#just knackered and tense and i came home and after making dinner rafa n i lit a candle n just sat on her bed for a few hours drinking pink
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anyway all i am living for these days is 1) the love of my friends & 2) pockets of domestic goodness
#i am absurdly in love w giada elia n harry at the moment. also i had 2 hours of prep then 7 hours of labs then another hour lecture and was#just knackered and tense and i came home and after making dinner rafa n i lit a candle n just sat on her bed for a few hours drinking pink#gin n mojitos n it was so good. & then kyle came over and by the time i left rafa's room he'd fallen asleep fully clothed#n looked so fucking cute so i tried to get him out of his jeans so he'd be more comfy but he woke up and just GRABBED ME and pulled me onto#the bed bc he wanted attention and then we got to be close for the first time in ages & this morning while he was showering n getting ready#for work i made us both breakfast and we brushed our teeth together n then i lit a candle and put a record on while we were getting ready#for the day n he grabbed me again n made me slow dance w him and he still does that. every time we are together and music is playing#recently i have a newfound appreciation for connecting w & loving my mates & also a really special appreciation for my relationship. not#just kyle & how much i love him as a person but how much i love us and how lucky i am#to have found someone who works so hard on our relationship bc it is just. so functional and healthy and good for both of us. we'd gotten a#little distant over the past month bc uni has been rough for me and work has been mad for him so he asked if we could have a chat about us#last weekend like we used to. so we woke up saturday morning and just talked for 2-3 hours about us and how we felt and what we want out of#the near future and it was so good for us and our intimacy and. yeah. it's just so much more than 'i love him and find him attractive'.#he's rly. my partner.#also. my ma & papa are coming up this weekend to see me n a few days ago i ended up having a bit of a cry on the phone bc it was rly#important for me that my friends from london met kyle when they came up n it didn't end up happening anyway#the next day my ma was like 'so after we have lunch if you like we can have a coffee with kyle?' and i almost fucking BAWLED bc the level#of care and maturity and love it takes for my south asian mother who is still coming to terms w the fact that i'm in a relationship to#genuinely offer smth like that. unbelievable#diary#rabbit hole
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