#just watched the sound of silence ep and wept because meredith and alex are literally best friends forever like it's crazy

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btw something so horrible is happening in my life which is i'm rewatching grey's anatomy (to feed my fujoshi for straight people needs) and knowing how they write out alex is making me actively nauseous every time he's on screen. i think someone should hit shonda rhimes with a car or a bus or a truck or a plane or a train maybe as penance for ever creating this show with her twisted mind. anyway i'm on s12 rn and so locked in that i'm having DIABOLICAL dreams about it that i can't even admit them to you, my most beloved mutuals. so there's that