#just to calm my hearttttttttttt

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PLS SEND HELP CAUSE I'M DROWNING IN CASTIEL SEASON 6 FEELS AGAIN!

hear me out. he rebelled for Dean. he fought by his side. he ressurected Bobby and brought Sam back. yet to be...completely ignored by Dean FOR THE WHOLE FCKING YEAR when Dean lived with Lisa????

and what does he get? a fckin WAR again. he has to fight the arcangel AGAIN. why? because he doesn't want people he cares about so much to go through the same fcking terror once AGAIN.

and he's all alone in this.

ALONE

why? because when he thoght about turning to Dean for help he just realizes...Dean actually doesn't need him anymore. he just lives happily and rakes those goddamn leaves at Lisa's yard. He didn't call, he never prayed to his angel, not even once. just to... you know?? CHECK IF HE'S OKAY I DUNNO???? Cas, buddy I need you/okay thanks bye i don't anymore.

And yes, sure Castiel thinks on Dean first. If he's so happy, I can't ask him, i can't put that weight on his shoulders again. because i love him, despite he doesn't care about me anymore.

I think that's the main reason he turned to Crowley.

Because he's going through this war with his heart broken.

And yet when Dean's back on track, and he prays to him just to...solve some random shit again... Castiel comes to help. Because it's Dean.

Just fckin imagine what he was feeling at that exact moment???? Can you hear the bitterness in "You think I came because YOU called?"that is there just to cover the pain he feels?????

omg it just destroys me. it rips my heart to shreds.......

And then, when they found out about his deal with Crowley???? "Where were you when I needed to hear it?" "I was there. Where were you?"

Yeah, sure.

THERE.

Raking those fcking doggamn leaves i wanna burn them to the groundddddddddddddddd dasdfghjkl

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lol shakti’s face at kamini. 😂😂😂

waise maannna padega aapke choice ko, shakti ji. auraton mein isse zyaada ghatiya choice kisi aur ki nahi ho sakti. kya chun chun A1 samples ikkhatta kiye hue hai. 😆😆😆

kameeni’s presence makes me feel better these days, because she makes pinky uncomfortable. 😎😎😎

“oberoi khaandaan mein kabhi talaaq nahi hota.” 

ooooooooh. could this be the “loophole” that nulls and voids their divorce? someone (dadi? shakti?) does something to the papers? 😗😗😗

lmao kamini is suddddenly a fan of anika? amazing. i love this woman’s girgit jaise ways. 😇😇😇

“shivaaaaaaaay??!?! kaise ho, beta????” 

asked in the most perky, enthusiastic voice. as if she’d NEVER TRIED TO  MURDER HIM. lmaoooooooooo. 😂😂😂

jhanvi trying to talk sense, but as usual, someone in this fucking family has to overrule her. 😒😒😒

this is why you fuckers suffer like this in life. coz you don’t listen to the one sane person in this house. bhugto, saalo. 😤😤😤

my cat has more rational decision making powers than fucking prinku. 😑😑😑

my cat is smarter than prinku in all ways, actually. now whether i have the albert einstein of cats, or prinku is less evolved than your average domestic feline, is up to your interpretation. 😌😌😌

offfffff course that’s what you decide. good. fuck off prinku. aur abhi raksha bandhan ya janmashtami tak dikh bhi mat jaiyyo is area mein. chal hatttt, hurrrrrrrrrr TITTARRRRRRRRRR HO JAA *shooing motions* 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👋🏽👋🏽👋🏽

um, are these other children supposed to be the same age as sahil? they’re a WHOLE FOOT taller than him. 😐😐😐

anika stopped crying for long enough to come to sahil’s school. #relatable #adulthood 😪😪😪

siiiiiiiiiiigh. shivaaaaay. in blaaaaack. here for saaaaahil. checking allll the damn tickboxes of my heart todayyyy. 😭😭😭😭😭

awwwwwww man the way sahil just flung himself onto shivaay, and shivaay’s face. 😥😥😥

lol the off-brand Cars™ backpack tho. 😂😂😂

HE’S MAKING HIM PROMISE TO CALL EVERYDAY!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭

oh sahil, if you only knew. 😔😔😔

yeahhhhh, remember your fucking promisessss. REMEMBER THEM, BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😣😣😣

Awareness™!!!!!!! i’m actually tearing up a little. 😭😭😭😭😭

pft, ok girl, calm down. what good is his achchai, if do paise ka dimaag na ho chalaane ko? uski achchai ka kya, achaar daalna hai tumhe? 🙄🙄🙄

oh god, the thought of shivaay packing sahil’s backpack for him. my hearttttttttttt, my fucking heartttttttttttt. 💔💔💔💔💔

omgggggggggg, mom and dad bickering. i can’t, i fucking caaaaaan’t. 😭😭😭

“tum na, KISI ko bigadne hi nahi deti... mujhe bigadna hai... bigaado na! 😏😏😏”

omfgggg deadddddddd. 😯😯😯

also how many secret unseen sexy moments like these have we missedddd, you asssshole creatives???? HOW MANY????????? 😧😧😧

poor sahil is so confused by sso’s sudden sentimentality. 😔😔😔

aw, thank god, i thought sahil would leave without meeting anika. 😌😌😌

is that a new hand chain bracelet thingy anika has? her usual one didn’t look like this. 🤔🤔🤔

what school is this, that the children are CONSTANTLY on trips, that too for WEEKS?????? 😐😐😐

sahil is smart. he’ll eventually figure out. and then shivika are going to have hell to pay. 😬😬😬

willing to bet money that there will be a future situation where sahil is in danger or some such issue, that will make these two team up. y’know, FOR SAHIL. AND ONLY FOR SAHIL. 😏😏😏

why can’t BAHUUUUUUU carry her own shit in? or do her own KAAM? iske haath toote hue hai kya? 😒😒😒

lmaoooooo that briefly nauseated look that flickered on kamini’s face at ranveer’s mushiness. #ME 🤢🤢🤢

why is this fool apologizing when SHE was the victim in the scenario???? 😟😟😟

ok i’m sorry, i really shouldn’t be lmao at this ghastly scene of domestic violence, but prinkuuuuuuuu you are sooooo fucking dumbbbbbbbbb. YOU’RE THE DUMBEST CHARACTER I’VE EVER SEEN. LIKE, EVER. IN ANY OF THE MEDIA I’VE CONSUMED, IN ANY LANGUAGE. sofa kingggggg dumb. 😆😆😆

he heard her! 😯😯😯

and he’s looking for her!!!!!!!! 😥😥😥

first REALISTIC depiction of mumbai ka autowaala i’ve seen in this show. 😐😐😐

aw man, the poor baby, he’s so lost. 😭😭😭😭

oh no. ohhhhhhh shit. ohhhhhh boyyyyyyyyy. I KNEW HIS POOR FAULTY OVERSTRESSED HEART WOULD FUCKING BREAK DOWN ONE OF THESE DAYS. 😥😥😥

OMFG DON’T FUCKING DRIVE WHILE HAVING A HEART ATTACK!!!!!!!😟😟😟

also, wow, they finally sprung for an audi, after making him drive a honda for one year. honestly, were we supposed to believe that SHIVAAY SINGH OBEROI drives a fucking honda? 😑😑😑

oh yikes. anika’s going all vigilante justice on the autowaala. 😬😬😬

girl needs to join some kinda fight club to take out all this pent up bhadaas she has in her. 😶😶😶

ok this scene of shivaay getting progressively more ill by the minute is getting really hard for me to watch. 🤐🤐🤐

oh thankkkkkk god she called rudra. 😫😫😫

AND HE MADE IT BACK HOME IN ONE PIECE. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

ok i really can’t watch this. i can’t. i’ve had someone really close to me pass away like this irl and... it’s triggering me. i’m fwding till the point where he’s gotten medical help and is ok. 

OMFG THESE FUCKERS!!!!!!!!! DO THEY ONLY GO TO THE HOSPITAL IF A PERSON’S BEEN SHOT?!?!?!? WHY IS HE BEING TREATED AT HOME FOR A FUCKING HEART ATTACK????????? 😠😠😠

“MAIN samajh gaya. dil ki dhadkan jab dil se door ho jaaye toh dil kamzor ho jaata hai. par bhaiyya ka dil kamzor nahi pada hai, toot gaya hai.” 

i really really really love rudra, in his (rare) moments of maturity. 💘💘💘

i’m sooooooo glad anika and rudra are in constant contact. he’s her eyes and ears when she can’t be around. #bestDevarEver 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

oh yeah, you look BILKULLL THEEK uh huh ok. 🙄🙄🙄

mann toh kar raha hai chaar laafe doon is idiot ko. LIE YOUR ASS BACK DOWN, PUNK!!!!!!!!!!! 😒😒😒

rudra’s 2 nanosecond stink!eye at pinky. best. 😂😂😂

aw man, she wants to see for herself that he’s ok. 😭😭😭

siri, why is rudra so fucking adorable? such a cupcake, this boy. 😚😚😚

waaah, 12 pm ko hi raat ho gayi. amaze. IBverse needs its own set of astronomers to understand how day and night work there. 🙄🙄🙄

aw, anikaaaa. babyyyyyy! 😪😪😪

omg. ANOTHER ONE?!?! 😧😧😧

he can feel herrrrrrr. HE CAN FEEL HER PRESENCE THROUGH THE..... OH MY GOD WHY AM I CRYING SO HARD RN 😭😭😭😭

OMG IS HE OK????? 😥😥😥

oh boy, he saw the phone.😬😬😬

he’s suddenly ok??? 🤔🤔🤔

oh my poor heartbroken babies. *holds you both and cries with you* 😭😭😭

OK, THE FUCK, MEGHNA???? 😟😟😟 why are you running on the streets like a khullaaaa saand???? 

ohhhhhhhh great. he’s going to bring her homeeeeeeee. it’s gonna take an eternity and a half to get her out. 😑😑😑 

btw, isn’t this the EXAAAAAAAACT same plot svetlana used to gain entry into the house??? honestly. 😒😒😒 

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oh baby girl. don't cryyyyyyyyy. it breaks my hearttttttttttt. 😭😭😭

lol, why is gauri callinggg? they live in the same house? like, she's literally in the next room? 😂😂😂

maybe the inter-realm transport portals have closed for the day. 😌😌😌

lmao, “pehli baaar”, really? what about that time he threw you in the pool? or when he threw a phone at you? or the time he threatened sexual assault to force you into marrying him? just curious, what emotion were you seeing in his eyes THEN? 🤔🤔🤔

you know what, now that gauri is here, i don't feel so scared anymore. i really feel like she's taken on the mantle of omRu from the pre-wedding days - to make sure shivika waters run smooth. 😊😊😊

also just her gentle, bulbul-like presence is so calming to my heart. god bless her. 😇😇😇

YAAAAAAAAS, GAURI'S REAL EYES HAVE REALIZED THE REAL LIES!!!!!!!!!!!! 👀👀👀🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

holyyyy shit, shakti doing actual parenting. 

that too of a kid that isn't his.  😐😐😐

OR IS SHE???????? 😧😧😧

oh shutttttt the fuck up prinkuuuuuuu. 😑😑😑

i'm so impressed at how shivaay's managing his rage today. he's even come to see prinku??? like... who is this boy???? 😯😯😯

BITCH YOU DIDN'T JUST USE THEIR WEDDING AS AN EXCUSE. LIKE THAT WAS THE WRONGEST THING HE'S EVER DONE, AND YOU GO AND USE *THAT* AS INSPIRATION, INSTEAD OF ALL THE OTHER SELFLESS SHIT HE DOES ON A DAILY BASIS????? 😡😡😡

omfggggggg i swear to god idk HOW shivaay is managing his anger coz i would have literally used my laser eyes to reduce this fucking twit to a pile of ashes. 👿👿👿

oh shit, is he gonna melt? 😣😣😣

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS JHAAAAANVI!!!! THE ONLY ONE WITH SOME SENSE IN THIS DAMN HOUSE!!!!!!!! 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

ok prinku you need to fucking DIE. someone this fucking idiotic needs to die out, for the sake of the species. we can’t have you breeding and adding such stupidity to the gene pool. 😠😠😠

YES, SLAP SOME SENSE INTO HER, JHANVI!!!!!! PLEASE. 👋🏽👋🏽👋🏽

pfffffft, not sure i like this new pacifist shivaay. 😒😒😒

fuck, i love jhanvi so much. why couldn't shivaay just be herrrrr son????? ughhhh. 😫😫😫

no use, jhanvi. shivaay has already melted seeing prinku like this. *sigh* 😔😔😔

DUDE. I FUCKINGGGG LOVEEEEEEE GAUUUUURIIIIIIII. SUCH A SAYAANI CHIRRAIYAAAA THIS ONE. 😍😍😍

god please, let her get to the footage without being fucked over! 😩😩😩

oh lord, what is rudra up to? why is he PANTING? 😬😬😬

lmao, of course his password is "RUDYROX". 😂😂😂

may i one day be blessed with the amount of self love rudra has. 😌😌😌

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS! MILLLLLLL GAYA PROOOOOOOOOF. 🙃🙃🙃

but watch this stupid girl go and parosofy this on a thaali and present it to pinky right now. ouff. 😤😤😤

pinky's fuckinggggggg lostttt it, my dudes. 😬😬😬

also, if i was anika, i'd be recording all this. 😐😐😐

ok pinky is veering into scaaaary territory now. 😯😯😯

#same 

she hasssss her phone in herrrrr hands! TELL ME SHE'S RECORDINGGGGGGG!!!! 😩😩😩

omfgggggg, pinkyyyyyyy. honestlyyyyyyyy. you're the fuckinggggg worrrrrrrrst. 😟😟😟

this overconfidence is going to padofy bhaari on you, pinky. 😕😕😕

oooooooh, anika is digging her heels in. ab aayega mazaaaaa! 😏😏😏

IDIOT GIRLLLLLLLLLLLL, WHYYYYYYYYYYYY?!!?!?!?!? WHY WOULD YOU SHOWWWW HERRRRRR THAT YOU HAVE THE PROOF???? HONESTLY ANIKA, YOU'RE SOOOOO DAMN STUPID!!!!!!!!!!! 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩

i want to dieeeeeeeee from how damn stupid anika is being right nowwwwww. 😫😫😫😫

gul + harneet @ me: 

great, from one idiotic girl to another. this whole episode is out to test meeeeeee. 😖😖😖

just show me my bulbul. she's the only one who's not out to kill me by making me spontaneously combust from rage. 😤😤😤

fuck off ranveer. i rank your existence below foot fungus and mosquitoes; that’s how much of a pest and a drain on the earth’s resources you are. 😑😑😑

god this idiot never learns, does she? i want jhanvi to catch her ass rn, and give her ek jhaaaaaap ki yeh deewar pe sat jaibe. 👋🏽👋🏽👋🏽👋🏽

i've never felt such terror watching this show post-daksh, as i'm feeling today watching pinky be THIS deranged. 😖😖😖

OMFGGGGGGGGGGGG. WHAT SACHHHHHH?!?!!??  😧😧😧

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. 

PINKY IS NOT THE MOTHERRRRRRRRRR. DOES THAT MEAN KAMEENI IS!?!!?!? WHO'S THE MOTHER?!!?!?! 😱😱😱

OHHHHHHH MYYYYYYY MATAAAAAAAAA. 😲😲😲

EXPLAIN ME THIS PINKY - DO YOU LOVE SHIVAAY OR NOT???? like, if you did, why would you do this to him???? and if you don't, WHY ARE YOU DOING ALL THIS???? BASICALLY, WHAT THE EVERLOVING FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOUUUUUUUU???????? 😩😩😩😩

oh no, why teen din? WHAT HAPPENS IN TEEN DIN????? 😥😥😥