#just so RAAAHHHHH yk??

[crowinahole]

David tennant too is just so UWYSHDUFUFYHEW EEEEEEE (feral fangirl noises)

David Tennant’s Comic Relief Photoshoot, 2023

[milogreersleftdresssock]

yk what i really love? when erik makes a character yearn. AVIOR?!?!?!?!?! FUCK OOOOFFFFFFF

even blake (sorry) i was relistening to ‘falling for your yandere childhood friend’ and you can just hear how bad blake wants bestie😭 and no i’m not saying avior and blake are the same! at all! js i love some yearning and THAT MOMENT WHEN THEY FINALLY KISS IS SO RAAAHHHHH

i hope morgan kyne yearns😍 i hope the yearning is so intense that i feel physical pain and that they have the most dramatic and satisfying first kiss wow i just love a slow burn (but not too slow erik please don’t forget about beloved morgan)

[nanathott]

hello mx nana, I was wonderiiiinnnnn if u ever get like hate? or like how u deal with it🧍🏼‍♂️

if i do it’s VERRRYYY rarely and all i do it delete it lol

i’ve been making content online since 2020 so i’m very used to receiving hate, although i don’t receive hate often at all, it still happens!

i just find people who do that sad and i’ve never taken any of it personally ^.^ esp because everyone who says mean shit is either anonymous or doesn’t have a public profile lol

once i received a death threat because i spelt “sukunas” name “sakuna” on a very unserious tiktok vid when i first started reading jjk, so as u can see VERY ridiculous and unserious and it’s best to delete it lol (it was from a anime dudebro with a loli as his pfp who’s suprised)

the comments that DOOO bother me are the ones that sexualize me tho, less on here and more on platforms where i show myself bcs they can see me and perceive me and it’s so icky…. just today someone made a joke abt a character r*ping me so ^.^ yk stuff like that has a little kick to it BUT ALAS WE HAVE THE BLOCK BUTTON FOR A REASON RAAAHHHHH‼️‼️‼️

[torawro]

SOSAAAA

RAAAHHHHH EJ !!! hi hi hi ! how are you doing lately ?! i sent you and ask already begging on my knees for an apology from you because i haven’t been able to answer this ask in a timely fashion 😞 i wanted to wait until after i caught up with the latest episode in bleach and now that i finally HAAVVEEEE WE CAN HAVE OUR WEEKLY DISCUSSION ABOUT IT ! i love you, and i love this lil tradition we have together <3333 bleach: tybw cour 2 spoilers if you aren’t caught up !!!

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AJSHSHAJAKAKQKWKWKWKSOWOQOKDJWJSJDJEJCUEHHRJRIFIENENEMWKWOSNWNWKWOWOWOSJDNWJWODIWOWKWJWNWJE ! <- this is LITERALLY my brain watching the latest ep bc like !!! hello!!! helooooo so much excitement and swoon worthy moments ?! can we PLEASE . please talk about kensei? kensei muguruma you beefy sexy strong man i want you and i need you real bad. REAL MF BADDDDD I WAS EATING UP ALL OF HIS SCREEN TIME OKAAAYAYAUUA!! when he got up after getting punched , the way he cracked his neck and it was a sloooooooowww pan up from his chest to his face ???? AND YK HIS SHIHAKUSHŌ HAS ALL THIS CLEAVAGE SO HIS MAN BOOBIES WERE PEEKING OUT? oh they sluttified that manly man in the best ways possible and i need to choke on his balls and have his children. we’ll have twin girls for suresies because im headcanoning that kensei is a girl dad , anyone who disagrees can argue with the wall.

ANYWAYYY im getting so far off track 😖😖😖 next next next let’s talk about rose’s BANKAI???? idk if it’s just me but i personally would have been extremely creeped out if i were to be attacked by such a thing bc it’s really an offense that stacks your senses😭😭😭 they animated it, and everything else in this episode very very well, his bankai ability is so…so unique but also very powerful at the same time and and did u see the way rose was smirking as he held the conductor’s baton !!!!! that BRIEF LOOK OF INSANITY FROM ENJOYING THAT MOMENT? yeah i will be heading to bed now.

AND THAT WASNT EVEN THE BEST PARTTTTT I KNOW U SAY RENJI AND RUKIA’S ENTRANCE???????? renji’s esp was TEWWW FUCKING COLDDDD HELLO???? when renji is so serious he acts extremely calm and cool and collected it makes him even sexier 🥺🥺🥺🥺 ah i was so proud of him bossing up like that and hardly breaking a sweat over masculine and his TRUE shikai and bankai looked even better than it did in the manga !!!! once again studio pierrot are DOWWNNN on cinematography and coloring and animation bc it was such a spectacle !!! we didn’t get any ichi crumbs this episode so it made me a little a lot pouty :/ butttt to compensate we DID get little uryū and jugram crumbs so I’m not as sad bc THEY LOOK SEXY ASFFFFF THEY WERE GORGEOUS !!!! now ej i MUST hear your thoughts ✨

[sillycyan]

There is so many things I want to start as hobbies and what not, but they are way too expensive to truly dive into.. SO INSTEAD IM GONNA LIST EM + go on random side rants

TLDR: Take care of ferrets, skateboard, biker, art, vtuber, open sticker shop, collect manga and figures, scriptwriter, and learn Russian.

I definitely want ferrets in the far future. There has been hours on hours of research and planning to make it happen (ᗒᗣᗕ) This is something that does have to wait a few years when I’m financially stable and sticking to things in the house.

Skateboarding.. I have a board, but it’s a very DOOKIE one so around this month I’m gonna stop by a shop for a new one. The main problem here is that I live in a city so there is really no places to skate around and I already feel judged just being outside.. Imagine me on a skateboard??? I’m dying??

Hear me out on this one.. BIKER.. I recently have been really looking into motorcycles and when I do move out of the city (x_x) I’d truly rather be on a bike then in a car for reasons I will NOT explain. Cost wise it’s pricey, will have to be long term, and 100% is being my whole personality

I have been drawing on and off for a few years but with that I can’t trust myself to turn it into something serious as I have already quick multiple times for months to years at a time. I already own a drawing tablet, you not catching me on paper, and I already have a start. With art I feel forced to start commissions because it’s already so pressured to make money off it and that ruined the fun for me.

I want to stream as a vtuber soo badd!!! I already have a model now and plan to stream on my own time, but I’d love to be in an actual agency. Ofc I probably won’t be good enough for any because IM BLACK and it’s impossible to even get into any big names with that factor without being forced under a white and/or japanese persona… but it’s worth a shot yk?? Half throwing shade at the main vtuber agencies bc holy the racism in the community alone is horrible D:

Very sadly I got all the boring hyperfixations so I weirdly wish I could start a little sticker shop (-_-) Just for very cute random sticker sheets.. I collect stickers because it’s fun even though I haven’t use them because I don’t like to decorate my items with colors. Weirdly ties into how I’m a minimalist and I should never have kids because they would be the iconic “sad beige baby” GOD FOR BID I HAVE A GIRL oh my god they will never see the color pink ever (helps the color stereotypes ig)

Reallyyy REALLY want to collect manga. There are a few series I really just want to own and read SO IMA LISTEN EM HEHHE.. Banana Fish (own 1-9), Goodnight PunPun, Vagabond, A Girl on the Shore, Blood on the Tracks, Doomsday With My Dog, Chainsaw Man, Dandadan, Doubt, A Man and His Cat, and other names I’m not abt to remember..

Along with collecting manga I would love to collect figures, just a good few anime and game ones. Then just a whole bunch of Miku, but I’m stopping the blue aesthetic for my area and changing it to GREEN.. Really want the Banana Fish and Little Nightmares figured soo badd!!!!3!:?:!(:&36:

I cant drop too many details but.. scriptwriter.. I just think I could sit down and do that. NOT DROPPING SPECIFICS BC ITS EMBARRASSING SOO NEXTTT

Not sure if I can count this here, but I really want to talk time to learn Russian..? Show I’m fixated on and have been for years is in Russian and holy it made me wanna learn so baddd RAAAHHHHH

Just dropped 10 because no one is reading allat NOT EVEN I.. so if yew did read everything then helloo :))) I’m not gonna reread through nothing so sorry if it had bad spelling or grammar.. Rants don’t got time for allat

time to add a bunch of tags in relation to EVERYTHING update: not doin allat