#just skin edits for now since this is my first time 😔

[the-pyooster]

can I be intrusted with these guys

[m0chis-cafe]

Hello! This is my first time making a request, if it's okay, can I get a reader with Lillia, Rook, Vil and Leona who has recently been suffering from insomnia and anxiety about returning home (comfort in the end) Please? 😔🎀

i absolutely love this, i get horrible insomia. i gotchu♡

(edit: i ended up focusing on one more than the other in some, but both are mentioned. hope u still like it *mwah*)

reader suffering from insomnia and anxiety about returning home.. ⋆���˚₊

word count: 1.5k

warnings: mentioning of anxiety, and panic attacks (there will be major comfort though), sitting in laps, kissing, joking to help, mentioning of what happens in each of the characters books (i hope yall have read em before but js in case)

characters: leona, rook, vil, and lilia

leona kingscholar🦁

you paced the botanical gardens on campus, hands tangling in your hair s you thoughts went a million miles a second..

how am i going to get home?

how is my family.. god i miss them..

if im forced to stay here.. how do i even pass these crazy magic classes?

do the people here ive come to know even want me here or are they forced to cause i cant leave..

every new thought was another anxiety that just caused your breath to quicken. your thoughts were flooded with negatives.. if you had magic this is what youd assume a magic blot would feel like.. so much negative emotions piling into you all at once.

you eventually sat below a tree, knees curled to your chest as you tried to calm yourself down. it didnt help that you hadent slept in days, insomnia only getting worse since coming to nightraven.

yet no matter what you did your breaths wouldnt calm, your hands kept shaking, and you couldnt hear or see straight. you almost jumped right out of your skin as you felt hands grab your own that covered your face. looking up you saw brown hair and ears.. leona?

his voice made its way to you eventually, "herbavore? herbavore.. seriously c'mon your worrying me. ruggie said you ran off but i didnt think itd be this bad." he mumbled to himself before his hands slipped dwon to your biceps, "hey, listen to me." he spoke firmly.

your eyes eventually meet him, your breaths calmling slightly at his presence. taking large breaths through your lips as you looked up at him, arms shaking in his hold. "dont fall out on me now, we need you." he spoke lowly as he scopped you up with ease, placing you betwen his legs, "your alright now herbivore, whatevers going on in that head of yours, its gonna be alright, yea?" he placed a kiss on your forhead allowng you time to breath normally.

when your breaths calmed and body began to calm, you sighed and leaned more into his body, "thank you.. leona". he chuckled deeply, sloching more down the tree, letting you fall into his chest. "its fine kid, just glad your fine. did something happen?". your eyes widened before spilling, explaining your thoughts to him slowly, anxious to be a burden. when you ended he rolled his eyes and strted laughing.. at you?..

huh?

"you seriously think anyone here doesnt want you here? i think at this point those first years would fall apart without you, and as for finding your way home, crawley better. or ill personally kick his ass, alright herbavore?" you simply nodded your head and leaned into him smiling, "your really not as bad as they say you are.."

vil schoenheit🧺

vi had become obsessed with training for the dance competittion, day after day everyone was practicing for hours every day. you tried to be nothin bt supportive but your insomnia had only gotten worse with the recent stress of the compettition..

what will happen if we dont win?

everyone else looks so tired..

god im so tired.. when was the last time i slept multiple hours?

i wish i could just go home already..

you guys had gotten the first brea of the day, you sat against the wall between kalim and ace as they yapped about how excited they were to preform next week. listening to them had you distracted, your eyes fluttering closed.

a hand was placed on your shoulder, looking up you saw jamil crouched in front of you, "are you alright? you look terrible prefect" you heard ace and kalim repremand him for being so blunt, but you just shook your head trying to wake up, "im fine jamil.. just tired, thank you though"

he looked skeptical but quickly turned to make sure kalim was drinking water and taking a proper break. ace mumbled something under his breath that you barley couldnt catch before he stood up and walked towards vil who was with rook and epel, who were talking across the room.

you saw vil look down at ace with his arms crossed, he glanced at you as ace pointed a finger to you. vil abandoned his conversation with epel and rook, shooing away the others around you, "why wouldnt you say that you havent been sleeping, thats not proper conditions for you to be proforming in prefect."

"im fine vil-", he rolled his eyes and cut you off, "you look anything but, stand" he reached a hand down to you, pulling you up from the ground. your head swam with spots when you rose too quickly, stumbling into vil.

he wrapped his arms around your waist, holding you up, "poision.. is somethng truley wrong?" you looked up at him, eyes wide as he read you like a book. he quickly took your hand and dragged you out of the practice room and into the lounge at pomefiore.

he sat you down in one of the chairs and crouched in fron tof you, holding your face in his hands, "speak to me.." you sighed before explaining what had been happening, the stresses and not sleeping, the thoughts of never being able to go home.

he sighed and stood, sitting beside you and tugging you into his side, "i wish you would speak up when this happens, you know that id never wish to add to your burdens." he placed a kiss to your forhead before continuing, "we will find a way for you to go home, no matter how bitter sweet itll be, i do hope we find a way for you to go back and forth.. we would all miss you terribly here.. especially me." at his words you sighed and relaxed into his side, "ill find a way back, i could never just leave you guys.. especially you.

rook hunt🪶

you thought itd be easy to hide your emotions recently, but knowing rook he proably could already see through your mind..

i hope i can go home soon..

i wonder if time has passed back home and if my family is worried about me..

i need to stop stresing, i havent slept at all recently

these magic classes are getting harder with the lack of magic

you thought you kept a pretty good mask on arround others, yet as soon as you were walking from potions alone with rook he spoke up, "mon cheri.. have you been sleeping enough? your beauty is as blinding as always, alas you seem more tired than usual."

you shouldve known better than to try to keep something from him, he finds out everything sooner rathar than latter, "im alright, just worried about getting home, i guess its been affecting my sleep.."

"well theres no use in worrying cheri! i garuntee they will find a way to send you home! with that said i think a long rest for you is in place." he spoke cherfully as he laced your hands together and dragged you to pomefiore, you smiled at his actions and followed along.. he always here to look after me

lilia vanrough🦇

after dealing with blots from every other house, you thought hanging around diasmonia would be calming. yet as you sat in the lounge with silver, sebek, lilia, and malleus your thought still didnt stop running..

whos going to over-blot next?

will the next one be more powerful.. maybe too powerful..

i didnt have these struggles at home

even my sleep scheduals gotten worse.. late nights staying up with lilia and idia playing games have become much more often an occurance

im supposed to be relaxing, just breath..

your mind spaced out as you looked at the floor in front of you while stuck in thought. your hands tangled into your blazer sleeves as your breath quickened, your vision began to see spots before you felt a hand rest on top of your own in your lap.

"prefect, is something the matter?" your head snapped up and saw lilia who was sat beside you, a concerned look for once took over his boyish grin, "your not looking too good.. are you ill?" he placed a hand on you forhead attempting to asses if you were running a fever.

"im alright.. just missing home" you mumbled, offering him a small smile as you placed your head on his shoulder. he sighed, raisng your hand to press a kiss on the back of your hand, "well find a way for you to go back, i promise it my dear."

he wrapped an arm around your waist pulling you to lean more into him, "in the mean time, you havent been sleeping and its clear, get some rest prefect" his boyish grin returned as he pecked your cheek. he was right.. everything was gonna be ok.

you finally felt comfortble enough to fall into a deep sleep against him, with grim curled up into your lap mumbling about his dreams of tuna. surronded by people you became found of over you stay at nightraven, it wouldnt be bad to stay here, but you knew that there would be a way home.

[ethtyn]

etho's limlife #5 pov liveblog

oh good. bdubs is just. here.

not the boogeyman. so my initial supposition was incorrect [squints]

uhmmm the group screenie moment with bdubs halfway up a ladder to look shorter 😭 goodbye.

"i'm washed up at pvp, i don't know the answers to these questions anymore" WAAAAAAH

"the BITES lawncare service" HELP LOL

this post

WHERE THE FUCK ARE THE BAD BOYS. WHAT ARE THEY DOING IN ALL OF THIS.

"if they ask me why we did it, i have no clue, to be honest (laughs)" GHGNFNF. (from between gritted teeth, affectionately) i can't stand you.

SCREAM i am dying at Etho crouching in the water elevator listening to jimmy monologue to his commenters. "wait, where are you??" PLEASE.

...shrieker in the TIES base. 🫵🏻 Cleo.

"why does everybody call me a traitor?!" "you put a shrieker in our base!" "(laughs) oh, yeah, Mom told me to do that." SEE. CLEO.

"i love it when we're pranked by people who don't know how things work" pfffft damn tango go off

obsessed w Etho apparently immediately sniffing out the bad boys in TIES' base. "this is just embarrassing at this point" to hysterical laughter from the BBs. j'adore.

"Jimmy. you're a BAD BOY." "i'm a very bad boy." 🥴🥴🥴

tell me the bad boys are not wearing priest skins. like i'm sure they're supposed to look like regular suits but THEY LOOK LIKE PRIESTS i'm. this is. hm

deviation for. this post

"i would be here all the time if it was allowed!" "you're allowed. you could be a Clocker." IMMEDIATELY LOOKS AT BDUBS. "i could, couldn't i" in the softest voice. i am ripping up my pillow with my teeth.

SORRY. BDUBS PLACING TNT AND CLEO AND SCAR JUMPING AWAY WHILE ETHO'S JUST LIKE "this is nice 😌". IM CLAWING AT MY OWN FACE.

"i especially like that Cleo's been quiet. that's my favourite part of this whole supper." first of all it's dinner not supper you Canadian fuck (/aff), SECONDABLE you are. really going hard on the "not afraid of Cleo anymore" exposure therapy today sir. i love it keep going

KIDS DO YOU WANT TO GO PLAY CATCH RIGHT NOW. SITS DOWN AND WATCHES INTENTLY. HI ANON I AM THINKING OF YOUR OUT OF CONTEXT SPOILERS RN.

fucking JCNCKFNCKDNCKF. insults Cleo, fails to find the button to the iron door, gets slapped for his troubles. I AM EATING SO GOOD RN

bro i. my mouth is open. jaw is flapping. this is some roleplay all right. also i love being right, there are TNT minecarts involved which means this is going to end Horribly.

IM SCREAMING. I WATCHED THAT BACK LIKE FIVE TIMES. there are literal tears in my eyes that was funnier than i possibly could ever have anticipated. AND ALSO BOTH OF THEM DIED IM FUCKING CACKLING.

i feel like i can HEAR Etho wondering if he'll need to edit out Scar's "banging" comment LMFAO

aaddhdnckfkg Joel's "ETHO?! disgusting" after Scar tattled on him in chat HELLO?

??????????? Scar crits him like. at least twice when they go back inside and Etho's just. so blasé about it. "he's going through his angsty teenage phase, i should leave" and Scar LETS HIM. the dynamics here are confusing me. i need to watch Scar's video. (i will confess to not keeping up with the Clockers since the first couple of episodes since Bdubs isn't uploading 😔)

Grian's "WHAT?!" after Etho admitted he didn't know why he blew up the bridge made me go into a coughing fit i laughed so hard. don't smoke, kids /srs

"i still have your sword, so if you ever need something from me—" sicko ha ha yessss dot jpeg. GIVE ME GRITHOOOOOO

bdubs crouching in a corner pointing a crossbow at Etho with his shield up and Etho is Still having a casual conversation. WHAT ARE THE DYNAMICS HERE?!

sorry, are you telling me. that Scott heard Etho say "uhhhh....yep" LIKE THAT in response to his question about whether that spot was how you access the farm loot and STILL WENT DOWN THERE? i'm also shocked that Martyn wasn't like "what do you mean, "tell them""

GODDAMMIT. who triggered it. i wanted to see that dynamic shift so bad.

KCNCMFMFM he is SO BAD at lying. it was a good decision to interrogate Jimmy first to confirm the Mean Gills' findings bc i don't think that man can tell when someone is lying to him Ever.

the unconvincing "whaaaat"s when Etho then goes to Joel & Grian 😭😭😭😭😭😭

OH GOD THAT FISHING ROD SNAG SCARED ME TOO. their little giggles 😭

NOT THE RED HOT PANTS, SKIZZ

uhm. episode conclusion: Etho is the Disneyland Dad™.

[cinnaleaf]

Hey! I loved the dreams for part 10 OMG How do you come up with everything? I make fics for another fandom am curious about your process 💕

WARNING: rambling about writing & life

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aw thank youuu! i don’t feel like i have a set process but i'll try. 3 months ago i wasn't even thinking about writing lol i used this blog for years to download sims cc/read fics 💀 but my life is kinda chaotic and i jump into things on a whim so here we are!

as for the process, my ideas come naturally mostly. irl i have to be creative w work bc it’s 110% necessary, so it’s not hard for me at all on here but it’s draining irl tbh. i’m constantly thinking of ideas, but i add small bits of myself and others in characters too.

ex: anxiety is a very real thing for me so i included it in the fic to relate to the character. every time i post i nearly want to delete everything bc my brain is convinced ppl hate it 🙃

i try to make sure readers can see parts of themselves in the fic, in any character; like descriptions or dialogue (humour). nothing makes me close a fic faster than seeing descriptors like ‘your porcelain skin’ bc i cant relate to that at all and it breaks immersion for me. i don’t want other ppl to feel like that reading my stuff so i use words like ‘soft skin’ instead

for T, i use what we know + astrology (i’m well versed w libra men 😔) but i try to use the good parts only bc…. loll. anything else, i just go with what feels natural for his character development

for J, i just love his silly personality and can’t stop myself from adding him in some way. i also don’t feel that comfortable adding T’s family into the fic just yet so Jude is sort of there for that too. i honestly need to make more jude fics

for smut i try to think of interesting scenes so its not the same every time. i also include more sensual scenes for the romance (like the bubble bath and the couch scene)

the dreams were a creative way for me to explain their subconscious thoughts w some light foreshadowing. i also added flashbacks to show the relationship progressing since i did a time jump

i let the story tell itself as i go. i know the ending (for now) but there’s so much in there i never planned on adding. y/n wasn’t supposed to have siblings, the eclipse thing was meant to just be witty dialogue at first, they were supposed to bump into each other at the route 66 trail marker in santa monica pier instead of a train (may still add that somehow)

i write over a period of days and finish a chapter when it feels right, then i edit at least 3 times for 1-2 days.. but never the same day of writing. ch 9 didn’t have that park flashback in it originally until edit #2 and i can’t imagine the storyline without it now.

i also enjoy adding hidden messages/symbolism. it’s fun to let readers decipher things they don’t understand yet. it’s like a little side quest

all in all.. im just a serial daydreamer who enjoys romance.. been that way forever. i’m also delusional so that helps a ton!!! 😌

feel free to pick my brain more, i love these kinds of questions 🥰

[chalkflint]

hi everyone! since i’m active again on here after a period of hiatus, and because i feel like my last writeblr intro set up expectations of like, regular polished content, that i totally failed to follow up on, i’m making a new intro to kickstart this blog’s following again and provide a more realistic idea of what i’ve got going on here. also, because i have so few active writeblr mutuals at this point. bullet point time!

i’m rosemary

they/them, lesbian, white, 24 years old

i love to write epic fantasy stories with a gay romance at the center, tons of loaded backstory, and some form of revolution

i love to draw and i also love to draw my ocs and make cool-looking character designs! be on the lookout for wip-related art posts on this blog! here’s my art tag

i spent years watching anime instead of reading books (😔) so my writing and art is very influenced by anime. now i watch anime AND read books

i’m really good at characters! i love coming up with interesting engaging characters! conversely i suck at plot but all my stories require lots of plot so every day i toil and struggle

i write VERY VERY SLOWLY and will probably not finish my wips for another 10 years

about my wips!!!!

lightning on the skin

what i post about on here 90% of the time. my main beloved project, occupies most of my writingbrain thoughts

adult, fantasy + romance (m/m)

a stoic, aloof ex-assassin and a friendly, idealistic nobleman (both pictured above) who are secretly both very lonely wind up on an adventure together after the former saves the latter’s life... and end up stumbling upon far more than they bargained for

class themes! corrupt nobility! rich families getting into petty politics against each other! uncovering secret conspiracies! tender slowburn romance! eventual revolution! it’s got it all!

planned trilogy. this shit is going to be long as fuck. Help

revenant

what i post about on here the remaining 10% of the time

adult, fantasy + romance (currently m/m but may change to f/f later??? idk??? it exists in limbo tbh)

overwrought gothic aesthetics and melodrama straight out of a teenager’s first wattpad story or clamp manga (but on purpose)

tfw you’re a vampire and you once fell in love with a hot werewolf who wants to burn down your workplace but your workplace said no so you killed them and now they’ve been resurrected and want to finish what they started which threatens your whole career you’ve worked so hard for but they’re still hot god damn it

started out as m/m. i have been stuck for months on whether to change it to f/f or not. help

untitled wip

you know the drill by now. fantasy, f/f

one’s an assassin bent on killing the queen. one’s a royal guard bent on protecting the queen. watch sparks fly!

i’ve only started developing this wip recently so there’s not much info available yet but i’m very excited about it

toxic lesbian love triangles (with healthy non-toxic endings don’t worry)

revolutionary girl utena vibes. the handmaiden vibes. let’s gooooo

other backburner stuff that i never post about or work on but lives in my mind

f/f series following two immortals who are magically bound to each watch over a particular family throughout the generations. different installations follow different generations of the families getting into adventures while their guardians have complicated sexual tension

f/f story about a hardened badass secret agent like james bond and the cheerful plucky intrepid reporter she gets assigned to work with, much to her displeasure. then, of course, they fall in love

ok just some disclaimers about how i run this blog so you know what you’re getting into

i often stop posting for months on end (aside from occasional ramblings about tropes and thoughts on writing in general). this is because my adhd means i can only focus on writing stuff when my brain isn’t taken up by a fandom obsession. so expect inconsistency

i’m bad at writeblr in general - posting excerpts, posting edits, tag games, wip intro posts, etc…. i’m not good at it. i just babble and say stream of consciousness shit on here

bad at remembering to follow back. bad at remembering to interact with other writers’ stuff even though i want to

on the plus side i post art! and i might soon be opening commissions so i can draw your oc if you want! yayyy

i also write fanfiction if anyone wants to check that out

ok idk how to finish this post if you read all that and want to follow me then you should do so!!! also i will try to check out the blogs of people who reblog this but if a lot of people reblog then i probably won’t get to everyone!! tagging some people @goose-books @yvesdot @welcometowriteblr ok i’m too shy for anyone else