#just like safety wise. i would like to not be hate crimed for being faggy | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

panuccispizza · 9 months ago

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at my t appointment yesterday thry asked how i present, and thats a normal question for the situation but im thinking more abt it bc im getting comfortable with dissolving my masculinity. and someone on my tiktok fyp keeps coming up who transitioned and retransitioned/detransitioned and their experiences are so similar to the way ive always felt or wanted and they kind of look like a blond version of me tbh?? but besides the point. i dont know if im going to continue transitioning into 2025. but holy hell am i afraid of being estrogen dominant again that PMDD does not play the fuck around

#if youre also someone who feels deeply like you experience severe bpd symptoms but only once a month around your period #please look into pmdd. especially if you have particularly rough menstrual cycles #anyway i dont know how i feel about any of this bc while i like bigender i dont know if thats sticking #maybe gender is a seasonal thing like my sexuality is #idk where im headed tbh but i dont think ill ever comfortably pass asa cis woman again-#even if i would never identify as a cis woman #just like safety wise. i would like to not be hate crimed for being faggy #i hate being a man though im so fucking depressed with the patriarchal shit. im so fucking alone #thats beyond just being masc/man though thats capitalism and me being autistic and my mental illness es

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