#kai anderson fluff

[fear-is-truth]

Sorry if this is out of character before hand 😔

Anyways!! How do you think Kai would react if he found out !user was pregnant? I know you have one like this already (I think?) but what if they found out it was a girl and not a boy?

Personally I think he’d be pretty pissed that !user wasn’t good enough to conceive a boy or that !user obviously did something wrong. But that’s just me🤷‍♀️

I want to know how you think Kai would react. Sorry if it’s a weird request or if you’ve already done something like this before.

By the way I love all your works and you’ve been uploading so much lately and I love you for that for real🤞

ahhh you’re too kind !! so here’s my take..

kai stands there, arms crossed, expression tense. he’s not furious, but there’s a definite air of disappointment. you can almost feel the energy shift in the room as he stares at the ultrasound screen, jaw clenching. “a girl, huh?” he lets out a slow exhale, rubbing the back of his neck before turning to you with a disgruntled look. “figures.” you blink, unsure of how to respond. “…what’s that supposed to mean?” he just shakes his head, sighing as if the universe has somehow conspired against him. “i guess we’ll have to work with what we’ve got,” he says eventually, glancing at you with a half-hearted smirk. “she’ll have to be as tough as any boy.”

at first, there’s a brief moment of frustration. he has always envisioned raising a son—someone who could follow in his footsteps, take up the mantle, and carry on his ideology with pride. to kai, sons represented strength, power, and legacy. his first instinct is to feel a bit slighted, almost as if the universe had conspired against him.

he doesn’t voice this frustration aloud, though—he’s too self-aware for that. plus he’s not that big of an asshole. instead, he quietly sulks for a while, retreating into his thoughts. this was supposed to be a moment of triumph for him, but there’s no denying that a daughter was never part of the plan.

however, his disappointment quickly turns to a different kind of interest. if there’s one thing kai thrives on, it’s the need to control. and a daughter? well, she would be something entirely different to mold, even if he hadn’t prepared for it. he might have initially imagined her as a liability, but the idea of raising a daughter with the same rigor as he would a son starts to grow on him.

he will insist on the name being gender-neutral or strong with masculine undertones—no feminine names like “lily” or “grace” here. if anything, he might give her a name like “phoenix,” “avery,” “billie” or “taylor”.

when kai first holds his daughter, it’s a totally unexpected reaction. he’s spent so much time convincing himself that this wasn’t what he wanted, that a son was the only option. but when she’s placed in his arms, tiny and fragile, all of those thoughts blur into nothing.

he looks down at her, and despite himself, there’s a tightening in his chest. he hadn’t expected to fall in love so quickly with this new life you’ve created together. it’s not like the way he loves his vision, his plans, or even his movement. it’s the first time in a long time he lets himself feel anything that isn’t centered on you or his own ambition.

he makes it clear that he will raise her to be tough. there’s no coddling in kai’s book. he’ll insist on teaching her discipline, perseverance, and how to manipulate situations in her favour, just as he would a son. she’ll learn to never show weakness, to never bow down.

kai would never ever admit it, but deep down, he’s fiercely protective of her—he will never let her be anyone’s victim. he’ll raise her to be a fighter.

[whosbloom]

Kai Anderson » Sensitive

⋆.˚ summary/request: “What do you think about Kai Anderson x needy, clingy and hypersensitive gf? Like maybe she wants cuddles and at the beginning he don't want to give her cuddles but when he see her eyes filled with tears trying to hold them back he can't help it but feel guilty and give her cuddles”

⋆.˚ fluff , slightly angsty , kai being kai

Kai was always, in the nicest way, an asshole.

Even in private his public persona didn’t falter, he was always stern and never one for affection, claiming it made him vulnerable and that made him less of the “alpha male” he was.

Though, being clingy, you always craved his affection. The small moments his hand found its way to your thigh, his pinky would hook into your belt loops, or even the light pecks he’d give you when nobody was looking—those made it worth it.

Today you couldn’t help but feel extra clingy and sensitive, you didn’t know what sparked it, it just kinda happened. All you knew is you needed Kai to pay attention to you before you ended up crying.

You sat next to him on the couch, his eyes glued to the screen, watching some old debate—he claimed he needed to do research for himself—your gaze however didn’t falter from him, silently begging for him to look at you.

“Can you please pay attention to me?” Your voice was quiet, brows furrowed as you watched his expression contort into a slightly confused one, still not looking at you though.

“Five more minutes.” He mumbled out, a hand simply holding your thigh and giving a light squeeze, before retreating back to his lap.

You sighed and turned away, the familiar burning sensation in the back of your throat as the words got caught, trying your best to keep the tears from forming in your waterline.

This didn’t go unnoticed by him, his confusion faltering as he slightly sat up and reached a hand out to hold your chin. “Why are you crying?” His voice sounded a little annoyed at first, but when your gaze met his you couldn’t sworn you saw his expression soften.

“I-I don’t know. I just want you to—to pay attention to me.” You sniffled and swatted his hand away, wiping your face as you sank further into the material of the couch.

Without warning he wrapped his arms around you and pulled you into his lap, hand on the back of your head as he cradled you against his chest.

It took you a second to process it, before you curled up against him, grabbing his other hand and intertwined your fingers.

“Just.. stay there, okay? I’ll finish the debate and then fully pay attention to you.” He sighed as he spoke, playing with your hair and slowly looked down at you.

“Sorry.” He mumbled out, pressing a simple kiss to your hairline, before lifting his head and focused back on the screen.

It may not have been exactly what you wanted, but it was Kai. So for him this was a big milestone. You looked up at him, a smile on your lips.

“Can I have a kiss?” Your words were soft, watching his lips twitch into a slight smile as he glanced down at you, quickly pecking your lips.

“You are pushing your luck, y’know that?”

[calummss]

Kai Anderson Headcanon: being his girlfriend ‘sent by god’ and slowly manipulating him

masterlist

you joined the cult shortly after you met kai at a coffee shop

he came to you hoping he could pitch his ideas to help him be elected

he was instantly attracted to you and didn’t feel the normal kind of resentment he had for women

you gave him your phone number and went on a few dates before kai opened up to you about starting a cult (very indirectly but you caught on)

you were fascinated by this and asked him to show you (stroked his ego real good)

you saw the meetings and kai even got you a custom clown costume you could wear to watch the killings

when you witnessed your first murder and told him it was the most beautiful thing you had ever seen, kai could’ve gotten down on one knee that second

proposing to you in a clown costume, covered in blood with a dead body next to you? you couldn’t have been more perfect to him

so when you officially join the ‘cult’ you realised that in order to further gain kai’s trust, you had to earn it. do something really fucked up as you saw him kill immediate members that had been with him for a long time

so you started to brief him on stuff he should do in order to get elected; lied about gary being a spy and pretend to drink a small dose of cyanide to prove your loyalty to him (it was baby power) not tasty but it worked

kai once again stared at you with heart eyes

winter could tell what you were doing but it didn’t matter anymore

you blindsided kai to the point you could make any claim and he’d believe you; you could tell him to kill x person and he would. bc you would’ve died for him

he thinks it was the greatest act of loyalty he’s ever been shown

slowly you start to lead the cult through your puppet, kai. he’s unaware of it like a cute dog

but some can sense it. but they don’t get far cause you have them killed

kai treats you like royaly and every every birthday he kills the amount of the people that age you turn. reminding you of when you first fell in love

and when kai shaved his head he looked sexier than ever. you give him head, fuck him in every corner of the house and provide evidence for a bug device. manipulation through sex—a womens best weapon

all in all kai worships you, not realising what’s happening bc his delusions comfort him by saying that you were sent by god himself

bonus: he loves fucking you with you on top. it reinforces the sent-by-god belief when he looks up at you. bouncing on his cock. he could literally just think about it and come

[spookievan]

i love your moods so so much 🩶 could you do another kai anderson one? i'm watching cult rn and i'm so obsessed with him 🤭

i'm your jazz singer and you're my cult leader <3

[evanpfics]

Pleasurable Punishments - Kai Anderson (smut)

warnings: cussing, slight pain in start, fingering, degrading, physical praise, name calling (baby/princess), oral (reader + kai receiving ), overstimulation, slight bondage(?). Let me know if I missed any!

Sub!female!reader + dom!kai (wc: 2057)

You found yourself waking up tied up to a chair inside of Kai’s basement. You were very familiar with the setting due to your disobedience leading you here countless times.

You never really hated kai, you just hated the ways he did things and hated how he treated you.

He would treat you like someone he can’t live without, makes you feel special, just to end up treating you like shit after he gets whatever he needs from you.

This time you were sort of scared. You left Kai after he yelled horrible things at you and you were fed up with his attitude and manipulation.

You tried to wiggle yourself loose from the rope feeling the tight strings rub up against your wrists and ankles causing a burning sensation on your skin.

You grunted a bit from the stinging and had to catch your breath.

“Worn out already, princess?” You heard a voice say from the dark corner in the room.

It was Kai, he sat on the couch before standing up making his way to you.

“What the hell, kai. Let me go are you fucking crazy?” You screamed.

“You can’t leave me, you know you need me, and I need you.” He said as he crouched down in front of you.

“Jesus fuck Kai please!” You felt yourself panic, tears started to rain down your cheek.

He placed a hand on your cheek. You jolted your face away from his hand causing him to click his tongue and stand up.

“Come on baby, don’t be like this. You don’t need to leave me” he said in a whisper tone. You can tell by his face he was starting to become a tad annoyed as his eyes grew darker.

“You never even treated me like you needed me like you say you do. All you do is treat me like some sort of pawn for your fucking cult, Kai!” You sobbed as tears continued to stream down your face.

You leaned your head down not even wanting to see his face, made you resent him.

“Did you even love me like you said? Can you even love me, or even love at all?”

You asked him hiccuping your words.

Your clothes started to become soaked in your own tears.

Kai sighed heavily before gripping your chin gently and forcing you to look up at him.

“Come on, princess. You know I love you. More than anything.”

He said in a gentle voice. It made your love for him almost overcome your hatred.

He placed his thumb on your cheek gently swiping away your tears.

“God, your so adorable y/n. Believe me, I need you more than anything.”

He said as he kissed you gently before pulling away.

“I.. I don’t know Kai. You treated me horribly” you said as you felt yourself getting lost in his dark captivating eyes.

“I can change. Believe me. I’ll do anything for you. Anything.”

He said as he placed a hand on your thigh, rubbing it softly.

“Can.. you please untie me Kai? I promise you I won’t try to go anywhere.”

His tongue clicked as he squinted at you slightly becoming a bit suspicious.

“I guess I could, princess…”

He said as he took out a pocket knife cutting the rope against your ankles leaving you only half tied up now.

You felt the relief of having your lower half finally free and able to move. Exhaling a bit from relief.

“But how would that teach you a lesson?”

He said pointing the knife at you. You were a bit afraid of this, but you knew he wouldn’t do anything to cause you as much harm as that, especially after he said. Hopefully.

“Kai? Stop messing around.” You said sternly with a bit of panic in your voice.

He could hear your weary tone and smirked up at you.

“Come on, I can show you how much I love you and teach you a lesson.”

He said as he placed both hands on your thigh, after putting his pocket knife away, rubbing them both softly before separating them.

You must admit, you were kind of curious to see where this would lead, but also pretty fucking scared at the same time.

He lowered his head in between your thighs leaving a trail of kisses in between them.

You let out a soft gasp from his kisses. You never experienced him be this gentle to you, it kind of aroused you.

You wondered if he was just doing this to get what he wanted. Sex. Or if he genuinely wanted to treat you better.

Either way you found yourself getting pulled in my his every move.

He pulled his face out and took off your short skirt revealing your panties.

He gently started rubbing circles on your clothes clit with his left thumb causing you to inhale sharply from pleasure.

You let your mouth hang open ever so slightly. He saw this and took the chance.

He placed his right index and middle finger inside your mouth.

“Get this nice and wet for me. It will help me out later, princess.”

You obeyed. Lightly sucking and swirling your tongue around his fingers.

You can see him staring at you as you did so with his mouth slightly open and a light smile forming.

He picked up the pace with circling your clothed clit causing you to let out soft moans against his fingers.

He stopped causing you to Wimper slightly from the taken away pleasure.

“Now baby, I know you want more, but don’t worry. Daddy will make you feel so fucking good.”

You felt yourself become more flustered staring at him while he gently took your panties off.

He stared at your now nude lower half admiring your beauty.

He took his fingers out of your mouth before softly inserting both fingers in your wet cunt using your saliva as extra support.

You threw your head back before letting pleasurable moans escape your mouth.

He stared up at you smiling slightly enjoying the site of you slowly losing yourself.

He allowed his thumb to rub your clit as his fingers speed up causing you to feel closer like your about to go over the edge.

“Kai.. please.. fuck,.”

“You sound so fucking hot, princess. Let daddy hear those beautiful screams.” Kai said as his thumb rubbed circles faster around your clit and picking up the speed of his finger thrusts.

You felt your eyes shut tight as you continue to let out screams of pleasure.

You felt your legs begin to shake slightly unknowingly humping slightly into his thrusts.

“K-Kai.. im gonna..-“

“Go ahead. Cum for me, princess. Cum for me and make your daddy happy.” He said as he bit his lower lip at the site of you venerable.

You felt your orgasm erupt as you felt a bit hazy. Your legs shook as you humped Kai’s fingers letting your high run out itself.

“Good girl. You did so fucking good baby.”

He saw your now drenched pussy leaking your orgasms aftermath.

He looked at it looking hungrier than ever.

He bit his lower lip before placing his head in between your thighs, right near your pussy.

His breath against your overstimulated clit made you flinch a bit. You bit your lower lip before staring down at him.

He placed his tongue flat out between your folds licking up annoyingly slow.

You felt yourself lightly grind yourself against his moving tongue from your overstimulation. It was unbearable.

He began to lick up and down your holds before swirling circular patters on your sensitive clit.

You felt your legs buckle. He held you down with both of his hands on your hips not allowing you to squirm in your seat even the slightest.

You jolted your head up shutting your eyes as you let out screams of pleasure and overstimulation. “Kai!” You moaned.

You can feel a smile form on his face as he began to tongue fuck your cunt.

It of course didn’t reach your climax, but it managed to hit all the right places making you feel insane from all of the smooth motions happening inside you.

You started to close your thighs trapping his head in between them, he didn’t mind the slightest.

His tongue began to move more quickly and swiftly inside of you making you closer to reaching your second orgasm.

His nose created friction on your highly-sensitive clit making you see dark spots in your vision. You felt as if you would pass out.

Your second orgasm finally came as your legs buckled making Kai stay in place as your orgasm came right on his tongue.

He cleaned up the aftermath before rising up and kissing you. It felt passionate like never before as his tongue explored your mouth making you taste your own mess.

“Fuck, your mouth is just so pretty y/n.”

He said as he began to unbuckle his pants. He moved them down to his thighs before allowing his hardened cock to spring from his boxers.

His tip looked slightly as if it was begging for someone’s touch as it leaked pre-cum.. you can see it trailing down his shaft.

Your mouth began to drool slightly at the site.

“Use your pretty mouth to pleasure daddy like the whore you are.”

He said before standing infront of you and forcing your mouth open with his thumb. He pumped himself a few times before removing his thumb and replacing it with his tip.

You could taste some of his pre-cum as you swirled your tongue around his tip causing him to let out a small groan as he stared at you.

You began to slowly bob your head taking more of him inside your mouth with each move.

He started to pet your hair as if he was praising you.

This made you gain the confidence to try to take in his whole cock.

As you bobbed your head farther down his grip on your head tightened slightly as he let out a moan.

“..Fuck.. your doing so good y/n.”

You fluttered your eyes shut as you gagged a bit feeling his tip hit the back of your throat.

You took a second to pull yourself together as you continued the rhythm of moving your head to the tip.. all the way back to the end of his base.

His head leaned up leaving his mouth open as his moans grew louder.

You groaned a bit causing a vibration around his hardened cock.

He jolted his head up look back down at you taking a bit to open his eyes from the overwhelming pleasure.

“Your doing.. so good, princess.., f-fuck. Don’t stop.”

He groaned as his hips started to thrust a bit.

Tears started to form but that didn’t stop you. You enjoyed his moans of pleasure and you didn’t want it to stop.

You felt his cock slightly twitch in your mouth signaling that he was close to his release.

He struggled to pull out of your mouth before pumping himself infront of your face.

“Open your pretty mouth for me.”

He commanded.

You took the slight second to gain back your breath as you opened your mouth wide allowing him full access.

He pumped a bit faster before moans escaped his mouth as his cum shot out onto your tongue.

“Swallow.”

And you did just that. You felt some leak from your chin, down your chest and onto your thigh. It was a lot.

“You look so fucking good with daddy’s cum all over your body, baby.”

He took off his shirt leaving himself half exposed as he used it to clean you up.

You expected him to just untie you and leave to do something else, which would make you unbelievably upset.

He knew that, but he also knew he said he would become better. For you.

He untied your hands leaving your body completely free and gently put your panties back on you.

He kissed the top of your head.

“I promise. We can make each other so happy, princess.”

He picked you up, sat on the couch, and laid your head on his thigh.

He pet your head and played with your hair as you drifted off to sleep from the exhaustion.

Thank you for reading! If you have any suggestions or criticism feel free to let me know!

[cxlt-lamb]

Everytime I see this man on my screen I start kicking my feet and giggling like I’m stupid in love 🥰🤭

[bluesky-kitty]

Kai Anderson x fem reader || angst, fluff||

“Then it’s got you.”

tw-self-harm, abuse, toxic relationship

"Divine Ruler I have something for you." a female annoying voice said. Kai's eyes were on Meadow's now.

"We have a cult meeting in 30 minutes can it wait" He spoke without expecting an answer.

“This is important, and I need you now.”

Kai closed his laptop and looked at the blonde.

"So..what's the problem?"

"y/n."

The shedding of blood in Kai's body stopped for a moment.

Kai and you have been dating for 6 years, but no one knows except Winter.

You saw many versions of him during that time, but you never left him.

Kai didn't want anyone to know. You were his weak spot and anyone who would go against him would use you.

You two were careful, you didn't even sleep in the same rooms, you looked at each other with cold eyes in front of others just because of the cult.

Whenever someone talked bad about Kai behind his back, you would tell him. That was your code of keeping.

"She's in the kitchen."

She said hurriedly as they passed through the hall. He couldn't even imagine what it was about.

Maybe some stupid fight? You didn’t like Meadow, she didn’t like you either.

Your eyes were on the door as Meadow and Kai stood there. You could see the confusion on Kai's face as he walked unsteadily into the room.

“Can you move away from the sink?” spoke Meadow.

“Okay.” you said calmly as you moved away.

“Take off your clothes.” this sentence left you shocked.

“What? I’m not doing that.”

“Come on, just shirt” you knew what she was talking about but you thought she didn’t see them.

“Can somebody tell me what the shit is going on?”

Kai’s loud voice interrupted conversation.

“She’s so weak and broken! She hurts herself!

“No i don’t hurt myself.”

hurts herself?

Something in Kai was taking his air. Your beloved looked at you with empathy and anger in his eyes. You quickly rolled up your sleeves and showed your wrists. “See?!” Kai sighed silently, but not for long.

You were aware of what you were doing and successfully had smooth and clean wrists.

“What about stomach?” Shit! This woman is God’s punishment for world. You just wanted to disappear.

Kai came up to you with disappointment on his face. “Shirt. Off.”

”She doesn’t deserve to be in a cult if she’s a mental case. What if one day she kills herself and blames someone else for that?”

“Don’t do this to me. Why do you believe her?” You asked with teary eyes. His face with same cold.

“Come on show him your scars already!“

“Meadow! Get out, this is enough.”

“I just think-“

“Get the fuck out!”

His screams made you flinch. Meadow was gone and you two were alone. You'd be lying if you said you weren't afraid of him.

He immediately grabbed your shirt and twisted it. You grabbed his hand in an attempt to stop him. “No” funny of you thinking that small word was going to stop him.“

“I have to see it. I want to.“

When your shirt fell to the floor, your ego fell with it.

Bloody, fresh scars and indentations from nails driven into the skin covered your shoulders and chest.

“I’m so sorry Kai I just-I have to” you said between sobs.

His eyes watered as he bit his tongue.

“What a selfish stupid bitch you are..I gave you everything on this world that you wanted“

The pangs of conscience pierced you deep into the heart.

“My dearest ever…my baby, why would you do this to yourself? Huh?”

His face softened as he pushed hair out of your face.

“Every..every time you were angry at me or I would do something wrong or whenever you slap me..”

He listened every word carefully.

“I would pull a line.”

His head fell into his hands with a groan.

“FUCK”

“Kai you don’t have to-”

“I need more.“

“I need more to see how much I hurt you”

He grabbed you by the back of your pants and pulled them off.

“Please don’t..” tears stream down your face.

Your thighs were no different from your stomach. In pain, scratched and destroyed.

“You know I kill people because of you, just don't tell me I killed you too“ He was crying. He didn’t cry for three years. This made you feel bad. He knelt down and gently kissed every place where you hurt yourself. His big warm hands caressed your shivering skin. “Please let me stay in the cult” You said with a shaky voice. “You will. You will stay.”

“C’mere baby” He said as he added your clothes. "Get dressed" You were grateful to God that you would cover your sins with clothes. "You know..she saw me when I was leaving the bathroom" Kai raised his head to look at you while he buttoned your pants. "I was in a towel and the scars were visible. My stupidity."

There was silence, until he picked you up. “What are you doing?” You wrapped your legs around his waist and your arms around his neck. "We will watch a movie and cuddle, sounds good?" You nodded as he led you out of the kitchen.

His hand on your ass, the other reaching across your back towards your neck. As he carried you into the bedroom you heard Ally's voice. "Divine Ruler?" You buried your face in Kai’s neck in shame. "Tell them I'll be late." Ally nodded and went down to the basement without any questions. The smell of brion losion and mint entered your nostrils. It calmed you down.

You looked at him with lust in your eyes as you undressed in bed. When he turned on the movie he lay down next to you and pulled you close. Kai was pulling the blanket off your body as you shook your head. “Let them breathe sweetie.” When you realized how much you had destroyed your body, your eyes filled with tears. „It's alright bug.“ The nickname made you smile. He hugged you and made circles on your back. You let out a sob. “Shh..it's over.”

"They don't bother you? You still love me?”

"Of course they don't bother me." He said sweetly as he pulled you into a long kiss. “Come on I'll give you a bear cuddle” He said with his arms outstretched. You wiped your damp eyes and threw yourself at him.

______

“And now what?” Harrison asked in annoyance.

“He said he'd be late. y/n wasn't well, probably because of that.”

“What does he have to do with her?” Meadow rolled her eyes. “To me, they looked pretty familiar to each other.”

“How much familiar?”

“It doesn’t matter. Really.”

“Ally.” The blonde warned.

“He was holding her ass”

“Oh looks like we’re getting babies” Harrison joked.

Everyone looked at him. “So they fuck.”

“And he said how important this topic is..but I don’t blame him, I also saw how much y/n tired is.” Beverly added.

“Yeah tired of wanting attention.”

“You will never get a ring from Kai, Mea, just give up already” said Ivy.

______

“She's sleeping now.” Kai spoke quietly into the phone. “I know. You're right.” She sighed softly in her sleep, which caught her boyfriend's attention. “I want you to take her, she needs therapy.”

“No I don't have a heart don't talk shit.”

“It's very bad, I expect of you to give all of yourself so you can help her.”

“Okay, bye.”

When he finished the call with his older brother, he kissed her gently on the cheek and went down to the basement.

“I'm sorry I'm late, I had some things to do.”

Cult members looked at him. “y/n is not here with us, she is sick and needs peace.” Meadow's face fell. Anger? Surprise? What could she expect?

After agreeing on the plan for the next action, everyone left the basement. Since Meadow was last, he called her. “Meadow. Stay a little so we can talk”

“What is it Divine Ruler?”

“I wanted to thank you for telling me that thing today.” Her face suddenly lit up. “There’s no need to thank me my Divine Ruler, I was just doing my job.” “Really Meadow..thank you so much” he puts his hand on her shoulder. Kai wanted to fill her with hope and then destroy her. In the name of you. She wasn’t backstabber to him, but she was to you.

“You saved me.”

“Yeah?” She asked with smile.

“Yeah. Because you saved her.” Meadow's faces could no longer be read. He approached her and whispered in her ear.

“Is it also your job to make my girlfriend cry?”

She opened her mouth to say something , but Kai was faster.

"We have been together for six years, we can also call her a wife.”

“If you do something like this again, I swear I will kill you personally.”

She stayed quiet.

“You can go now.”

As Meadow walked up the stairs in embarrassment, he called out to her, “Also good night, sleep well!”

[luvlanadr]

hello !! sorry if I disturbed you but I wanted to make a request. Can I have a Kai x reader smut (kinks: daddy kink, spanking kink, LMAO IT'S SO WEIRD TO SAY IT) and ends with fluff? (like they cuddle or something)

in case yes,thank you<33 ah btw I love your x reader :D have a good day !💕🫶

𝐝𝐨𝐦 𝐤𝐚𝐢 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦! 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

𝐡𝐢! 𝐚𝐥𝐬𝐨 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥, 𝐢 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦, 𝐬𝐨 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐢'𝐥𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 :)

𝐚𝐥𝐬𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐨 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭, 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐤 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 <𝟑

𝐜𝐰: 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭,𝐝𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐲 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐤, 𝐬𝐩𝐚𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐤, 𝐩𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐞, 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐮𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐞𝐬, 𝐬𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐝𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*:･ﾟ✧*:･

kai had asked me to wait at the table for me as he had he urgently needed to tell me, i bounced my leg slightly apprehensive, i hadn't done anything bad but kai's prescence sometimes unnerved me as i knew the horrendous things in which he was capable of.

'y/n' he hollered, as he made his way to the table, emphasising the end of my name, 'i need to talk with you'

'what is it kai?' i enquired hesitantly

'nothing bad actually, unless you have something you need to tell me?' kai put out his hand, pointing his pinky towards me.

'no, i don't divine ruler' i dismissed him, as he pulled his hand away.

'what i wanted to talk to you about is what a good girl you've been for daddy actually ,' he smiled softly at me, 'so, i've decided to reward you, as that is what a good, obedient, pretty girl like you gets'

i listened intently to him as he spoke, his tone soft and gentle, unusual for him.

'what reward, divine ruler?' i was truly intrigued.

'i'll show you, come here sweetheart,' he tapped a hand on his lap as i approached him, 'sit down,'

i took a seat on his lap straddling my legs around him, he pulled my head towards him, as he led me into a soft, tender, passionate kiss. he stroked my hair gently, twirling it around his fingers. he moaned against the kiss, i'm not sure what it was but the fact i was pleasing him was really turning me on, the way he called me 'a good, obedient, pretty girl,'.

as a natural reaction, i rocked my hips onto him, slowly grinding on his slightly hard cock.

he harshly tugged at my hips, pulling my body to a halt, even though he was clearly enjoying it by the expression on his face.

'not so fast,' he grunted, the pleasure present in his voice,' you have to prove you still deserve it,'

an exasperated gasp escaped my lips,

'don't you fucking sigh at me' he strictly commanded 'bend over the table, you eager little slut,' he smirked, clearly turned on by the sight as i bent over, looking back at him with pleading eyes, my exposed panties from under my short skirt all in view to him.

'i like this' he muttered, as he lifted my skirt up slightly, fully exposing my ass, he roughly tugged down my panties discarding them to the side, 'for your attitude, i guess daddy will have to teach you a lesson then,'

he harshly striked my ass with his hand, 'one', he called.

i whimpered unsure if it was out of pleasure or pain, before i could process this, i felt a sharp sting as he hit me again, causing a slight squeal to come out of me, 'two' he spanked me a few more times, until he grunted 'ten.'

'i bet that little attitude has gone now, huh?' he admired the red marks he had left on my ass, causing me to wince ever so slightly.

'get down,' he hissed, insinuating for me to kneel down before him, simply submitting to him, he leant down and cupped my face, leaving a small kiss on my forehead. 'apologise for your attitude, baby, using your words' his tone oozing arrogance and amusement, fuelled by the desperation and lust in my eyes and the way he would hear plea for his forgiveness.

'i'm sorry for my attitude, daddy ,it won't happen again' i slightly fumbled on my words, slightly intimidated as he towered over me, his hair hanging from his face, reinforced the dominance he held over me, which couldn't help causing me to feel significantly more inferior to him, ' i will do anything for you to forgive me,daddy'

he remained leant over me, he tucked a strand of hair behind my ear, 'i know you will, that's why you're going to prove your worthiness ,yet again,' he unzipped his jeans, leaving him in just his boxers his boner extremely prominent,

i took my initiative tugging them down, and retrieving his cock, slowly caressing it with my hand, stroking it up and down as i held eye contact with kai, his eyes dark with desire.

i gently licked the tip of his cock with my tongue, directing my attention towards it as i continued to pump his cock in my hand, a moan released from kai, i sucked his tip, swirling my tongue around it, as my fingers trailed down his length, i deepthroated the tip of his cock as i struggled fitting it all in my mouth, bobbing my head up and down his shaft.

i couldn't help but choke on his cock,he thrusted his hips forward in response, beginning to fuck my face, he gripped and tugged out of my hair as he grunted ' god, you look so pretty with daddy's cock all in your mouth,'

he paused before, he spoke again gripping onto my hair as he threw his head back in response to the pleasure, as i continued to suck him off, whilst simultaneously pumping his cock, which began to throb, 'fuck, i'm gonna cum',he whined, as he came in my mouth, i had to prove my worthiness, so i swallowed his cum and licked the remains of his tip.

'what a good girl, pleasing her daddy,' he smiled gently 'now it's time for your reward,'

he swiftly came down on to the floor to remove my shirt, followed buy him unclasping my bra, incredibly eager, 'we will keep the skirt on, for now atleast,' he tugged at my hand, helping me up as he took me into our bedroom, 'you've proved what an obedient girl you are for daddy, so i will show you how much i appreciate it,'

he gently pushed me onto the bed, mounting over me, roughly insinuating a deep kiss, he trailed his mouth down my neck, sucking and biting on my delicate skin, causing marks to appear down my neck all the way down to my collarbones, i whimpered, as his hands trailed down my tits, and each of hands placed gently on my waist, as he kissed me again more sensually this time, leaving me longing and desperate, as he buried his fingers beneath my skirt, teasing my wet entrance, slipping a finger in thrusting it in and out before adding two, thrusting faster and harder.

he began to play with my clit, causing my legs to shake, the pleasure overwhelming, kai was usually selfish, especially when it came to anything sexual, he would only prioritise his needs, so the fact he was bothered regarding mine turned me on even more.

i whimpered and gasped as his fingers thrusted in and out of me, as his other fhand he used to trail circles and rub on my clit, my body was aching with pleasure.

kai smirked, as her created a mess of me, 'now, you're gonna tell me what you want daddy to do to you, ok?'

'i-i, uhm' i moaned slightly as he hit my g-spot, continuing to rub on my clit, only increasing his speed with the more noise i made, ' i want you to fuck me, however you want daddy, anyway that will pl-please you,'

he sniggered ever so slightly, 'what a good girl, prioritising her daddy needs,' he removed his fingers from inside of him, licking the residue of my juices off his fingers, he slid my skirt off, spreading my legs further apart.

kai enjoyed missionary, he always said i was prettiest when i was silenced, the only noise i make being from the pleasure he gave and granted me, the desperation for him to control and care for me.

he rubbed his tip against my slit, as he slowly entered me, giving me time to adjust to his length, once i was settled, he thrusted into me gently at first before fastening his pace, my legs were resting on his shoulders as he buried himself deep into me, causing a whine to flow from my lips.

he circled my clit gently as he continued to thrust into my cunt, as my walls clenched around him tightly. i felt the tears collecting in my eyes as the sight of kai infront of me blurred, as the tears of sheer pleasure and gratification fell down my face, 'i-i'm gonna cum,'

'do it,' kai for once doesn't care about finishing, he only cares about you, he thrusts into me one final time, before i finished 'what a good girl,'

he pulls out, before he licked up the mess i made 'mhm, you taste good,' he states, as he licked away any remains.

i was simply exhausted, kai responded by picking me up on this as he helped me into the covers, laying me on my side before he snuck in from behind me, snaking his arm around my waist pulling me close to him.

it was so rare for kai to care for me as much, nevermind spooning me so i cherished every moment as it lasted.

he ran his hands through my hair comfortingly, as he hummed softly, 'thank you for being so good for me,' before i fell asleep in his tight embrace.

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

a/n

hi, sorry if this isn't what you anticipated i can always rewrite it, i struggled a bit as i haven't had chance to do a request before!

i'm aware i really need to practice writing smut, but prior to this acc i only wrote fluff so it is definitely a work in progress!

also to the person who requested the kit walker fluff i'll try to get it out by tomorrow :)

i think i'm slightly rushing in an attempt to get content out,so may take a while to try and improve the quality as my adhd has had me just fixated on just keeping on writing and i feel as though the quality has diminished in me doing so LMAO

btw it's not fully proof-read so i apologise for any mistakes <3

[not-alien-girl-v]

Hello, could you write one about the love language like the one with Kit and James but about Kai Anderson please?

warning: tw kai anderson, language, sexual themes

note: i had a fucked the fuck up dream last night. anyways this one isn't as fluffy but its kai anderson what did u expect

words of affirmation: he's fairly into this in like a manipulation kind of way ok so like. if it's your love language he knows what to do to use it for his own gain like just to get what he wants out of you, he'd praise you for certain things that he knows would hold more weight than others. and he's the kind of guy who doesn't need any compliments or verbal reassurance (not that he needs no reassurance, see AHHHH for that) and it hardly makes a difference if you say nice things to him or if you don't, to be honest, your entire relationship could probably survive with no words shared between you at all. and with how rude kai can get sometimes, it would probably be for the best.

quality time: he's really into this. like a lot. like a lot a lot. one thing about being an app developer and a side hustle of leading a cult is that he has flexible hours, and as you met him through being a devoted cult follower, he basically has all the control he wants over your entire life, let alone your schedule. it's an intense thing. it's scary. but luckily, the divine leader is soft for you, being in love, and all. he lets you spend as much time as you want just hanging out at his house, in the basement, wherever you want, and of course, this is all time spent together, but i think he sees it as he's doing you a service by letting you spend so much free time in his presence, so maybe this falls under acts of service. idk. he rarely ever takes you on dates, but when he does, they're simple because they have to be inconspicuous, and he never tells you it's a date he's taking you on, he just tells you to get dressed and get in the car and a few minutes later you're on a romantic stroll in the park after hours.

gift giving: he's not too into giving you fancy shit like james is, no jewelry, no clothes, he likes giving gifts, but in more practical ways. things like food, mostly meals and shit, like if he's out, he'll pick you up some dinner on the way home, maybe a snack from the gas station if he's feeling nice. it's mostly in a 'i wanna take care of you' way, because he has so much control, he knows that it's his job to be the one who pays your bills and whatever. he also is kind of into buying you books, ones that he reads and has some kind of revelation over, he kind of wants to share the knowledge with you, like he wants to be able to have intelligent conversations with you, referencing books that he's read.

acts of service: like he said before, he takes care of you. he pays your bills, keeps you fed, he also gives you money, most of the times, when he knows you need it, but also sometimes just cuz. if you don't accept it during these times, you'll basically have no evidence that kai sees you as any more than a member of the cult, as he'd never leave you a silly little love note with your lunch or anything. he just lays out a wad of cash on your bedstand and that's his unanticipated form of affection for the week. maybe the month. he washes your hair. he claims that it's no big deal, that he was going to take a shower anyways, so you might as well just join him to save time and water but unbeknownst to him, you see right through his nonchalant façade. you know he likes it, the closeness, the nakedness, the messy shower sex it usually leads to.

touch: if you want to touch him, you have to be the one to initiate it, and you have to deal with how he calls you clingy. to be fair, he doesn't mind physical affection like a lot of people think he does, it's just not his favorite. and he's not an idiot, he can tell how much it means to you, being held for a little while after he brutally fucks you, sitting on his lap during a cult meeting, snuggling up to him on the couch after a long day. any time he initiates a form of touch, it's in a protective 'she's mine' kind of way, in times when he feels threatened by another man for your attention, he'll come up and put a hand around your waist, your shoulders, maybe grab a handful of your ass to catch you off guard, but it's not about being close to you, it's just to reinforce the ownership he feels he has over you.

[kaiismydivineruler]

I don't know what to do so here is a very short drabble

Kai Anderson, the enigmatic and often brooding figure, found himself in an unusual predicament. You had somehow managed to convince him to join you at a local animal shelter. The dim overhead lights flickered as you perused the kennels, finally stopping in front of a cage containing the most adorable bundle of fur.

"Meet our new partner in crime," you announced, presenting a fluffy kitten with wide eyes and a playful demeanor.

Kai raised an eyebrow, a rare expression for him, as he observed the tiny creature in your hands. "Partner in crime? How so?"

You grinned mischievously. "Think about it. Who would suspect the notorious Kai Anderson to have a soft spot for a cute little kitten?"

He couldn't help but chuckle at the absurdity of the idea. "You might be onto something there."

Against his usual stoicism, Kai reached out to the kitten, who promptly nuzzled into his hand. A warmth spread through the room that had nothing to do with the flickering lights. From that moment, the dynamic between you and Kai began to shift.

The kitten, now named Mischief, brought unexpected joy to Kai's life. You'd catch him playing with the little furball when he thought no one was watching, a small, genuine smile gracing his lips. Even his followers noticed the change, the once intimidating leader now sharing moments of vulnerability with a tiny creature.

As days turned into weeks, Kai's layers peeled away. He found himself talking to Mischief, as if the cat understood every word. The feline presence became a source of solace, a silent companion in a world filled with chaos. It wasn't just a partner in crime; it was a confidant, a tiny creature that managed to bridge the gap between the darkness of Kai's thoughts and the light of something simpler and more pure.

The kitten became a symbol of the unexpected softness within Kai, a side he had long suppressed. And as Mischief purred contentedly in his arms, Kai realized that sometimes, the most unexpected alliances could bring about the most profound changes.

[quicksilver-the-metal]

Buzz Cut Kai makes my 🐱 cream

[whosbloom]

This is a cult leader!kai version of seasonal scents requested by @misscherrys-world !!

“You smell different.” Kai groaned as he sat up a bit straighter from his spot in the bed next to you, giving you a confused look.

“I went to Bath and Body Works. They have seasonal scents..” You shrugged, your arms around his waist tightening slightly as you tried to pull him back into a hug.

“I don’t know how I feel about it.. you don’t smell like you.” He sighed and ran a hand through your hair, leaning back against the headboard as he watched you.

“Come on, it’s seasonal! I think I smell nice.” You smiled lightly, glancing up at him with a slight pout.

“Next time ask me before you pick one.. or bring me with you so I can pick one that I like.” He gave you a look before leaning down and kissed you for a second, adjusting how he was laying in bed and pulled you a bit closer.

“Okay, okay. I’ll bring you next time. Maybe we can get one for you too.”

“God, no, I’m not doing that shit, that’s all you.”

tags: @lemoniiiiiii , @xrag-dollx , @jazz-berry (ask to be added!!)

[calummss]

Him & I | Kai Anderson

masterlist

summary: you came to kai like you were an angel sent from god. he finally met his match. you wanted to get revenge and he cleared the path

pairing: fem! reader x kai anderson

words: 2.9k

a/n: kai is everything i despise in a man yet i cannot stop thinking about him. fuck my rights i’ll make you a manwhich like the woman i’m supposed to be NOT PROOFREAD TBH

Gluttony is a sin. So is sloth. Eating an entire bag of chips was not healthy. Sitting on the couch from dawn to dusk, only getting up to relieve yourself, was not good. But who listens to God these days anyways.

knock knock

‘Be right there!’ You yelled, hoping whomever was at the door could hear you and would wait until you had mentally prepared yourself to get up from your nest. You pressed pause of Golden Girls, placed your bag of gluttony on the table and brushed the remaining crumbs on your finger on your back thigh. Thankfully you showered this morning so whomever you greeted wouldn’t be welcomed with the smell of your tiredness. It was just one of those days where doing nothing was the most satisfying for the soul. Keeping the ripples of the sea of stress at bay, hoping that the storm wouldn’t take over.

Through the small peephole of the front door you saw an unfamiliar man with kool aid blue hair in a suit who was swaying his body as he waited to face the owner. ‘Jesus christ,’ you cursed under your breath, letting your hand slide over your face. Not Jehovah witnesses again. You had told them to not come back but when life serves no purpose we mainly cling to the unimportant aspects of life and let small parts become our worst traits.

You opened the door, dropping your droopy expression and replacing it with a hostile smile. Kindness: America’s number one trait making it an aggravating society.

‘Hi,’ you grinned at him, ‘not interested.’

The man blinked at you, wrinkles on his forehead reminding you of the ripples in your soul as he breathed out a laugh. ‘You don’t even know what I was going to say, Ma’am.’

‘Call it my gift.’

‘You must think I’m in some kind of cult,’ he smiled, ‘I can assure you I’m not. My name is Kai Anderson and I was hoping I could talk to you about my plans for this town so I might be able to persuade you into voting for me to become a member of the town council.’

‘Oh.’

‘Can I come in?’

‘I suppose…’ You were unsure but the thought of your pepper spray in the kitchen drawer made you feel safer, in case anything went wrong, so you resorted back to the smile you first gave him. ‘Of course. Come in…?’

‘Kai Anderson.’

‘Right, Kai. Can I call you Kai? I’m Y/n Blythe. You can call me Y/n. Oh my I am rambling,’

Kai came in as you stepped aside to open up the door for him. He kindly took off his shoes. A rule you had but hadn’t seen most Americans do. You looked back at him as you started to head to the kitchen to make sure you wouldn’t lose him. You immediately opened up the cupboard to grab a mug.

‘Tea or coffee?’

‘Coffee would be nice. Black please and thank you.’

‘No problem,’

‘I have to say,’ he placed his folded hands on top of the counter as he watched you get his coffee ready. ‘You are the first person in this neighbourhood to invite me in and to welcome me so kindly.’

You watched him as you grabbed another mug to make yourself a drink too.

‘Most think my ideas are too radical. Too oppressive. Too different. These people preach about change every day but when I give them a chance to vote for change they ignore me.It’s like these people get off on living in his prison courtyard they’ve created.’

‘So what are your goals, Kai?’ You took a sip of your piping hot drink after handing him his own. ‘To strengthen this town’s safety? God forbid this cluster of people need to be…polished.’

Kai’s face somewhat softened. ‘That’s exactly what I said…’

So when Kai talked about his idea you listened. To every word, to every detail. Kai was going to make this town safe again. And for some reason you couldn’t explain, you believed him. Every single word he said to you in the confidence of your own house, you believed.

‘By the hope you don’t mind me saying this but you are so beautiful and I would hate myself for not asking but am I able to take you out to a café this week ‘ He asked, his hazel eyes burning into your soul, making those ripples turn flat as he gazed at you like a had witnessed a deer in the wild. ‘I just, you’re really beautiful and kind and your beliefs about this town have drawn me to you,’ Kai had gaped at you the moment you had opened the door to him. Eyes shining in the sunlight; you looked like an angel. Perhaps an angel God had sent him to. Like he was supposed to find you. For him to find his own angel.

When you went on that date with Kai, it had turned into three more the following two weeks. He mentioned that he had a group of friends that are helping him with the campaign and the more he revealed about it, the closer you got to the truth, at least that is what you thought. It sounded like a cult whenever he rambled on about anything that involved these ‘friends’ and whether or not it was true, it was something you wanted to find out. It took Kai persistent asking and a little push to allow you to ultimately bring you to his house where for some reason you felt weirdly comfortable. The friends or members you came to know were Winter, his sister, Beverly, Ivy, Gary, Samuel, Meadow and Tex, who had been tending to Kai like servants since you had entered his house which instantly confirmed your suspicions. But it didn’t scare you away. A man able to convince the partly smart people had to confirm some sort of high intelligence and if Kai wanted to make you part of his team or not, in your heart you had already made up your mind: you wanted to join. What did you have left to lose? A life? Family? Job? Perhaps.But when does another opportunity like this present itself. To become infatuated with a dangerously powerful man? Never. Maybe you could change him if you truly wanted to but right now, he was perfect. You would become his angel and he’d be your cult leader.

‘Kai,’ you said as you all gathered across the couches, some of their heads tuning your way. ‘Can I ask you something?’

‘Of course, Y/n. Anything,’

‘Are you guys behind the murders that have been happening?’

Now every head turned your way. You could hear the outside wind blowing through the trees, uneven breaths as you uttered your question. Why was it so shocking? They were the murderers. You knew it and sooner or later someone else would’ve found out.

‘It’s fine if you are. You don’t have to deny it.’ You saidly, letting out a small chuckle. ‘I saw a clown costume stashed on the couch and I saw one of them go into Chang's house.’

You saw Meadow stare at the ground. Must’ve been her. Kai looked back at the costume you had nudged your eyes at and confirmed it was Meadows when he gave her a cold stare she didn’t notice.

‘Why?’ Kai turned his head back to look at you with a weirdly twisted smile that made your stomach churn. ‘Do you like that we kill people? Does that excite you?’

‘Honestly I like it and yes. I mean I was attracted to you before but now I really fucking like you,’

His eyebrows softened as you said your words.

‘Can I come and watch a killing?’

Kai had given the others a look to which they all started moving towards the stairs, further confirming the authority he had over them. In a matter of seconds the basement was empty and his presence within the walls grew dramatically. Like smoke he expanded into every crevice of the room, hovering over you like poisonous gas that crept into every cell of your body. Watching your every move like he was a deity. ‘You want to watch a killing?’

‘Yes.’ You replied.

‘What if you were to pick out the person to be killed?’

‘I think I’d like that even more,’ you could feel a tinge of warmth collect on the apples of your cheeks, avoiding eye contact as Kai’s eyes held the most sinful stare you had seen.

‘Who?’

You looked up from between your eyebrows, ‘My ex-boyfriend,’ you started already seeing Kai’s nostrils flare with jealousy. ‘Cheated on me when I gave him nothing but the woman I thought he deserved. Now he deserves to die.’

Kai came awfully close, a chill taking over your body as he placed his large hands on your arms with a firm grip. Tighter than normal; possessive, like a hunter holding its fragile prey. ‘Tonight. Meet us here at 11pm and I swear you will get your revenge, little angel.’ Lust protruded between your frames, like hot heavy steam that fogged up your glasses if you go too close, but went back when you stepped back trying to calm your nerves. Like a priest in a confessional booth he made you nervous. Like he could see into the most intimate parts of your soul; feel you; see you like no one could. The way his voice penetrated your ears telling you what to do. Siren-like commands that you had complete control over yet wanted to treat him like your leader.

Later that evening when you returned back to Kai’s house, you saw everyone dressed in the clown costumes you had seen entering and exiting the Chang’s house only now there were less red stains than before. Meadow lifted up a black trash back with a fading smile. ‘Kai only gave me a few hours' notice. Hope it fits.’ You opened the bag to find a sort of skirt and top with pink and black stripes with a mask that reminded you of a scarier version of a childhood clown you had once encountered at an amusement park where you momentarily got separated from your parents leaving you terrified and vulnerable. Getting changed went by quick and by them time you had gotten into your new outfit, Winter hd already started the van so that as soon as you entered the back of the vehicle, Winter started driving down similar streets you took whilst dating the boy who was in for a sweet treat tonight. Kai kept eyeing you the entire time. Maybe he tried to find a momentary weakness; a flinch of regret, anything he deemed not worthy, but he never found an ounce of repression, only the focus of a woman who knew exactly what and how she was going to do it. The walk to your ex’s house was filled with a relaxing quietness. The calm before the adrenaline would rush through your veins ready to lift you to the clouds as you took in the feeling of satisfaction. The lights were on in his bedroom, the room you had found him in inches deep in the girl you had thought to be your friend at the time. The door creaked almost too loud as Samuel pried open the door with a bolt, waving the rest of the group towards him as he checked the inside of the kitchen. Samuel let you lead the way with the floor plans ingrained into your mind as you had the others on your trail awaiting you to let them know when you stood outside his door. Marshall—said ex-boyfriend was blasting old rap music so you knew he was showering. He said the shower provided him with the need to rap and listen to old hip hop. One of his quirks you had learned to love but now loathed. With the song changing to Eminem’s discography, the music you sang together later to find him fucking her to Evil Seed brought up a fire in your stomach ready to unleash. Kai came up behind you and placed his hand on your shoulder telling you to go in. Feeling a bump of confidence, you opened the door and walked across his room to where his bathroom door stood shut. You decided to not wear the mask Meadow had given you to let Marshall feel calm before real intentions were laid before him.

You opened the door, Marshall’s shower steam covering his body behind the glass, eyes shut, mouth moving to the songs. You walked over slowly, yet he never noticed anything until you had said Hello, inches away from him. Marshall jumped back almost losing balance, wide eyes and raised eyebrows relaxing when he realised it was you, a faint chuckled escaping him as he reached for the music box to turn down the music.

‘What are you doing here?’ He asked nicely, a hint of confusion in his eyes.

‘I missed you.’

‘You left me.’

‘I know. I think it was a mistake.’

He didn’t answer.

‘I wasn’t good enough and should’ve been better so that you wouldn’t have to look for the missing part of me in other women. My fault for not being good enough.’

‘You really want to get back together?’

‘Yes,’ you came closer, reaching for his cock to palm him. He lifted his head, lip quivering as he fought to keep his eyes open. He lowered his head to say something by the way he had opened his mouth but when he opened his eyes again, his knotted eyebrows staring past you had made you aware that the others must’ve been behind you by now.

‘Who are they?’

‘My friends.’ You continued to pump his cock, giving you complete control over him with a single motion. You could feel Kai’s eyes slicing into your back but it didn’t matter. You weren’t enjoying stroking his cock because you wanted him, all you needed was control and for a man irresistible to a handjob it was the perfect weapon to be used. ‘They’re here to help me.’

‘With what?’

‘To kill you.’

‘What.’

‘You hurt me, Marshall. You tossed me aside and fucked another woman. You broke my heart.’ Your grip tightened around him, the pressure inching him closer to coming. ‘Now I have to do the same. To move on.’

‘What—What the fuck are you on about, Y/n.’ He tried to push you away but you pulled him closer with a tug. ‘Get out.’

‘No.’

‘Leave or I’ll call the fucking cops.’

‘Fine,’ you said. ‘Can I take what’s mine at least?’ You stared past the others into the old room you were sure still had a few of your items you had forgotten about.

‘Sure but after I want you to fucking leave.’

‘Okay.’ You smiled.

A low-pitched scream filled the bathroom door as you stared at Marshall whose eyes rolled into the back of his head, hand flying to his front only to find his cock in your hands, red dripping from both of you as you threw it over your shoulder. ‘I’ll take the rest of you with me.’

After you had gotten your revenge on Marshall, you stood around him in a circle, covered in blood splatters and sweat pearls.

‘That was the most beautiful thing I have ever done and seen.’ You breathed, catching your breath as you stared at the bloody sight.

Kai stared at you with heart eyes. He could’ve gotten down on one knee that second and asked you to marry him but the thought of you palming Marshall less than twenty minutes ago had made his eyes go dark, a wave of anger and jealousy consuming him entirely as he stormed off downstairs. You immediately followed him to see him slide off his clown head, baby hairs sticking to his temples, nostrils flaring like they had before at his home. He was angry.

‘Why did you do that?’ He growled.

‘I did it because Marshall cannot say or do anything when his cock feels good. I wanted to control him one last time. Why? Did it make you jealous?’

‘Yes it fucking did?’ He bellowed, spit coming from his mouth as he strutt towards you, pushing you into the wall, his hand around your throat as he came dangerously close. ‘You tell me you basically like me and then touch another man’s cock. Are you a whore? Why did you do it!’

‘Would it make you feel better if I touched you now?’

‘Don’t play with me.’ He snarled, his grip on your throat now so tight you could feel the air thinning. ‘You’re mine.’

‘I know.’

‘Say it!’

‘I’m yours.’

‘And don’t you forget it.’ He pulled you to his lips by your throat, releasing the pressure that had bound you to half breaths.

He was your leader and you were his angel. In the end it was him and you. Only a love that you could understand and that was fine because you didn’t want to share any part of him anyway.

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Baby Steps

Chapter Two

Kai Anderson x Black Masc!Reader

Summary: You live alone in the cold state of Michigan. You find unexpected comfort in a slightly deranged blue haired man who was not as deranged as he likes to front.

Warnings: None

Images/GIFS are not mine.

Word Count: 2,378

Chapter One

You stare at the text. You weren’t in shock at the fact that he had texted you, you were in shock about when. Chuckling to yourself you send a text.

Hey not at all, I was just thinking about you.

You bit your lip. “Fuck is that weird…shit.” You quickly send another.

We should hang out sometime?

Sighing you get out of your car, unlocking the door and entering your warm home. You relax more the moment you step in, feeling the warmth surround you in a pleasant hug. Taking off your coat and boots has never felt this good unless you’re coming home from an intense day. It wasn’t that you had a bad day, just a bit draining from how many things you did and people you met. Heading down to your basement, you quickly put to wash your dirty clothes. You hated the smell of sweat, especially if you’re not in an environment that should smell like that. You put in your earbuds, listening to a podcast you loved as you put the detergents and fabric softeners in where they needed to be. You hear a ding, reaching for your phone.

you were thinking about me, huh? interesting…

kidding! we should hang out though, what time and place? i’m free all this week.

Rolling your eyes a bit while laughing, you think of when you’re free. The only day you had off was Wednesday and you weren’t doing anything then so it couldn’t hurt. Putting the wet clothes from before you left into the dryer, you think over where you two should hang out. You two could have lunch, you thought. There was going to be something going on downtown anyways so you could both hang out there too.

What about Wednesday? We could go for lunch and I heard something was going on downtown so we could head over there too. I heard there’s this restaurant just two blocks from the gym that’s good.

You wince at how long your text was. It wasn’t your fault that you hate sending quick texts, you felt like you were spamming them. You turn off your phone and focus on your laundry, listening to the podcast once again. Going back up the stairs and grabbed a protein bar from your cupboard. “I have the nasty chocolate ones left? Fuck.” You say to no one in particular. Chewing on the protein bar, you scroll through Hulu, humming as you watch Keeping Up With the Kardashians. Yes you knew they were assholes, it wasn’t your fault that you enjoyed watching rich people being stupid and rich. Your phone vibrates on the table, making you glance at it. Another text from Kai and two from Harrison.

wednesday is good. i’ve been to the restaurant, it’s pretty good. there’s a political thing downtown, you sure you wanna go there?

You sigh, weighing your options. You could go to a political event and be called a bunch of slurs while you’re there or you could go somewhere else. You weren’t too political yourself but you needed to stay in the loop. It’s very often that people tried to take your rights away. You were gay and black, it was truly a gamble. You were glad you could defend yourself, your father making you take defense classes when you were little. Sure you hated going but now you were grateful. You decided that you’d rather not have to deal with dumbass people.

Nah, I’d rather not go. Maybe we could go to that botanical garden? I haven’t been there.

You blinked once before getting a text back.

you haven’t been?! definitely going there. want me to pick you up? we could also just meet at the restaurant at around 12:30? 

Thinking for a second you shake your head, calling him. Your leg softly bounces as you hear the dialing tone. “It was easier to just call right?” You hear Kai say from the other side of the call. Laughing you nod to yourself. “Well yeah, my fingers kinda got tired. We could meet at the restaurant then walk to the garden. It’s not far from it.” You say as you scroll through google maps. “Oh hell yeah, let’s do it.” Kai says, on the other side of the call he watches his tv silently. Smirking a bit as he spoke to you on the phone, he built a plan in his head. He knew you were alone in this life an he was already infatuated with you. Soon the phone call ended and Kai frown as he stared at his phone. “Already? It’s only 12 am…” He groans as he stands, pacing around the basement. Kai’s hands run through his blue hair, helping him plan a way for you to be in the cult.

Winter sighs as she watches her brother pace around. “Kai, you can’t really win him over looking like that.” She says, coming down the stairs. “Go shower and let me help you.” Kai looked at her, slightly offended. “I look fucking great like this. You should’ve seen the way he looked at me.” He says, causing Winter to roll her eyes a bit. “I love you but you literally reek of sweat. I just know he hates that.” She says, shrugging. “But suit yourself.” She starts walking up the stairs before Kai grabs her arm whispering, “no, help me.”

The morning of the meet up, Kai showers and takes his time, wanting to look his almost best. He would only give you his best when you two were together, ruling the fucking world. Winter silently helps him with his hair, only speaking when asking what he wanted to do with it. “Leave it down. Just dry it…I’d look good like that right?” He looks at her, for the first time she sees her old Kai. Not the Kai that would kill anyone just to prove a point. She saw her shy older brother that was nervous when he would talk to any person that was slightly hotter than the norm. “You would look good like that. I can use that oil I put in mine whenever I blow dry it. You know, the one that makes my hair look vibrant and soft.” She says, smiling a bit as Kai settles down in front of her to let her take control. It wasn’t often that he did this so she quickly got to work. Her hands were gentle as she detangled and softly massaged any place where there was a bit of pulling. She was careful to not burn him or his hair while she dried it, turning him around to style it better in the front. “There…you look really handsome.” She says, smiling more at him.

Kai nods and clears his throat, his little façade coming back as he looked back up at her. “Thank you…I’ll see you later.” He says, walking to his room to prepare himself more. As he walks towards the door, Winter quickly stops him, fixing his shirt. “There, okay go.” She says, acting as if he was still her shy older brother. He lets a smile peek through, letting her know the real Kai was still there, before leaving. The drive to the restaurant was quiet. He didn’t like playing music since he wanted to focus on how he wanted to present himself.  Part of him felt bad that he was hiding himself from you, it always happened when he had to. The only difference was that he felt different when talking to you. He felt like when him and Winter would go to the hills and go down the snowy slopes on their little sleds. He felt like how him and his brother would go and get some food from whatever convenience store was open.

Kai’s eyes widen as he falls into realization that he felt as though you were home. He frowned and shook his head. Sure he had been watching you for months and made sure you were the one he needed in his deranged plans but that didn’t mean he had to fall in love. This wasn’t how this was supposed to go. His mind was racing until he hears his phone ring. He didn’t even see who was calling, he just picked up. “Hello?” He says, he voice slightly wavering. “Hey Kai! I’m already here, I got a table and everything. Are you almost here?” All of his thoughts silence and a smile makes it’s way to his face. “Oh yeah, I’m already here. I’m about to get out of my car. I’ll talk to you when I get inside okay?” He says and soon hangs up, quickly making his way over to the small restaurant.

His eyes scan the place, searching for you before he even gets to the greeter. “I see my friend over there, can I just…” he says to her and she quickly nods, smiling. “Of course, let me get you a menu.” She says as he starts to head over to you. “I’m finally here. Miss me?” He says to you with a teasing smile. Kai’s heart flutters as he sees your face light up. Rolling your eyes, you laugh. “We literally saw each other yesterday, Kai.” He smiles at the mention of his name. He liked the way his name sounded when you said it. “We did but that was what? 12 hours ago? 12 hours is a long time.” Kai says, taking the menu and looking over it. “What should we drink?” He asks you, reading the options.

“I think I’m going to have water. I drank coffee this morning and if I have anymore caffeine, I’ll run on auto pilot.” You say, your gaze drifting over to him. Kai’s hair looked different to you, it looked soft and shiny. It was also not in his usual bun; he looked pretty like this. Your eyes trail down to his hands and you notice his small tattoo of a thumbs up. You don’t even notice him calling your name until that hand snaps it fingers at you. “Earth to Y/n?” He says, smiling at you. “I asked if you already knew what you wanted.” You shake your head a bit and look back up at his face. “No, I can’t choose between the pasta or the salad.” You see the waitress come over and ask for drinks, you saying water and Kai saying sprite. As soon as she left, you ask Kai which dish to get. He chooses one and smiles as you agree to it. When the waitress comes back with the drinks, she takes the orders.

As you two wait, you talk about anything and everything. You start to notice that he had a façade, he would switch between himself and the Kai Anderson he wanted you to like. The way he would get a little excited to talk about certain things before he realized that he needed conceal himself. The way his hands would slightly tremble when he was acting. “Kai, stop talking.” You say, interrupting him mid sentence. You see his eyes become unfocused and anger flash through them for a second before focusing on you. You both stayed silent as you communicated though touch, taking his hand in yours before speaking. “Drop whatever mask you have. I’m tired of watching you put it back on every time we talk about something you like.” You say in a soft tone, watching as Kai’s eyes unfocused again.

Kai’s mind was racing. How could you tell? Was he obvious? No, he was a master at this skill. This was how he worked. “I’m sorry.” Was the first thing he said to you. “I just really want you to like me.” He pulls his hand away from yours before smiling. His eyes were focused again and alert. His hands weren’t trembling. “How did you know?” He asks, looking at you with interest. “Your body language. Your hands shake a little when you’re acting.” Kai’s eyes widen a little. Only Winter would know things like that. She always noticed when he was acting. “You and my sister are so alike. Winter says the same thing.” You look up at the mention of her name. “Winter? She’s your sister? Wait…” You rack your brain trying to remember if a friend of yours had siblings. “Holy shit, that’s why Anderson sounded familiar. She was in a few of my classes in highschool.” You say, smiling brightly. “How is she?” Kai was a bit surprised and disappointed. Winter didn’t tell him you knew her. “She’s good, she lives with me right now actually.” He says, his leg bouncing a bit under the table. “I missed her. Tell her I said hi.”

After lunch, Kai and you walk towards the garden just like planned. “You should leave your hair down more often.” You say as you untie your own. Kai chuckles and nods. “I’ll do it just for you.” He says and looks over at you. “How does…all that work? Your hair I mean.” Kai’s tone was hesitant, he didn’t want to offend. “It’s a journey. I use the locs to kinda track how far I’ve come. That and I really like my hair like this.” You say, smiling at him to melt away any thoughts he had. Kai hums in understanding. “I like it on you. I actually think it’s hot.” He says in a neutral tone, no paying any mind to how you pause in your steps. “You think I’m hot?” You tease a bit, trying to mock him in a way. “Yeah, so hot. Like right now, I wish we were kidding.” Kai says, laughing right after.

The moment he said that was the moment you realized how comfortable it was to talk to him. You also realize how much you wanted to always hang around him. “Those are dangerous words, sir.” Kai glances at you and lets out a dry chuckle, swallowing to sooth his now dry throat. “No way…” you say. “You did not just expose yourself like that.” Kai looks at you confused. “How did I do that?” You smirk and shake your head. “Never mind…oh look we’re here.” You say, leaving him wondering what you meant.

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𝜗ϱ ˖˚⊹ “𝒐𝒉, 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒐𝒏’𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒌𝒊𝒔𝒔 𝒎𝒆, 𝒚𝒐𝒖’𝒍𝒍 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒔𝒊𝒄𝒌.” ── kai anderson x f!reader

synopsis: you’re bedridden with the flu

a/n: not requested, for @misscherrys-world ♡

Kai isn’t the type to coddle anyone, not even you, his girlfriend. But he does keep an eye on you. When you told him about your cold, he allowed you to skip the cult meeting without much fuss—an unusual move on his part, since rarely gave you a pass on anything related to the movement. You supposed that it was because that you were sick, and he wasn’t about to deal with your whining if he forced you to attend.

You spent the day in bed, drifting in and out of fitful sleep, the hours blurring together in a haze of feverish dreams and snatches of consciousness. The sheets clung to your skin, damp with sweat, and every breath felt like you were inhaling shards of glass.

It was well past midnight when he returned to your bedroom. You could hear the tread of his shoes on the stairs, a sound that usually sent a shiver of anticipation through you. Tonight, though, it just made your headache worse. You huddled deeper under the blankets, trying to find comfort in the cocoon of warmth.

The door swung open, and there he was, backlit by the dim hallway light. Kai stepped inside, face peeked out from behind a curtain of stringy blue hair. Illuminated by the yellow lighting, it formed some kind of fucked-up halo.

He didn’t bother turning on the light; he didn’t need to. His eyes found you in the darkness, and you could feel his gaze sweeping over you like a scalpel slicing through a lab rat on a vivisection tray. You felt small under his scrutiny, fragile in a way you hated. But there was no judgment in his eyes, just a cold, clinical detachment that you’d come to associate.

“You look like shit,” he stated flatly, his tone devoid of sympathy. You wanted to be annoyed by his bluntness, but there was something almost comforting in it. At least he wasn’t pretending this was anything other than what it was—a minor inconvenience in his day.

“Feel like it, too,” you croaked, your voice rough from disuse. The admission felt like a defeat, even though you knew he’d see through any attempt at bravado. Kai knew you like the back of his hand. He moved closer, the mattress dipping under his weight as he sat on the edge of the bed. For a moment, he just looked at you, and you wondered what he saw. Did he see the shadows beneath your eyes, the sheen of sweat coating your skin? Or was he just cataloging the ways in which you were failing to meet his exacting standards?

Knowing Kai, probably all of the above.

“Kai, you shouldn’t—”

The words died in your throat as he leaned in, his breath ghosting over your lips.

“Shouldn’t what?”

“You don’t wanna kiss me, you’ll get sick too,” you managed to croak out, though the concern sounded hollow even to your own ears. Truth was, you were like a pathetic little puppy, constantly yearning for his touch and attention.

“Don’t care.” he smirked, and there was something dark in it, something that made your pulse jump in a way that had nothing to do with the fever.

“Besides, I don’t get sick,” Kai wasn’t one to worry about something as trivial as a cold, and he certainly wasn’t going to let it stop him from doing what he wanted.

He leaned in slowly, his eyes locked onto yours, and for a moment, you could see something flicker there—something almost tender, though he’d never call it that. There was the familiar bitterness of Adderall on his lips, a sharp, medicinal tang that told you he’d been chewing on the pills again, grinding them between his teeth like a man who needed to keep his edge, no matter the cost.

His kiss deepened gradually, but not in the rough, demanding way you’d come to expect from him. This time, there was a gentleness, a carefulness, as though he was afraid of breaking you. His hand came up to cradle the side of your head, fingers threading through your hair. He didn’t rush it, didn’t try to overpower you—instead, he let the moment stretch out, lingering longer than necessary.

When he finally did break the kiss, he stayed close, his forehead resting against yours.

“You’ll be fine,” he murmured, eyes flicking over your face, searching for something. What, you couldn’t say. You nodded, not trusting yourself to speak. Though a part of you wondered if he was saying it for your benefit or his. He stayed a moment longer, his hand brushing a stray lock of hair from your face in a gesture so uncharacteristically gentle that it left you feeling off-balance.

Then, without another word, he stood up and left, the door closing behind him with soft click.

•••

By the time the fever broke, you were feeling much better. The worst of the cold had passed, leaving you with only a slight lingering fatigue that clung to your bones. As you padded down the stairs, you heard a stifled sneeze from the direction of the kitchen. You paused, listening, and then heard it again.

When you stepped into the kitchen, the early morning light filtered through the windows, bathing everything in a soft, golden glow. Kai was at the counter, fiddling with the coffee machine. His back was to you, his shoulders a little more hunched than usual, as if he was trying to pull himself together but wasn’t quite there yet.

“You okay?”

He turned, and you noticed the faint pink tinge on his cheeks. His eyes seemed a little dulled, as if he hadn’t slept well.

“I’m fine,”

Kai mumbled in a slightly nasal voice. His expression was caught somewhere between irritation and embarrassment. He sniffled, before turning back to the coffee machine. You leaned against the counter, eyeing him skeptically.

“You sure? Because it sounds like—”

“Not a fucking word.”

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