#just to clarify: my cousin's boyfriend Matthew and the Matthew i desire are 2 completely different guys
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My cousin's boyfriend had to be called Matthew. Of ALL THE NAMES available in existence, he had to have this name.
#im annoyed#fran talks#dont get me wrong#i am happy for my cousin! good for her for having a boyfriend!#but him having that name? it fills me with agony#Matthew was supposed to be my boyfriend 💔#why does everyone win at love except me?#every time i hear about them its her and matt her and matt this and that#and im like 🙃 awesome 🫠#what am i missing#why am i not his type#like come ON#im being myself#im so tired#i hate that i want him so bad#just to clarify: my cousin's boyfriend Matthew and the Matthew i desire are 2 completely different guys#anyway now that thats out of the way#i meet one (1) decent guy and hes the one that's not into me?#can i just walk by him again to see if he gets it this time or?#when will this end#when will my pain be over?#this is not fair#nothing in this life makes sense and it never has#so i can get sexually assaulted and harassed but i can't get one guy that i like to like me back?#i want a refund#im sad#ive been sad for days#not days its been uh#months? yeah months#i hate loving him
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