#kai is very close tho hes so handsome his face is unreal

[seokmatthewz]

sunghoon or huening kai?

man this one . battle of my two male 02 line biases BSKDKD man.....god it honestly depends JDKDKD hmmm perhaps . hoon .

send me two idols and i'll tell you who i think is objectively more attractive (in my opinion)

[oh-beyond]

Saviour AU - Part 13 (M)

He wasn’t rich like the others, he didn’t really fit, but he was part of the group, the rich boys that had investments in one of the biggest companies in the country, they were powerful and handsome and they could get anything the wanted, money had corrupted their every day actions, money that Byun Baekhyun didn’t have, to what extent was he like them? You were lucky enough to be delivering the coffee every morning, you just wanted to see him, and to see him meant seeing the others too… You had faith that he was different… just don’t trust him too much he might surprise you, and not in a good way.

Business AU/Angst/Smut

Baekhyun x Reader ft. Chanyeol, Chen, Kai & Lay (Mentions of EXO OT12)

Warning: Well some smut…

Masterlist

Saviour Masterpost

< Healer Part 1

< Part 12 - Pusillanimous > - Part 14 >

Summary: Chanyeol is confronted with the most cruel reality… Baekhyun is torn between which path to take, and you discovered who Byun Baekhyun really was.

You looked at your reflection in the mirror leaning your hands on the basin to get closer to the mirror. Your legs felt funny, remembering the reason, making you giggle to yourself. It was magical. 

Baekhyun was magical.

Everything about him. The way he looked at you made you feel complete. 

Addicting.

Not quite what you had promised Lay in regards to keep your relationship as friends until things got clearer. You had just confessed your love to Baekhyun, although he didn’t do anything yet to establish the nature of your relationship. But you trusted him, he loved you too. 

You knew.

You heard your phone ringing in your room. It was Baekhyun, not even 10 minutes passed since he left you and he was calling already.

“I missed you, I can’t fucking drive without thinking of you”

“Me too”

“Just wanted to make sure you will sleep and rest cupcake”

“I can’t, my legs hurt Baekie”

“Did you get up? Go back to bed”

“I am in the bathroom, admiring the marks you left”

“You are looking at yourself? What are you wearing?”

“Mmm”

“Tell me!”

“Nothing other than your marks” you whispered that last bit over the phone.

“Don’t-” he growled “I don’t want to go to Chanyeol’s with a boner, fucking unreal. What have you done to me?”

“Thank you for today”

“The sugar coming out of the phone, stop it cupcake or I’ll turn around and come back to finish you”

“Silly~~~”

“So tell me what are your plans for today?”

“I need to go to the office, I promised Saehyo to help her with some things and I will meet Jongdae-ssi, we have a meeting with Junmyeon-ssi and a conference call with Yifan-ssi in regards to his case”

“Be careful, when Yifan and Junmyeon hyung are together they are dangerous, you don’t know how their minds work together, please just… don’t trust them. They are powerful beyond belief”

“Don’t worry baby, I am very professional”

“And one more thing… what’s with Jongin?”

“What’s with him?”

“Just- you seem too close”

“We are, he is a good guy”

“He is a playboy, that’s why he is nice. I don’t like it”

“Are you one of those guys that are overprotective Baekie?”

“And what if I am? I don’t like you being- just don’t let him drive you home”

“Are you jealous?”

“You are my cupcake. Mine”

“I love the sound of that Baekhyun. I’m yours, you know that”

He drove happily, overwhelmed with joy. He had a girl that loved him. A true jewel. 

A jewel that his best friend also loved. 

The same best friend that was rolling in the middle of the kitchen floor, wearing nothing but his boxers, babbling nonsense next to 2 empty bottles of heavy alcohol.

Baekhyun took off his blazer throwing it to the floor going on his knees lifting Chanyeol’s head to his lap.

“Chan! Man, what is wrong? Dude don’t scare the shit out of me like this!”

“Bro!” Chanyeol’s voice sounding completely drunk “it’s funny, this is so funny”

“What’s funny? Nothing is funny but your drunken ass, come on let’s take a shower to sober you down”

Baekhyun tried to lift him up, but Chanyeol buried his face in Baekhyun’s lap, he started to cry like a baby.

“Chanyeol stop this shit, it’s not funny. Get up!”

“Remember Hani?” asked Chanyeol out of the blue.

“Hani… Hani yeah, that Hani Chen and I were chasing after, and she fucking couldn’t see anyone but you”

“Yeah… fuck, and fuck her I did, fucked her well”

“OK… now get up”

“Why can’t ___ want me too?”

“Because you can’t always win, and she simply doesn’t want you Chanyeol, and when Hani chose you we moved on”

“It’s funny because she is the only girl I loved, and perhaps the only girl I could never have”

Love her… the sound of that made Baekhyun very uncomfortable.

“Well good on you, the sooner you realise the sooner this will all go away”

“I love her, how do you switch your heart off? Tell me?”

“I don’t know man, get the fuck up!”

“Why can’t I make the only girl I love, love me back?”

Baekhyun was starting to feel like filth again. The taste of your lips still on his, while Chanyeol wasted himself the way he was for you.

“Imagine you love someone and they don’t love you back! Would you just give up? he continued “have you ever loved Baekhyun?”

Good question.

“I love you fucker” 

“And I love you. But she has become as important as you Baekhyun… you are my dear friend, and she is the love I want”

“Sadly you can’t have everything in life Chanyeol” stated Baekhyun as Chanyeol kept weeping on his lap.

Finally Baekhyun managed to lift his drunken friend. He took him to his en-suite bathroom and forced him into a lukewarm shower that seemed to do the trick in relaxing Chanyeol..

“Better?” asked Baekhyun as he poured water over Chanyeol’s shoulders while he sat next to him outside the bath.

“Better”

“Don’t fucking scare me like that again man”

“Now admit that all you wanted was to see me naked in the bathtub” 

“Chan… I just got busted, you are pretty hot all flushed and wet” they fist bumped each other bursting into jerks of laughter.

Baekhyun loved seeing Chanyeol laugh.

He wished he could make him laugh forever and not be the reason for his sorrow one day.

Baekhyun helped Chanyeol get into some comfy shorts and and a tank top, he tugged him to bed sitting next to him.

“I’ll get better Baekhyun. I promise I will try”

“None of this ever again”

Chanyeol nodded finally closing his eyes aiming to sleep. Baekhyun took a pair of shorts from Chanyeol’s wardrobe keeping his undershirt on. He then joined Chanyeol in bed looking at him thinking how to fix this deep shit he was in.

There was no way out of it now, it got to a point of no return.

He would never opt to leave his friend. Expose himself as the guy that took the girl of his dreams. That was out of the question. Now more than ever he knew that what he had with you will never see the light either.

He was going to be that guy. The guy that convinces his loving girl to keep it a secret. Because he also realised after today that he couldn’t let go of you.

It would kill him. Affect him to a point of madness. Like Chanyeol if not more.

Baekhyun just realised that he was in love with you as he stared at his broken best friend next to him.

*****

Today Chen wasn’t at the office, neither was Eunbyeol, so you decided to spend it with Saehyo teaching her how to your unique coffee, and make Minseok happy.

And make yourself happy when you turned to face the most gorgeous customer while you were filling the napkin dispensers at the tables.

“Good morning cupcake, what a surprise to see you in that uniform again” he whispered “you look delicious as always”

“Silly Baekie. I’ll be here all day. Would you like to call me from your office so I can deliver some nice coffee and cupcakes?”

“That sounds pretty appetising, but I am very demanding customer”

You giggled looking away, turning to face him again, he winked at you wiping his lower lip with his thumb.

“I can’t work like that”

“Fucking telling me that? I can’t even think straight, I just want to grab your wrist and take you to my office so you can take care of what you did in my pants”

“What’s with you? Where is Chanyeol-ssi?”

As if he just been slapped, his cheeky smile died into a deep exhale focusing on Saehyo that was sweeping the floors.

“He is coming, he just went to get you something”

“Get me something? Why? Please Baekhyun, I’ve tried to be understanding in this matter, but please, I’m asking to tell him to stop coming near me”

“Cupcake just bear with me a little longer”

“I am not asking you to tell him you are wi- that we are-”

You went silent when you yourself didn’t know what you were. Baekhyun saw the sorrow in your eyes and he felt like a criminal for a moment.

“I am sorry baby, just please”

“Please what tho? What do you want me to do?”

Baekhyun looked towards the entry of the caffe, Chanyeol was coming with a huge bouquet of yellow roses. You followed Baekhyun’s gaze and saw indeed the tall frame coming your way wearing a hesitant smile.

“Hi ___, these are for you” he said with his deep voice.

You looked at Baekhyun who by now was looking at his shoes as if they were the most amusing thing in the world right now.

“This is a work place Park Chanyeol-ssi, the cafe will open in” you looked at your watch “exactly 7 minutes and there will be employees coming, and I don’t want gossip about me”

“I’d like everyone to know that you own my heart ___”

Baekhyun lifted his head bowled over in disbelief, he had agreed with cahnyeol that this nonsense will stop, however the scene that Chanyeol was making was nothing like what they agreed to.

“Baekhyun could you please leave us alone?” he asked.

You crossed your arms over your chest leaning on one leg watching how Baekhyun simply just obeyed his friend’s request. You scoffed and looked at Chanyeol into the eye.

“I am sorry ___, please forgive me because I cannot function feeling that you hate me this much”

“If I forgive you, will you leave me alone?”

“I can’t promise you that. I would like you to see the real me”

“Fine. I will see the real you, but you will have to see the real me too”

You pulled the flower arrangement out of his hands and went towards the big bin next to Saehyo who was now completely flabbergasted resting her palms on the sweeper.

You just tossed the flowers on the bin. Baekhyun hadn’t reached the door to leave yet, he stopped and looked from you to his friend, who looked like he was going to collapse any moment.

You walked back to where Chanyeol was petrified in his same spot, crossing your arms over your chest again.

“And that Chanyeol-ssi is the real me. Do we have ourselves a deal?”

Baekhyun appeared from behind Chanyeol’s back, he patted him and tried pulling him to leave shooting you an unreadable gaze of plain sorrow and disgust all at the same time. Your stomach churned wondering if you went too far.

You watched the 2 men leaving feeling a sting of uncomfortableness. You didn’t know what to expect. 

Was Baekhyun upset? But you were supposed to be the one upset. Did Baekhyun feel nothing as another man was offering you flowers? Shouldn’t he be upset for that fact instead of being upset about treating his friend bad?

“What am I going to do Baekhyun? She hates my guts” cried Chanyeol.

“Start by not doing what you did, flowers? Really now?”

“They were yellow, for apology. Not red, I wasn’t insinuating anything”

“Chanyeol! You fucking assaulted here. If we wouldn’t be there- God knows-”

“Stop! I know! You just don’t care, you are my friend and you can’t feel the shit I’m going through. I just want her to forgive me!”

“Don't do anything, for now. Please listen to me, I will figure out something. Trust me my Chan”

And that was Baekhyun’s main priority, you to be nicer to Chanyeol. He didn’t know how will that make him feel, but as long as his friend felt better Baekhyun thought he would also feel good about it.

Naive thinking.

Because he didn’t call you that day, he tossed and turned in his bed looking at the phone, knowing that you were the loving one, you would give in and call him. You always did.

But you didn’t that night.

And that made Baekhyun feel what Chanyeol was feeling. 

Rejection. 

Disgust. 

He couldn’t cope with the idea that you were upset with him. But he didn’t want to feed you his love either. 

Not now. Not until Chanyeol started to control his feelings towards you.

Baekhyun wasn’t wrong about you, if he was suffering for not talking to you, you were by far suffering more. Two days and a whole night without a call, a text. Your chest felt heavy. You just couldn’t.

You called Lay in desperation hoping that Xian wouldn’t be near him. You asked him for Baekhyun’s address. He wasn’t keen in giving it to you, he warned you that Chanyeol lived just next door. 

You cooked a simple meal, some noodles with vegetables and meat with spicy pepper sauce (Gochujang) and spicy garlic fried chicken (Kkanpunggi). You packed everything in small containers and went to change, you got out some simple ripped boyfriend jeans and an oversized black hoodie, your black snapback and a face mask. 

You went for a quick shower to get rid of the cooking smell. You looked through your underwear drawer and decided to wear that set you bought that you wanted to surprise Baekhyun with, lacy, like he liked it, all white with some light pink embroideries. Innocent but sexy, just the way he saw you. You moisturised your face and decided on only wearing eyeliner and some lipgloss.

After changing and packing the food, you took a taxi giving the address to the driver heading to Gangnam.

You arrived at a impressive looking glass building, you entered and soon the security asked you to remove your snapback and face mask.

“I need to announce you Miss, you cannot enter the building otherwise”

“But it’s a surprise, pretty please~~~”

“I am afraid I cannot do that Miss”

“Alright, how about you come with me and see for yourself?”

“Are you Byun Baekhyun’s girlfriend?”

“I am his surprise” you winked at the security guard finally agreeing to go with you.

As you took the elevator you felt like shit. What did ‘I am his surprise’ mean? It almost felt as if you were a hooker sent to Baekhyun as a little treat. 

You pushed those thoughts away when you arrived to the 11th floor, the corridors covered in light beige marble, stopping at the last apartment 1110, you looked at the door next to it”

“Is 1109 Park Chanyeol’s apartment?”

“Yes, have you visited him before too?”

Oh that sounded really as if he was asking you if Chanyeol was your customer before. You ignored him and knocked the door on Baekhyun’s.

As you waited silently you could clearly hear his high pitched laugh with Chanyeol’s deep voiced one next door. 

“I think they ar-”

“Yes I know. I heard. Alright, so I will hide behind the pillar, knock the door on Chanyeol-ssi’s and ask for Baekhyun. Tell him that he has to sign something at the lobby”

“But usually we just receive packages for-”

“Just do it!”

“Miss I don’t think I can do that”

“Listen to me! I am his girlfriend, and it’s our anniversary, and I am supposed to be abroad. So don’t you dare and ruin it for us. Baekhyun oppa won’t be happy!” you threatened the poor security guard to a point that you got afraid of your own tone.

He nodded and he did as he was told.

“Park Chanyeol-ssi, we need Byun Baekhyun-ssi at the reception, it’s a large package”

“Yo! Baek, go down you got something”

Baekhyun slipped his shoes on and followed the guard, when the elevator arrived you pulled his arm before he entered after the security guard.

He gasped in surprise, he panicked when he saw you there. He pulled you back behind the pillar.

“W-what-how-what are you doing here?”

“I am sorry, I wanted to see you”

“Wait here, Don’t move” he pointed with his finger.

You saw him walk back stopping at Chanyeol’s door, he pressed the code opening the door “yah Yeol-ah, I’m going to shower and stuff and I’ll be back in a few”

There was a stop.

“NO BRO! DON’T COME, I’LL COME BACK”

Baekhyun closed the door running his hands over his face, he pressed the code to his apartment getting inside, he then waved at you to come.

You run towards his door, when you stopped at his door your arm was pulled harshly, he then slammed the door closed behind you. He didn’t invite you in, he just walked inside, his hands over his head pulling at it.

You followed him hesitantly. You weren’t a nice surprise. You felt unwelcomed.

You placed the food bag on the table and walked behind him, almost unsure of why he was this… different.

“Baek-”

“Don’t” he said raising his hand at your mouth for you to be quiet “what if-” he exhaled loudly “what if he saw you here? What would he think?”

“I am sorry, I just couldn’t sleep knowing you were upset”

“Why are you like this? I mean I don’t deserve it! Why are you fucking like this? It’s beyond me”

“Because I love you Baekhyun”

He stood still groaning hands over his hips, walking right and left.

“Am I bothering you this much?”

Silence.

“Alright, I will leave. It was clearly a mistake”

You opened the door to leave but he followed you closing it harshly with a thud, leaning his shoulder on the door crossing his arms over his chest. You turned your head slowly.

Damn he looked so sexy.

“Why did you come cupcake?”

“I don’t know” you replied simply, however you knew… 

You knew very well.

“What did you bring?”

“Nothing, I am leaving”

He caressed your cheek finally locking eyes with him.

“Come on show me what you got me” he took your hand with his entwining your fingers together.

You opened the bag and got the food containers out, he smiled encircling his arm around your neck kissing your cheek.

“You are so cute cupcake. I’m sorry for my reaction, everything is just a fucking mess right now. Let me make a call, you can go to the kitchen if you need to heat anything”

“Who are you calling?”

“I’m having a proper dinner with my cupcake, I’m canceling my other plans”

You heard him from behind his bedroom door calling Chanyeol, he came back when he finished his call, coming behind you he wrapped his arms around your waist as you heated the food.

“It smells so good cupcake. Just like you” he said kissing your neck from behind “but this hoodie, isn’t it too warm?”

“I’m not wearing anything underneath”

Baekhyun spun you around scanning your face “turn the heat off. We will have it after”

Without questioning you turned the heat off feeling Baekhyun’s hands pulling the hoodie upwards, feeling his fingers at your back. It was instant how you were dragged, without much convincing he had you lifted and in his room. As soon as your feet reached the floor he rid himself from his t-shirt. 

“I can’t control myself around you. I swear I feel you casted a spell on me” he spoke between heated kisses along your jawline.

He pulled your hoodie out of the way stepping backwards to admire the nice almost see through white lacy bra.

“You did this in purpose cupcake” his voice cracked, husky and affected.

He slowly placed his hands over your shoulders, pulling down one of the straps attaching his lips to your shoulder blade, leaving an open mouthed kiss feeling the wetness of his tongue.

“I am sorry baby, for everything, I am an asshole, it’s just been so difficult and Chanyeol”

“I don’t want to hear his name when we are together. Like this. I don’t want to”

Baekhyun raised his head to meet your eyes, he caressed your cheeks with both hands, bringing you close pecking your lips.

“You are right, this is for you, it’s your time. It’s our time”

“Why didn’t you call me? Are you upset? I thought you d-”

“Shhh, never cupcake, never I promise. It’s just… he is very affected and he needs me”

“He is always more important than me. I know I cannot compare myself b-”

He slid his hands at the nape of your neck crushing his lips with yours. He invaded your mouth finding your tongue, he brought you closer by pressing his hand on the small of your back, feeling the warm skin pf his abdomen on yours. His breath hitting your face, eliciting groans at the back of his throat. Your fingers digging on his scalp as you titled your head to deepen the kiss, welcoming all this eagerness even more than he was.

When you moaned in desperation he broke the kiss resting his forehead over yours catching your breaths. You moved forward to capture his lips again but he stopped you.

“Listen to me” he run his fingers through your hair moving it to one side “don’t ever say that he is more important than you, I don’t even know how this happened but it did. He is not more important than you. No one is more important than you. You are my girl, you are mine and I am yours”

Your eyes lip up and you hugged him wrapping your arms around his waist,  Baekhyun connected his lips to your neck and kissed you again.

“I just have 1 little request, to make this work” his voice sounded different, as if hesitant.

You looked at him intrigued to hear what he had to say.

“Just don’t treat him like that, try to listen to him, give him a chance to clear the misunderstanding”

“There is no misunderstanding, he assaulted me Baekhyun”

“I know, and I respect you for not reporting him, and I know you did that for me. But please if you really love me, I’d like you to be in good terms with him. I know if you get closer he will understand that there is no way with you, and finally we can be together”

“It sounds selfish Baekhyun”

“Cupcake” he kissed you slowly “for me” he whispered in your mouth “please” he added unclasping your bra.

You were like hypnotised. He could ask anything right now and you would just surrender and melt and nod in approval.

“Yes?” he asked again cupping your breasts squeezing lightly making you moan “will you cupcake?”

“Yes, yes I will” you struggled to even stand all while he peppered your collarbones with sinful slow kisses.

“What would you like in return pretty girl? Tell me?” he added now pulling off the bra taking one of your breasts into his mouth.

“Baek- I don- Baek- angh~~~”

He undid the button of your jeans, these falling in the floor, his hand traveling downwards until they found their way between your legs squeezing lightly making you whimper.

“If you don’t tell me… then I will tell you what you want cupcake. Pop into bed” he instructed peeling himself from his own shorts and underwear.

You watched him move and crawl your way to join you in bed, you immediately parted your legs, he nestled between them lowering himself finally feeling his hardness over your entrance. The feeling was overwhelming, you were already losing control over your senses.

He rested onto his elbow feeling your bare leg before bringing it over his hip, burying his face in the valley between your breasts “tell me how good can you handle me today?” he asked his voice sounding muffled from the proximity to your skin .

Your breath was already laboured feeling every kiss and every lick through all your nerve system that was on edge.

“Tell me cupcake. Or will we just go for a try?” he asked sitting back on his heels.

He moved your lacy panties to one side and smirked at the view “I think you are ready, it’s dripping already, get on your four” he commanded, pulling your panties down.

As you moved to removed them he licked 2 fingers slowly, making sure you watched.

“Come on lift those pretty butt cheeks” 

“Baek, I am shy, I don’t know”

He turned you around and lifted your ass himself roughly “no need to be shy, give me 2 minutes you will be the only pounding on my dick”

You hid your face in the pillow giggling at the effect of his words had on you. Suddenly feeling his fingers spreading your folds pinching your clit. You screamed on the pillow following by muting when you felt them inside curling.

“Oppa!”

“Does it hurt?”

You didn’t reply.

“I thought so” he said laughing.

You watched him though your parted legs, he spread your wetness over his angry looking dick, at this point you were really dripping at the sight, and before you knew it he brought his tip and rubbed it over your entrance sliding slowly.

“Is this OK cupcake? Not hurting?”

You heard the door passcode being entered from outside lifting yourself.

“Yah! Baekhyun-ah! You get me your phone charger, mine is fucked”

“FUCK! FUCK! IT’S CHANYEOL” Baekhyun whisper-shouted jumping out of bed.

You covered yourself with the sheet watching Baekhyun tripping over his own feet in panic, he looked funny trying to put his underwear back on. 

“Shhh stay quiet alright?” he said before closing the door behind him.

“Holy shit! You were at it weren’t you? Fucker Byun Baekhyun, you have a chick in your room”

“I have no one in my room”

“Baekhyun you have a fucking boner, it’s disturbing” pointed Chanyeol.

Baekhyun looked down and tried covering the obvious stage of excitement he was in.

“Baekhyun it’s alright, you don’t have to stop seeing girls because of me, I’m sorry. I dragged you with my shit”

“I’ll get you the charger”

Baekhyun went back to his room, you weren’t in the bed and the water in the en-suite bathroom was running, he peeked his head to see you under the shower, he knocked on the shower glass.

“Shower sex cupcake?”

You giggled trying to cover your body with your arms.

“I’ll be right back” he said extending his lips for a kiss.

You pecked his lips and shooed him away. Baekhyun went out. 

Chanyeol was on his phone his eyebrows frowned, looking pale and just not himself. Baekhyun thought he received news in regards the tender they were dealing with.

He stood in front of him handing him the charger, patting on his back.

“You broke up with Lay hyung? I can’t believe that Xian. How would ___ be involved in any way?” asked Chanyeol on the phone.

Baekhyun gulped, his heart sinking to his feet. Xian was clearly badmouthing about you, because of her break up with Lay. She was taking it out on you.

“Baekhyun?” asked Chanyeol locking eyes with him frowning even more.

“Hung up Chanyeol, let me talk to you” Baekhyun was having difficulties verbalising at this point.

“Baekhyun and ___! Xian! What the fuck are you saying?” 

The panic in Chanyeol’s voice breathing unevenly, his hand gathered into a fist, his knuckles turning white.

“Chanyeol hung up the phone!”

Chanyeol threw his phone to the wall grabbing on Baekhyun’s neck chocking him. The difference in height and strength was noticeable, Baekhyun was palasied and couldn’t really do anything to defend himself.

“Are you fucking ___? Is that true brother? My best friend?”

“Chan- yeol- let- me” 

Chanyeol let go of him, finally Baekhyun catching his breath holding on his neck for dear life, when Baekhyun was about to open his mouth to talk Chanyeol punched him square on the face making falling on the floor.

“Is she inside? Where you just fucking the girl I love? Fucker, I fucking hate your guts, you betrayed me. You were fucking her just right now!”

At the lack of replies from Bekhyun’s side Chanyeol got more frustrated, he pulled Baekhyun from his neck, this time punching his abdomen over and over.

When he was satisfied he walked to Baekhyun’s room, while Baekhyun tried getting up to warn you. 

“___!” called Baekhyun “___!” his voice barely audible crawling towards his room.

Chanyeol entered the room hearing the sound of the water running in the bathroom, he kicked the door open with all his force making you gasp completely terrorised.

“Baekhyun? Who is there?” you called turning the water off.

When Chaneyol heard your voice he fell on his knees holding on his head.

“WHY!? FUCKING WHY!? WHY BAEKHYUN?”

You crouched on the shower floor holding onto the door afraid Chanyeol would enter “Baekhyun! Help!” you screamed.

Baekhyun finally reached his room, he saw Chanyeol at the door of the bathroom on his knees.

“It’s me” he said closing the door of the bathroom behind him, leaving Chanyeol outside in his breakdown stage.

You opened the door of the shower throwing yourself at Baekhyun frightened but he pushed you away and handed you a towel.

“Get dressed and leave”

“B-”

“I said get dressed and leave!” he repeated without looking at you.

When he opened the door Chanyeol was no longer there.

You dried yourself quickly and went outside, your clothes were on the bed and Baekhyun was seated in an armchair adjacent to it, his elbows over his knees and his hands over his head.

“Baekhyun?” you tried touching his cheek but he slapped your hand away.

“Get fucking dressed, I’ll wait outside”

You did as he said but your stomach flipped from the anxiety, he sounded distant. Nasty. This couldn’t be happening.

When you finished getting dressed, he was standing next to the door, his lips quivering, trying to sustain his tears.

“Baekhyun?”

“Goodbye ___”

“What does this mean?”

“I can’t do this, I can’t hurt Chanyeol. I can’t be happy if he isn’t”

“You are leaving me?”

“I am sorry. This should had never have happened”

_________________________

A/N: Are you hating Baekhyun? Does he have a point? What about Chanyeol?

Crucial happeneings next part, stay tunned becuase you have no clue where this is heading.

Thanks for reading, feedback always welcomed ^_^

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MY EXPERIENCE AT EXO’RODIUM!!!

I CANT BELIEVE I GOT TO SEE MY KINGS AGAIN TT IM SO EMOTIONAL EVEN THOUGH ITS BEEN 2 DAYS SINCE THE CONCERT - EVERY TIME I THINK ABOUT IT I JUST GET ALL GIDDY AND EXCITED AGAIN :D Here is my post on my experience at exo’rdium last night (fyi I wrote this on the night when i came back at like 2am LOL) its HECKA long post.... without further ado, here is MY EXPERIENCE AT EXORDIUM ^^

EXO’RDIUM 02.11.17

TODAY WAS FKING EXO’RDIUM HK AHHHHHHHHHHHH IM SO SHOOK HOLY I CAN NOT EVEN. WHERE DO I EVEN BEGIN OMFG I- I can barely wrap my head around the fact that (YET AGAIN) EXO was in the same building as me, less than 10m away, LIVING, BREATHING IN THE FLESH EXO. LIKE THEY’RE REAL. NOT JUST PIXELS ON MY LAPTOP SCREEN- I JUST CANT. I STILL CANT. okok so to start, for this EXO concert, I wasn’t able to get standing tickets like I did for EXO’LUXION (when i was lucky enough to have FRONT ROW JEAAAASUUSS), but I was HUGELY and pleasantly surprised that our seats (Block 5, Row 6) WAS ACTUALLY SO CLOSE TO THE STAGE. LIKE I COULD SEE THE ENTIRE STAGE + EXTENDED STAGE, AND IF I USED MY CAMERA TO FILM, I COULD SEE THEIR FACES. So that was a huge plus as soon as we got into the arena. When the concert started, a VCR was shown - about how EXO was the saviours of the world (when are they not tho tbvh HAHA) from danger and etc. the screaming was seriously unreal - like when every member came up on the VCR… #impressed. Then, they started the concert with MAMA and can we just- MAJOR THROWBACK TO FETUS EXO DAYS??? LIKE THIS SONG TRIGGERS SO MANY MEMORIES IM NOT EVEN OKAY RN. also can we just - can SM please release the remix version of MAMA CUZ I WOULD GET IT IN A HEARTBEAT <3 Then without giving our poor hearts a second to rest, they jumped right into mONSTER!!!! IM WAS NOT READY FOR IT AND THEY JUST THREW IT AT ME WHAT. It was amazing as expected, the choreo and everything omfg.. it was LEGIT like copy and paste… AND CAN WE TAKE A MOMENTbc JONGDAE FREAKING BLEW THAT HIGH NOTE AWAY. wait where was that high note? BLEW AWAY BY JONGDAE’S GORGEOUS VOCALS THATS WHERE.

THEN yet another throwback, they performed wolf :’) it been so long since they performed it and omg It was beautiful. The tree added with projections, and it was a remix version which meant DANCE BREAK!!!!! Seriously it was SO SO GOOD like they added projections so that it seemed like they were entering and exiting the tree behind (LOOK IDK IF THAT MAKES SENSE BUT THATS WHAT HAPPENED OK). and it was just so perfect… perfect way to bring back the song.

THEN they finally took a break and did their first ment. can i just pause for a sec and mention how much i freaking love their black blouses? like the ones with the cuts. THEY’RE GORGEOUS AND THEY WEAR THEM SO WELL TT… Kyungsoo, suho and baek all mentioned that they’re going to comeback soon so to give them lots and lots of support (YES BC EXOLS PULL THRU). Sehun and his mandarin came through as expected HAHA and it was so cute - cuz he kept saying things like “are you enjoying yourselves?” “Did you miss us?” my hubby you go! Yixing greeted us in cantonese and it was so cute XD his voice when he speaks canto is the cUTEST THING EVER. i wanna wrap him up and bring him back home.. he started talking in canto about wanting us to support his film, but then paused  to think - then after like 5 seconds, gave up and spoke in mandarin instead AHAHA XINGXING YOU CUTIE OMG. SPEAKING OF YIXING THO — Originally I didn’t know if he was going to attend this concert or not, because he’s been away for filming at guangzhou for the past couple of weeks, there’s hardly been any news of him so i wasn’t sure… BUT I WAS SO FLIPPIN HAPPY WHEN I SAW HIM COME OUT. FIRST THOUGHTS: DAMN SON YOU SLAY EVERYTHING. SECOND THOUGHT: his hair was really long HAHAHAH XD STILL SLAYING THE HANDSOME GAME THO. Suho kept mentioning that coming to HK always leaves good memories for him, and mentioned the EXO daesang win during MAMA AND THE CROWD WENT WILD ;D You know how much we support y’all.

Afterwards, they performed WHITE NOISE AND I WAS SO SURPRISED BC I HAD NO IDEA THEY WERE GONNA DO THIS SONG — i made myself not watch any prior concert vids bc i wanted this to be complete surprise and HECK YEAH I WAS SURPRISED. It was a new dance and everything it was so fresh :’))) there were some body rolls here and there, and overall it was a lot more toned down than artificial love oH GOD ARTIFICIAL LOVE JUST WAIT HOLY. Middle of white noise they went to the centre hexagon and danced, but then out of nowhere WATER START POURING FROM THE TOP DOWN LIKE WHATTTTT THEN THEY STARTED DANCING IN THE POURING WATER LIKE ALL WET AND EVERYTHING X_X i was so so so happy bc sehun was always on my side of the stage so i was able to see and film him well <3 his dancing is en pointe as usual heh #proudwifey

THEN JESUS SAVE ME THEY PERFORMED THUNDER <3 <3 <3 AND SEHUN OWNED THAT STAGE LIKE IT WAS NOBODY’S BUSINESS He was on the center extended part, and damn like the stage should have been called FIRE, CUZ IT WAS LIT. Yixing and Jongin as always slayed the game too and the VOCALS FOR THIS WAS SO GREAT OMG LIKE IT WAS LIKE PERFECT :’)) also. jongin was being a huge TEASE bc he kept smirking and smiling while dancing :((( HAHA but it was lovely and made my heart thump <3

then they did playboy. rmb when playboy used to be the most sexual dance in their concert? YEAH NO JUST WATCH ARTIFICIAL LOVE HOLY i need to cleanse my eyes…. ANYWAY BEFORE THAT— this time playboy was done a bit differently, sekai wasn’t paired tgt, as pcy and osh were tgt, and kai had his own rising stage fanncaayy B) OH AND SIDE NOTE: I LOVE their laced up pants too..its very pretty and... its very tight LMAO gives me pirate vibes lol. i loved it bc the boys were all just having a TON of fun - like they came in yesterday night, and performed today thats just amazing if i compare that to the amount of energy they had today. THEY WERE LIKE HIGH OR SMTH SO CRAZY XD AND HYPER <3 but it was like a giant party so WOO!! Suho and chen went out to the farthest extended stage which meant I could see their features and OMG PRINCE SUHO ATTACKS AGAIN BC HE NEVER FAILS TO FAZE ME AT HOW BEAUTIFUL HE IS IRL. He’s like a LEGIT god descending from heaven…. <3 Chanyeol went to the hexagonal extended stage and did a solo dance there - it was beautiful :’) and YIXING was in the center extended just having a blast body rolling, pelvis thrusting JEEEEZ i need holy water.

JESUS NO ITS HERE. I CANT. IT WAS ARTIFICIAL LOVE NOW. omg i can’t even bare to talk about it I WAS SO….AHHHHH I CANT EXPLAIN OMG. i felt strange LMAO ok so right after playboy WHICH WAS ALREADY MILDY SEXY, they grabbed the canes from the side of the stage and as soon as the music came up i was like UH OH HERE IT COMES… and KAI WAS ON THE HEXAGONAL STAGE (yes im referring to him as kAI BECAUSE BABY NINI WOULD NEVER DO THAT)- AND OH JESUS IT WAS SUCH A SHOCKING MOMENT WHEN HE… UM.. GRINDED ON THE CANE?? GOSH EVEN TYPING IT MAKES ME FEEL DIRTY LMFAO I couldn’t even bring myself to film it bc i jUST CANT???? then, when switched positions, baekhyun was now where kai was, and another chorus came along which meant another grinding session (pls save me). When I watched baekhyun’s one i was ready to keep my eyes closed bc puppy baek grinding? it would destroy my image of him forever… BUT!! he was actually very reserved HAHAH XD i think it was just yixing, and kai who like 150% WENT FOR IT. ground like there was no tomorrow LMAO. so yeah long song short, KAI’S SEX APPEAL BROKE THE ROOF, and baekhyun was still a cutie BAHAHA XDD and then it was KAIXING duet dance break during artificial love with the BLINDFOLDS OMG SO SEXY HOLYY my poor heart :((

OMG AND UNFAIR!!!! I love the stage for unfair its so cute and unique, squishy kyungsoo popped out of a tv and a chair (oh i wish that were reality), just the entire performance aspect of it was top notch and so cute. After unfair, it was a short ment where exo all sat on the steps of the stage, and yixing and pcy sat on both ends holding guitars. WHICH MEANT ACOUSTIC MEDLEY TIME!!!! Yixing gave a short introduction about the medley (it was so nice to hear his voice after such a long time not hearing it) and then demo-ed the guitar by playing a little impromptu melody — reminds me of just how much of a genius zhang yixing is *heart eyes*. Chanyeol also did a quick demo and same thing goes for him.. how do they self learn things so well :((the first song that they sang in the acoustic medley was My Lady and I FLIPPED OUT BC IT WAS KYUNGSOO AND IT WAS R&B MY TWO FAV COMBOS <3 It was so nice to just sit and listen to their live vocals - and this really goes to show how much talent there is in exo. whoever disagrees should sit in one concert and just LISTEN TO THEIR FLAWLESS VOCALS. like seriously, there was no out of pitch moments (- wAIT AHHA THIS REMINDS ME OF SOMETHING FUNNY PCY DID). OKOK SO BASICALLY near the end of the medley, (I CANT RMB WHICH ACOUSTIC IT WAS RN BUT-) it was supposed to be baekhyun’s line but kyungsoo held his mic towards Chanyeol’s mouth (he was preoccupied with guitar playing) to prompt him to sing. PCY did sing baek’s line, but his voice cracked BAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH XD AND THE FUNNIEST THING WAS: HE MADE THIS REALLY CUTE SHOCKED FACE WHEN IT HAPPENED AND TOUCHED HIS THROAT THEN SHOOK HIS HEAD. NAWWWWWWW <3 adorbs… in the acoustic, they covered so many songs - CMB (WHICH JONGIN SANG BEAUTIFULLY OMG), My turn to cry, lady luck… just some i could rmb off the top of my head rn at 2:17 am HAHA.. then at the very end, yixing sang an acoustic version of Monodrama - and the lyrics were on the screen so the entire crowd sang along-it was beautiful <3 <3 <3 - at the end, yixing looked really sheepish, and grabbed the mic saying, “i’m so sorry, i sang the demo version’s lyrics so I didn’t sing the right words heh” and then pcy BEING THE MEDIATOR HE IS, was like “eyyyyy they probably didn’t even hear the difference- did you guys hear the difference???” and obvs we screamed NO!!!! and then that made xingxing look even more sheepish SO SO CUTE X) the entire thing just sounded and felt like a warm campfire get together with exo ls and exo <3 it was heartwarming and beautiful and I’m so glad that they added this segment.

and then they did lady luck again- this time not acoustic, but the dance and song version and kyungsoo. just. his voice. like. it melted the entire arena down. his projections were all so stable it sounded like the studio recorded version :’))) they danced on rising stages and everything was just so aesthetically perfect.. If i’m being completely honest, this time around, I was putting my focus deliberately more on sehun because i remember last year during exoluxion when i was front row, i could only really focus on whoever was in front of my area of the stage, which meant i missed a lot of sehun when he performed :( so i made the decision to FEED MY EYES AND HEART fully of sehun this time as last time, i was kyungsoo came to the front a lot and i kyungsoo’s vocals and dance fed me fully hehe (ohhh good times :’)) so yeah i wanted to say that kyungsoo’s vocals blew me away here because his LIVES ARE ACTUALLY PERFECT???how. haha bc his voice is made of honey chocolate <3

they performed TENDER LOVE next and I got shook all together again because THEY ALL INTERACTED WITH THE FANS THROUGH THE LIGHTSTICK :’D THEY each grabbed a lightstick and as soon as the song started baekhyun yelled “PUT YOUR HANDS UP!” :D yixing walked to the center extended stage and the next thing i knew, the STAGE WAS RISING UP LIKE A RAMP AND MY QUOTED WORDS AT THAT TIME CAUGHT ON VIDEO WAS “WOAH LOOK AT THAT STAGE” i was so surprised IT LOOKED LIKE A COMPLETE FUN HOUSE :DD All the members were just having a ton of silly fun during the song by just jumping :D during the chorus they would direct the crowd into little movements sequences we could do with the lightsticks and it was so nice bc it was like a little dance party - and they all looked so proud haha like we were all together - WE ARE ONE!! hehe Sehun came up to the farthest extended stage and danced on the stage closer to my side which was AMAZING <3 which meant that he was directing my block in the light stick moves ^^ i just thought it was super nice that they were able to interact with all of us in that way, include us all in that way it was very heartwarming <3

then LMR came up!! a lot earlier than last year’s one actually. fun and quirky as usual, BAEK’S VOCALS YES. they all danced so energetically and so hyped up, it was so so so AMAZING TO SEE THAT <3 esp sehun bc he’s usually the type that dances to the extent that is enough to show that he’s doing the moves, but this time he added so many more little side moves of his that spiced things up a lot hehe..

During One and Only, i think someone that stood out the most for me was def jongin. his vocals during the song was just something straight from all things good in the world. it was so good :’))) I’m so impressed by how much he has improved his vocal abilities over the years and is truly developing his own distinctive voice <3 OH AND the official HK exo fan club organized an event where during performance of One and Only, representatives in the crowd would hold up letters that spelt “EXO You Are My One and Only”.

omg and possibly my favorite part of the concert….. kai x sehun x lay WATER DANCE WOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! I am not at all exagerating when i say that every millisecond of what i saw looked like something out of a painting. IT WAS GORGEOUS AND BEAUTIFUL (how many times have i said beautiful omg). they were all so in sync, and everyone gave it their all and it shows <3 THEN CAME THE MOMENT THE WATER STARTED FILLING THE GROND AND WHERE ALL 3 OF THEM JUST DROPPED TO THE GROUND (how do they not break their knees is my question) IT WAS SO SO *fight the urge to say beauti—* BEAUTIFUL <3 I’m sorry there are no other words to describe how amazingly godlike the entire performance was.. then when the water started pouring from the top OH DAMN THAT WAS THE CLIMAX. so they danced in the water with water pouring all over their heads and bodies and THE EFFECT LOOKED SO ETHEREAL like aM I EVEN ALIVE? HAVE I GONE TO HEAVEN? BC THIS IS WHAT I THINK HEAVEN WILL LOOK LIKE TBH. 3 DANCING WATER ANGELS <3 ahHAHA so yeah and when it ended, they 3 were kneeling in the water, and jongin had to be all extra and stuff and run his hand through his hair, gazing dangerously sexily into the audience.. yep THERE GOES MY OVARIES BOOM. THANK YOU OSH, KAI AND YIXING.

AND THEN IT WAS VOCAL LINE TIME TO SHINE!!! Stronger was performed, and it was all i could ask for to have all four of them, kyungsoo, baek, chen, and suho sing this song… esp during stressful times THANK YOU <3 also the vocals were just off the charts at 200% today like they even said themselves that they’re feeling great today WHICH MAKES ME SO DAMN HAPPY :’’)))) oMG THEN THEY PLAYED THE REALLY CUTE VCR OF EXO AS NOMES (??) HAHA dancing and stuff, then they came out of the back wearing the cute af pointy hats and elf shoes XDDD CUTENESS OVERLOAD!! they sang HEAVEN as they came out and it was SO CUTE and also the way that kyungsoo wears his pointy hat, OVER HIS FOREHEAD AND TOUCHING HIS EYES IS SO DAMN SQUISHY OF HIM AHHH :3 he’s so adorable CAN I TAKE HIM HOME PLS along with the rest of exo!!!!! Then they took off their costumes to sing Girl x Friend and it was honestly so great.. xingxing was dancing and pointing out to the audience to guide them in singing the song, sehun came out again to the middle to just enjoy the stage, and kyungsoo was sining happily waving a nightstick around ^^ WAIT OMG ALMOST FORGOT — SEHUN WAS WEARING SPECS DURING THIS AHAHAH HE LOOKED SO DAMN HOT I CANNOT EVEN. SEHUN IN SPECS MAKES ME REEVALUATE MY LIFE. <3 hot hubby hehe

Then 3.5.6 WAS LITTTTTTT haha everyone was dancing and as EXPECTED!!! they did the weird “ooh ooh” sounds in between the 3.6.5 chorus lines xDD HAH now it sounds weird to listen to the studio version one cuz it doesn’t have those sounds LMAO. THEN EXO BECAME A BUNCH OF MEANIES BC THEY FINISHED THE SONG AND as soon as the lights turned up, they were like, “okay, bye! Thank you for coming!” “See you tomorrow” (BISH LIKE WE HAVE MONEY TO SEE U 2 CONSECUTIVE DAYS IN A ROW ALTHOUGH ID VERY MUCH LOVE TO), and the entire crowd AWW’ed and whined like NO! you can’t leave us like this :((( they were so mean…

BUT THEN THEY CAME OUT WEARING THOSE COPPERY COLORED JACKETS and performed TRANSFORMER like in MAMA but EVEN BETTER <3 <3 <3 I really love the part where they all come together and do the roboty like thing. i think i have a new found love for transformer OOPS x) it was so cool like the choreo too!! it was so sharp and just overall. ANNND THEN THEY DID LIGHTSABER~~~ everything was lit. DANCE WAS LIT, SONG WAS LIT, RAP WAS LIT, ALLLSO there was a special dance part near the end where everyone got ‘lightsabers’ and STARTED SWINGING THE CRAP OUT OF IT HAHAHA. and as to no surprise. MORE WATER!! haha water started pouring again (honestly I’ve lost count HAHA) they’re so obsessed with water… or they just want the wet clothes to stICK TO THEIR ABS? x_X

then they took a break and did another ment - which was good cuz i needed that break HAHAHA xD sehun, pcy, yixing and minseok went backstage first to change out of their wet clothes, while baek, suho, kai, chen, kyungsoo, stayed behind to talk. They talked about how nice it was that Jongin was muscular bc he was good at exercising which made nini really embarrassed HAHA.. then joonmyeon turned to kyungsoo and was like, “what about you?” and squishy soo didn’t say anything and just bowed. NAW ITS OK PENGUIN SOO I LIKE IT BETTER WHEN YOU DONT HAVE RIPPED MUSCLES :D Then, Baekhyun said in the ment that, “During One and Only you guys held some letters up, but I couldn’t really see them as I was dancing, what did it say again? Could you raise it again so I could read?” so the representatives in the crowd did, and Baekhyun, Chanyeol read it out. THEN HAHA WHATS FUNNY IS baekhyun then said, “oh! i see now. But you know it’s not because we don’t know how to read english, we do- its because you guys held one letter upside down so we couldn’t read” UHMM SAVAGE BAEK ???!?!!? HAHAHA BUT IT WAS SUPER FUNNY XD. Then joonmyeon pitched in and said he thought that the M and Y were going to spell MYEON, which made him suspect that “oh? maybe they’re preparing something for my birthday……?” HAHAH NEXT TIME JOONMYEON NEXT TIME WE PROMISE <3 such a cutie.

AHAH ANOTHER FUNNY PART!! Baekhyun wanted us all to be quiet for a bit bc he wanted to say something but the crowd didn’t stay quiet for long, so he kept shushing us, like “sh! sh! SHHH!” and then he started saying SH in a really fast and abrupt way, IT SOUNDED LIKE HE SWORE AND SAID SH*T XD AND EVERYONE STARTED LAUGHING HAHAHAHAH don’t think he noticed but oh well baaha cute. baek went on to say how hard they’ve been preparing for their new album, so requested for us to show it lots of love when it comes out (OF COURSE!!! ITS A GIVEN1!!)

AHH ok so those 5 went backstage to change and now pcy, sehun, yixing, minseok came out to ment. During the ment, minseok said that he felt sorry because he messed up during the lightsaber perf. He said that it wasn’t because he forgot the moves, but because the water was pouring into his shirt, and it was so cold that he momentarily forgot what he was supposed to do (poor baby… please don’t get sick any of you :\\). Then PCY started going “沒關係” which is “no problem” in cantonese and got the entire crowd to repeat over and over until minseok told us to stop HAHA :3 then sehun decided to ment next, and he told a “funny” story - which really wasnt funny at all HAHA srsly no one understood what he was trying to say HAHAH or the purpose of the story he was telling - anyway at the end when he realized that no one understood what he was saying, he said, “i’m just trying to lighten up the mood from the sorry atmosphere minseok hyung set up just now..” then PCY again did the “no problem” chant and got the entire crowd in on it again x). Then to compensate, sehun asked us to all give a collective fake laugh AHHA AT HIS FAILED JOKE XD i can’t this boy is everything. then yixing went around giving a cantonese lesson for the other 3 boys, teaching them how to say thank you, hello, my name is___ except the fact that he forgot how to say the members names in canto xD

After the ment, yixing went back and pcy x sehun x minseok did a rap song that i believe is only exclusive to the concerts? its called “같이해” which means “do it together”. THIS. SONG. WAS. FREAKING. LIT. SEHUN FREAKING OWNED THAT STAGE LIKE IT WAS HIS AND NO ONE ELSES B) HE WAS IN CENTER STAGE MOST THE TIME, AND WENT ON THE RISING RAMP WHICH WAS SUUUUPER COOL. He was so full of charisma on stage i couldn’t take my eyes off him for even a second. he demanded attention in everything he did HAHAH THATS MY BOO then this lit rap transitioned into DROP THAT when all members joined them on stage, and IT WAS AS LIT AS IT WAS LAST YEAR WOO so so nice. “we say e-x, you say o! , e-x-“ “O!” so nice *sparkling eyes* OMG ALSO CHANYEOL DID AN ELECTRIC GUITAR COVER OF GROWL AND IT WAS FREAKING COOL AF

ooooohhhh then next they did the cool little Let Out the Beast remix starting with the lightstick part. It was a bit of a shame that they did not organize this concert to have the bluetooth setting so it lost a wow factor there, but STILL THE REMIX SONG WAS GREAT AND THEY DID A DANCE REMIX IT WAS SO EFFING COOL AND OLD SCHOOL I LOVE IT SO MUCH <3

Following that, they performed Lucky, where everyone LEGIT WENT CRAZY HYPER HAHA THEY DID RANDOM DANCES AND EVERYTHING speaking of random dances, CHANYEOL DABBED LIKE AT LEAST 10 TIMES HERE JEEEAASUS and did juju on the beat hAHAHA I WAS SHOOK lmao THEN they did RUN and yixing was near the part where i was at so I had a very clear view of him going CRAZYYY like actually CRAZY!! he was doing all sorts of random running moves, and just having a ton of fun :’)) this was so impactful on me because i rmb last year, they flew in to hk really early and at the same day they had to perform so lay was really really tired that day. but to see him so hyper and energetic was so refreshing and it made me really hyped up too :’) little xing bunny jumping for joy haha

GROWL MY FAV SONG came out and everything was SO PERFECT haha this time the members freely walked around first and interacted with fans. then park chanyeol. okay so um. this boy has a problem with chronic DABBING AND JUJU-ING. he DOES NOT KNOW HOW TO STOP LITERALLY DOES NOT STOP. HE DABBED LIKE AVERAGE EVERY 5 SECONDS NOT EXAGGERATING. And then baekhyun learned from him and started to dab and juju uncontrollably too ._. not you too baek AHAH but in all honesty it was so funny to watch XD pcy did so many dabs that sehun had to almost flying kick him to get him back to his regular mind haha. THEY WERE CRAZILY HYPER today and i LOVE IT SO MUCH  <3 AHAH AND THEN YIXING WAS SO CUTE CUZ during the beginning of growl when everyone walked everywhere, he walked to the furthest extended stage, but during the bridge he was supposed to get back to the middle to do the dance part. He only remembered when the music turned and had to RUN FOR HIS LIFE back to the centre aND IT WAS SO CUTE CUZ I SAW THE LOOK ON HIS FACE WHEN HE REMEMBERED XD PRICELESS.

Lucky One was next, and similarly it was free-dance and walk around which was nice and chill for them ^^ but jongdae did not give up on the dance and still did it throughout ahah #dedication. near the end, suho was the only one dancing and pcy and sehun were both doing weird af gestures behind him LOL .. and then it was time for the last ment D: I’m sad just thinking about it again….

So at the start of the ment, when pcy was talking, jongin bent over and looked really tired, which is expected since he danced with so much energy during the entirety of the concert - but he suddenly ran off stage, and no one knew what was going on- i started to get really nervous because i didn’t know what happened, if he was sick or hurting and i felt really sad :( my heart hurt. But then when it got around to about fixing’s turn to ment, jongin finally came back and all the members were like, “kai-sshi where did you disappear off to just now?” and HAHA HE SAID, “i had to go to the bathroom really urgently i was very very urgent” HAHAHAHA XD NOT WHAT ANYONE OF US WERE EXPECTING LMAO IM DECEASED XDD Then the members teased him and were like, “Kai-sshi is your stomach not feeling well (aka do u have a stomach ache/diarrhoea)?” and he immediately denied it and said, “nO! I just went to the toilet to pee hahah i was so urgent.” Then he said, “You know, after coming back from the toilet, my mood is so much more relieved” BAHAHHAHAHA “RELIEVED?!?!” IM DEAD AGAIN.. then PCY started saying, “so did you go to the toilet to … number 2?” HAHAH and jongin said, “NO! I WENT TO DO A NUMBER 1” IT WAS SO FUNNY MY ABS HURT AHAHAHA THEY WERE ARGUING ABOUT THE TOILET ON STAGE I CANT WITH THESE BOYS.. XD

Channel kept dabbing and juju-ing still, which triggered baekhyun to do the same, AND I KID YOU NOT, they DID NOT STOP DOING THAT UNTIL THE ENTIRE MENT WAS OVER FOR EVERYONE XD THESE TWO PUPS.. baekhyun’s ment consisted of him teaching us how to dab LMAO he was like “i’ll teach you the easy one (the dab), bc the other one (the juju) is more complex” LOL THANKS TEACHER BAEK. so yeah long story short, he got the entire arena to dab. yup. EVERYONE. us all dabbing only exacerbated chanyeol’s chronic dabbing syndrome and he continued to do it, with baekhyun responding to him every single time. #CHANBAEK OTP FTW. throughout all the dabbing sehun was just judging and like “ai these hinges…” but then eventually he caved and also did dabs AHHAHA, yixing,  chen were laughing so hard. the thing is, suho is trying to give his ment properly, and there you have chanyeol on one end, baekhyun on the other DABBING TOWARDS EACH OTHER OK LIKE THESE BOYS ARE NOT OK. WHAT DID THEY EAT BEFORE COMING OUT HERE?? Eventually suho gave up AHAH and dabbed too (…….) WHAT IS WITH ALL THIS DABBING….?!!??! also . baekhyun couldn’t help it and decided to teach us the juju too so. LMAO. AND THEN BAEK SAID, “the dab move i taught you! when we sing Angel for the last song, I want you to dab throughout the song!” THIS IS HOW OBSESSED THEY ARE OK. IM BEING HONEST, PCY AND BAEK added tgt for the entire concert prob dabbed and juju-ed like 50 times each . NOT. AN EXAGGERATION. Haha so yeah, fun times..

During Angel, fans threw stuff toys and animal hats on stage, and exo went around playing with them. Baekhyun found a pikachiu hat and chanyeol found a stuffed pokeball = chanyeol smashing the pokeball at poor baekhyun who ended up rolling on the stage xD. Sehun found a dinosaur hat and a snake that he wrapped around his neck (how exotic LOL), then he found a small stuffed white puppy that looked like Vivi. and he carried it all the way back to the stage where he said in chinese, “Vivi says, ‘see you tomorrow!’” (CAN HE GET ANY CUTER???). AND THEN omg the sweetest part was how yixing liteally went to every corner and crevice of the stage to bow and say goodbye and thankyou to the fans :’(((( IM CRYING HE’S LITERALLY THE SWEETEST BUNNY TT he was the last to return to the back part of the stage where baekhyun said they wanted to take a photo with all of us dabbing in the background (LMAO). it was so sad to see them all disappear behind the closing screens, how did time pass so quickly? it felt like we just came in to sit down..

it was an INSANE night. SO MUCH HYPE, SO LIT, SO FUN AND TRUELY showed the talents and nature of exo :’) they really had so much fun and as an EXO-L that is all I can ask for. Im so glad that they were able to get a nights rest before the concert this time unlike last year, because they were so much more awake and aware of the concert. they were all so into it and so CRAZY HYPER HAHA. Interestingly, baekhyun, suho both talked about how this Exo’rdium in HK was the VERY FIRST concert they held in the new year of 2017. WHICH WAS SUCH A HUGE THING!! they were all so energetic and excited about the concert that they asked for everyone in the crowd to dab while they took a group photo with us in the background - I AM OFFICIALLY SIGNING OFF. THEY ASKED US TO DAB FOR A PHOTO IM DONE. LMAO IM DOOONNEEE

So yeah…. that was a LONG ASS POST but it was worth staying up to 4am to write about <3 the best part was that when we looked at the time it was 10:32pm. we started at 7pm SHARP. which meant this concert went on for 3 and a half hours. 3 AND A HALF HOURS. THATS AMAZING AND GENEROUSLY LONG <3 This beautiful memory will stay with me forever and motivate me to do well in upcoming mocks and exams ^^ EXO SARANGHAJA!!!!! <3 WOOOOOO