#kai anderson fluff

[fear-is-truth]

LOVE'S NEVER BEEN MORE THAN PAIN SO BABY SHOW ME HOW BAD IT HURTS

warnings — toxic relationship. smut. kai being a dick pairing — kai anderson x gn!reader synopsis — accidentally saying “i love you” to kai in the middle of rough sex

you always took him so well, better than most—so well, in fact, that you always ended up his bed time and time again. KAI ANDERSON wasn’t one for useless chitchat, not when he knew you’d just give it to him. you were kai’s perfect plaything, the trusting lamb to his ravenous wolf. when he craved dominance and the rush of endorphins, you were always there—soft and pliable, ripe for the taking.

kai liked you best like that.

fingers digging into your throat, breath sharp and shallow. the pressure clouded your mind, thoughts slipping away. kai wasn’t usually so rough, so he must be extra stressed tonight. half-drunk on pleasure, with nothing left to lose, you mumbled into the pillow.

“i love you.”

the pleasurable (borderline painful) intrusion from behind paused, the emptiness leaving you trembling. kai’s hand fell still against your throat, his grip slackening as he processed the muffled words you’d let slip. silence. then—

“what did you just say?”

his hand left your throat and tugged sharply at the back of your hair, pulling your head up enough that your words couldn’t hide in the pillow. you managed to rasp the words again, still breathless but clearer this time.

“i love you.”

“don’t kid yourself,” he drawled, lips brushing against the cartilage of your ear as he spoke, voice dripping with condescension. “if you think love’s like this, you’re more fucked up than i am.” to punctuate his point, kai sunk his teeth into the curve of your shoulder. he didn’t give you the chance to say anything else. his hips snapped forward with a renewed intensity, harsher, faster, almost punishing.

the sneer that stretched across his lips was forced, almost a grimace. internally, kai congratulated himself for choosing to fuck you this position, knowing that you couldn’t see his face. he didn’t drag it out like usual. instead, his body tensed above you, the force of his final thrust knocking the air from your lungs as he came. his hand left your throat abruptly, the absence jarring. you instantly missed the weight of his touch, and the realisation unsettled you—why did you always miss him, even when he was cruel?

before you could linger on the thought, kai shoved himself off you. the bed jolted under the sudden movement, and you nearly toppled onto your side. his weight was gone, leaving your nude body cold and exposed. you turned your head, blinking through the haze, just as kai stood at the edge of the bed. he yanked on his boxers with one jerky, irritated movement, his shoulders rigid. then he ran a hand through his sweat-slicked hair, fingers tugging hard at the strands, frustration radiating off him in waves.

he didn’t look at you. not even a glance. the disgust—the shame—was written in the way his jaw clenched, in the way he avoided facing you, as though your presence now repelled him. before you could open your mouth, kai was already walking away, his steps brisk, like he couldn’t get out fast enough. the door creaked open, and for one fleeting moment, you thought he might stop, might turn back, might give you something.

he didn’t. the door clicked shut, and you were alone.

you collapsed back onto the bed, staring at the dark ceiling. wondering when he’d come back.

because he always did.

[whosbloom]

Kai Anderson » Sensitive

⋆.˚ summary/request: “What do you think about Kai Anderson x needy, clingy and hypersensitive gf? Like maybe she wants cuddles and at the beginning he don't want to give her cuddles but when he see her eyes filled with tears trying to hold them back he can't help it but feel guilty and give her cuddles”

⋆.˚ fluff , slightly angsty , kai being kai

Kai was always, in the nicest way, an asshole.

Even in private his public persona didn’t falter, he was always stern and never one for affection, claiming it made him vulnerable and that made him less of the “alpha male” he was.

Though, being clingy, you always craved his affection. The small moments his hand found its way to your thigh, his pinky would hook into your belt loops, or even the light pecks he’d give you when nobody was looking—those made it worth it.

Today you couldn’t help but feel extra clingy and sensitive, you didn’t know what sparked it, it just kinda happened. All you knew is you needed Kai to pay attention to you before you ended up crying.

You sat next to him on the couch, his eyes glued to the screen, watching some old debate—he claimed he needed to do research for himself—your gaze however didn’t falter from him, silently begging for him to look at you.

“Can you please pay attention to me?” Your voice was quiet, brows furrowed as you watched his expression contort into a slightly confused one, still not looking at you though.

“Five more minutes.” He mumbled out, a hand simply holding your thigh and giving a light squeeze, before retreating back to his lap.

You sighed and turned away, the familiar burning sensation in the back of your throat as the words got caught, trying your best to keep the tears from forming in your waterline.

This didn’t go unnoticed by him, his confusion faltering as he slightly sat up and reached a hand out to hold your chin. “Why are you crying?” His voice sounded a little annoyed at first, but when your gaze met his you couldn’t sworn you saw his expression soften.

“I-I don’t know. I just want you to—to pay attention to me.” You sniffled and swatted his hand away, wiping your face as you sank further into the material of the couch.

Without warning he wrapped his arms around you and pulled you into his lap, hand on the back of your head as he cradled you against his chest.

It took you a second to process it, before you curled up against him, grabbing his other hand and intertwined your fingers.

“Just.. stay there, okay? I’ll finish the debate and then fully pay attention to you.” He sighed as he spoke, playing with your hair and slowly looked down at you.

“Sorry.” He mumbled out, pressing a simple kiss to your hairline, before lifting his head and focused back on the screen.

It may not have been exactly what you wanted, but it was Kai. So for him this was a big milestone. You looked up at him, a smile on your lips.

“Can I have a kiss?” Your words were soft, watching his lips twitch into a slight smile as he glanced down at you, quickly pecking your lips.

“You are pushing your luck, y’know that?”

[calummss]

Kai Anderson Headcanon: being his girlfriend ‘sent by god’ and slowly manipulating him

masterlist

you joined the cult shortly after you met kai at a coffee shop

he came to you hoping he could pitch his ideas to help him be elected

he was instantly attracted to you and didn’t feel the normal kind of resentment he had for women

you gave him your phone number and went on a few dates before kai opened up to you about starting a cult (very indirectly but you caught on)

you were fascinated by this and asked him to show you (stroked his ego real good)

you saw the meetings and kai even got you a custom clown costume you could wear to watch the killings

when you witnessed your first murder and told him it was the most beautiful thing you had ever seen, kai could’ve gotten down on one knee that second

proposing to you in a clown costume, covered in blood with a dead body next to you? you couldn’t have been more perfect to him

so when you officially join the ‘cult’ you realised that in order to further gain kai’s trust, you had to earn it. do something really fucked up as you saw him kill immediate members that had been with him for a long time

so you started to brief him on stuff he should do in order to get elected; lied about gary being a spy and pretend to drink a small dose of cyanide to prove your loyalty to him (it was baby power) not tasty but it worked

kai once again stared at you with heart eyes

winter could tell what you were doing but it didn’t matter anymore

you blindsided kai to the point you could make any claim and he’d believe you; you could tell him to kill x person and he would. bc you would’ve died for him

he thinks it was the greatest act of loyalty he’s ever been shown

slowly you start to lead the cult through your puppet, kai. he’s unaware of it like a cute dog

but some can sense it. but they don’t get far cause you have them killed

kai treats you like royaly and every every birthday he kills the amount of the people that age you turn. reminding you of when you first fell in love

and when kai shaved his head he looked sexier than ever. you give him head, fuck him in every corner of the house and provide evidence for a bug device. manipulation through sex—a womens best weapon

all in all kai worships you, not realising what’s happening bc his delusions comfort him by saying that you were sent by god himself

bonus: he loves fucking you with you on top. it reinforces the sent-by-god belief when he looks up at you. bouncing on his cock. he could literally just think about it and come

[spookievan]

i love your moods so so much 🩶 could you do another kai anderson one? i'm watching cult rn and i'm so obsessed with him 🤭

i'm your jazz singer and you're my cult leader <3

[evanpfics]

Pleasurable Punishments - Kai Anderson (smut)

warnings: cussing, slight pain in start, fingering, degrading, physical praise, name calling (baby/princess), oral (reader + kai receiving ), overstimulation, slight bondage(?). Let me know if I missed any!

Sub!female!reader + dom!kai (wc: 2057)

You found yourself waking up tied up to a chair inside of Kai’s basement. You were very familiar with the setting due to your disobedience leading you here countless times.

You never really hated kai, you just hated the ways he did things and hated how he treated you.

He would treat you like someone he can’t live without, makes you feel special, just to end up treating you like shit after he gets whatever he needs from you.

This time you were sort of scared. You left Kai after he yelled horrible things at you and you were fed up with his attitude and manipulation.

You tried to wiggle yourself loose from the rope feeling the tight strings rub up against your wrists and ankles causing a burning sensation on your skin.

You grunted a bit from the stinging and had to catch your breath.

“Worn out already, princess?” You heard a voice say from the dark corner in the room.

It was Kai, he sat on the couch before standing up making his way to you.

“What the hell, kai. Let me go are you fucking crazy?” You screamed.

“You can’t leave me, you know you need me, and I need you.” He said as he crouched down in front of you.

“Jesus fuck Kai please!” You felt yourself panic, tears started to rain down your cheek.

He placed a hand on your cheek. You jolted your face away from his hand causing him to click his tongue and stand up.

“Come on baby, don’t be like this. You don’t need to leave me” he said in a whisper tone. You can tell by his face he was starting to become a tad annoyed as his eyes grew darker.

“You never even treated me like you needed me like you say you do. All you do is treat me like some sort of pawn for your fucking cult, Kai!” You sobbed as tears continued to stream down your face.

You leaned your head down not even wanting to see his face, made you resent him.

“Did you even love me like you said? Can you even love me, or even love at all?”

You asked him hiccuping your words.

Your clothes started to become soaked in your own tears.

Kai sighed heavily before gripping your chin gently and forcing you to look up at him.

“Come on, princess. You know I love you. More than anything.”

He said in a gentle voice. It made your love for him almost overcome your hatred.

He placed his thumb on your cheek gently swiping away your tears.

“God, your so adorable y/n. Believe me, I need you more than anything.”

He said as he kissed you gently before pulling away.

“I.. I don’t know Kai. You treated me horribly” you said as you felt yourself getting lost in his dark captivating eyes.

“I can change. Believe me. I’ll do anything for you. Anything.”

He said as he placed a hand on your thigh, rubbing it softly.

“Can.. you please untie me Kai? I promise you I won’t try to go anywhere.”

His tongue clicked as he squinted at you slightly becoming a bit suspicious.

“I guess I could, princess…”

He said as he took out a pocket knife cutting the rope against your ankles leaving you only half tied up now.

You felt the relief of having your lower half finally free and able to move. Exhaling a bit from relief.

“But how would that teach you a lesson?”

He said pointing the knife at you. You were a bit afraid of this, but you knew he wouldn’t do anything to cause you as much harm as that, especially after he said. Hopefully.

“Kai? Stop messing around.” You said sternly with a bit of panic in your voice.

He could hear your weary tone and smirked up at you.

“Come on, I can show you how much I love you and teach you a lesson.”

He said as he placed both hands on your thigh, after putting his pocket knife away, rubbing them both softly before separating them.

You must admit, you were kind of curious to see where this would lead, but also pretty fucking scared at the same time.

He lowered his head in between your thighs leaving a trail of kisses in between them.

You let out a soft gasp from his kisses. You never experienced him be this gentle to you, it kind of aroused you.

You wondered if he was just doing this to get what he wanted. Sex. Or if he genuinely wanted to treat you better.

Either way you found yourself getting pulled in my his every move.

He pulled his face out and took off your short skirt revealing your panties.

He gently started rubbing circles on your clothes clit with his left thumb causing you to inhale sharply from pleasure.

You let your mouth hang open ever so slightly. He saw this and took the chance.

He placed his right index and middle finger inside your mouth.

“Get this nice and wet for me. It will help me out later, princess.”

You obeyed. Lightly sucking and swirling your tongue around his fingers.

You can see him staring at you as you did so with his mouth slightly open and a light smile forming.

He picked up the pace with circling your clothed clit causing you to let out soft moans against his fingers.

He stopped causing you to Wimper slightly from the taken away pleasure.

“Now baby, I know you want more, but don’t worry. Daddy will make you feel so fucking good.”

You felt yourself become more flustered staring at him while he gently took your panties off.

He stared at your now nude lower half admiring your beauty.

He took his fingers out of your mouth before softly inserting both fingers in your wet cunt using your saliva as extra support.

You threw your head back before letting pleasurable moans escape your mouth.

He stared up at you smiling slightly enjoying the site of you slowly losing yourself.

He allowed his thumb to rub your clit as his fingers speed up causing you to feel closer like your about to go over the edge.

“Kai.. please.. fuck,.”

“You sound so fucking hot, princess. Let daddy hear those beautiful screams.” Kai said as his thumb rubbed circles faster around your clit and picking up the speed of his finger thrusts.

You felt your eyes shut tight as you continue to let out screams of pleasure.

You felt your legs begin to shake slightly unknowingly humping slightly into his thrusts.

“K-Kai.. im gonna..-“

“Go ahead. Cum for me, princess. Cum for me and make your daddy happy.” He said as he bit his lower lip at the site of you venerable.

You felt your orgasm erupt as you felt a bit hazy. Your legs shook as you humped Kai’s fingers letting your high run out itself.

“Good girl. You did so fucking good baby.”

He saw your now drenched pussy leaking your orgasms aftermath.

He looked at it looking hungrier than ever.

He bit his lower lip before placing his head in between your thighs, right near your pussy.

His breath against your overstimulated clit made you flinch a bit. You bit your lower lip before staring down at him.

He placed his tongue flat out between your folds licking up annoyingly slow.

You felt yourself lightly grind yourself against his moving tongue from your overstimulation. It was unbearable.

He began to lick up and down your holds before swirling circular patters on your sensitive clit.

You felt your legs buckle. He held you down with both of his hands on your hips not allowing you to squirm in your seat even the slightest.

You jolted your head up shutting your eyes as you let out screams of pleasure and overstimulation. “Kai!” You moaned.

You can feel a smile form on his face as he began to tongue fuck your cunt.

It of course didn’t reach your climax, but it managed to hit all the right places making you feel insane from all of the smooth motions happening inside you.

You started to close your thighs trapping his head in between them, he didn’t mind the slightest.

His tongue began to move more quickly and swiftly inside of you making you closer to reaching your second orgasm.

His nose created friction on your highly-sensitive clit making you see dark spots in your vision. You felt as if you would pass out.

Your second orgasm finally came as your legs buckled making Kai stay in place as your orgasm came right on his tongue.

He cleaned up the aftermath before rising up and kissing you. It felt passionate like never before as his tongue explored your mouth making you taste your own mess.

“Fuck, your mouth is just so pretty y/n.”

He said as he began to unbuckle his pants. He moved them down to his thighs before allowing his hardened cock to spring from his boxers.

His tip looked slightly as if it was begging for someone’s touch as it leaked pre-cum.. you can see it trailing down his shaft.

Your mouth began to drool slightly at the site.

“Use your pretty mouth to pleasure daddy like the whore you are.”

He said before standing infront of you and forcing your mouth open with his thumb. He pumped himself a few times before removing his thumb and replacing it with his tip.

You could taste some of his pre-cum as you swirled your tongue around his tip causing him to let out a small groan as he stared at you.

You began to slowly bob your head taking more of him inside your mouth with each move.

He started to pet your hair as if he was praising you.

This made you gain the confidence to try to take in his whole cock.

As you bobbed your head farther down his grip on your head tightened slightly as he let out a moan.

“..Fuck.. your doing so good y/n.”

You fluttered your eyes shut as you gagged a bit feeling his tip hit the back of your throat.

You took a second to pull yourself together as you continued the rhythm of moving your head to the tip.. all the way back to the end of his base.

His head leaned up leaving his mouth open as his moans grew louder.

You groaned a bit causing a vibration around his hardened cock.

He jolted his head up look back down at you taking a bit to open his eyes from the overwhelming pleasure.

“Your doing.. so good, princess.., f-fuck. Don’t stop.”

He groaned as his hips started to thrust a bit.

Tears started to form but that didn’t stop you. You enjoyed his moans of pleasure and you didn’t want it to stop.

You felt his cock slightly twitch in your mouth signaling that he was close to his release.

He struggled to pull out of your mouth before pumping himself infront of your face.

“Open your pretty mouth for me.”

He commanded.

You took the slight second to gain back your breath as you opened your mouth wide allowing him full access.

He pumped a bit faster before moans escaped his mouth as his cum shot out onto your tongue.

“Swallow.”

And you did just that. You felt some leak from your chin, down your chest and onto your thigh. It was a lot.

“You look so fucking good with daddy’s cum all over your body, baby.”

He took off his shirt leaving himself half exposed as he used it to clean you up.

You expected him to just untie you and leave to do something else, which would make you unbelievably upset.

He knew that, but he also knew he said he would become better. For you.

He untied your hands leaving your body completely free and gently put your panties back on you.

He kissed the top of your head.

“I promise. We can make each other so happy, princess.”

He picked you up, sat on the couch, and laid your head on his thigh.

He pet your head and played with your hair as you drifted off to sleep from the exhaustion.

Thank you for reading! If you have any suggestions or criticism feel free to let me know!

[cxlt-lamb]

Everytime I see this man on my screen I start kicking my feet and giggling like I’m stupid in love 🥰🤭

[kaiismydivineruler]

I don't know what to do so here is a very short drabble

Kai Anderson, the enigmatic and often brooding figure, found himself in an unusual predicament. You had somehow managed to convince him to join you at a local animal shelter. The dim overhead lights flickered as you perused the kennels, finally stopping in front of a cage containing the most adorable bundle of fur.

"Meet our new partner in crime," you announced, presenting a fluffy kitten with wide eyes and a playful demeanor.

Kai raised an eyebrow, a rare expression for him, as he observed the tiny creature in your hands. "Partner in crime? How so?"

You grinned mischievously. "Think about it. Who would suspect the notorious Kai Anderson to have a soft spot for a cute little kitten?"

He couldn't help but chuckle at the absurdity of the idea. "You might be onto something there."

Against his usual stoicism, Kai reached out to the kitten, who promptly nuzzled into his hand. A warmth spread through the room that had nothing to do with the flickering lights. From that moment, the dynamic between you and Kai began to shift.

The kitten, now named Mischief, brought unexpected joy to Kai's life. You'd catch him playing with the little furball when he thought no one was watching, a small, genuine smile gracing his lips. Even his followers noticed the change, the once intimidating leader now sharing moments of vulnerability with a tiny creature.

As days turned into weeks, Kai's layers peeled away. He found himself talking to Mischief, as if the cat understood every word. The feline presence became a source of solace, a silent companion in a world filled with chaos. It wasn't just a partner in crime; it was a confidant, a tiny creature that managed to bridge the gap between the darkness of Kai's thoughts and the light of something simpler and more pure.

The kitten became a symbol of the unexpected softness within Kai, a side he had long suppressed. And as Mischief purred contentedly in his arms, Kai realized that sometimes, the most unexpected alliances could bring about the most profound changes.

[not-alien-girl-v]

Hello, could you write one about the love language like the one with Kit and James but about Kai Anderson please?

warning: tw kai anderson, language, sexual themes

note: i had a fucked the fuck up dream last night. anyways this one isn't as fluffy but its kai anderson what did u expect

words of affirmation: he's fairly into this in like a manipulation kind of way ok so like. if it's your love language he knows what to do to use it for his own gain like just to get what he wants out of you, he'd praise you for certain things that he knows would hold more weight than others. and he's the kind of guy who doesn't need any compliments or verbal reassurance (not that he needs no reassurance, see AHHHH for that) and it hardly makes a difference if you say nice things to him or if you don't, to be honest, your entire relationship could probably survive with no words shared between you at all. and with how rude kai can get sometimes, it would probably be for the best.

quality time: he's really into this. like a lot. like a lot a lot. one thing about being an app developer and a side hustle of leading a cult is that he has flexible hours, and as you met him through being a devoted cult follower, he basically has all the control he wants over your entire life, let alone your schedule. it's an intense thing. it's scary. but luckily, the divine leader is soft for you, being in love, and all. he lets you spend as much time as you want just hanging out at his house, in the basement, wherever you want, and of course, this is all time spent together, but i think he sees it as he's doing you a service by letting you spend so much free time in his presence, so maybe this falls under acts of service. idk. he rarely ever takes you on dates, but when he does, they're simple because they have to be inconspicuous, and he never tells you it's a date he's taking you on, he just tells you to get dressed and get in the car and a few minutes later you're on a romantic stroll in the park after hours.

gift giving: he's not too into giving you fancy shit like james is, no jewelry, no clothes, he likes giving gifts, but in more practical ways. things like food, mostly meals and shit, like if he's out, he'll pick you up some dinner on the way home, maybe a snack from the gas station if he's feeling nice. it's mostly in a 'i wanna take care of you' way, because he has so much control, he knows that it's his job to be the one who pays your bills and whatever. he also is kind of into buying you books, ones that he reads and has some kind of revelation over, he kind of wants to share the knowledge with you, like he wants to be able to have intelligent conversations with you, referencing books that he's read.

acts of service: like he said before, he takes care of you. he pays your bills, keeps you fed, he also gives you money, most of the times, when he knows you need it, but also sometimes just cuz. if you don't accept it during these times, you'll basically have no evidence that kai sees you as any more than a member of the cult, as he'd never leave you a silly little love note with your lunch or anything. he just lays out a wad of cash on your bedstand and that's his unanticipated form of affection for the week. maybe the month. he washes your hair. he claims that it's no big deal, that he was going to take a shower anyways, so you might as well just join him to save time and water but unbeknownst to him, you see right through his nonchalant façade. you know he likes it, the closeness, the nakedness, the messy shower sex it usually leads to.

touch: if you want to touch him, you have to be the one to initiate it, and you have to deal with how he calls you clingy. to be fair, he doesn't mind physical affection like a lot of people think he does, it's just not his favorite. and he's not an idiot, he can tell how much it means to you, being held for a little while after he brutally fucks you, sitting on his lap during a cult meeting, snuggling up to him on the couch after a long day. any time he initiates a form of touch, it's in a protective 'she's mine' kind of way, in times when he feels threatened by another man for your attention, he'll come up and put a hand around your waist, your shoulders, maybe grab a handful of your ass to catch you off guard, but it's not about being close to you, it's just to reinforce the ownership he feels he has over you.

[quicksilver-the-metal]

Buzz Cut Kai makes my 🐱 cream

[evanchantingpeters]

All my feminism goes out the window when I lay eyes on this man... Uff😬

[violet-harmon2011]

to my favorite serial killer, clown, cult leader, hairstylist, vampire, playwright, actor, hotel owner, lobster man, circus performer, zombie, frat boy, and mechanic <3

[fear-is-truth]

Sorry if this is out of character before hand 😔

Anyways!! How do you think Kai would react if he found out !user was pregnant? I know you have one like this already (I think?) but what if they found out it was a girl and not a boy?

Personally I think he’d be pretty pissed that !user wasn’t good enough to conceive a boy or that !user obviously did something wrong. But that’s just me🤷‍♀️

I want to know how you think Kai would react. Sorry if it’s a weird request or if you’ve already done something like this before.

By the way I love all your works and you’ve been uploading so much lately and I love you for that for real🤞

ahhh you’re too kind !! so here’s my take..

kai stands there, arms crossed, expression tense. he’s not furious, but there’s a definite air of disappointment. you can almost feel the energy shift in the room as he stares at the ultrasound screen, jaw clenching. “a girl, huh?” he lets out a slow exhale, rubbing the back of his neck before turning to you with a disgruntled look. “figures.” you blink, unsure of how to respond. “…what’s that supposed to mean?” he just shakes his head, sighing as if the universe has somehow conspired against him. “i guess we’ll have to work with what we’ve got,” he says eventually, glancing at you with a half-hearted smirk. “she’ll have to be as tough as any boy.”

at first, there’s a brief moment of frustration. he has always envisioned raising a son—someone who could follow in his footsteps, take up the mantle, and carry on his ideology with pride. to kai, sons represented strength, power, and legacy. his first instinct is to feel a bit slighted, almost as if the universe had conspired against him.

he doesn’t voice this frustration aloud, though—he’s too self-aware for that. plus he’s not that big of an asshole. instead, he quietly sulks for a while, retreating into his thoughts. this was supposed to be a moment of triumph for him, but there’s no denying that a daughter was never part of the plan.

however, his disappointment quickly turns to a different kind of interest. if there’s one thing kai thrives on, it’s the need to control. and a daughter? well, she would be something entirely different to mold, even if he hadn’t prepared for it. he might have initially imagined her as a liability, but the idea of raising a daughter with the same rigor as he would a son starts to grow on him.

he will insist on the name being gender-neutral or strong with masculine undertones—no feminine names like “lily” or “grace” here. if anything, he might give her a name like “phoenix,” “avery,” “billie” or “taylor”.

when kai first holds his daughter, it’s a totally unexpected reaction. he’s spent so much time convincing himself that this wasn’t what he wanted, that a son was the only option. but when she’s placed in his arms, tiny and fragile, all of those thoughts blur into nothing.

he looks down at her, and despite himself, there’s a tightening in his chest. he hadn’t expected to fall in love so quickly with this new life you’ve created together. it’s not like the way he loves his vision, his plans, or even his movement. it’s the first time in a long time he lets himself feel anything that isn’t centered on you or his own ambition.

he makes it clear that he will raise her to be tough. there’s no coddling in kai’s book. he’ll insist on teaching her discipline, perseverance, and how to manipulate situations in her favour, just as he would a son. she’ll learn to never show weakness, to never bow down.

kai would never ever admit it, but deep down, he’s fiercely protective of her—he will never let her be anyone’s victim. he’ll raise her to be a fighter.

[whosbloom]

This is a cult leader!kai version of seasonal scents requested by @misscherrys-world !!

“You smell different.” Kai groaned as he sat up a bit straighter from his spot in the bed next to you, giving you a confused look.

“I went to Bath and Body Works. They have seasonal scents..” You shrugged, your arms around his waist tightening slightly as you tried to pull him back into a hug.

“I don’t know how I feel about it.. you don’t smell like you.” He sighed and ran a hand through your hair, leaning back against the headboard as he watched you.

“Come on, it’s seasonal! I think I smell nice.” You smiled lightly, glancing up at him with a slight pout.

“Next time ask me before you pick one.. or bring me with you so I can pick one that I like.” He gave you a look before leaning down and kissed you for a second, adjusting how he was laying in bed and pulled you a bit closer.

“Okay, okay. I’ll bring you next time. Maybe we can get one for you too.”

“God, no, I’m not doing that shit, that’s all you.”

tags: @lemoniiiiiii , @xrag-dollx , @jazz-berry (ask to be added!!)

[calummss]

Him & I | Kai Anderson

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summary: you came to kai like you were an angel sent from god. he finally met his match. you wanted to get revenge and he cleared the path

pairing: fem! reader x kai anderson

words: 2.9k

a/n: kai is everything i despise in a man yet i cannot stop thinking about him. fuck my rights i’ll make you a manwhich like the woman i’m supposed to be NOT PROOFREAD TBH

Gluttony is a sin. So is sloth. Eating an entire bag of chips was not healthy. Sitting on the couch from dawn to dusk, only getting up to relieve yourself, was not good. But who listens to God these days anyways.

knock knock

‘Be right there!’ You yelled, hoping whomever was at the door could hear you and would wait until you had mentally prepared yourself to get up from your nest. You pressed pause of Golden Girls, placed your bag of gluttony on the table and brushed the remaining crumbs on your finger on your back thigh. Thankfully you showered this morning so whomever you greeted wouldn’t be welcomed with the smell of your tiredness. It was just one of those days where doing nothing was the most satisfying for the soul. Keeping the ripples of the sea of stress at bay, hoping that the storm wouldn’t take over.

Through the small peephole of the front door you saw an unfamiliar man with kool aid blue hair in a suit who was swaying his body as he waited to face the owner. ‘Jesus christ,’ you cursed under your breath, letting your hand slide over your face. Not Jehovah witnesses again. You had told them to not come back but when life serves no purpose we mainly cling to the unimportant aspects of life and let small parts become our worst traits.

You opened the door, dropping your droopy expression and replacing it with a hostile smile. Kindness: America’s number one trait making it an aggravating society.

‘Hi,’ you grinned at him, ‘not interested.’

The man blinked at you, wrinkles on his forehead reminding you of the ripples in your soul as he breathed out a laugh. ‘You don’t even know what I was going to say, Ma’am.’

‘Call it my gift.’

‘You must think I’m in some kind of cult,’ he smiled, ‘I can assure you I’m not. My name is Kai Anderson and I was hoping I could talk to you about my plans for this town so I might be able to persuade you into voting for me to become a member of the town council.’

‘Oh.’

‘Can I come in?’

‘I suppose…’ You were unsure but the thought of your pepper spray in the kitchen drawer made you feel safer, in case anything went wrong, so you resorted back to the smile you first gave him. ‘Of course. Come in…?’

‘Kai Anderson.’

‘Right, Kai. Can I call you Kai? I’m Y/n Blythe. You can call me Y/n. Oh my I am rambling,’

Kai came in as you stepped aside to open up the door for him. He kindly took off his shoes. A rule you had but hadn’t seen most Americans do. You looked back at him as you started to head to the kitchen to make sure you wouldn’t lose him. You immediately opened up the cupboard to grab a mug.

‘Tea or coffee?’

‘Coffee would be nice. Black please and thank you.’

‘No problem,’

‘I have to say,’ he placed his folded hands on top of the counter as he watched you get his coffee ready. ‘You are the first person in this neighbourhood to invite me in and to welcome me so kindly.’

You watched him as you grabbed another mug to make yourself a drink too.

‘Most think my ideas are too radical. Too oppressive. Too different. These people preach about change every day but when I give them a chance to vote for change they ignore me.It’s like these people get off on living in his prison courtyard they’ve created.’

‘So what are your goals, Kai?’ You took a sip of your piping hot drink after handing him his own. ‘To strengthen this town’s safety? God forbid this cluster of people need to be…polished.’

Kai’s face somewhat softened. ‘That’s exactly what I said…’

So when Kai talked about his idea you listened. To every word, to every detail. Kai was going to make this town safe again. And for some reason you couldn’t explain, you believed him. Every single word he said to you in the confidence of your own house, you believed.

‘By the hope you don’t mind me saying this but you are so beautiful and I would hate myself for not asking but am I able to take you out to a café this week ‘ He asked, his hazel eyes burning into your soul, making those ripples turn flat as he gazed at you like a had witnessed a deer in the wild. ‘I just, you’re really beautiful and kind and your beliefs about this town have drawn me to you,’ Kai had gaped at you the moment you had opened the door to him. Eyes shining in the sunlight; you looked like an angel. Perhaps an angel God had sent him to. Like he was supposed to find you. For him to find his own angel.

When you went on that date with Kai, it had turned into three more the following two weeks. He mentioned that he had a group of friends that are helping him with the campaign and the more he revealed about it, the closer you got to the truth, at least that is what you thought. It sounded like a cult whenever he rambled on about anything that involved these ‘friends’ and whether or not it was true, it was something you wanted to find out. It took Kai persistent asking and a little push to allow you to ultimately bring you to his house where for some reason you felt weirdly comfortable. The friends or members you came to know were Winter, his sister, Beverly, Ivy, Gary, Samuel, Meadow and Tex, who had been tending to Kai like servants since you had entered his house which instantly confirmed your suspicions. But it didn’t scare you away. A man able to convince the partly smart people had to confirm some sort of high intelligence and if Kai wanted to make you part of his team or not, in your heart you had already made up your mind: you wanted to join. What did you have left to lose? A life? Family? Job? Perhaps.But when does another opportunity like this present itself. To become infatuated with a dangerously powerful man? Never. Maybe you could change him if you truly wanted to but right now, he was perfect. You would become his angel and he’d be your cult leader.

‘Kai,’ you said as you all gathered across the couches, some of their heads tuning your way. ‘Can I ask you something?’

‘Of course, Y/n. Anything,’

‘Are you guys behind the murders that have been happening?’

Now every head turned your way. You could hear the outside wind blowing through the trees, uneven breaths as you uttered your question. Why was it so shocking? They were the murderers. You knew it and sooner or later someone else would’ve found out.

‘It’s fine if you are. You don’t have to deny it.’ You saidly, letting out a small chuckle. ‘I saw a clown costume stashed on the couch and I saw one of them go into Chang's house.’

You saw Meadow stare at the ground. Must’ve been her. Kai looked back at the costume you had nudged your eyes at and confirmed it was Meadows when he gave her a cold stare she didn’t notice.

‘Why?’ Kai turned his head back to look at you with a weirdly twisted smile that made your stomach churn. ‘Do you like that we kill people? Does that excite you?’

‘Honestly I like it and yes. I mean I was attracted to you before but now I really fucking like you,’

His eyebrows softened as you said your words.

‘Can I come and watch a killing?’

Kai had given the others a look to which they all started moving towards the stairs, further confirming the authority he had over them. In a matter of seconds the basement was empty and his presence within the walls grew dramatically. Like smoke he expanded into every crevice of the room, hovering over you like poisonous gas that crept into every cell of your body. Watching your every move like he was a deity. ‘You want to watch a killing?’

‘Yes.’ You replied.

‘What if you were to pick out the person to be killed?’

‘I think I’d like that even more,’ you could feel a tinge of warmth collect on the apples of your cheeks, avoiding eye contact as Kai’s eyes held the most sinful stare you had seen.

‘Who?’

You looked up from between your eyebrows, ‘My ex-boyfriend,’ you started already seeing Kai’s nostrils flare with jealousy. ‘Cheated on me when I gave him nothing but the woman I thought he deserved. Now he deserves to die.’

Kai came awfully close, a chill taking over your body as he placed his large hands on your arms with a firm grip. Tighter than normal; possessive, like a hunter holding its fragile prey. ‘Tonight. Meet us here at 11pm and I swear you will get your revenge, little angel.’ Lust protruded between your frames, like hot heavy steam that fogged up your glasses if you go too close, but went back when you stepped back trying to calm your nerves. Like a priest in a confessional booth he made you nervous. Like he could see into the most intimate parts of your soul; feel you; see you like no one could. The way his voice penetrated your ears telling you what to do. Siren-like commands that you had complete control over yet wanted to treat him like your leader.

Later that evening when you returned back to Kai’s house, you saw everyone dressed in the clown costumes you had seen entering and exiting the Chang’s house only now there were less red stains than before. Meadow lifted up a black trash back with a fading smile. ‘Kai only gave me a few hours' notice. Hope it fits.’ You opened the bag to find a sort of skirt and top with pink and black stripes with a mask that reminded you of a scarier version of a childhood clown you had once encountered at an amusement park where you momentarily got separated from your parents leaving you terrified and vulnerable. Getting changed went by quick and by them time you had gotten into your new outfit, Winter hd already started the van so that as soon as you entered the back of the vehicle, Winter started driving down similar streets you took whilst dating the boy who was in for a sweet treat tonight. Kai kept eyeing you the entire time. Maybe he tried to find a momentary weakness; a flinch of regret, anything he deemed not worthy, but he never found an ounce of repression, only the focus of a woman who knew exactly what and how she was going to do it. The walk to your ex’s house was filled with a relaxing quietness. The calm before the adrenaline would rush through your veins ready to lift you to the clouds as you took in the feeling of satisfaction. The lights were on in his bedroom, the room you had found him in inches deep in the girl you had thought to be your friend at the time. The door creaked almost too loud as Samuel pried open the door with a bolt, waving the rest of the group towards him as he checked the inside of the kitchen. Samuel let you lead the way with the floor plans ingrained into your mind as you had the others on your trail awaiting you to let them know when you stood outside his door. Marshall—said ex-boyfriend was blasting old rap music so you knew he was showering. He said the shower provided him with the need to rap and listen to old hip hop. One of his quirks you had learned to love but now loathed. With the song changing to Eminem’s discography, the music you sang together later to find him fucking her to Evil Seed brought up a fire in your stomach ready to unleash. Kai came up behind you and placed his hand on your shoulder telling you to go in. Feeling a bump of confidence, you opened the door and walked across his room to where his bathroom door stood shut. You decided to not wear the mask Meadow had given you to let Marshall feel calm before real intentions were laid before him.

You opened the door, Marshall’s shower steam covering his body behind the glass, eyes shut, mouth moving to the songs. You walked over slowly, yet he never noticed anything until you had said Hello, inches away from him. Marshall jumped back almost losing balance, wide eyes and raised eyebrows relaxing when he realised it was you, a faint chuckled escaping him as he reached for the music box to turn down the music.

‘What are you doing here?’ He asked nicely, a hint of confusion in his eyes.

‘I missed you.’

‘You left me.’

‘I know. I think it was a mistake.’

He didn’t answer.

‘I wasn’t good enough and should’ve been better so that you wouldn’t have to look for the missing part of me in other women. My fault for not being good enough.’

‘You really want to get back together?’

‘Yes,’ you came closer, reaching for his cock to palm him. He lifted his head, lip quivering as he fought to keep his eyes open. He lowered his head to say something by the way he had opened his mouth but when he opened his eyes again, his knotted eyebrows staring past you had made you aware that the others must’ve been behind you by now.

‘Who are they?’

‘My friends.’ You continued to pump his cock, giving you complete control over him with a single motion. You could feel Kai’s eyes slicing into your back but it didn’t matter. You weren’t enjoying stroking his cock because you wanted him, all you needed was control and for a man irresistible to a handjob it was the perfect weapon to be used. ‘They’re here to help me.’

‘With what?’

‘To kill you.’

‘What.’

‘You hurt me, Marshall. You tossed me aside and fucked another woman. You broke my heart.’ Your grip tightened around him, the pressure inching him closer to coming. ‘Now I have to do the same. To move on.’

‘What—What the fuck are you on about, Y/n.’ He tried to push you away but you pulled him closer with a tug. ‘Get out.’

‘No.’

‘Leave or I’ll call the fucking cops.’

‘Fine,’ you said. ‘Can I take what’s mine at least?’ You stared past the others into the old room you were sure still had a few of your items you had forgotten about.

‘Sure but after I want you to fucking leave.’

‘Okay.’ You smiled.

A low-pitched scream filled the bathroom door as you stared at Marshall whose eyes rolled into the back of his head, hand flying to his front only to find his cock in your hands, red dripping from both of you as you threw it over your shoulder. ‘I’ll take the rest of you with me.’

After you had gotten your revenge on Marshall, you stood around him in a circle, covered in blood splatters and sweat pearls.

‘That was the most beautiful thing I have ever done and seen.’ You breathed, catching your breath as you stared at the bloody sight.

Kai stared at you with heart eyes. He could’ve gotten down on one knee that second and asked you to marry him but the thought of you palming Marshall less than twenty minutes ago had made his eyes go dark, a wave of anger and jealousy consuming him entirely as he stormed off downstairs. You immediately followed him to see him slide off his clown head, baby hairs sticking to his temples, nostrils flaring like they had before at his home. He was angry.

‘Why did you do that?’ He growled.

‘I did it because Marshall cannot say or do anything when his cock feels good. I wanted to control him one last time. Why? Did it make you jealous?’

‘Yes it fucking did?’ He bellowed, spit coming from his mouth as he strutt towards you, pushing you into the wall, his hand around your throat as he came dangerously close. ‘You tell me you basically like me and then touch another man’s cock. Are you a whore? Why did you do it!’

‘Would it make you feel better if I touched you now?’

‘Don’t play with me.’ He snarled, his grip on your throat now so tight you could feel the air thinning. ‘You’re mine.’

‘I know.’

‘Say it!’

‘I’m yours.’

‘And don’t you forget it.’ He pulled you to his lips by your throat, releasing the pressure that had bound you to half breaths.

He was your leader and you were his angel. In the end it was him and you. Only a love that you could understand and that was fine because you didn’t want to share any part of him anyway.

[spookievan]

mama im in love with a criminal <3

[redroses07]

said what i said