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[Day 80]
Lil animation wip today (MAYBE ill color it) inspired by this hollow knight au :DDD
no i have no clue what the lore is yet cant wait to get destroyed once i actually watch/play the game more👍
#dddaily4sherin#grian#goodtimeswithscar#hermitcraft#kinda#hermitblr#isdoodles#isanimates#ig new tag LMAOAODJA#thinking to.... make the bg s8 moon big themed.... and make a whole tiny series out of this with boatem explodes#spine told me the story behind quirrel is sad as hell im TERRIFIED (no spoilers pls ofc :D)#my plan is to finish full coloring this and THEN watch/play the game and look back on this and get emotionally destroyed#they are so SILLY AND TINYNJYNY#just chilling on a (not drawn yet) bench#nothing will ever happen amirite KJAJOWIWDKWOKD#im so SCARED#Also excuse the shit quality I think the cropping website absolutely destroyed it HELP
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something something i am terribly sad for my age and i think it might be a little in my head, or uncalled for, or my hand on my friends pantry doorknob as she tells me i can eat whatever i want because we’re at her house now (which warms me inside more than i want to tell her, and that fact is starting to burn) or cookie dough i made for the first time in the middle of the night because it’s easy and people like it and it’s a way to say i love you without actually telling. im glad i know my way around a kitchen but im not too sure when i learned. i’m pretty good so long as i don’t leave the stove on; i’m forgetful when it matters but i remember when it counts. i’m not too sure when i learned.
i want to cook for you, and i want you to like it, and i want my head to stay calm when i think of my body and how I could be spending this time to fix my grades and I need to do better at a lot, and most of all i want to cook for you and i want you to like it and i want so hard to believe my kitchen is any kitchen where i open the pantry and feel like that’s fine. i want to feel like that's fine.
don’t you wish milk was cheaper, and eggs, and the water bill and the price of gas so we can leave? don’t you wish it was easier for a kid who isn’t quite right to get a job around here? don’t you wish the job could pay for any of that at all, or at least be something worth my time? i think I'd like to be somewhere near you for at least forever. I wish I was always sure you loved me back and I was able to manage to drop eggs one way or another without the end of the world. i can make myself useful and bring you something I worked on to prove i love you, and I promise I'm trying, I'm not sure for what, but I know I really really want to stick around so please please let me, and do you still mean the thing you said about me being able to eat from your pantry? when do you want me home? I love you, so I can make us something nice.
#food as a metaphor for love and the absence of it. basically.#yayyy poetry (I am so sad today)#krash poem#krash poems#(forget which tag i use 😭#poets on tumblr#poems on tumblr#spilled poetry#spilled thoughts#tw eating issues#tw abandonment#abandonment issues#yayyy#im having a day#this poem has so many different meanings just btw#kinda proud of that ??? ig??? yeah I'll let myself be proud of that#not just what I tagged also
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I drew him being miserable (bcuz he’s a wet cat of a man) but felt bad. Gave him lollipop.
#tw blood#cw blood#it’s not blood it’s givanium but just in case#garten of banban#Garten of banban fanart#gobb#gobb fanart#he was born in a wet cardboard box all alone#and I adore him for that#he’s just Such a guy#am I the only one who’s actually kinda really sad about him#I’m listening to my sad playlist and thinking ‘omg this is Literally him’#he’s so ‘I bet on losing dogs’ by Mitski to me#do u think banban would like mitski. I think he would#idc if this is cringe#he’s SO sad. I have to make him worse#how to convey that I have to make him feel the Worst. even tho he’s my fav#love this creature. the bong bong#<- was gonna type something like that last tag but ig I’ve already made that joke.?#sorry for so many tags I just Love the tagging function#I can convey so many emotions in just one post with both Text and TAGS it’s the BEST#it’s late an I’m tired. need to sleep before I write more tags abt how I want banban to be sad
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FINALLY 🥺 i got anbys the other day and im happy abt that but NICOLEE <33
#next is nekomata.... just a bit more maybe a few more interactions then ill have hers too!!#speaking of interactions icb im only approaching trust 2 w inky like. u hate mee </3#i think ill work on ellen and rina next! i like them :)#and im unfortunately very curious abt lycaon since the end of the main story part w the victoria housekeeping co sobs#LIKE I WASNT i wasnt interested at all then i saw how he carried eous and thought that was kinda silly then BOOM brainrot i hate this#so sad u cant meet charas on the street if u dont have them but also i really like little interactions w them even if some are repeats ><#also hate that u gotta grind to lv 30+ to even unlock it but fuck it we ball ig#zzz#zenless zone zero#nicole demara
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For all the crap Suki gives Alice about not being outgoing enough or whatever, I think Alice has more friends than Suki???
Like obviously she's got Noah, those nerdy peas in a pod. And Alice is pretty clearly Rafael's comfort person, so they talk about each other even when they don't hang out.
But I'm pretty sure I've only ever seen Suki interact with Valentina and Antonio?? And I can't recall her talking about anyone else, really.
Edit: after reading the people in the notes reminding me of the Facts, I have a new conclusion:
Alice has 2 really close good friends, Suki talks to A Lot of people, unclear what the friendship statuses are
#coral island#I do have memory issues and would love to be proven wrong#in my head Suki and Pablo get along Great#Alice#Suki#honestly I wish the twins had more Cheerful and friendly interactions#just about all dialogue they have about the other twin is how Annoyed they are and like it makes Sense but also makes me sad#Also they kinda like. Already did the Opposing Siblings thing with Pablo and Rafael#Ig I just want some super loving siblings now XD
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I need to work on the composition but this has potential to fuck severely.
#kinda thinking storybook pop-up style layering?#not utmv#sorry guys just a quick peak into my everyday life insanity ig#this is my beloved son Tyson#he's a sad little english settler ghost boy who was killed in the woods by wolves after he went searching for his father abd got caught in#a beartrap#now he haunts a carnival which came to town one day. there's a night-crew of other ghosts who work there#but he's just homesick and petty and refuses to give the place a chance#also he's like. 9. and idk how small to make him compared to the tent lmao#spotatalk#last note: welcome back to my Red Sketches. i am deeply unwell and always do mono-color sketches lol
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there was a bbbat rhyme anima talk event today~ it was as chill of a time as it could be with kimura in the room lol but we got to hear some fun stuff from them!!!!
when asked what were their favourite scenes from the anime, kimura answered the place bbbat’s fight scene episode stood out to him bc it looked like a dungeon
ishiya-san really liked how this time around, they got to rap by groups in addition to teams!!!! it was really neat to sing with his fellow 2gumi lol
amasaki-san loves that one scene from bbbat’s episode where 2️⃣3️⃣🌙⚖️ were attacked by enemies while trying to hit the time switch. that whole it’s a shark!!!! no it’s actually humans!!!! scene is really funny lol
hayama-san really loved seeing everyone’s ending song animations!!!! like you could tell they were made with love and care for each division and their fans
sakakihara-san loved just seeing jyushi’s bandmates make an appearance and seeing them interact within the plot!!!
takeuchi-san really liked the visuals in sanity!!!!! especially that kaleidoscope visual they gave bat!!!!
they also asked for general impression in the anime and starting with bat:
hayama-san was really impressed with the artstyle lol. it’s the first time they got to see bat move and on top of that, the style pays a lot of respect to kazui-sensei’s art!!!!!
sakakihara-san liked how they managed to show jyushi’s growth as a person, have his still push him forward as he takes a step forward to help someone else
takeuchi-san got to see hitoya’s office for himself in the anime and was really impressed with how big his office is actually lmao
on bb side, kimura prefaced with how ordinary bb’s character setting is compared to like, mtc’s yakuza, policeman, soldier set up since they’re just a trio of bros. but that in itself is their power and it’s nice to see in the anime too
ishiya-san liked how they portrayed bonds in the anime and the strength those bonds brought!!! he gave an example of jiro feeling a little pressured but ready to step up to the challenge after hearing saburo’s contributions in the 3gumi episode
amasaki-san really liked how the anime showed a sense of each division protecting their hoods!!! kinda got hoodstar vibes lol
next they had to come up with a word or phrase that encompasses bbbat’s dynamic/vibes. for whatever reason kimura was really having a hard time understanding this as a concept (and it lowkey killed ishiya-san and amasaki-san’s braincells lol) but since bat were on it and ready they went up
hayama-san wrote ‘love’, sakakihara-san wrote ‘shounen manga’ and takeuchi-san wrote ‘one big family’
hayama-san said bbbat share similar expressions of love, bat shows their familial like love, bb has their love as siblings and ichiro and kuukou have carried on their love as partners from their naughty busters days (at which hayama-san and sakakihara-san started giggling like the fudanshi they are LMAO)
their energy and action kinda gives shounen manga to sakakihara-san!!!!
it was at this time bb finished their answers and revealed they all so happened like woah crazy coincidence bruh wrote the same stupid pun that doubled as them saying ‘they’ve got some kick ass ball busting energy!!!’ and them flexing their bonds lol
bc of this takeuchi-san didn’t get to explain lol and after kimura poked fun at him for it, hayama-san managed to tie all their response together since they were still similar in vibe. amasaki-san said hayama-san was being too nice to them LOL 😭😭😭
the last segment was them playing a quiz game where they had to watch a scene from the anime and answer a weirdly specific question about it lol. bat won 30-29 (LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO) and it was very entertaining lol but there were two moments that made me really laugh lmao
at the start of it, ishiya-san and amasaki-san all of a sudden stood up and started jeering and shit talking like actual six year olds lol. not a single bat seiyuu had the thought to rise to the provocation LOL but takeuchi-san protectively blocked them with his arm and told them they didn’t to need to stoop to their level lmao
for the first question, they needed to answer what was ichiro’s phone battery at in the scene. kimura loudly stated this was his hour (he knew the answer lol) and as takeuchi-san stepped up to rep bat’s answer, hayama-san coyly leaned over to look directly at kimura to ask, ‘was it in the 70s? 🙂or the 60s? 🙂maybe 50s? 🙂’ and the way kimura just froze LOL
kimura: that was really scary!!! like yikes!!!! yikes!!!! i thought i was being puppeted for a second!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭
#this is vee speaking#i’m a little brain dead this morning lol i’m typing this but i’m not sure if it’s making sense lol#so gomen if it’s a little stilted my usual flair lol is currently mia 😭😭😭#this bbbat event originally was supposed to only have ishiya-san amasaki-san and the bat seiyuu and lmao#me seeing the lineup: hm!!! well no kimura is kinda sad ig but that just means everyone will actually get to speak and really nerd out lol#hypani twt: actually kimura subaru can make it!!!!!!!!#me:…………………………………………………………………………………………………..okay 😌#like it’s entertaining to watch ishiya-san and amasaki-san be kimura’s dual tsukkomi and backup boke#but i like listening to ishiya-san nerd over hypmic lol he was actually going to have a different answer for that bbbat vibes segment#but bb had a joke to make instead lol but it’s fine!!!!!! i like shenanigans too!!!!!! yeah!!!!!!!#ALSO I WISH THE BAT SEIYUU TOOK PICS OF THEMSELVES MORE OFTEN THEIR CLOTHING COORDINATION WAS SO UNDERSTATED BUT FIRE#THEY ALL HAD A PURPLE TOP AND A SEETHRU/OPAQUE ACCENT#HAYAMA-SAN BUST OUT A FISHNET TOP TAKEUCHI-SAN HAD A KNIT FIT KINDA TOP AND SAKAKIHARA-SAN HAD A WHITE OPAQUE TOP#AND THEN HAYAMA-SAN HAD ON WHITE PANTS SAKAKIHARA-SAN HAD ON BLACK AND TAKEUCHI-SAN HAD A COMBINATION OF THE TWO#IT WAS REAL EASY ON THE EYES IDK WHY THEY NEEDED TO SERVE FOR THIS TALK EVENT BUT THEY DID AND I APPRECIATE THEM LOL
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Thinking of the absolute tragedy that is Leo and Jason
#it’s so sad#like Leo ‘dies’ and then when he finally gets back Jason dies before they get to see each other again#it’s just so fucked up#I wish they got to reunite😭😭#like take this as platonic or romantic it’s still devastating#when I tell u I was sobbing when I read leo and Piper finding out Jason is gone—#Ig that’s what fics r for💀#honestly tho like talk abt tragic#idk why this was suddenly on my mind but now I’m sad abt it#leo valdez#jason grace#pjo hoo toa#valgrace#<< kinda Ig#this isn’t even mentioning having like an entire set of false memories of someone#like that includes Piper too but DAMN that would suck#‘where’s Jason’#😖😭😭#my stuff
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so... about that last weekend...
did going to the opera with @girlscarpia and @verdiesque fix me or did it make me worse? guess we're all gonna find out soon <33
#that picture with del monaco is pure perfection god bless you sofia <333333#what really makes it imo is the sad pavarotti looking down at my butt lmao#anyway. i had an absolutely amazing time and the clown trovatore production was stupid as hell but then again.#they just adapted to their audience ig 🤡#hope the museum guard who saw us clowning in the guest book and gave us the dirtiest look ever finds it in himself to forgive us one day 🙏#opera tag#also my coat in the last picture looks kinda red but i can assure you all it's absolutely pink ok thanks#big verdi is real and its comin to getcha!#love you girlies mwah
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I was thinking about roleswap au Avenday earlier and I feel like "Azurite of Treasuries" is a cute Stoneheart!Sunday gemstone name
#avenday#thinking thoughts........ if only I werent sick so I could draw my heart out#but as it stands just thinking is enough ig u_u#im kinda sad my comfort ship doesnt get much updates in the fic or art tag during these trying times lol#never underestimate the power of comfort ships...
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slight spoiler for sans route in @ut-acttoflirt
*you probably have you’re reasoning to what you do.
#Ig this is probably so random#Ik this is meant to be the scene where he kinda questions the players motive and its super serious#//yes this is meant to be a deeply emotional moment as yes it also question us whyare you so obsesssed with this tiny game#Playing it over and over again for what reason?#*is the suface really that terrible..?#And it kinda reflects Chara (back to azzy mentioning they didnt fall for a happy reason.)reflecting the player themselves wanting to escape#themselves and subsiquentily narritively trapping the character that you love so much in a never ending time loop.#i mean come on#thats good story telling right there#But i kinda butchered snas-#Its meant to be a real smile transitioning to a pained fake smile to avoiding confronting the issue even tho tthats his job as judge kinda#Resetting all the happy tragic sad endings back to 0 only because YOU selfishly want to spend more time with them#(Not to attack anyone ig its just areally good story and i mean i like restring everything-)#Beacuse doesnt it feel good?to be a part of something to belong if only for a short while?#AAAaGhAAA#I love this game#undertale#act to flirt#wACht out imma make some more fan art after i finnally get my motivation back-!!!!!!#XD
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like. I get WHY Watcher is doing the streaming service thing, if it gives them more freedom to create what they want, and (they think) it will make more money it’s their choice to do what they think is best for themselves and their company. And obviously running a company is not cheap. And they should be paid. And I do wish them the best. But also I think this will ruin their fan base, because so many people clearly can’t pay for that so even if they keep afloat things will be worse for the fans.
#Ignore me I’m just a kid#I know nothing#but I’m kinda sad because my parents won’t pay for another streaming service#So I will be rewatching a lot of Buzzfeed Unsolved ig#watcher#watcher entertainment#ryan bergara#shane madej#steven lim
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MIKE BLOCKED ME ON TWITTER FOR ROASTING HIS DUMBASS RESPONSE TO THE GRAPHIC NOVEL STUFF!!
grown ass man scared of the 19-year-old queer being mean to him over his public meltdown more at 8.
#ramblez#little white boy sad? U sad bc nobody likes you? Bc u constantly make a fool of urself and show off ur distaste for ur fans? lmao#this is one of the greatest things to ever happen to me imagine how mad he'll be when he finds out the fangame Im making has queers in it#hes gonna have a whole other white boy meltdown on main KJSNFDGKJHFGKJHGKJHSDFGSD#hes so fucking sensitive maybe just get off of social media Mike this never ends well for you#batim#batdr#bendy and the ink machine#bendy and the dark revival#and look Im joking around about this but it really is sad that the bendy devs cant handle this kind of critique towards their decisions#it seems despite the backlash once again they are choosing to ignore their fans which is yknow upsetting#But hey ig if the devs being awful was a dealbreaker for this fandom I wouldve left a long time ago and I havent#dw Im not going anywhere <3#also if anyone else here was also criticizing Mike maybe check his acct to make sure ur not blocked now since apparently#old habits die hard and this is certainly a pattern with him KJHDSFKGJHSDKFGJHDFGSD#also look before anyone asks yes I was kinda mean to him over this but to put bluntly if hes gonna be this dismissive to his fans concerns#he deserves it. Theres this persistent attitude esp in bendy fanspaces of being defensive of the devs#and I dont know why they have been extremely horrible people every single chance they get#and its very hurtful to see how many people would rather tell me to be kinder to the people who broke the heart of a child me when they#dismissed any ideas of putting queers like me in their stories than to realize Mike n Meatly bring this bad attention to themselves#to put bluntly I dont owe them kindness not until they at least apologize for the shit they did which they still havent#mike hasnt even addressed his vent poem in the code of BATDR let alone the other shit he said n did#so no I will not be kind to him ever hope this helps!
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eyyy dgs grind!!!! best of luck, i love the dgs game and mayb i can be motivated to continue them if you’re doing it too
gonna hit you with the “how are you liking it?” again,,,, even though you just picked it up again,,, you get what i mean
comma anon,,,, 🥺🥺 hello!! :3
with you here, that means at least two (2) whole people are interested in my thoughts abt this game !!!! so i'll probably post blurbs at the end of each case about what i thought abt it :D i'll hide each case behind a read more so no accidental spoilers o7
my thoughts so far!! i REALLY loved the first case of this game... i loved the characters (Ryuunosuke was so endearing omfg) (and hosonaga i do adore),, and i also thought the mystery of it was really strong, especially for a first case. So far….. I do however have to agree with a sentiment I've seen that the cases drag on a little long... (probably part of why i took a break in the first place)
OH AND SHOLMES IS BETTER THAN I COULD'VE EVER EXPECTED <3333 my friend and i have been joking abt sholmes for years before either of us even touched ace attorney, so its wonderful to see he's exceeded all our expectations
and YEAHHH I HOPE YOU PICK IT BACK UP TOO !!! we can buddy check each other :D
#ty comma anon for the ask <33333#this is a very funny and silly thing#but i think another part of why i took a break after case 3 was#i had this close friend who lives in ireland#and she got really distant around the time i started playing the 3rd case#so it was (embarassingly) really difficult for me to play the case without thinking of her and getting sad ahah#:((#i pushed through the case and finished it but ig the bad vibes were just kinda too much at the time
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I kinda hate how the finale of ghosts killed my enthusiasm for anything ghosts since it....urgh
#not tagging#genuinely no hate but god#i feel empty without it and i miss the joy it brought me#i am looking forward to the day i can go back to it and enjoy it again but right now i am quite apathetic towards ig#its still an amazing show but idk it lost so much steam at the end#and the conflicting endings just eh.#its not bad but somehow perfectly made me move on so fast i havent been able to enjoy it since#i want to write thomas thorne bc rogue but ghosts is so dead in my brain#am i the only person like this#also kinda sad the german ghosts havent got any non white ghosts either....#anyway
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i miss her…
#cant believe i forgot about her till the photobook q&a im so sorry witch mona~~~~~~~#press f for honeypre atelier gachas it was gone too soon™️#(currently e x t r e m e l y worried and stressed for tomorrow like never before b u t i have to appear like im fine sobs save me monachann)#(can i go on a stress-prompted tangent here about something inane? no? toooo bad im gonna go off anyway~~~~)#ok so. like. since witch mona is the image i have up ‘ere and since it’s still 七月… today’s tangent will be on irl spooky stories!!#s o. presenting a decently repressed memory from my childhood that resurfaced while i was hibernating at home:#anyways. well. thoughts about the afterlife can vary from person to person yes? there’s no one true correct belief after all#but the one question that unites us all is probably the one and only ‘are ghosts real?’#and well. for personal reasons i think so. i mean i’ve seen this one dude i hate get possessed a couple of times so welp. cant deny it ig.#wild story about that actually. back in the day my family’s finances were allegedly doing so badly that [dude i hate] had to pick up#a *c e r t a i n* side hustle for extra cash. that side hustle? literal grave digging at the cemetary. at night no less#and *ofc* he wasn’t respectful about it in the least so ofc some spirits followed him home. yay. free roommates.#one(?) of them even took residence in my room at the time and im 80% sure they ate my history textbook :( much sads#anyways well once that guy had too much to drink (which was rather often tbh) he’d get possessed. fun!#the only possession i ever saw was the n-rarity angry ghost who’d just huff and puff in silence with unfocused eyes most of the time#he’d occasionally put on a leather jacket too. but that was like a r-rarity event that didn’t happen that often#my mother had the chance to also witness the mosquito (who tried to barge into my room for fresh blood) and the 姑娘 (self-explanatory)#which is kinda unfair tbh. i wanted to see the ur-rarity ones too :( mostly bc it’d be funny to see a guy i hate act ooc (impure intentions)#oh right. how did we get the dude out of his possession? we just shook his arm really hard. prolly caused some lasting effects but who know#i think he could also just sleep off the possession but idk i was asleep for the ur-rarity incidents.#cant ask the one witness of it bc i dont want to bring back unnecessary flashbacks of [guy we hate]#anyways it’s been years since we moved out from that place and i still want my history textbook back. mostly for the principle of it but—#and so that’s the tangent of the day. i feel weirdly less stressed now thanks witch mona#i do wonder how my grandparents are faring on this 七月 though…#b u t !!!!! tomorrow’s date on the lunar calendar says it’s an auspicious day for wishful activity and starting a new job!!! so… maybe~~~~?#hauauauauauauauuauaaaaaa anyways insane tangent over stream mona’s new album ok bye#oops forgor to disable rbs i hate how easy it is to forget to use this function man
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