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nuka-rockit · 4 months ago

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I do try hard to be brave about being an adult but just when I think I may get the hang of it at last I get one mildly not great phone call that makes me so anxious I want to throw up so perhaps I should reconsider becoming a strange hermit in the woods that gives unsolicited advice to travellers

#like its not even definitive news about anything #just a potential scheduling conflict at the place i may get a fuckin. minimum work job at #but just the implication by a stranger I may have done something Wrong or Bad flips a switch in my brain #and all i want to do is to hide in a hole for the next seven years under a pile of blankets #I wanted to study more for my exam but I couldnt focus for nearly 2 hours because my brain chemistry is just broken i think #how tf am i gonna get a career like this lol #my stuff #ok to rb

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