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[ludeere]

The beginning of the end. Part 3

The worst thing ever is living in a lie not knowing a love of your life cheated on you. 

DEAN x Reader - A

Word Count: 1624

“I’m in bath” You replied trying to hold your voice steadily, but he was trembling.

“Are you fine, babe?” You coughed trying to put yourself together, swallowing your tears.

“It’s fine”. Putting your bathrobe on you went out of the bathroom to see your boyfriend. He ran up to hug you. The pain in your stomach grew but you put your hands on his back to comfort him. 

“I missed you so  much, today was  such a messy day, we finaly recorded new colaboration and I feel relief now. I have something for you, little gurl.” you looked at him apatheticaly waiting for the truth from his mouth, but it didn’t seem to come out today. He druged out some package and gave it to you.

“Open up! “ You slightly smiled and opened a package full of jellies, chocolate candies and a pikachu trinket which you saw last week  while  window shopping. You smiled and honestly don’t know how to act, it was hard to put a happy smile on your face, but if you wanted to play hard you should act like a pro.

“Oh, Gush!!! Is that cutie pie from that shop we visited last week??? How did you know I want him???”

“I know you from your head to toe, I saw your eager eyes. Sorry I couldn’t buy it earlier, had a lot of work to do. And yet I didn’t tell about my colaboration either...” You waited patiently for those cherished words, but they won’t come out.

“It’s an American singer, she is pretty famous.” Not wanting to listen to his tales you interrupted him.

“I know.” He was kinda shook.

“But, how did you....”

“I heard rumors.” 

“Ohh, get it. There would be a release in a few days, wanna hear before the premiere?”

“Sure.” You nodded your head and took the jellies out of the box to try them. 

“I want to take you to the studio tomorrow, so you can listen the track and met somebody. “He cuddled you. It always was so pleasant when he touched you but this time you felt like choking.

“What´s wrong, hon?” He looked into your eyes  with worry and guilty.

“No, it’s nothing, I just a little bit tired today. I should go have some rest.”

“Are you mad at me??? I can see that something is going on, can you just tell me, cause it feel suck to see you like this”

“I was mad cause you didn’t come to dinner, I wanted to celebrate getting my new job, but you kinda fucked up, Dean. But it’s allright now, I’m not mad, I just need some sleep. If you didn’t have your supper, but I really doubt it, you can find it in a fridge. Go and help yourself.” 

“Babe, please I’m  sorry, I’m really sorry. I hate when you  call me Dean, I felt like I really fucked up.” He grabed your hand and pressed it to his face. You hated yourself cause you still loved him, his smile, sweet voice and his eyes. But it doesn’t matter because you were not going to forgive him  what he did.

“God damn, Hyuk. Get you ass to the kitchen. “ You pulled him to the kitchen. *It’s gonna be our last dinner” You said to yourself. When opened the fridge you suddenly remembered that half of all the food you left in a trash bin near the studio. 

“That’s all we have for today.” You put half of chiken on a plate, some salad potatoes and egg rolls. “I gave the rest to the neighbour.” You replied whitout his question.

“Why did you do that?” 

“He helped me to fix the sink, that’s why.” He looked at the sink to examine it and continued to eat.

“I’m gonna be upstairs.” You left him alone and went straight to the bedroom, there was something you wanted to do so you took you phone and opened your conversation with Crush.

“You knew everything, didn’t you?”

“What do you mean, Y/N?”

“Oh, God stop acting like mister “ I don’t know nothing. Just tell me!”

“So you saw them?”

“Yeah, and you know that I was going to see this shit and you didn’t even stop me!”

“I thought that they have already finished their staff”

“Fuckk, Hyoseob, you are fucking asshole. So you wanna tell that if i didn’t come that night, you wouldn’t even tell me, and you would let me  live with that cheater??? I hate you, you were my closest friend, I thought you were. “

“No, no, noooo, Y/N. Just listen, it’s not like this. Yeah it’s true that I didn’t want you to see this, but I would told you after. I fucking love you and I don’t want somebody hurt you.”

“You WHAT???”

“ I LOVE YOU, Y/N. God damn, didn’t you see? Can we met right now? I have a lot to say you.”

“No, not now, I’m going to rest. DOn’t you even think to tell Dean, that I saw him, or I’ll never talk to you.”

“Is he at home right now? Are you allright?”

“Yes and no, I’m not. Talk to you later, I need to figure out what should I do next.”

You put your phone aside and tried to sleep. It wasn’t hard for you, beccause your body and mind felt exhausted. You didn’t even hear when  Hyuk sneaked to bed pulling you closer to his body. 

  Waking up early you felt a pain that ran through your body, Hyuk was already having his breakfast.

“Good morning, girl. Are you ready for today?” You wasn’t exactly ready to meet that hoe, but you nodded your head. “So, I’ll wait to you in the studio” He smiled and left a kiss on your cheek. 

  When you were all dressed up, you already had a plan in your head. Without fights and screams. You are not that kind who would disgrace him in front of his friends and colleague. You were going to do it quiet. Before going to the studio you went to a coffee shop, you knew that there would be Jiho hyung and Crush for sure and how to forget the future girlfriend of your boyfriend, so you took five cups of coffee and and prepared to fight your feelings back.

  “Ayooooo, Z-z-i-c-o!!! Haven’t seen you for ages.” You huged him and gave his cup of coffee. Then you made an eye contact with Hyoseob.

“It’s your’s, hyung.” You laughed and turned your head to Dean, who was discussing something with a blondy from last night. Your blood boiled, but you trynna keep it cool. Crush grabed your hand and squeezed it slightly. 

“Y/N, you are here.” He stood up and introduced you two, you shook her hand and stayed stiil. *Are you fucking kidding me, Dean. You just introduced me to the girl you cheated on me with. You are fucking bastard.* You thought while listening to his new song. You loved his music and voice, but this time you didn’t even catch the song, you were too into yourself to listen to something else except your inner voice. You looked at Jiho, he was kinda worried, but you didn’t think  he knew something. The music stopped and you woke up from your thoughts.

“It’s good!! I definitely like it.” You smiled as bright as your pain allowed you. Dean huged you and wanted to kiss you but you turned your head. You couldn’t allowed him to make a fool of you in front of that bitch.So you just giggled to make things simplier.

“I’m sorry guys, I need to leave you now, got a lot of work to do. I just got a new job, so I want to prepare myself.”

“I’ll drive you back.” Dean took your hand. 

“There is no need, Hyuk. I can do it by myself, it’s fine” You took you hand out of his, the silence that stood like a clot was killing you.

“What’s wrong with you guys today???” Dean turned to Jiho who just hide his face behind his hand. In the corner of you heart you felt like Jiho knew everything, and you wanted to leave before he just burst out.

“See you around, boys!”You left the studio quickly and get a taxi. You must to get out of that house before Jiho would tell Dean that I know. 

  Having packed almost everything your staff with tears on you eyes you just left the house. Going straight to your friends house. You chose the most distant one, that one who met Hyuk just once. The worst thing was that you were ready to forgive him if he told you that himself, but he didn’t. Without any regret you texted him the last time ever.

“Kwon Hyuk, I’m grateful to you for always being there for me, in my hard time, when I had health issues you stayed in the studio, feeding me with your texts, thank you for treating me like the last person in your life, I’m thankfull that you made all my dreams come true. And I’m really sorry for treating you like a trash, and always being there for you when you needed me, I shouldn’t have done all that shit, maybe then you wouldn’t be cheating on me.” 

“Y/N, WHERE ARE YOU AT??????!”

“I can’t  find any of your staff here? Bae, just let me explain everything. I need to talk to you.

“You are not gonna leave me, aren’t you? I’m begging you, just please listen to me.”

“Pick the damn phone, honey. Don’t do this to me. I need you.”

“I don’t wana lose you”

*You already done it.*

Part 2 -> Part 4

a/n thank you for inspiration and thanks @jaxonah for idea)))