#just feeling vr dysphoric n at odds w my dysphoria itself rn
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#it feels like ive lost every single outlet for feelings i have built up in my life#i cant let it out anywhere bc no matter where i do it ill be burdening SOMENONE#had to take the train to the city for 2 hrs just to cry#roommate is friends w my ex#other roommate is actually bestfriends w ex’s new gf#im feeling like im on the brink#i havent been able to rll draw for days save for the svt charms#going svt usually cheers me up no matter what n the new ep is so cute but i am so#Gfkshkfhd rn#i wrote a whole thing in my notes but having it just sit there feels like its taunting me so tumblr is abit better#bc all my rbs will bury this down#the general situation is that i never processed my break up of a 3yr long relationship#n now my ex is dating my friend who is also best friends w both my roommates#infact she was rooming w both the roommates before i moved in n essentially replaced her#n my friend (the gf) is feminine n conventionally attractive n fit and cis n nice n sweet n generous#like everything that i wasnt#big emphasis on the cis n feminine part#just feeling vr dysphoric n at odds w my dysphoria itself rn#wish i was fine w being born a woman#it talks#sorry yeah thats it im gonna go back tocrying to carolina polachek
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