#jy seeing you in every aspect of life like angst intends him to

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anon who accidentally forgot to toggle anon.

would love to resend them but i forgot what it was i sent ( tragic ) XD.

BUT! i will say that the looser boi jing yuan is just mwah chefs kiss i want to watch him learn to live with that for the rest of his life. shaking him by the shoulders so hard iuytrfdfghji.

Anon! You’re back!!!

I’d like to think his hanahaki disease remains frozen at an early stage when the reader passes eventually. Or even if they remain in a deep dormancy. He’s left falling for the idea of you. Living his life pining for a love and a life that could have been. Like empty halls looking for a guest.

Jing Yuan becomes doomed to have idle, mundane moments always bringing you back to mind—what your expression would look like then if you were awake. And even though he knows pining for you only brings the pain of hanahaki symptoms, he won’t tell his heart to forget.

He will endure it, because you did—all those years.

If fate cut the string that bound you both together, he will take the thread himself and see to it that you’re lovingly woven into every aspect of his life.

Always a space next to him where you could sit. A pot of tea for two and an elegant cup that always goes untouched as he enjoys his own. A journal in which he details moments he finds priceless, so if you were to wake up he will share with you what sights you’ve missed.

Dormant for hundreds of years, you become a bit of a legend on the Xianzhou. Preserved in a chamber as you sleep undisturbed—as if you were slumbering peacefully in a garden of flowers. There are whispers of the general’s ‘sleeping beauty’ of the Luofu—your face always hidden under delicate blooms.

Which then brings up the possibility…

If Yaoshi’s gaze becomes drawn to your blooms and tears that cascade with plucked petals, would you turn into an abomination of abundance? Meeting a fate more cruel than a thousand deaths?