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sscrambledmeggss · 1 year

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one of the worst things a girl can do, is to look up old pictures of their childhood house, on like zillow or something. Like yes, you hated that house *so* much while living there, but also it was beautiful. it was home, and you can never go back, and you know deep down you don’t want to go back. but you do, and it makes you feel so so sick.

#i HATED THAT HOUSE like you don’t understand i despised my life so much at that point #but it was home #and it really is such a pretty house #and it was a mess but it cleaned up so nicely #i can remember all the holidays #the coldness and my sore feet walking down the neighborhood that went all out for halloween #eating sugar cookie poptarts while looking at the christmas tree #i don’t think i miss that house or that god awful state but i think i do miss who i was a bit lol #just widjwjid #my room was literally deadly LOL i had to bundle up in coats during the winter just to sit in it #every hamster i had died because how awful the room was #my closet had a donkey live in it before my family moved in so it always smelled awful #but like it was so cozy and nice and i miss it #it was so bright and open and urghhh #i have to stop looking at pictures or else i’ll cry lol #meg’s incoherent thoughts

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