#just remembered girl drew the two of us. sobbing brb

[imovyn]

reasons to be alive: yesterday left my apartment for the train after crying over nothing listening to like a star by mike krol (ive been alone now... for my whole life.... relatable song) but then hear someone trying to say something to me... girl complimenting my outfit!! she said i look so cute!! thank you random girl!!! then i go to the train and sit down w my suitcase across from me and guy across the aisle from me asks me if i ride the train a lot and how to get to the airport so i told him and we talked for a bit (hes going to rwanda and then nepal, goes to college up in idaho) few minutes later im reading my book listening to jazz and a little girl comes up to me and hands me a ring and im like ohh this is so pretty!! and shes like do you have a paper and pen and im like yeah and give her a piece of paper and move my suitcase and she sits across from me and is scribbling on her piece of paper (few minutes later her dad came over like you have to come sit back over here and im like its fine shes just drawing) and im drawing and shes drawing and guy across the aisle from us are all talking