#kaitlyn is my muse

[cursivebloodlines]

📸 kaitlyn (Aaron)

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They really needed to get some air. Like, really, really. They'd been stuck inside for too long, Aaron was probably itching to go out, even if reluctant. If not for his sake, then for Kaitlyn's. A few Google searches later, he found a spot that looked nice enough. It took a few attempts but eventually he managed to get her on board and they took a day trip to the beach with beautiful views! It felt so peaceful being away from everything for a while. Seeing her look so content even after her initial reluctance was lovely, so he snapped a little photo :)

Hahahaha there is no explanation for this other than her hair is wildingggggg! Aaron didn't actually think he'd get a photo of her windswept look but it's the perfect moment which he finds hilarious. He took the photo to in the hopes it would make her laugh! Maybe in the moment she doesn't find it funny but once he shows it her afterwards, maybe she has a change of heart.

Aaron tried joking about something but it fell flat, not as funny as he thought. So she gives him this look and he's doing everything he can to crack a smile. Maybe there's part of her wanting to laugh at his foolish attempts, maybe not, but at this point he just takes a photo??? because??? He's Aaron. Fuck knows hahahaha. No thoughts with this man, only vibes!

The weather is beautiful and so they have a little picnic outside in the garden. Neither of them felt like going out to a park or anything, because they knew it would be swarming with other people and neither of them particularly felt like dealing with anyone but each other! Maybe at this point, Aaron's slowly realising oh shit, he's got feelings for his dead best friend's wife. And it's like shit shit shit. But he can't help it. She looks so lovely, and he knows he shouldn't be thinking about how beautiful she is. But he does. And it's nice to see Kaitlyn look chilled out despite everything.

He made reservations for her favourite restaurant for a special occasion, maybe her birthday or something. It's a surprise and he never told her where they were going until they got there. Kaitlyn might be surprised he even knew where her favourite place was, but he's learned so much about her from Grayson before he passed of course but then he's learned so much about her since. He doesn't realise he's in love at this point, but all he knows is that he would do anything to see her smile.

Halloween is coming up and Aaron insists they need to come up with costume ideas! They're mooching around some stores for inspiration. Aaron has about 500 ideas that he keeps bouncing between, never making his mind up so they're probably doing it for a while. Nothing seems to capture Kaitlyn's mind and Aaron's like "really? nothing?" and by chance, they come across this clown nose. She tries it on for size because Aaron won't shut the fuck up about what hers is going to be so she's like "there! happy now?" and he takes the photo just because, lmfao!

[spectrophobias]

@dollhidden asked: ❛ don’t touch me. get away from me. ❜ — Kaylee to Kaitlyn!

oh fuck.

this was supposed to be over. she had gone head to head with a fucking werewolf, more than once at this point, pushing forward with the thought that they only had to make it until morning. once the sun rose, it would all be over.

it will never be over. she knows that now. her and dylan's survival had come at the expense of caleb, poor caleb, and god, she hadn't realized he would turn back once she'd shot him. her stomach turns at the sight of his body, and she can only imagine how much worse it might be for his actual fucking sister.

"kaylee, please. we should go outside." she suggests softly, eyes downcast, not sure how to meet her eyes. she and kaylee weren't like, best friends or anything, but it still hurt to have her recoil when kaitlyn had tried to nudge her out of the room, away from the body. the room stunk of blood, and she didn't know how much longer she could make it before she started to gag.

"i didn't have a choice, it was him or us. you know i would have never hurt him if i didn't have to. i would never hurt you." her tone is pleading, the excuses feeling lame even as they come. how could she ever justify something like this. she doesn't reach out to touch kaylee this time, giving her her space, but she holds out the shotgun to her, with only regular ammunition in it now. "here. until like, the cops get here or whatever. i'll make sure they knew i did it, just please, i swear i didn't want to."

[chmerical-a]

also i was today years old when i learned that stephanie hsu is 4'11" which makes kaitlyn ka 4'11" do with that information what you will <3

[cursivebloodlines]

Truthfully, Aaron wondered if he was overstepping by ‘offering his services’ as a human pillow or a punching bag. But the suggestion and offer only felt natural and if Kaitlyn had told him to back off, he would’ve respected that. And he would have tagged an apology on the end, just to be on the safe side. He didn’t mean anything by it other than offering a source of comfort, yet there was a voice in the back of his head with an uncanny resemblance to Grayson that was telling him to watch his step, don’t get too close. He supposed that had something to do with the grief working it’s ridiculous magic, trying to suffocate him. It’s not like he was trying anything with Kait - god, no, he wouldn’t dare to dream of it - but to add a little joke to lighten the dark mood looming over the two of them whilst also trying to make sure he was being useful to her. Or at least semi useful. Another traitorous thought nestled in the back of his mind: would he offer her the same if Grayson was here with them, alive? Maybe the punching bag, he silently mused to himself. Then again, if he had been there with them in that moment, they probably would not have been having this conversation in the first place.

The next thing he knew, Kaitlyn opted for the human pillow approach (though he knew the other option was still an option if needed… why that kept entering his mind, he’ll never know), and Aaron hadn’t quite braced himself for impact. A genuine, actual smile tugged at the very corners of his lips and he couldn’t help but pull her in closer. They both needed this and there was no point in pretending otherwise. Humans needed comfort, especially in trying times. It was something he never received a lot even as a kid, and so he tried his best as an adult to do what he was never given. Sure, he screwed up at times (a lot, even) but he vowed to do the opposite with her. For his own sake and for hers.

A breathless laugh escaped his lips at her rebuttal, a sincere smile spreading across his face. Only a small one, but it was there nonetheless. Of course she would be the one to do that in this situation. She was the one who lost everything and yet she still managed to crack a joke. Aaron wondered if it was for his benefit. Either way, he wouldn’t question it. Didn’t really want to know the answer either way. “Well, surely you should know now that I’m very good at that.” Like being the reason his best friend was dead and Kaitlyn was without a husband, for example. Adjusting his position slightly so both of them could feel more comfortable, Aaron pulled her closer to him. It was automatic, like an instinct if you will. Hearing the desperation in her voice as she asked him to stay where they were, he gave her a gentle, reassuring squeeze. “I’m not going anywhere, Kait,” he murmured into her hair, rubbing soothing circles against her back. “We can stay like this for however long you need.” In all honesty, he really didn’t want to move any time soon either, so it made him feel much more at ease knowing that this was what she wanted too. Having her nestled close enough to him, he could hold on to her like a lifeline too. Because as much as he wanted to be there for her, as much as he was keeping a promise to his best friend, he really needed her too. Maybe this way both of them could get some rest from the hardship of the day? Only time would tell.

This was never the life that Kaitlyn had pictured for herself. There wasn't anybody that she should be calling for Grayson or really herself. No one that she cold let know about the passing, no one to ask for support. The life she lifted was full of laughs and smiles with Grayson and at times Aaron as well. She loved seeing them together here at her place with the laughs and smiles because of the life she knew Grayson lived. She loved him unconditionally and cared deeply for Aaron as well. She would make sure that he was taken care of here and had a good connection with him, the times when the three of them would sit outside in the back with a beer in their hands on a beautiful day and Grayson doing the BBQ while Kaitlyn would tell him not to burn it, not like he ever did. Everything was going to change now because she didn't have any family left aside from the little bean that was growing inside of her. Yeah, maybe Aaron was part of her family and she never spoke it out loud. Now though he was all she had left and the whole thought made her sick to her stomach, like she wanted to just throw up.

If it weren't for Aaron being here, Kaitlyn wasn't sure what she wold be doing. She worried that maybe she would be throwing photos of them to the ground, worried that she would throw a mug at the wall because it was the one he would grab every morning. She was just worried that she wouldn't even be able to step foot inside of her house again because of the memories that it held, how it felt like a ghost was living inside and how lonely it was going to feel. It was different when she was home alone and he was at work because it meant that he was coming home but not anymore... She wasn't waiting for him to walk through that door again even though part of her mind was just sitting and waiting. Waiting for that door to swing wide open and tell her that he was home, that he loved her and was happy to see her face again. With Aaron being here there was comfort in that. He was an anchor in all of this sadness and heartache. He was the person who was keeping her head on instead of falling into a deep black hole that she would have just let take her away. The sound of his faint laugh was much needed as it let her breathe out a more steady breathe. Through all the tears, through the shakiness of her body she found a breathe of air.

Through all of this she didn't want to be selfish and take on the entire load of pain, she knew that he was going through it all again because of how deep their friendship was. She didn't just lose a husband, he lost a best friend in the process as well. Finding comfort in him almost felt wrong but seeing him with such open arms and his typical jokes her mind just went blank and she went right into his arms, clinging onto him for dear life. Her hands gripping tightly to his shirt as she took in a deep breath of air before letting it out through her mouth. ❝ I'd never punch you... only if you did something stupid would I. ❞ She tried her best to joke about and just keep a casual conversation going. Try to keep an everyday life normal. ❝ Just, stay here. Stay here like this with me please. ❞ She wasn't sure if that was her telling him not to leave her house today or if it was just her needing that human touch right now. All she knew was that with how tightly she was holding onto him there was no way for him to get out of it.

[wolfawaycamp]

🌦️Concept: Ryan being impressed by Dylan’s scrapyard deeds ™ while waiting by his bedside in the hospital with Kaitlyn. (spawned from a conversation with my fellow writers).

When Dylan started to wake up again, Ryan and Kaitlyn were nearby, talking very enthusiastically about something Dylan couldn't quite parse yet. Dylan's limbs felt so heavy, and he was suddenly aware of the distinct hospital smell. Full consciousness came to him slowly.

“—don’t let him give you any insecurity shit. He saved my ass then fought a werewolf with a blowtorch while—”

“—wait, not a gun?”

“Nope. Blowtorched the fucker in the face.”

There was a pause before Ryan gave his response. “...Holy shit.”

Kaitlyn snorted. “Calm down, Romeo—”

Dylan shifted and opened his eyes. It was way too bright. “Hey,” he said, mouth and throat bone-dry. Ryan was by him in an instant, blocking out a little bit of that aggressive light. Kaitlyn handed Dylan a cup of water, which he chugged down so quickly that he made himself light-headed and spilt it over himself. Ryan quickly wiped Dylan’s neck and chin with a napkin. Dylan could feel the warmth of Ryan's hand through the napkin, lingering on his neck. Kaitlyn was on his other side, looking through her bag for something.

“Y’talking about my fantabulous deeds of heroism?” he said, finally.

“We are,” Kaitlyn said, all too soft. Unlike her. She held a chocolate bar up to his face. “You hungry? Snuck in the good stuff for you.”

“Um, no thanks— what’s the occasion?” he asked, trying to get up.

“Dude,” Ryan said, “Lie down. You may have been fucking badass but that doesn’t mean you should accidentally tear out a cannula right now.”

Kaitlyn huffed out a dry laugh. “I’ll agree with Ryan for once.”

“Cannula…?” Dylan mused, looking around properly. Huh. Huh. Oh, he had lost his hand, hadn’t he? That was… something to think about later. “You think I’m badass?”

“Don’t milk it,” Kaitlyn said with no force at all, then carefully climbed into the hospital bed beside him. Dylan was quite big, but Kaitlyn was quite small: in the end, they fit fine. She was warm and solid and safe beside him, her head tucked under his chin but otherwise contorting herself to not get in the way of any equipment or… his injury.

“Should you be in there?”

Kaitlyn flipped Ryan off. When Dylan went to look at Ryan again, he had this tender expression on his face that made him want to cry. He tried to focus on the fact that Ryan wasn’t even wearing that light waterline eyeliner he usually did, but that just made him think about the redness in Ryan’s scleras. He switched the focus to the mole by Ryan’s lip instead, which was a little better.

“I do think you’re badass,” Ryan murmured, then jerkily placed his hand over Dylan’s through the sheets. Dylan stared at Ryan’s hand instead, unsure what to do with this.

“Don’t give him an ego,” Kaitlyn said, muffled. The badass thing wasn’t what was giving him the ego.

Dylan was left wondering if Ryan would hold his hand properly, too, if he was given the chance.

[virtuesuncounted]

Matty just stood there, in the doorway, unsure of what he could do or say that would get him – and both of them �� out of this situation. When Fiona spoke, her words were slightly sluggish, and almost immediately his protective instinct for her took over as he wanted to get her inside and help her sober up. But they weren't together anymore, and he'd lost that right a long time ago.

When she turned back around and started to step away from his door, he intuitively walked forward and reached his arm out, wrapping his hand around her wrist. "Wait, ba-Fio, come on," he said, deliberately paying no mind to how he'd almost said 'baby' instead of her name. "Just.. You don't have to go," he pleaded, and even though Kaitlyn really hadn't done anything wrong, he really wished she'd have left a good 10 minutes earlier. His muscles flexed in chills when the cool wind blew over his bare skin, but then he was tugging her back towards the house, right when a car pulled up as well - thank fuck. "Please, give me two minutes," he said, not really giving her a chance to protest as he dragged her inside to the living room, where Kaitlyn had walked back into - this time in her own black mini-dress and heels. God, this was truly a nightmare.

It was the snort of laughter at Matty pushing the door-answering woman to the side that made the little bell in her head ding: Yes, Fiona, you are definitely drunk. There was still enough clarity there for her eyes to rake up his familiar, lean frame and know exactly what he'd been doing. Her voice felt so pathetically small when she looked up at him, knowing her eyes had stayed on the man's torso too long to be subtle. "She doesn't have to go. I'm the one interrupting your night... morning?"Life, Fio had meant but had enough sense to bite her tongue, literally. "I hadn't even meant to walk here. I think I was just distracted or tired and..." Missing you, again, miraculously sparing herself the embarrassment of some kind of emotional word vomit. That was short lived though, when her third attempt at departing from her ex's front door was met with an, "Okay, good seeing you, Mattyboy. You're looking really great." Her hands had been gesturing to all of him on display and very much not holding onto anything as she turned around and swayed precariously over the steps, guaranteed to fall on her ass if no one reached out to help her.

[houseofcameliard]

Not all Empires are Royal.

... Hello again

So it's been a while since I posted! I'm not 100% sure I'm back, but I've had some ideas floating around my head. So I got back in game for the first time in like a year to take screenshots.

Here is Kaitlyn Park, my current muse, and heir to the Park Empire, a business conglomerate. Currently headed by Cameron Park, her father.

Does Kaitlyn have what it takes to walk in her father's shoes? Is he certainly leaving the empire to her? A single woman in her early 30's with no husband isn't the steadiest bet for the board.

Will Kaitlyn be able to prove herself with the help of her younger sister Diana? Diana's got her own problems transitioning from the firms go to attorney, to working mother.

What Kaitlyn hasn't planned for is the girl walking into her life about to make it all that much more complicated.

[toestalucia]

SHIPPING INFO. answer the following for your muse(s) so people know how shipping works on your blog.

what’s your OTP for your muse(s)?

im easy...........and like too much.......personally ! i prefer akira with the older wizards, ive talked about being in those ship tags ummmm a lot<3 i cant narrow it down further......the twins are an exception but ive been over that in the past. atm i like emu with mafuyu, rui, nene & akito a lot :D theres def more (like honami i think would be cute! and i do like her with tsukasa too, but emu tsukasa besties....), but im like twice her age so i think about that stuff so rarely LOLLLL i thought hard about the rest of my muses but.......?????????? eight/machina....perhaps...........sofia/forte.......yeong/tara......(cagli teehee)

what are you willing to RP when it comes to shipping?

i lov drama. with gran it comes natural cuz welcome to ur 'assuming things w/out asking' and 'thinks way too much into the future where they dont want to settle down' captain. i think akiras the most tender of all of them? and most likely to actually bring up issues? sofia is fun because i think about the event where she Doesnt speak in opposites and micah ends up rly confused........being accepted with her weird speech patterns..... natsume too, either staying at the accepting his weird behavior (jumping, scared expression, running) or having the 'i can see youkai' convo....yknow.....its good...i know tanuma alrdy had a convo like that (UNREAL CONVO i miss it) but yknow. Overall ! anything. mostly. theres some 'ohhh angst' topics im not interested in, so i think most stuff stay on the more lighthearted/loving side tho

how large does the age gap have to be to make it uncomfortable?

feel like a fraud everytime i say that i personally wont write akira with some of the 20yo's cuz im always close to deciding to make akira closer to 30. and then i say i like akira with figaro & oz......the ancient ppl......

are you selective when shipping?

rather than selective i just dont ask ppl........and i have no interest in making relationship calls nor liking them........i want to see where the writing goes first cuz i knoowwww i sometimes say gran would say x but then i write it and y happens yknow LOLLLLLL i'd be open to jumping into stuff on discord or something tho i think ? i think i could jump into romance stuff no problemo then cuz it'd feel slightly separated from here...?! cuz idk but theres something when i open this blog that i......its a very slowburn......if ure willing to spend some months writing so gran can become more accepting of the idea then its go go go. does this make sense. well either way im not sure tbh. grans a bit added difficulty too considering how i deal with their age LOLLL since cygames is pushing 15yo still. which gives me a headache seeing how the summer events etc are explicitly yearly.....i cannot write act3 gran as a teen, not when theres a political engagement with alliah like cmon....i refuse..........but since ure following this blog uve alrdy read this stuff in my rules/about LOL

either way akiras easier with romance. i just dont approach ppl about it. whenever i make that farmsim blog i wanna be more casual with this stuff tbh...T_^ for funsies............write some yearning...

how far do steamy moments have to go before they’re considered NSFW?

not far at all. LMFAOOOOOOOO i use that tag very liberally. its unlikely im writing that stuff anyway....

does one have to ask to ship with you?

:DDDDDDDDDD if i ask u we've probably written for years & years && its starting to reach crush-territory anyway (hello kaitlyn) but man idk what it is....romance is just difficult to write on tomblr rn for me...gran does not make this easier. the issues r endless. can i offer u akira.

how often do you like to ship?

(person whos always in ship tags) (smiley face) (smiley face) (smiley face) can u get into mhyk for akira....or farmsims....................ill ship everything in there.....

are you multiship?

YAAAAAA the idea of having 1 ship on my blog doesnt excite me. even tho i dont write romance atm. LMFAOABKAJD

are you ship obsessed or ship more-or-less?

do u wanna hear about the akifi doujins ive read. or the akifau art where faust puts a flowercrown on akiras head.

what is your favorite ship in your current fandom?

THIS IS HOW DIANTHA/CLARISSE CAN STILL WIN. i am also a sabrina/leona fan. 'did they interact' no but they should. ppl who lost their husband(s). ppl who both should be AT THE CLUB. me/canaria. me/crystal

finally, how does one ship with you?

u like my posts & listen to my ramblings and i twirl my hair and send u more asks and then it just happens. foolproof.

tagged by: @convxction faty my beloved my everything u should do it for ur multi too.... tagging: @shiningstages kait i think u should do this for ur multi and ramble............

[missperfectlyfinewrites]

Looking for some threads for some of my 35+ ladies. Open to M/F, F/F, taboo, more sweet, more dirty, etc. Four muses under the read more! Like if you are interested and I'll reach out to plot!

Ebony Spencer: late thirties. artist + baker. introvert, moody, creative, sensitive. paint splotches, candles, bubble baths, coffee stains, rainy days, jazz music. switch.

Elena Mendes: late forties. ex pageant queen. current pageant coach + mom. confident, sexy, protective. high heels, red lipstick, slinky dresses, baked goods, glasses of wine. switch.

Harper West: mid-late thirties. public defender. single mom (thread dependent). workaholic, protective, loving. hot tubs, high heels, red wine, pedicures, peplum tops. switch. (Older sister to Hazel)

Kaitlyn Rodriguez : early forties. psychatrist. generous, helpful, kind. eager to be loved. notebook collection, caffeine adiction. floral blouses, new high heels, daddy issues. submissive lean. (Half sister to Darcy).

[spectrophobias]

@dollhidden asked: “I don’t care if anyone believes me.” — Em to Kaitlyn!! Maybe when they first meet?

oh, kaitlyn likes this girl already.

at least, she thinks she does. she knows the type, sure of herself and straight to the point, even when it doesn't do her any favors. either they'll be fast friends, or they're going to rip each other's throats out. she needs a little more time before she'll be able to decide on that one.

"that's a pretty bold assumption before i've even opened my mouth." lips quirking upwards, her tone is playful, but there's a certain understanding to it too. since she is now a firm believer in the bizarre and unknown, she isn't looking to pick apart emily's story, only to see if she can find the familiarity she expects in it. so far, she thinks she has.

"i believe you. about all of it." she's already decided it, but seeing the wall emily immediately seems to put up seals the deal. kaitlyn gets it. she's sick to death of hashing through what animal could have made such a mess of their last night at camp, of stepping around minefields just to keep from looking absolutely insane when she knew exactly what had happened. it's a divide that just can't be crossed, not by anyone who doesn't already understand.

"i mean, really. they said hackett's quarry was a bear. no wonder all the weirdo podcasts are picking up the story now." she doesn't want to say it outright yet, carefully gauging emily's expression as she speaks, but she's pushing closer to acknowledging the lie. it wasn't a wild animal, or a crazed killer, but werewolves? it still sounds insane even to her. she sucks in on her cheeks, giving her head a little shake. "the official investigation was a joke."

[soulcluster]

here it is, what no one asked for: my ship bias list under a read more cause oof it's long

main roster

disney hans — anna, kristoff

dragon age blackwall — josie, inquisitor colum cousland — morrigan, anora, zevran fenris — hawke, isabela, bethany kaitlyn hawke — varric, fenris, cullen, alistair, loghain roland gilmore — cousland, bethany

dragon ball z android 18 — krillin bulma briefs — vegeta, goku cell — ....honestly just send me your ideas dende — gohan goku — chi-chi, bulma piccolo — bulma trunks briefs (future) — none yet

final fantasy aerith — cloud, tifa, sephiroth cid highwind — reeve, tifa clive rosfield — jill, cid cloud — aerith yuna — tidus, baralai

fire emblem citrinne — none yet cyril — lysithea eirika — seth, saleh, cormag ephraim — forde, gerik, tethys, marisa, tana frederick — olivia, sumia, cherche gerome — cynthia, lucina, laurent kagetsu — alear nel — none yet olivia — frederick, lon'qu, gregor seteth — jeralt, hanneman

fma: brotherhood ed — winry ling yao — lan fan riza — roy

harvest moon chelsea — vaughn kai — popuri, karen, leia mark (awl) — muffy molly (ap) — candace, phoebe, renee popuri — gray, karen, kai soseki — none yet vaughn — chelsea

the last unicorn amalthea — lir

legend of zelda link — mipha, malon malon — link mipha — link, zelda, revali zelda — ganondorf

marvel 616 adam warlock — gamora drax — mantis gamora — adam warlock, angela, tony stark peter quill — none yet rocket — lylla

mortal kombat fujin — none yet jax — sonja, vera takeda — jacqui

my time gwen/oc — logan, unsuur, owen, qi, heidi logan — fang, grace, builder

persona kotone — shinjiro, akihiko, ryoji ren — yoshizawa, ann, futaba, shiho, ryuji ryuji — joker, ann shiho — ann, joker shinjiro — kotone

resident evil leon — claire rebecca — none yet

star wars briayla/oc — corso, darmas, theron, lana doc — jedi knight kihanda/oc — doc, obi-wan

stardew valley abigail — sam, leah, penny, farmer eris/oc — harvey harvey — farmer

studio ghibli arrietty — spiller baron — baroness kiki — none yet pazu — sheeta

tales of kratos — anna, raine lailah — zaveid

threads of fate rue — none yet

tomb raider jonah — abigaile lara — sam, jaocb sam — lara

request roster

chrono trigger/cross serge — leena magus — none yet

cyberpunk 2077 takemura — none yet v/oc — none yet

DC lucifer — mazikeen soarnik natu — none yet

disney jack skellington — sally jane porter — tarzan, belle

final fantasy basch — none yet fran — balthier penelo — none yet zidane — garnet/dagger

fire emblem byleth — dimitri, claude, hanneman, shamir deirdre — sigurd franz — none yet gregory — none yet marianne — byleth, dimitri mikoto — yukimura, gunter quan — ethlyn rhys — none yet silas — corrin

harvest moon calvin — farmer lyla — basil, louis muffy — farmer, griffin, nami

legend of dragoon dart — shana lavitz — rose

mass effect garrus — shepard jeff/joker — shepard zaeed — shepard

metal gear solid cécile — kaz gray fox — none yet quiet — venom snake solid snake — hal, meryl

my hero academia tenya iida — ochako mina ashido — none yet

once upon a time belle — emma, ruby, ariel, killian, neal emma swan — neal, belle, ruby, graham grace — henry jefferson — belle, graham, robin, ruby milah — graham, robin, killian neal — emma, belle, robin, graham

rune factory felicity — raguna russell — none yet

tales of zaveid — lailah

*note 1: for any oc type characters I have a preference for (inquisitor, hawke, builder, assorted farmers, shepard, etc.), shipping will depend on that muse's character and if it works with my muse.

**note 2: just because a ship isn't on here doesn't mean I wouldn't ship it at all, except in the rare case of a notp

***notps: aerith/zack, cloud/tifa. these are only in a romantic sense, platonic is fine. if you see me shipping these it's because I'm close with the other mun

[chmerical]

mobile muse list.

animanga

MINAKO AINO: sailor moon.  she/her. REI HINO: sailor moon.  she/her. MOMO AYASE: dandadan.  she/her. MAMIMI SAMEJIMA: FLCL.  she/her.   MEI CHANG: fma: brotherhood.  she/her.   HIMIKO TOGA:  bnha. she/her. KAINA TSUTSUMI / LADY NAGANT:  bnha. she/her. MEI HATSUME:  bnha. she/her. YU TAKEYAMA / MT. LADY: bnha.  she/her.   SETSUNA TOKAGE / LIZARDY:  bnha. she/her. MOMO YAOYOROZU: bnha.  she/her. NEJIRE HADO / NEJIRE-CHAN: bnha.  she/her. NOBARA KUGISAKI: jujutsu kaisen. she/her. KIRARA HOSHI: jujutsu kaisen. they/them. SHOKO IERI: jujutsu kaisen. she/her. ASA MITAKA: chainsaw man.  she/her.   POWER: chainsaw man.  she/her.   KOBENI HIGASHIYAMA: chainsaw man.  she/her.   YOR FORGER / THORN PRINCESS:  spy x family. she/her. MAOMAO:  apothecary diaries. she/her. SANGO: inuyasha.  she/her.   INO YAMANAKA: naruto/boruto.  she/her.   MISATO KATSURAGI: nge.  she/her.   MAMI TOMOE: puella magi madoka magica.  she/her. JOLYNE CUJOH: jjba: stone ocean.  she/her.

comics / lit

ENVY ADAMS: scott pilgrim.  she/her. RAMONA FLOWERS: scott pilgrim.  she/her. KIM PINE: scott pilgrim.  she/her. SOPHIE HATTER: howls moving castle.  she/her.   JO MARCH: little women.  she/her.  

video games

PRINCESS ZELDA: botw/totk.  she/her. ZELDA/TETRA: windwaker.  she/her. ZELDA: skyward sword.  she/her. MIDNA: twilight princess.  she/her.   ELLIE WILLIAMS: tlou/tlou 2.  she/her. KAITLYN KA: the quarry.  she/her. EMILY DAVIS: until dawn.  she/her.

request

LYLA: atsv.  she/her.   SEIKO AYASE: dandadan.  she/her. HARUKO HARUHARA: FLCL.  she/her. KAT STRATFORD: 10 things i hate about you.  she/her.  KATE SCHMIDT: fs: 1994.  she/her. ZIGGY BERMAN: fs: 1978, 1994, 1666.  she/her. SUGURU GETO: jujutsu kaisen. he/him.  private. YUTA OKKOTSU: jujutsu kaisen. he/him.  private. MAKIMA: chainsaw man.  she/her.  private. GIGI MCGOWAN: booksmart.  she/her.  for friends, iykyk. EMMA PERKINS: hatchetfield series.  she/her.  for friends, iykyk. GRACE CHASITY: hatchetfield series.  she/her.  for friends, iykyk.

test

RODY SOUL:  bnha. he/him. FUYUMI TODOROKI:  bnha. she/her. MANAMI AIBA / LA BRAVA: bnha. she/her.

* my ocs are available for friends. just too lazy to list them out but iykyk :3

[terrorsmade]

okay , so ... I'm just gonna throw out a few important reminders since I'm getting new followers ... this blog is highly private. like so , so private. to the point I'm not really used to getting new followers. and since until dawn is getting a release and it seems like the fandom is already gathering new members ( or perhaps I simply live under a rock , I don't branch out much anymore ) I'm gonna throw it out there that I am exclusive with the following supermassive characters :

jessica riley

sam giddings

beth washington

kaitlyn ka

laura kearney

emma mountebank

so I will not be writing with or following back any blogs that write these characters.

this is simply because @villainmade is my person , my best friend in this online space , and we've literally been developing these characters and the various ships we have together for the past two years.

I'm also not super comfy with duplicates , so I also am highly unlikely to follow back if you write one or more of muses that are already on my own muse list. sorry in advance.

on that note , however , mutuals are always welcome to send me memes any time , doesn't matter when the meme was reblogged or how many you wanna throw at me. I'm here for it.

hopefully this post doesn't make me sound harsh , it's not meant to be that way ?? I'm just an elderly person focusing on my own comfort. this blog is just my silly little safe space to write my silly little muses with my bestie. however , you are more than welcome to unfollow at any point , no hard feelings !! thanks for reading !!

[facesblind]

for this thingy — maria from silent hill, elizabeth from bioshock, rogue & panam from cyberpunk 2077, laura from the quarry, idc you haven’t played the yeehaws but sadie adler from rdr2, and chris redfield from, uhh... fuck’s this thing called again? evil residents?

send me a canon character you believe i could write, and why you think i could write that muse. 

sigh ur a fake fan i already write elizabeth -_- i'm adding chris and luis though, would have to think about laura and kaitlyn from the quarry because i don't remember much abt this game anymore other than they were badass. i haven't played cyberpunk either as you already know but you also already know my thoughts on panam so *sigh* she's about to be added.... and yeehaws....... i'm so scared about trying yeehaws but sadie is pretty and i like writing pretty ladies . so i will give her a try also probably. hehe~

[lustfulheart]

INDIE SMUT RP (PLOT CENTRIC) - YOU MUST BE (PREFERABLY) 21+ TO ENTER PLEASE AND THANKS AND (AS OF 7/23/2023) I HAVE SWITCHED TO BETA EDITOR ONLY.

Welcome everyone to my page! I am a mostly mutuals only blog, but if you see an open in the tags you’re more than welcome to answer it even if we don’t follow each other! Some of the best partners are found that way, but just know I might be selective at times when it comes to muse and such. PLEASE DON’T PESTER ME IF I DO NOT FOLLOW YOU BACK. YOU MAY ANSWER AN OPEN IF YOU SEE ONE, BUT IF I DON’T REPLY PLEASE DO NOT TRY TO GUILT ME. I HAVE THE RIGHT TO DO AS I PLEASE ON THIS BLOG, THE SAME AS YOU DO.

I play both female and male characters (there is an obvious lean towards females) and while I’m not here to say you have to double up with one of my girls to get my guys, just know those threads might come a bit slower at times. I don’t try to drop threads without at least making some sort of PSA post about it though, so keep an eye out for them if I don't come directly to you with it!

When it comes to pairings, all of my men are straight and a majority of my ladies are bisexual! Leading the bulk of my threads to lean either towards m/f or f/f, but at the time of updating this (7/23/2023) I will not be including m/m content on my blog in a sexual sense. I have nothing against it, but I will not write it I am sorry 🖤 When writing a starter though, I will always include the preferences at the top so there is no confusion. 

All standard rules apply here, don't be a dick and we should get along fine. Discord is more likely to be given out to people whom I have plotted with a little bit at least on here already, I just have to know it’s not gonna flop and go nowhere within a day or two. That, and it is now the place where all of my kinkier plots go to be written as to spare the dash as much as possible.

LINKS:

Muses | Banned FC's | Starters | Wanted Opposites | General Plot Wishlist

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Below the cut is my mobile friendly muse list! It will be updated as I continue to expand the roster.

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IF A “⩥” APPEARS NEXT TO THEIR NAME IT MEANS THE MUSE IS ONLY AVALIABLE UPON REQUEST / DEPENDANT UPON THE PLOT AT HAND! (I just simply do not wish to get rid of them entirely, but they are going to be a lower activity muse by default)

LADIES:

Jenny Boyd - Cassie Dunbrow

Ana De Armas - Elena Ortega   “⩥”

Dove Cameron - Bella Grover

Madelyn Cline - Sydney "Syd" Limpkin

Dianna Agron - Violet Monroe   “⩥”

Madelaine Petsch - Kat Hendricks

Grace Van Dien -  Zoey White

Kathryn Newton - Twyla Allen

Zoe Colletti - Liddy Caldwell

Sadie Sink - Kirby Lewis

Holland Roden - Ginny Wallace

Gemma Chan - Mei Lin   “⩥”

Natalia Dyer - Tori Van Dickson   “⩥”

Camila Mendes - Izabel Torres

Ellie Bamber - Madison Penn

Sydney Sweeney - Charlie Kramer

Kaitlyn Dever - Hayley Sumpter   “⩥”

Amy Adams - Lauren Moore

Anne Hathaway - Andrea Fernway

Sarah Rafferty - Monroe Danes

GENTS:

Tyler Hoechlin - Parker Hornsby   “⩥”

Bradley Cooper - Ash Winger

Robbie Amell - Klaus Weber   “⩥”

Idris Elba - Simon Huntsman

Matthew Noszka - Jaxon Krol

Pedro Pascal - Mateo Soto   “⩥”

Dacre Montgomery - Ryker Collymore

Chris Pine - Ethan Sharp

Jason Momoa - Levi Madden “⩥”

Grey Sallow - Ryan Gosling

[fagsex]

that last post is so me in a way like. ive always like known i was not a girl or female or anything it has never been a part of me even if i did not know what i was was boy/male until i was around 7, i always knew i was not a girl. so my girlish activities were none other than that of a little faggot. and like i did not like... properly realize people saw me as female until they started calling me the d slur in elementary school LOL and i thought it was the strangest thing...

like i identify more with kurt hummel from glee in childhood more than so many actual trans male characters because i did not even fully comprehend how people saw me i thought i was embarrassing for liking like... fairies and mermaids, not because i thought theyd see me as a girl, but because i thought theyd see me as gay.

and so i tried to act masculine in the same way a gay child would, tried to get beat, get into fights, protect girls, and thats what got me called names, and like my mother always saw me as her Daughter but in my mind i always knew my mother didnt know me, so it didnt really click. i knew technically everyone saw me as her daughter, and i was in girl scouts, i knew i was in a category of Girl but like, it was mostly in a group way. like, if you saw a group of 9 girls and a boy, youd probably refer to them all as girls. i think subconsciously this is how i reasoned it. like i really always saw myself as a male child, theres concerned letters home about me being caught using the bathroom standing up and weird shit like that. but my mother never addressed it, so i never really thought of it as something *i* wasnt supposed to be doing, but *people* werent supposed to do.

i dont know! i found out about transgenderism, or transsexuality as i knew it as a younger child, from family guy, as i presume most children did. my parents were open of support of it, even if they made comments like everyone did until like... 2014. 2015, maybe. i realized that the description fit me years after i knew it, because it didnt Click that that was what i was, female to male. i was just male, in my head. i was my mothers girl, her daughter, but i already knew i wasnt anything of hers. i was in girl scouts, but i was a daisy, a brownie, a cadette, i wasnt a girl. you know what i mean? hilariously, it took caitlyn (caitlin? kaitlyn? whatever) jenner's coming-out for me to realize the word i meant, as it was on the radio constantly, i loved the radio, i loved talk shows, i loved the hosts, whether it was local, npr, or shock jocks, i loved it, its why its my talk tags now.

but at the same time, i heard the disgust over it. it wasnt in my house, really, and my father unfortunately wasnt very present, and my mother left us alone, so i wouldnt even have heard it if it was. but at the same time i learned what i would have to call myself, i learned it was a bad thing. i was never a girl, but i always felt like eve. isnt that strange!

this is mostly just rambling and musing, you can share similar experiences if youd like though! i just had a second to really Think about it and put it in writing.