#just can't remember what her face was like 😔 only that she had long black hair

[gudakko]

OH i just remembered a cute dream I had this morning

[borathae]

I am torn between super soft moments and the painful ending. I want to bask in the softness as long as I can before I have to face the heartbreak.

Don't we all love this grump?🥰 He is just there and I am swooning. Dragging her with him so he can apologize the Yoongi way.

An aesthetic worth a prince. Babe, you are missed but not forgotten. I am still attached😔

Is he really a monster? I don't think so. More like a victim of circumstances aka Namjoon?

And let's not forget that Sanguis is still on the run. I hope nothing happens to them.

He is reassuring her🥺

Making food is his love language for sure.

These bonding moments make me carve more.

You know when someone really listens to you and remembers what you said in this case it's oc's distaste for coffee. Actually she didn't even said it to him right? He listened to her saying it to somebody. This man is head over heels I am telling you.

I wonder what it is about this humanity. You sir only snap when it gets too personal.

Of course he cares and don't we all love it when it's not said directly but through actions?

He is there because he enjoys the time he has with her.

The big bad creator smells flower (maybe for the first time in a long time) and loves it

Pouting, no I am devastated and he even smiled🥺🥺

I will declare my love for him again and again.

How can one not see how much he cares? He sees how happy she is in the greenhouse. He wants her to be happy so he gifts her the keys. His action speak louder than words ever could.

I wonder what's the story behind the garden. He must have been very important to Jimin.

I don't want to lose WHAT? JUST SAY IT. I AM LOSING MY SANITY HERE.

Finally she gets the chance to see Tae again.

I hope she stops assuming that everything is black and white. She paints Yoongi as some kind of bad guy even though she knows so little about his past. Maybe chaining the vampires up is Yoongi's attempt to redemption. Maybe it makes him less guilty for creating thousands of bloodthirsty vampires. Maybe he declared it his goal for eternity to protect as much people as he can.

No, I think he is having nightmares about her and doesn't want to be tortured again.

The fact that she learned dancing for him omg🥺🥺

I live for these emotional scenes.

Is she not aware that if she told him about Jimin that he would reach the point of no return? Like this man has been through hell and the knowledge about the death of his soulmate would have just crushing him for eternity. It will be bad enough once he knows about it. And I imagine that she would have said the truth because she can't lie.

He even tries to hug her. And in her furry she can't accept it. Yoongi probably hasn't hugged someone for decades. He is learning how to feel again. He is starting to rediscover a side of him that died long long time ago.

What makes this even more upsetting is the fact that he left the keys. I don't think this was a mistake on his part. He thought he could trust her. He thought she learned her lesson.

And I think it's a bit hypocritical of her to always call other people out on their shit while not apologizing herself (I don't say it's wrong because she deserves to be treated right and she specially needs to call Yoongi out when it's too much) but she needs to apologize too. She never did before and I hope she learn from it. She is intelligent and I believe in her but it's really time to be responsible for her behavior.

I hope Tae doesn't think he has lost her again. That would only cause him to close off even more.

And he is really really angry. His feeling are so strong that he can't control them anymore. Just imagine how long it has been since he was this angry. He had thousands of years to build up walls so thick he can't even look past them. And then this human comes and slowly he breaks them down only to be hurt like that.

And I will agree with the overall opinion that she needed to be called out on her shit. She seems so lost in herself that she doesn't recognize how her behavior is affecting others. And this call out is not like a punishment more like a wake up call to start over. Yoongi will still care for her that's just how it is. People you love and who love you back will not stop loving you when you make mistakes. They want you to be better. And this is also Yoongi's intention. He wants her to think about her behavior. He wants to get an honest apology and changed behavior. So that she can be a better version of herself.

I think it will take some time but they need it. And it will be even sweeter(/sexier😏) when they reconcile.

As always it was a wonderful and emotional read. Thank you so much for your constant effort and excitement over this incredible series, love yaaa💖💋💞

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Heheh I love you my sweet star!! 💗

Is he really a monster? I don't think so. More like a victim of circumstances aka Namjoon?

He is most definitely a victim of Namjoon :( honestly though I wanna protect Jimin so bad :(

Making food is his love language for sure.

he would no it isn't, but we all know that this isn' true. Making food = love you or whatever ALSO I AM JUST STATING THIS HERE BUT INSPIRATION WAS IN THE SOOP SEASON 2 YOONGI WHEN HE COOKED FOR THE MEMBERS ALL THE TIME I WANNA CRY

You know when someone really listens to you and remembers what you said in this case it's oc's distaste for coffee. Actually she didn't even said it to him right? He listened to her saying it to somebody. This man is head over heels I am telling you.

YES IT'S LIKE SUCH A DEVASTATING THING TO DO BECAUSE IT LITERALLY SHOWS JUST HOW DEEPLY A PERSON IS IN SOMEONE'S THOUGHTS I wanna sob :(

The big bad creator smells flower (maybe for the first time in a long time) and loves it

nO hE dOeSn't LOvE it 😡 JJSJSJ words of min yoongi PLEASE I WANNA SMOOCH HIM

I hope she stops assuming that everything is black and white. She paints Yoongi as some kind of bad guy even though she knows so little about his past. Maybe chaining the vampires up is Yoongi's attempt to redemption. Maybe it makes him less guilty for creating thousands of bloodthirsty vampires. Maybe he declared it his goal for eternity to protect as much people as he can.

THIS THIS THIS!! THIS!! OMFG THIS!!

Yoongi probably hasn't hugged someone for decades. He is learning how to feel again. He is starting to rediscover a side of him that died long long time ago.

*chokes on her tears*

And he is really really angry. His feeling are so strong that he can't control them anymore. Just imagine how long it has been since he was this angry. He had thousands of years to build up walls so thick he can't even look past them. And then this human comes and slowly he breaks them down only to be hurt like that.

yES OMFG THIS IS THE PART WHICH HURTS ME like he doesn't let people, just as he said "this is all new to me too. Do you think I know what I'm doing?" and it's the truth. He seriously doesn't know what he is doing because for millenias he kept his heart save by not letting people in OFMGM I am-

And this call out is not like a punishment more like a wake up call to start over. Yoongi will still care for her that's just how it is. People you love and who love you back will not stop loving you when you make mistakes. They want you to be better. And this is also Yoongi's intention. He wants her to think about her behavior. He wants to get an honest apology and changed behavior. So that she can be a better version of herself.

I LOVE THIS SENTIMENT!! I REALLY DO OMMG :( although I must say not only as a reminder to myself because I tend to do that as well. One shouldn't have to forgive people over and over again when they make promises of change but never do. You can only love people so much before it gets self-destructive. Some people just don't change no matter how many chances you give them or how much love you have for them. Obviously it is not as serious with OC and Yoongi yet, but I just wanted to say this here as a reminder that it is also okay to cut ties with someone who never changes their behavious despite how many promises they make! It doesn't make you weak and it also doesn't make you mean! You matter too! 💜💜

[punpunsutatta]

Girl Next Room: Motorbike Baby livewatching

(i made this list as i watched so i could share w/ my friend later. but then it got long so i decided to just post it) SPOILERS AHEAD!

Mile= the REAL consent king tbh, everyone else can go home (anyone who calls fighter consent king is so very Wrong it pains me)(no i will not be accepting criticism)

literally, the only questionable thing (that i remember) Mile doing was sneaking his nametag into her bag which made her uncomfortable?

the way Mile literally got beaten to a pulp for Sundae and she walked away.... just for him to drive her home... sundae pls

the way BOTH of these guys have bruises all over but are so concerned over her bandage-sized cut. i'll have what she's having

young Tan was such a cutie 😔 sucks that he grew up to be Like That, huh

can we discuss Tan's secret artistic abilities? those deer paintings look great, maybe he's an art student

idk if it's because they're dating in real life or just bc they're great actors but Tan and Sundae have really good chemistry

Tan's dad is so funny omg

you're telling me Tan waited SIX MONTHS into the official relationship, which started wayyy after he asked for her number, to KISS HER. is this chivalry, shyness, or stupidity, i can't figure it out

mm. love that she called out Tan for being a jerk, but notice how she didn't do the same when Mile was throwing money at a clearly-financially-struggling Tan. he took it in stride tho, good for him

(Side-note: glad they showed him working for once, i was wondering how his bills got paid if he's just trailing behind Sundae all day long)

wow ok this ep was obviously meant to show Tan in a better light but. he gets the most points NOT for buying her food or rescuing her from the elevator, but for not judging her crying abt a cockroach & also rushing to go kill it. I'll Have What She's Having

this girl is.... so dumb. two (2) cute boys wore black for her and she failed to connect the dots both times 🤦🏽‍♀️

did u really think someone else's boyfriend would kill your cockroach for u??? pretty privilege.

the way i caught wind of foul play in their last relationship and am willing to forgive tan for everything... hi my name is Ayesha and i'm a Tan simp

(side-note: who else thinks Sundae's mom said something? omg PLOT TWIST it was her brother 🤔)

Mile made her a homemade tiffin now that he knows she's a picky eater 🥺🥺 you poor boy, they're gonna do u so dirty 😔

the way i forgot Tan went to school too LMAO

the guitar serenading during dinner is tacky, but at least he's self aware

she said she doesn't wanna see his face, so he came back the next day with his helmet on 🤦🏽‍♀️

so much gremlin behavior today Tan

actually he's gotten worse ever since she said she'd see Mile instead, that staircase bump was so juvenile

and still Mile has never reacted rashly, this boy can do no wrong

was the "Sunday" helmet bit an ultimatum? it felt like an ultimatum and also a game of hot potato asdfghjkl

OOP spoke too soon abt Mile. he kinda pressured Sundae into looking like a couple in front of Tan, knowing full well that she needs more time

I mean tbh compared to allll the strikes Tan has gotten, Mile would still be ranking higher- in a normal situation. Alas, I can't figure Tan's rank until i find out what the deal is about that "promise" he made also i'm a Tan simp but at least i can admit my favoritism

oh. the part where she comes back for the helmet... hits different

okay sundae is LYING to herself if she doesn't think she's been into Tan this whole time. like yeah she likes Mile too but c'mon we all know you never forgot abt Tan

Wait noooo not the dad i love him

LMAO the way Tan's life flashes before his eyes right when he realizes his brother is a loudmouth & will absolutely mention the post-breakup comfort session they had earlier 😂 true siblings

i thought Mile was gonna be pissed and petty, but he wasn't? he just listened to her and trusted her explanation and communicated how he felt?? only recommended cutting Tan off after Sundae asked for his opinion?? i stan one (1) second love interest

did i mention i love Tan's dad and brother like! yes call him out! knock some sense into him!! we stan honest, kind, and emotionally intelligent men

that confession 🥺 the yearning-from-afar Tan montage 🥺 the scene with his dad and brother after 😭

if i could forget about my pain from 5 mins ago i'd say this date scene is actually super cute

WOW OK I TAKE IT BACK ALL OF IT i had a feeling he'd be a cheating player. and he made her go gift shopping for his real girlfriend?? yikes

feels like a low blow to write him off as a love interest tbh, they just made him too perfect and had to backtrack 😪 rip mile's character

OH MY GOD I WAS RIGHT IT WAS HER BROTHER OMGGGG WHAT NO WAY NO WAY

okay her brother shouldn't have blamed Tan for either times bc once it was also out of guilt/grief for her mother, and the other it was Mile's betrayal plus her grief for losing Tan. he just happened to find her both times

looking back, the way Tan kept that paper so he could control his emotions 😭 so he wouldn't close enough to break his promise, but also close enough to potentially hurt her again 😭 And when he said "i can't control my emotions anymore" he was actually so torn and felt super guilty and selfish bc he couldn't stay a "safe" distance and keep his word, i-

WAIT WHEN HE SAID "I'M A MAN OF MY WORD"... THE FORESHADOWING OMG

ALL CAPS BC WE CRYIN IN THE CLUB WOOHOO

wowowow Tan on a normal day is cute and and sweet and endearing, but furious Tan is.... hot

Sundae WHY are you depriving me Tan and your brother the chance for them to jump Mile, it's what i deserve!

asdfghjkl this bitch boi said "i hate confrontation so i decided to two-time :)". electric chair.

Tan's reaction to that was like "babe should i kill him or should i kill him", and her brother's was "are u done did u say your piece great MY TURN"

cute scenes are nice but decent apologies and explanations are a balm to the soul 😌 his dad raised him well

did y'all see the way he still gets nervous before kissing sundae even after all this time 🥺

and then they lived happily ever after! this was fun, maybe i'll do another sometime