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good gods this has to stop -
everyone, it's percy JACKSON and the olympians, not percy JACKON, please please fix your tags we can't let it trend like this 😭😭
#percy jackson and the olympians#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson#pjo#riordanverse#😂😂😂#how did this start??#and how hasn't anyone noticed and changed it??#everyone is tagging it like this and now it's trending oh gods please no 😭😂#i'd noticed before and said nothing#but now it's really obvious and it must be fixed#my posts#pjo tv#just bc it's the reason it's trending#(🎉🎉🎉 btw)
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*catboys ur shounen protag*
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itadori yuuji#yuji itadori#yuuji#fanart#jjk fanart#boss shes drawing shirtless catboys.............#listen i just bought the mewji plush ive been in a Mood ok#u all can forgive me im sure#i rly liked the original mewji sketch that i did last night but fr some reason when i went to clean it i could not get th expression??#it just looked so off and kind of uncanny and not like yuuji at all#so i scapped it :) hes less scrunchy faced now#also. gomenyasai i am still guilty of doubling up on human/cat ears....#espECIALLY with a haircut like yuujis it is beyond me how to omit them#if anyone can make it work u r a better artist than i#anyway im so happy the trend of like. putting ur ref pic next to the finished piece exists#adds a lil layer of visual interest i think !!!#plus i for one think its neat seeing what other ppl use fr ref#i realized while drawing this tht its been a minute since my last boy without a shirt on#every time i get to draw torso muscles i am like i shld do this more often !!! and then i never do#bc the only thing i like more than rendering muscles is a cute fit GHJFJHFGSHg#anyway itadori mewji ladies and gays enjoy <3#i have ! places 2 b !#'why were u late' . uh .
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Hmmm... very interesting to me that Taylor Swift is trending rn and yet for some reason no one in that tag is complaining that her trending is taking away from what's going on in Palestine and what's happening in Rafah. And yet for some reason, people couldn't seem to shut up in the Kendrick Lamar tag when he was trending about how the whole beef was just two celebrities beef (it's much deeper than that) and were making up theories abt how the whole thing was taking attention away from Palestine and everyone talking about it should feel ashamed of themselves (every single account I saw in that tag was posting about Palestine too).
And the thing that's really getting me is that Taylor is trending bc of a change to the Eras tour. An objectively unimportant change to make, especially when compared to what's going on in Rafah. But that's not what gets hate, no, it's the predator getting called out in an industry known for exploitation by one of the biggest artists in said industry. The racism isn't even implicit atp...
Edit: ok so just to clarify no this wasn't meant to insinuate that Taylor trending was some setup of Israel (that's just... like objectively wrong lmao), it was to point out that when it comes to a black artist in hip hop (a predominantly non-white genre) people wouldn't let fans of said genre just enjoy the music and shenanigans happening in that genre and that's it's hypocritical to act like people can't care abt two things at once, but they can enjoy their white "feminist icon" pop star (a much whiter genre) without anyone bringing hate into that tag. like i put in the tags, the anti taylor tag is for filtering bc i honestly don't see this post as particularly negative for taylor swift, it's a critique of the fans. and i'm calling out swifties particularly bc the ones who were saying that the beef was manufactured to take eyes off of rafah were swifties, and the ones being racist in the kendrick tag were swifties. i'm not exaggerating like almost every hate post i saw mentioning the beef being manufactured was a swiftie account. it is weird to act like people caring about very serious allegations happening in a genre of music isn't reason enough to make a big deal of the situation and go INTO THE TAG and complain, but it is especially hypocritical and frankly quite infuriating to see the same people who complained about a big deal of a situation being a "distraction" from gaza and then blog abt taylor swift . it's fine if u want to blog abt music u like, honestly idc abt that, if that's all u do then this legit isn't targeted at u, this is targeted at the swifties who came into the kendrick tag to complain and then went back to talking abt swift two seconds later like they weren't doing the same thing they were complaining abt two minutes before. (sry for the long explanation, but i just don't want ppl taking my words out of context and i rlly tried to word this all clearly, but idk man sometimes u think u word something well and then nobody undrestands wtf u were on abt so i wanted to make sure it was clear) also, if you're a zionist or israel supporter, i will be blocking u if u interact with this post. ok ty bye bye
#ok so i am white and i'm a little hesitant to post this bc i've been trying not to overstep throughout this whole beef#so if anyone thinks this post is doing that please just let me know and i'll take it down#i just haven't seen anyone talk about this#and it's bothering me especially bc when kendrick was trending i kept seeing swifties being racist in the tag#so the audacity of them to complain when kendrick was trending and yet go back to praising their “mother”#it rlly rubs me the wrong way#like how much audacity do you have to have... really.#kendrick lamar#drake#taylor swift#anti taylor swift#<- that last one is just for filtering#and bc i just... don't like taylor swift lol#also the racism hasn't been implicit in the kendrick tag for a while#but yknow that was more for The Point to get across lol#and if anyone thinks this is whining for no reason i have a literal google doc that i had to start of posts complaining in the kendrick tag#bc ppl genuinely were not shutting the fuck up in that tag
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gen loss dump part 2 :]
i have a gen loss playlist so the last two was me hitting randomize and drawing a pic based on the song before it finished. the second one technically isn’t that cause charlie’s inferno isn’t on apple music cause they hate me so it’s way more of the song out of spite because they wouldn’t give it to me.
#spotify is prolly better (definitely is for finding playlists i use spotify to find playlists still and then add those songs to my own lmao#but dad pays for a family apple music subscription and free music streaming is infinitely better then paying for my own spotify#also my wound reference i feel like i let him off easy from the seven foot tall wire security monster#but idk this was drawn a year ago idk what i was doing#like i agree w the vest just being REALLLL bad bruising and internal stuff but i feel like he had wayyyy more open area besides that to get#fucked up besides just his arms#but i guess since the wire monster also got turned off by the button since it didn’t immediately go at ranboo next then maybe that’s still#reasonable idk#generation loss#generation loss fanart#ranboo fanart#continuing my not spamming tags trend so even though i bc puls have tagged all three of them im not gonna#still posting this primarily for me and for everyone else second#OH THE OUTFITS ARE FROM MY PIN BOARDS#I MAKE OUTFIT BOARDS FOR EVERYTHING ITS SO FUN#LIKE EVERY FANDOM IVE POSTED HERE HAS ONE#ITS BAD#and then irl i wear sweats and t shirt lmao#i found mouse trap game board earrings#i spend too much time on those finding highly specific bullshit#the jrwi one is especially cringe cause i have a different section for all of the what ifs#and that shit lasted one (1) episode#also the full color drawing i’m so >:| about it#i need to practice coloring sooooo badly but i always get frustrated w it#i need to slow tf down idk#but thats also from nearly a year ago so
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Reverse Gondolin AU family portrait
#silm#silmarillion#idril#tuor#earendil#reverse gondolin au#is this baby earendil's first appearance in the au?#so I decided Idril & Tuor still get married in this au#mostly bc I want Earendil to exist.#i haven't figured out what I want to do with Lomion#but maybe he can be obsessed with tyelpe instead of idril bc they're friends in this au and idril showed up a lot later?#also c&c + celebrimbor moved to gondolin instead of nargothrond since Aredhel lives there#you may notice that tuor has a diff hairstyle & outfit in the au!#this is bc fashion trends in reverse gondolin are more influenced by aredhel's choices than turgons for obvious reasons#hence the white cloaks and shorter (but equally fancy) sleeves#also idril is lord of the mole in the au#my headcanon is that 'lord' as of the lords of gondolin is just the title regardless of gender for the specific role#'lady' is a different role with much less administrative stuff and more social/public-appearance type stuff#aredhel is the white lady of gondolin bc she does Not want to be a lord#so she does the occasional royalty-waves-and-smiles-from-a-tower type event when necessary#but other than that she doesnt have political duties#idril is the administrative/political leader of the Mole in the au hence she is a lord#shes also the lady of the wing bc she married tuor and is part of the house of the wing's nobility but doesn't do their political stuff#and tuor is the lady of the mole#reverse turgon after arrival has less of a interest in politics than canon turgon (the whole eol deal was rather traumatizing and he needs#time to recover)#so he's not one of the Lords but he is colloquially ar-feinion#his official title is some sort of prince#after he reaches a more stable emotional state he helps a lot w the political stuff when aredhel is out#so maeglin doesn't have todo everything himself
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#genuinely i didnt do this on purpose i was just very tired when i went to draw yesterday and did pose practice instead of new comic#but then i see franz kafka trending this morning and i remembered this hellsite has the most arbitrary holidays i love it#dr draws#danganronpa#dr#ndrv3#drv3#kokichi ouma#ouma kokichi#kokichi oma#oma kokichi#glittersart#TAPP AU#if you want it doesnt have to be#but i am working on an ask about how everyone is holding up post-sim#mostly in writing if thats alright bc im not positive yet how to draw out the story i want to tell#and therein is a small headcanon that kokichi kinda. for several reasons has a bit more intense a time than most of his classmates#and sometimes he Needs to sleep at arbitrary times during the school day. if he wont do it voluntarily he'll just kinda faint-#- which is especially frustrating for him because the lack of control and his inherent distrust of most people fuel his paranoia-#- and over time he designates a couple of Probably Secure places around campus that he can sleep if his dorm is too far.#ive started setting it up (itll take a lot of drawing to explain it all) but one of them is the animal shed#i do want to try actively to write about Students Who Aren't Kokichi but this all did start bc im kinda fixated atm#actually i think kokichi has been in all of the comics so far. like at least appeared#which will probably continue to be true as kokichis brand of pranking#('i put a kick-me sign on kaitos back and when saihara sees it theyll have an excuse to talk. all according to plan.')-caliber#is a nice device to crash characters into eachother like bumper cars
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you know what, I actually will talk about this because it's bothering me. The issue with focussing so heavily on syd and carmy's potential for a romantic relationship isn't that there's something inherently unintellectual about romance or whatever, it's that a lot of people seem incapable of doing that without immediately flattening the story and ignoring or intentionally misreading any and all nuance for the sake of that romance. Every scene suddenly becomes about how it impacts their relationship, every analysis is done through a romantic lens, every frame or line of dialogue becomes about finding some easter egg or hint that "proves" these people should start dating. Their dynamic is absolutely a fundamental part of this show, but if you can only see it as a will-they-won't-they, you miss so much of what the story is actually trying to say with these two.
There are good versions of this story where their relationship is romantic and there are good versions of this story where it isn't, but as soon as you decide them being together is "the point," you lose the ability to actually judge the story for what it is, not what you want it to be.
#like so much of their dynamic (esp but not exclusively in S3) has been about showing the ways that carmy's trauma and dysfunctional#attitude in the kitchen impacts other people and how even though he cares about syd and wants their partnership to work he keeps self#sabotaging and setting himself and by extension her and the restaurant up to fail and replicating the same toxic environments that#he grew up and trained in and this is very much consistent with his character and a natural continuation of the conflicts they've been#having since S1 but because him being shitty with her runs contrary to them getting together suddenly its 'ruining the story' and#out of character and only happening bc the writers just hate to see this ship winning and like. if you really think that i genuinely don't#know what show you've been watching bc it sure as shit wasn't this one. like it hurts to see him do this because you know#they could do something genuinely great together and that he's ruining a really good thing but this is also the reality of where he is rn#if he was just a good and supporting business partner and not deeply dysfunctional it would be wildly out of character#the problem w S3 wasn't that it 'ruined' their relationship it's that it had no clear focus overemphasized carmy's arc at the expense#of the other leads deprioritized the supporting cast while failing to give them their own arcs gave more screen time to#unecessary and uninteresting new 'comic relief' characters and let conflicts stagnate without resolving them or#letting them evolve over the course of the season.#this isn't exclusive to the bear this is a general trend ive noticed where as soon as the 'shipper' part of people's brains get activated#it's like they lose the ability to read the story any other way and it stops being about what's good for the narrative and starts being#about whether or not these two people kiss and anything that gets in the way of that is bad and anything that brings it closer is good#and it's usually whatever but it's really frustrating when the story ppl are doing that to is this good#it also makes people fundamentally incapable of treating any 'obstacle' to that romance in a way that isn't wildly meanspirited and#gross (esp bc those characters are usually women) which is exhausting. like no claire isn't evil or a 'pick me' or 'bad' for carmy#or a useless addition to the story or whatever other nonsense you guys have decided must be true to feel okay. she's a perfectly normal#character and their relationship is exploring some of the ways that carmy's inability to deal with or actually address his trauma#impacts the various relationships in his life. she doesn't even have to be a monster or a narrative mistake for him and syd to be#'destined' for each other or whatever. this isn't a middle school wattpad fic.#im definitely gonna get killed in the street for this but ive been looking for a good reason to spend less time on here so might as well#the bear#sydcarmy#sydney adamu#carmy berzatto
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>> I'M THINKING MIKU MIKU OO-EE-OO <?>
#the batman 2022#edward nashton#hatsune miku#vocaloid#fanart#digital illustration#do you guys remember when it was a big ol trend on twt to draw miku as a movie character or whatever#i did this back then but never posted it#ive been doing Badly but its mostly bc i have a tomcat in my apartment lol#my cat has had tummy issues for a good long while and nothing seems to fix it so the vet gave us the go-ahead to neuter him anyways#im fairly certain its all just stress now and man no one talks about how hard it is to keep a poor hormonal tomcat relaxed#and we have the advantage that he's fully indoors and we dont have any other cats#its been terrible anyways¡¡#so yeah ive halted drawing for that reason#its been raining like crazy too#should i just offer drawings for money¿¿ i can scrunch up like an hour a day on my bf's pc i think#i wanna buy rain pants so badly#i'll do a price sheet i think#buy drawings from me so i can buy rain pants and vegetables#im going thru it im sorry#have a nice day (':#i hope you have a better day than me at least haha
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Aren't Draluc's suits like, canonically custom-tailored? Why tf does he wear sleeve garters when he's not cooking?
Just for the drama???
#i got high and realized 'wait wtf are those things for' and fell down a little wikepedia rabbit hole don't worry about it#apparently in the 19th century sleeves were just all made on the longer side so sleeve garters were used to hold them up at the right lengt#meaning. practical use for rolling up sleeves when cooking but not for. daily life#so like. for the drama right?#but now i'm also wondering like. if they were introduced in the late 1800s when did the dragon clan all adopt them into their fashion sense#somehow i doubt a bunch of immortal vampires are super on top of fashion trends#unless grandpa one day was like 'hey i think these things are cool. let's all wear them.'#it's kinda hard to tell if anyone else wears them tho bc (as far as i can remember) draluc's the only one we see take off his jacket 🤔#he could just be a dramatic bitch. because i mean. he is#no one is gonna read these autistic fucking ramblings in the notes of this post lmaoooo there's a reason i tag my texts posts the way i do#tvdint#stacky ramblings#the vampire dies in no time
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"likes don't do anything" they do
"there's no algorithm" there is
"well nobody uses the for you tab" I do
"reblog all art and fics you see" there's no thought put into that. if this does work on people, then it's just pity engagement borne out of guilt rather than genuine interest, which is arguably worse than having none, because it's totally hollow.
#if I make art of my ocs who I'm personally fond of and spent a few days drawing just right and it gets 3 reblogs then it gets 3 reblogs#it's rational to feel a little disappointed sure. but I can't do anything about that. it's just luck#and I got Very lucky accumulating a few thousand followers on my main-turned-art-only blog off the back of when m.oomin was very popular#(tho realistically many of those users are probably inactive/passive followers now)#and having this number of people tuned into my posts Still only gets me a couple dozen notes on original stuff.#every 3 years or so something might blow up. like that bugs bunny comic lol. and I did Not expect it to#especially bc it happened about a year after I shared it as well.#it can happen any time. so don't feel discouraged when your art doesn't get noticed right away#the one advantage this website has is that there's far less of a fomo culture compared to other socials where trends come and go in a week#and people will still interact with older posts. especially bc it's easier to find what you want through the tagging system. sort of.#there's really no way to predict this or aim for large engagement! oh unless you're specifically catering to the current hot topic#like d.unmeshi is wiiiildly popular right now. I've seen comics get 5-digit notes in under 48 hours 'cause more eyes are on it.#but if it's not something you personally like and you're only creating things for the attention then you're gonna be unhappy#and people will inevitably move on.#I'd much rather swing my art back around every few months or so until it finds someone it resonates with#than make people who were never planning to engage with it feel bad for no reason
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that one arashi post about presenting her as overtly feminine in fan media but not in a "trans women are only valid if they conform to traditional femininity" kinda way and more in a "happyele are a bunch of pussies for having a trans woman imply/state she wants to be more feminine in every sense of the word and then never letting her do so beyond socially" kinda way
#i cant remember if i rbd that on my old blog or this one??#but i am Thinking about it again#its smth i always try to be conscious about?? bc as a more man-leaning person i do not present masc 90% of the time#and i rlly dont feel pressured to present a certain way since im kinda all over the place when it comes to gender#and with arashi its like. the opposite?? like she feels pressured to present more masculine bc of her public status#but she WANTS to wear cute dresses and flowy skirts and big puffy blouses with obnoxiously large bows#the long hair is non negotiable i give all my faves a mullet whether they want it or not#i blame axel kingdom hearts for starting that trend#ensemble stars#enstars#arashi narukami#AND SOCIAL TRANSITION IS JUST AS IMPORTANT AS ANY OTHER KIND#and for a lot of trans ppl thats enough!#but she is v clear about wanting to fit a more traditional feminine image bc she WANTS to. NOT bc shes EXPECTED to.#ok thats it i always get defensive for literally no reason whenever i draw her#i think its bc hiyori is there too and i feel like i dont make her as fem looking??? i just suck at drawing women idk man#if youre not androgynous/slightly fem looking or literally built like yoshiya kiryu i cannot draw you sorry#iamtryingforchiakiiamTRYING
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Lonnie's last appearance in The First Shadow [source]:
"It wasn't me. I didn't do it!"
Lonnie's first mention in the series (1x01)
Which reminded me...
Kate Trefry talking about The First Shadow [source]:
We always try to go back to the original pilot and say, what more is there to learn about this moment?
Based on the leaks out there, there seems to be very few Lonnie scenes in the play, and yet it also sounds like he's gotta be the most consistently portrayed when compared to his character on the show, more than anyone else, even down to this very line, this concept of him having nothing to do with it. This tells me that with what little they were willing to give, there is a major significance to it and what it means for his character and for his role in the story overall.
So what is it? What does Lonnie have nothing to do with?
In s1, it's about Will and his disappearance. But clearly it's more than that because they made a point to have Joyce say it twice, to trust her on this.
If Lonnie has nothing to do with this, and that's a theme they want to carry out in this play in a way that quite literally juxtaposes his first mention on the show, taking us back to the very beginning, what does that mean?
Idk. Maybe it just means he has nothing to do with this. Maybe it means he has nothing to do with Will more than we realize...
It's giving
#stranger things#the first shadow#st the first shadow#lonnie byers#will byers#lonnie. you are NOT the father!#not the father of will at least#he has nothing to do with this. trust me!#dido joyce#he's a red herring folks#just like terry 'hey mama it's me jane i'm home' 'no.' ives#lonnie (i didn't do it!) terry (no)...#are you seeing a trend here?#the way they treat lonnie like a one off not even worthy of rehashing outside of maybe 1 or 2 mentions post s2#the way they treat terry's scenes like an easter egg hunt still yet to be solved all going back to el's birth...#you'd think if lonnie and terry were actually will/el's parents they would be given more importance to the narrative than they are#and there's probably a reason for that...#bc we are being led astray!#hopper peaking in the corner prominently on the poster with the focus on lonnie from that scene saying he has nothing to do with this...#idk i feel like hopper might have something to do with this...#willel twins#willel literal twins#joyce + hopper = willel twins
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recently i've seen a lot of people saying that the larger proportion of m/m vs f/f and f/m fanfics are because straight women write a large proportion of fanfiction and project themselves upon one of the male characters, in order to create a fictional relationship that doesn't have to deal with misogyny. i think this could definitely be the case for some people but i want to throw out another theory that also takes into account how a lot of fanfic writers are actually lesbians, bisexual women, and asexual women.
i think there's a pretty good possibility that a lot of these people aren't writing m/m to project into the relationship, but specifically because they *don't* want to project onto the relationship.
i find it interesting that people seem to have an underlying assumption that everybody who writes fictional romance and smut is projecting on the characters or imagining themselves as one of the characters in some way. surely, some people do, but i feel like i more frequently talk to other people who specifically do not want to imagine themselves as part of the romance/smut at all. when women are doing this, maybe the fact that the relationship is m/m is actually to make it *harder* to project into it? sometimes the point of fiction, even and especially fictional porn, is to very explicitly *not* imagine yourself in the scenario, since it's one you don't want to be in.
disclaimer that i'm not saying this is true of Everybody, obviously, there is no one thing that's going to be true of all fanfic writers and readers. I am writing this as a gay transmasculine person and I think there are more trans people writing fic than people want to recognise when they talk about fanfiction as a "female" hobby, and that complicates this point a bit, but talking about that would add another 10 paragraphs so i'll do it later in another post, maybe. I've definitely missed nuances in this post but, again, trying to keep it as relatively concise as I can, with my own ramble forever disorder issues lmao
Fanfiction, including the proportions of fic written about men vs women, are reflective in some ways of the misogyny and sexism of the world we live in, but they are absolutely not the cause of it. harassing a fiction writer does nothing to diminish real world harm related to gender or sexuality, it just adds another real world harm of harassment, so don't do that! I just think it's interesting to think about the reasons we find the trends we do within fanfiction, and I've been fascinated seeing so many people talk about fanfic as if straight women are writing all of it when a huge majority of the fanfic writers that I know of are queer women and trans people.
#my post#jeremy rambles#ao3#idk what to say about this but yeah. good faith interpretations only pls#trying not to make generalizations while also trying to recognise trends and reasons behind those trends yknow#i just find it interesting that people presume everyone writing and reading smut is projecting bc. like sure some people. sure sometimes.#but also a lot of the time no not at all#anyways#if this makes no sense its bc im stoned
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[ID: Digital painting of Daisy from TMA. She is a white woman with long, matted, blonde hair, brown eyes, and scars across her skin, most notably a sunburst and a graze from a bullet on her left shoulder. She is caked with dirt, her hair in disarray around her, and stares at the viewer with a vacant, haunted expression. The background is dark and foreboding around her. End ID.]
hand me my shovel im going in or whatever
#tma#the magnus archives#daisy tonner#alice tonner#my#saint draws#just gonna tag rant real quick but#re what especially lee but also a lotta ppl have been posting abt lately:#i thought it would be more reasonable to criticise trends of characters looking young and Perfect™ if im like.#actively trying to counteract said trend. so.#grizzled daisy be upon ye!#bc ive spoken to call so much abt this: she definitely ends up cutting her hair post buried#but im picturing this like. immediately after. like a few moments#anyway. she
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tumblr mobile updates are really consistently just one step forward three steps back every single time huh
#trousled rants#i have polls now but the search tab is megafucked#i dont give two ounces of a shit about what's trending or staff picks or whatever give me back my easily accessible tags#n i haven't gotten this update (hopefully never will) but apparently they've changed the video ui too?? n they're trying tumblr tv again????#and images are part of that for some reason????????#i hate the tiktokification of all social media websites i hate it so much sam i am#the only reason i even have the app is bc of easier access to tags and notifications and now those 2 reasons have been halved lmao#just wait until they find some way to mess with the notes tab i Know Its Coming.............#blegh not to mention they got rid of the permalink dogear at the corners of posts so now it's even more custom-blog-theme-hostile#shaking staff by the shoulders Will You Knock It Off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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being evaluated for adhd by having one of those full psych evals that last like two hours. scared frightened etc.... last time i took it i lied extensively bc i was 13 and thought they might tell my mommy if i said i had suicidal thoughts. and i still have a habit of lying to therapists bc i'm embarrassed......... AGH idk. what if i take it and they tell me that the reason im Like This is bc im genuinely just weird and shitty and not bc im mentally ill at all. SCARED
#which is dumb bc i have been formally diagnosed with multiple mental illnesses i dont think they can just take it back right?????#this is so stupid and cliche but what if i have been faking it........ all along........ Argh.#when i was in res i was put on adderall (bc the house psych just kind of experimented w meds LMFAO) and i had to go off them after like#two weeks bc it was affecting my appetite in a way i couldnt afford at the time lmao. but i do genuinely feel like it helped during that#time.... which is why i want to go on it again!!!! but im scared theyll just be like nah and i wont be able to take any of my meds anymore#is that crazy. am i being crazy rn. idk i truly do think most of my experiences w school and like. life could be explained by adhd and#when i was a kid they thought i had it but the two meds they tried didnt work for me so they just. kind of gave up#and i was really extremely unable to do school and graduated hs w an insanely low gpa and then dropped out of community college. LMAO. not#that people w adhd cant be good in school i just couldnt make myself do homework and couldnt listen in class bc i was too busy focusing on#listening. if that makes sense#IDK. idk. i know it's become like. a trend to have adhd is the issue and everything is being attributed to having it so im worried that ive#like. accidentally fallen in w that? even though ive thought i had it for forever and everyone has been like girl do you have this. IDK!!!!#idk. idkkkk im just like. genuinely scared. it's not the end of the world if im not diagnosed obviously but that means that#im just like this for no reason at all. and there's no way of helping it bc it's just the way i am. and i actually am just shitty n lazy.#epic. which incidentally is the proper name for how fucking long these tags are my bad. if you read this far sorry for being insane 👍
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