by someone you knew fairly well - Kaoru.

"Oh, I get it," you muttered to yourself, annoyance spewing out of your system. "So that's why he never showed up."

Before the two of you started dating, people titled Kaoru a 'lady's boy' as he was constantly surrounded by girls and would do anything for their attention. But you've acknowledged that those days of his were over, it's the fact that before your relationship, he had this obvious crush on Anzu.

Is he still hung up over that? Is that why he's with her and not you? His actual girlfriend?

Were you just his second option?

You didn't know what to do at that moment. You wanted to cause a ruckus, to yell at your boyfriend, but your insecurities kept telling you that if you did, it would make him like her even more.

So you just stood there pathetically, watching them speak to each other with sweet smiles on their faces. At that moment, Kaoru turned around and his eyes fell on you instantly.

"(Y/N)-"

"I've waited so long for you, Kaoru. I texted you multiple times asking where you were, but here you are," you began. "You're so annoying. You should've just told me you didn't like me anymore..."

"W-Wait, what?" he questioned before realising the situation from your perspective. "(Y/N), did you not get my message?"

"You didn't send me a message at all."

Kaoru checked his phone and you were right, there were no messages delivered to you, but what you didn't know was that he did send you a message, it just didn't send due to an error. He explained that he was going to get you, but he did get caught up in a lot of work which Anzu was a part of. So when that was finished, he decided to walk her to the bus stop before retrieving you. After all, he stood by his words - girls shouldn't walk themselves alone at night.

After the two of you bid farewell to Anzu whose bus arrived, Kaoru continued.

"I'm so sorry, (Y/N). I had my phone on silent too so I didn't know you called. I was the one who should've called," said Kaoru with such sorrow in his voice. "I'm sorry. I can't imagine how you felt when you saw me here with Producer instead of you."

Kaoru has always been correct with your emotions and reactions, and he was spot on with this one too. Perhaps it's because he knows female emotions more than the average male as he was always with them during high school.

It was silent for a moment. Kaoru was getting increasingly nervous at how quiet you were being. He tried reaching for you, but you'd take a step back each time he did.

"Do you still like her?" you asked.

"What...? Of course not," he said. "The only girl I love is you, (Y/N). The only girl I will ever long for is you. The Producer is just a friend to me now, nothing more. You're all I ever want, all I ever see. I'm sorry that this situation has made you lose your trust in me. I will do better to show you that you mean the world to me."

Kaoru always had a way with words. He seemed remorseful too, for leaving you in the lobby. Well, you supposed he didn't do it out of malice, and his words were sincere.

You took a step closer to him. "You're sure that I'm not your second option?"

He wrapped his arms around you and you let him. "You were never an option to begin with. I just knew you were the one."

After all, when he saw you were there at the bus stop with him, his eyes instantly lit up just like the stars in the sky. You may not have noticed this, but everyone around you did. Kaoru only had eyes for you and you only.

"To make it up to you, I'll sleep over at yours tonight, okay?" he suggested in which cheered you up quickly. The two of you held hands throughout the rest of the journey back to your place, happy in each others' presence.

RINNE AMAGI – Purposefully making you jealous

You hummed to yourself happily, carrying a packed lunch between your fingers. You decided to surprise your boyfriend with a homemade lunch box since he usually buys himself lunch at the cafeteria, and it would be nice if he had a home-cooked meal from time to time.

You waited for him at the cafeteria with a smile on your face as you tapped on the lunch box excitedly. You couldn't wait to see his face when you surprise him with lunch. Imagining how he'll thank you by patting your head made you feel giddy.

When Rinne finally appeared, you stood up from your seat to call him over, waving your hands to get his attention. There wasn't too many people at the cafeteria, so he should be able to spot you without any difficulty.

His eyes lit up and his lips curled into a smile. "Ah," he said as he headed towards you.

As you opened your arms, expecting him to engulf you into a hug, he completely ignored you and passed by you without second thought.

“There you are, onee-san!” he greeted.

You turned around, confused by his behaviour. Your arms drop to your sides as you find him beginning to spread his arms wide for Anzu, the producer who was currently eating her lunch at one of the tables behind you.

You stand in your spot, completely speechless. Your hands began to tingle as your eyes threatened to spill tears.

"Oh..." you muttered.

You quickly walked away from your table, leaving the lunch box behind. Thoughts about your relationship with Rinne spun in your head. It wasn't as if he didn't see you. He purposefully ignored you and went straight to Anzu. But what about you, his girlfriend? What was he trying to imply by doing that? Is he already throwing you away for his producer?

"(Y/N)!"

A hand grabbed your wrist, forcing you to stop in your tracks. Rinne turned you around to face him.

"I was kidding!" he blurted out. "Sorry, sorry. I thought it would be funny!"

You stayed silent, your eyes focused on the ground. He didn't sound too sincere. Your hands clutched themselves into fists as your nails dug deep into your palms. Rinne was aware of this. He took your hands in his to slowly unfold them from their current position.

"(Y/N)~" he sang. "Come on, look at me..."

He held your chin up so he could look you in the eyes, but is surprised when he found out that those eyes of yours were coated in tears. Immediately, he brought you to his embrace, stroking your back apologetically.

"I'm sorry," he murmured. "(Y/N), I'm sorry."

The sincerity in his voice was apparent now.

You gripped onto his shirt angrily. "You're not funny..." you hissed. "That wasn't funny."

"You're right. It wasn't. What could I do to make it up to you, huh?" he said softly. He let you go so he could cup your face to plant a kiss on your lips. You avoided his affection by not returning the kiss. "You looked so happy when you saw me too... Argh, I feel really bad now."

"You should..." you mumbled, returning back to your table to show him the lunch box you made for him. "I even cooked you something for lunch too and this is what you pull?"

Rinne is able to read the room well, but he just couldn't help it. A laugh erupted from inside him. You were just too cute!

"Kyahaha, you cooked me lunch?!" he exclaimed excitedly. "Aww, that's so cute. My girlfriend's the best!"

He hugged you from the side in order to kiss you on the temple. A small smile appeared on your face, but you tried looking away so he wouldn't be able to see it. Rinne saw it alright.

"(Y/N), I love you," he said in his most serious tone. "I'm sorry for what I pulled on you, but let's enjoy this lunch together, okay? I'm hungry for what you cooked me!"

You rolled your eyes, but mimicked the grin on his face. Despite Rinne's childish antics, you appreciated how quickly he is able to make you smile again. The two of you eat lunch together, laughing at each other's jokes and stories.

Intro page | Ensemble Stars masterlist | Rules

[ishimaru-suprimacy]

Tadashi animatic thing that took way to long

[shoopsart]

Thoughts anyone?

[isolabellz]

vacay

[gaylordlady]

I don't know if anyone's already mentioned this, but I feel sorry for Haruhi. Like, I know she got into Ouran highschool on a scholarship and is already isolated from her peers by the fact that her social standing is so far below them, (as well as not being able to afford what they can, obviously) but the fact that Ouran has a middle school and most likely a primary school, so it's a K-12 school means that everyone realistically already knows each other.

So even if she wants to make friends outside of the hosts, it would be hard to break into the friend groups which have been together for literal years and through so much, adding to her isolation. Which makes sense why only new kids and the host club are her friends at the school, as she, Ritsu, and Renge (in the anime, at least) are close and know her secret, and are the only two other new kids shown in the anime.

Because of this, Haruhi probably felt exhausted even if she tried to make new friends, as everyone has most likely known each other since birth, and she has no connects other than the club.

[aquamaggot]

do you think god will forgive me for this becuz i wouldn't

[itingtmywly]

MATCHABLOSSOM HIGH SCHOOL OVA COMING SOON?????? IT WAS STARTING TO FEEL LIKE ICE ADOLESCENCE OH BOY

[ilysses]

MATCHABLOSSOM HANAHAKI FIC

Shameless self promo here, hi I’m issy I’m hyperfixated on sk8 rn, and I am writing frankly far too much matchablossom to keep track, and I’ve published two so far; here is a sneak peek of one of them and if you like it I’ll link it below :D

^^^ Link to the fic if you like the snippets, thank you for taking time to read my work if you do :D and if not I hope you have a wonderful day anyways :)

[kahixxi]

Your Touch, Your Scent by Shiho

[sevazh]

OH MY GOD ME TOO..... i DESPISED the new chibi style of gacha life which is why i just kept using gacha studio even though everyone had forgotten about it im surprised someone else even remembers gacha studio considering how it like disappeared from the internet after gacha life came out.

at least ONE cinderella recreation?? that boys made at least TEN. hikaru when he stumbles upon kaoru's hidden gacha life folder in their shared computer watches one and then watches the next cinderella one only to confusedly note that it was mostly the same like still just cinderella. he looks at the next and skims through it and its..... still mostly the same?? with like no plot differences?? he then incredulously looks at 3 more of the cinderella and its all JUST CINDERELLA. like no plot differences this boy just RECREATES cinderella over and over with him and kyoya. hikaru is genuinely confused on how he can make like 500 different AUs of himself in the weirdest fucking situations and yet for cinderella he just keeps doing the same story over and over. its cathartic for him ig.

the thought of them LOSING ACTUAL STORAGE on their pc because of kaorus gacha animatics is making me giggle help 😭 like actual GIGABYTES of storage being occupied because of the sheer amount of this unhinged 15 year old's gacha fantasies......... also kaoru gaslighting him over it is so real. hikaru is still thoroughly offended that out of the fucking WAREHOUSE of gacha videos he stumbled upon that fateful day, he was a background character in like majority of the videos. what angst potential does kyoya senpai have that he doesnt

in honor of gacha studio i downloaded it again and tried my hand at kaoru and kyoya (angel and devil forbidden love style)

my older sibling discovering me hunched over on my phone on creating gacha characters (that sounds familiar..) was very humbling and the app was promptly deleted as soon as i finished

i can imagine hikaru being sent into some sort of crisis upon finding the hours upon hours of videos. he discovers a folder full of videos while going through their pc in the early afternoon and binges them into the next morning. why are there so many? why are they so intricate? why is KYOYA a more important character than him? how did he make so many of these WITHOUT HIM EVER NOTICING? WHY IS THERE SO MUCH CINDERELLA?

however, hikaru lacks the ability to think and consider something seriously for any extended amount of time and eventually just brushes it off and starts laughing hysterically over it

later when kaoru comes back, hikaru tells kaoru what he found.

kaoru is as white as a sheet. he sputters.

“so, you know about my feelings for kyoya senpai then?

dead silence.

“YOU LIKE KYOYA SENPAI??”

poor stupid hikaru. bless his heart.

[aarcanechaoss]

Bleach OC’s

Masterlist

Meet Kaoru and Hikari Akiyama

Kaoru Akiyama

Nicknames: Ruru (Yachiru), Wolf girl (Kenpachi), Valkyrie (Yumichika)

Age / D.O.B: 200+ / August 7 (eldest)

Occupation: Soul Reaper - Squad 11

Position: Acting fourth seat of the Eleventh Division until further notice

Zanpakuto: Okamimaru (the Wolf)

Looks: Link

Love Interest: Yumichika Ayasegawa

Hikari Akiyama

Nicknames: Riri (Yachiru), Snake girl (Kenpachi), My light (Shinji)

Age / D.O.B: 200+ / August 7

Occupation: Soul Reaper - Squad 5

Position: Third seat of the Fifth Division

Zanpakuto: Hebinoha (the Snake)

Looks: Link

Love Interest: Shinji Hirako

Shouta Akiyama

Nicknames: Shou, Boy (Kenpachi), Sharp-eye (Ikkaku)

Age / D.O.B: 200+ / June 10 (younger)

Occupation: Musician, Soul Reaper- Squad 13

Note: Leave of absence due to injury in battle, will resume work when back to full capacity

Zanpakuto: Kurayami (the Darkness)

Looks: Link

Love Interest: Ikkaku Madarame

[teacute]

𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐌𝐁𝐋𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐒 𝐀𝐑𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐕𝐄.

ARCHIVE GENRE | fluff | angst | suggestive | specials | smau

NOTE | i'm sorry that you have to scroll for the whole list, laziness just can't be helped... i will totally divide them sooner or later (lies)

𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐄 | orchestra from the heaven ✧ t. eichi ; ✧ h. wataru ; ✧ h. tori ; ✧ f. yuzuru ;

𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐊𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑 | shining southern cross in the night sky! ✧ h. hokuto ; ✧ a. subaru ; ✧ y. makoto ; ✧ i. mao ;

𝐑𝐘𝐔𝐒𝐄𝐈𝐓𝐀𝐈 | heroes with burning passions☆ ✧ n. tetora ; ✧ t. midori ; ✧ s. shinobu ; ✧ m. chiaki ; ✧ s. kanata ;

𝐀𝐋𝐊𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐈𝐃 | penetrate! suits of your heart! ✧ a. hiiro ; ✧ s. aira ; ✧ a. mayoi ; ✧ k. tatsumi ;

𝐄𝐃𝐄𝐍 | an eternal enthralling paradise ✧ r. nagisa ; ✧ t. hiyori ; our memories ✧ s. ibara ; ✧ s. jun ;

𝐕𝐀𝐋𝐊𝐘𝐑𝐈𝐄 | the museum of weaving arts ✧ i. shu ; ✧ k. mika ;

𝟐𝐖𝐈𝐍���� | the joyful melody from united twins ✧ a. hinata ; hc: they have a crush on s/o ✧ a. yuta ; hc: they have a crush on s/o

𝐂𝐑𝐀𝐙𝐘:𝐁 | free bees flying around ✧ a. rinne ; ✧ himeru ; ✧ o. kohaku ; ✧ s. niki ;

𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐃 | wild hunt in the darkness ✧ s. rei ; ✧ h. kaoru ; ✧ o. koga ; ✧ o. adonis ;

𝐑𝐀*𝐁𝐈𝐓𝐒 | a toy box filled with dreams♪ ✧ m. tomoya ; ✧ n. nazuna ; ✧ t. mitsuru ; ✧ s. hajime ;

𝐀𝐊𝐀𝐓𝐒𝐔𝐊𝐈 | steady, elegant flower under the moonlight ✧ h. keito ; ✧ k. kuro ; ✧ k. souma ;

𝐊𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒 | the knights contributing music ✧ s. tsukasa ; hc: they have a crush on s/o ✧ t. leo ; hc: they have a crush on s/o ✧ s. izumi ; hc: they have a crush on s/o | you getting sick ✧ s. ritsu ; hc: they have a crush on s/o ✧ n. arashi ; hc: they have a crush on s/o

𝐒𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐂𝐇 | the happy magic party lasting forever ✧ s. natsume ; ✧ a. tsumugi ; feelings ✧ h. sora ;

𝐌𝐀𝐌 | present the palpitating moment to you! ✧ m. madara ;

[quillisadoll]

I can't sleep again 💀

SO imma be talking about / reviving this really old idea I had back in like 5/6th grade (I feel so old saying that)

My idea is that what would happen if one of the twins died like in a car crash or something like that.

For example let's say hikaru died in this tragic accident .

How would Karou respond to that??? How would the other host members respond to that???

Because like their whole thing (up to their character ark) is being basically the same person SO if we remove one half of the person how would the other half react

My current thoughts is that Karou wouldn't even bear to look at himself or leave his bed like at all and the hosts would be concerned and stuff yadda yadda but the real kicker is that people STILL CALLS HIM HIKARU SOMETIMES and that causes him to spiral.

But anyways that was my little au idea thing :3 feel free to add onto it lol

(go look at my tags I'm silly in the tags)

[fandom-specific]

kyokao: scaredy cat

5 things that should scare Kyoya that don't and the 1 thing that does.

[manufacturedrainbows]

Langa fidgets with his cuffed sleeves, absentmindedly folding and unfolding them at the elbow. The real reason for showing up here – what he really wants to ask – brews beneath the surface. Letting it boil over into the open is nauseating, but he can't avoid it forever.

“The skaters that came before Miya…were they…” How else is he supposed to say it? “Were they, like…our age too?”

Langa is left unsettled after everything Adam has done to him. Kaoru makes him hot cocoa, and lets him know he's not alone.

[teaandduckss]

Oh no may hand slipped 🫢