#just gotta keep swimming ig ππ
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like i confessed my love for him (1st time i've ever even done that) then i got neither rejected or accepted, patiently waited for 7 months and still hearing nothing about it... i still dont know what he felt or feels for me....then just being discarded like im absolutely worthless and my love completely useless.. i know it's my own fault for allowing it, but it still hurts.... i know i shouldnt even let him do this but ??? honestly what if im just asking for too much? idk idk. all i know is that i do feel like he doesnt appreciate anything i do and he is so extremely emotionally avoidant even i am shocked... i want to be patient with that bc i know that it isnt his fault or whatever. but he gives me absolutely nothing. then im just being pathetic and stupid honestly. but i still cant stop....
#tbh my best bet is just getting a life#having a job or going to school. meeting ppl IRL#trying to make new friends#move out#if i do all that then i can let go of him#i dont want to bc i actually want to spend my life with him#live with him be with him give him all my love. things he's said he wants (in general)#but if he doesnt want me thats that. no matter how much it hurts thats reality#cant force anyones feelings cant force anyone to care or wantyou#but i dont want to accept it bc he is all i want... but i cant have him....#:((((((( well#just gotta keep swimming ig ππ#the years will pass and i'll forget him and it will stop hurting#it will hurt for a long long time but it will pass#everything passes in the end#i know this. i just dont want to so thats why im fighting it
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Romeo better not be keeping liking Hayle's posts bc why the hell but he liking the posts of a racist grown ass womanπ
the comment that jack made clear sum stuff but at the same time, him being with her (idk if they're still tg but until he doesn't say it i would not believe it) js confuses me bc how are you gonna be with someone as immature as her bro??? and her ig story's acting like a saint
Yall see what she posted.
βJust keep Swimming, just keep swimmingπβ Headassπ€‘
bitch stop, just stop
and romeo, its gotta be jacks pr team telling him to do it. bc as a black man he should not be doing any of thatπ
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