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nnon0 · 8 months ago
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JJH fic recs
other fic rec posts : 1.(active post) 2.
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been getting a little hard trying to find long fics to read these days but here are some that i complied in the last month or so :)
(đŸ«€) -personal faves
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all these years @domjaehyun
WC: 34.1k
fluff, smut, angst; childhood friends-to-lovers!au, college!au, neighbors!au
Just friends @lonelyharmonies
WC: 22k
Strangers-to-friends- to-lovers!au , college au
what happens when you wake up in someone else’s bed after getting drunk in a party?
(đŸ«€) Only @ppangjae
WC: 21.6k
almost!lovers au
You like to believe crossing paths with Jaehyun after graduation is just pure coincidence. He always comes and goes. But what if he decides to stay? To stick around? To give what was an ‘almost’ a chance?
Romeo roulette @wincore
WC:21.1k
soulmate au, office au, fake dating
if finding your soulmate is the same as a damn game of Russian roulette, you are determined to not pull the trigger at all. except, you know who your soulmate is and he doesn’t—and given a choice to pretend, you find that jaehyun is the lesser of the two burdens to bear.
he fell first and he fell harder @taurusdaylight
WC: 18.7k
Basketball captain!jaehyun, childhood-friends-to-lovers
jeong jaehyun really loves basketball. but also, he’s terribly in love with his childhood best friend of seventeen years, you.
(đŸ«€) all i wanted @yutaholic
WC: 17k
heartbreakers, smut
A year has passed since you last saw your best friend, Jaehyun, but the man who returns is not the boy you once knew and loved. Jaehyun will barely speak to you and you don’t know why, but you both may be exactly what the other needs to mend your broken hearts.
(đŸ«€)The Apple of My Eye @sehunniepotwrites
WC: 17k
school! au , teacher!au , Kindergarten teacher!jaehyun
As a young and handsome kindergarten teacher of two years, Jeong Jaehyun was used to receiving presents during Teacher’s Appreciation Week. This, however, was the first year Jaehyun wanted to give a present of appreciation to someone else—his new and ever-so-lovable teacher’s assistant.
(đŸ«€)song for a little sparrow @ppangjae
WC:13.7k
poet!jaehyun x painter!reader , strangers-to-lovers
As a burnt out painter, you packed one suitcase and flew a one-way trip to Paris in hopes of finding your passion again. In the city of love, the last thing you expected was to bump into a man who doesn’t believe in love. But you do, and you find yourself showing him the wonders of love and falling in love. Just don’t fall in love with him.
I like me better (when i’m with you) @tyonfs
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friends to enemies to lovers, sports au , smut
there was no one else on the planet that made your blood boil like jeong jaehyun did. you never thought your feelings toward him were anything past pure hatred, but when you were lost in the feeling of his lips on yours and his hands on your body, you couldn’t help but think that maybe a part of you didn’t completely hate his guts. 
Someone to Bring Home @rouiyan
WC: 10.2k
Med student!jaehyun, College au, Brothers best friend , home for thanksgiving
synopsis — “if you’ve been waiting for fallin’ in love, babe, you don’t have to wait on me.” (sanctuary - joji)
Boyfriend material @mochidoie
WC: 6.2k
fake dating au, strangers-to-lovers , slight angst
Although you and Jaehyun had never spoken a word to each other before this class project, he asks you to be in a fake relationship in order to prove to his longtime crush that he is boyfriend material.
Back up Valentine @tyonfs
WC: 2.9k
Spiderman!jaehyun
you don’t have any unrealistic expectations for valentine’s day considering your love life has never flourished, but the least your best friend could’ve done was not summon an intergalactic army of an alien species during your first blind date ever.
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SERIES
S.C.S; ayakashi @starlightkun
WC:66.2k
heavily based off yet another otome game, ayakashi: romance reborn ; bc of this, all the lore used in here is inspired by/based on/taken from the lore of the game, not the actual lore of traditional ayakashi/yokai stories
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loserlvrss · 25 days ago
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𝐁𝐅 𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐀 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 j. yoonoh ( 정윀였 )
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synopsis | jaehyun as your boyfriend through instagram stories.
pairing : jaehyun x gn!reader genre : smau, fluff, lowk crack ? warnings : language word count : n/a
authors note : its my bday wish to get jaehyun's loser ass back
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please reblog and like <3 comments are appreciated ! thank you 4 reading © loserlvrss 2024 / 25 all rights reserved. 
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writemekpop · 11 months ago
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Bad Girl | Jung Jaehyun
Summary: Jung Jaehyun is the first guy you’ve ever met who isn’t attracted to you. You’re determined to seduce him. 
Genre: Enemies to lovers AU
Word Count: 1.5k
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As you walked into the first play rehearsal, you felt your heart stutter. 
A painfully hot guy was standing by the cast-only coffee table. He was tall, statuesque, in a long black coat and glasses. His chest strained at the fabric of his white shirt, as if his stiff body couldn’t be contained.   
"Hey, you must be Jung Jaehyun," you said, looking up at him through your lashes. Now, you just had to wait for him to start drooling - guys couldn't resist you. 
"Afternoon," Jaehyun said. He barely glanced at you. Was he gay or something? "Thank goodness you're here, we're out of tea." 
You blinked. "Sorry
I’m your co-lead? I play Margot Warner, your character's wife?" 
He stretched out his hand to shake yours, stiffly. "Apologies - I thought you were the coffee girl." 
Damn it, even his cold stare of indifference was sexy.  
"Let’s start with the argument scene," the director said. 
You and Jaehyun took centre stage. "Does my gaze make you feel nothing?" you breathed, looking into his eyes. "My touch?" You twined your fingers in his heavenly soft hair. "My kiss?" 
Standing on your tiptoes, you squeezed a kiss to his lips. They were cool as marble. 
Jaehyun stared into your eyes. Now, overcome with desire, his character was meant to tear the buttons off your shirt and pull you close, just as the lights dimmed. 
But Jaehyun stepped away from you. "Time out!" He sighed. "I just cannot understand what my character sees in hers. Why does he suddenly give in?" 
The director nodded. "He’s right. We need some chemistry here, guys! This is
 PG-13 at best.” 
Jaehyun looked at you. "Listen, you may have never seduced a man, but you are going to have to pretend. That is of course, what actors do." 
You could just strangle him. Never seduced a man?  Jaehyun thought he was so much better than you, with his stupid little theatre degree from Harvard. 
You didn’t need a fancy degree to be a good actor. Plus, you could eat Harvard boys for breakfast - and you had. You’d tasted half the football team, in fact. 
Four hours later, you still hadn’t got the scene. 
The director looked like he'd had enough. "Sort out the chemistry by tomorrow, or I’m firing one of you. Which one do you think I should fire?" 
"Him!" you said, at the same time as Jaehyun snapped, 'Her!" 
You stormed up the stairs of the auditorium to get your bag from one the seats. Chemistry problem. Bullshit. That was like saying Albert Einstein had an intelligence problem. 
"Where do you think you're going?" Jaehyun said. 
A tiny shiver ran down your spine. 
"Are you really going to give up on the scene that easily?" Jaehyun taunted. "I've seen chihuahas with longer attention spans." 
"It’s tough acting against a brick wall," you shot back. 
Jaehyun shuddered. "If I have to teach you how to act, I will. Come here."
You walked over to him. 
"Margot is trying to seduce her husband. Your acting is too unidimensional!" 
"Uni-what?" you said. 
"Obvious! You're playing it too obvious," Jaehyun said. "I can see why that would be a problem for you. The whole Barbie thing usually does the trick with men, doesn't it? With your tight dresses and your
 long legs. " He glanced at your body, and quickly looked away. But you’d noticed.   
You smirked. "So you think I'm hot." 
Jaehyun scoffed. "What I'm saying is, you need to play the role with your whole body. Subtle - yet hair-raising." He grabbed your script. "I'll try Margot. Watch and learn." 
Jaehyun stepped towards you. 
On the surface, nothing had changed. But Jaehyun was a different man. His face was flushed, his breaths shaky. His eyes kept flashing to your lips, like it took everything in him not to kiss you. 
"Does my gaze make you feel nothing?" he said quietly, his black eyes searching yours. "My touch?" He twined his fingers in your hair, and you couldn't hide the sound of your breath catching.
Every inch of your skin was alive.
"My kiss?" 
Jaehyun kissed you. His lips were so much gentler than you'd expected. You knew it was just acting, but Jaehyun seemed so into you it made him nervous. His whole body trembled with desire. 
You pulled back, struggling to catch your breath. That kiss was hair-raising.  
Something told you Jaehyun wasn't that good an actor. 
Jaehyun pulled back, his face flushed, a pink cloud of lipstick rimming his mouth. He was biting his plump lips, almost as if he was fighting a smile. "Clear?" 
You smiled. "You've forgotten the end of the scene."
An unreadable expression flashed over Jaehyun’s face. 
“How did it end again?” he murmured, his eyes fixed on yours. 
Your eyes fell to Jaehyun’s lips. “Margot and Lewis find the time to
 reconnect.” Your fingers found the opening of Jaehyun’s shirt. “To get to know each other again.” 
Jaehyun gulped. “I thought they hated each other.” You started unbuttoning Jaehyun’s shirt, one button at a time. He shivered under your touch. “Hate and love aren’t as different as you think,” you said. 
You abandoned Jaehyun’s shirt on the seats. His body belonged in an art gallery, a sculptor’s impression of the perfect man. Only, Jaehyun was not still and cold anymore. His chest was rising and falling, his flesh hot. 
“This doesn’t mean I’m giving in,” Jaehyun said. “I still abhor you.” 
“And I still don’t give a damn what abhor means,” you said, smirking. Jaehyun hoisted your leg up against his hip. His lips met yours now, hungrily, no script to lead the way. 
On the couch in Jaehyun's big New York apartment, you smirked down at him, stroking his chest. "How was that for seducing a man?" 
"Excellent work," Jaehyun said in mock-seriousness, trying not to look ridiculous despite still panting. "Highly commendable." 
“You know
” you said, nuzzling into his chest, “if you were so into me, why did you act like a jerk?” “I’m married,” he said.
 You felt a pang of disappointment.   
“Divorced, to be precise,” Jaehyun continued. “Eight years. She was my
 my first.” He spoke into your hair now. “I didn’t know what to do with the way I felt about you. I know I’m just a fling to you, but-“ “You’re not,” you said, moving to meet his eyes. He was gnawing at his plump lip, and you smoothed your finger over it, stopping him. “The way I felt last night
 let’s just say I don’t get that a lot.” Your voice dropped. “Or ever.” “Are you saying I’m the best you’ve ever had?” Jaehyun said, turning you around so he was hovering over you, wearing a smug smirk.
“You’re gonna have to work a lot harder to earn that title
” you said, fixing your fingers in his hair. 
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The next day, when you returned to rehearsal, something had changed. “You- um, you first,” Jaehyun said, gesturing to the coffee pot. 
“No, really, you,” you said, rubbing the back of your neck. You had no idea how to act professionally now. Should you touch Jaehyun? Smile at him? Ignore him completely?  
You both broke out into laughter.  
When it came to that scene, however, you and Jaehyun fought the urge to rush to the end.  
"Does my gaze make you feel nothing - my touch - my kiss, blah blah blah..." you mumbled, then pulled Jaehyun towards you in a kiss that made you weak in the knees. 
A lot of the director’s throat-clearing later, Jaehyun finally prised you off him, and you stood next to each other. The spotlights were a little blurry – or was that your eyes?  
The director started a slow clap, his mouth ajar. 
"Will these two set the house on fire? I think so!" He walked towards you, lowering his voice. "But really, how did you do it? What's the secret?"
You grinned at Jaehyun. "We were just acting. That is, of course, what actors do." 
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prodbymaui · 2 years ago
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Stress No More — ì •ìžŹí˜„.
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and you're my centre, you keep me tethered
PAIRING: jung jaehyun x reader
GENRE: stress relief
WORD COUNT: 1.6k+ words
WARNINGS: consensual somnophilia, sub space, daddy kink
SYNOPSIS: Stressed because of work, CEO Jaehyun seeks the comfort of his wife. So when he finally clocks out of work, he didn’t waste any time to quickly drive and get home.
A/N: this was a revised version of one of my fics months ago. thought I had to at least post something as a compensation of my long overdue series. forgive me for the typos, grammatical errors-- yadda yadda yadda. enjoy reading! share your thoughts?
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Jaehyun sighs as he starts to clean up his desk and gather his things. Fashion week just finished and the whole company had been busier than ever. As the CEO, it’s his responsibility to make sure everything falls into the right place with no flaws and show a much better performance than other brands do.  Utmost success doesn’t just come immediately, it demands sleepless nights and burned out minds. Responsibilities as the owner of his own company requires him to spend most of his time signing papers, going over proposals and designs, visiting and participating in the outside works himself, and many more.
Guilt fills Jaehyun’s body when he sees the texts you had sent him earlier, he scolds himself for not replying to you not even once despite clearly, it was his work that had hold him back and made it quite impossible for him to check his phone, especially during meetings. Turning his heels, Jaehyun quickens his pace, urge of going home burns inside him as seconds passes by.
The moment he arrives, he calls out your name softly, announcing his arrival. A couple more and he is yet to receive a response. Oftentimes, when you are free from the shackles of your own job, you like relaxing at the patio, chewing on your strawberry cheesecake all the while laughing at whatever film you’ve decided to watch—or there are times where Jaehyun finds you in your shared bedroom, playing on your phone or taking a nap. After going to the patio first and sees no sight of your figure, Jaehyun opted to head to the second in ranking of your favorite places.
There he finds his lovely wife all sprawled out on the bed, sleeping peacefully with your black silk nightgown that he loves so much. A smile of adoration appears on Jaehyun’s face, walking towards your peaceful sleeping figure while taking off his coat and tie. He settles his things on the table not far from the bed, resting his knee on the mattress and takes in the sight.
Jaehyun feels his breath hitch at the look of your exposed collarbones and thighs. Like a cue, one of your talks prior the busy weeks pricks Jaehyun’s mind. In that very conversation, you had mentioned about wanting to give somnophilia a try. Jaehyun was clueless back then that an explanation was needed. Being the gentleman that he is, Jaehyun expresses worry over the procedure and said that having sex requires verbal consent, he doesn’t want to disrespect the only woman he loves other than his mother. It took quite a few convincing and batting your eyelashes before he agreed.
Cheerfully, you assured him that he have your consent of touching you anytime, anywhere—conscious or unconscious. There are words you’ve established to signal any discomfort or want to stop the actions anyways. Too caught up with work, you didn’t have time to try it. But Jaehyun thinks that this might be the right time.
He plants a soft kiss on your forehead, caressing your cheeks, as he stares at you lovingly for a minute. Jaehyun tugs the hem of your nightgown upwards, there lies the flimsy fabric barely covering the plum cheeks of your pussy. He feels his pants get tighter.
Parting your legs slowly, Jaehyun thinks it’s pathetic to torture himself like this. The thin fabric doesn’t do much of covering what is between those legs, partially showing your clit. He curses under his breath, reaching down to unbuckle his belt to let his hard cock breathe some air, eyes never leaving your cunt.
Jaehyun settles comfortable in the middle while unbuttoning his shirt. He wets his lip as he parts the pussy lips with his thumbs and diving into the pool of sweetness. Jaehyun must’ve saved the world in his previous life to be rewarded by this delicacy. Sliding his tongue in, from the hole to the clit, tasting his wife’s arousal. He closes his eyes as he gets lost to the sweet wetness, licking and sucking on the clit, hungry for more. He looks up to watch your face without stopping the work of his tongue, he can see the calm breathing as it turns heavy and the peaceful face changes into a confused frown.
Your husband observes you, dipping his wet muscle inside the tight warm hole completely. Ghosts in your house would think he’s the one getting eaten out by how he moans and hums at your taste. He flattens his tongue and licks up to the clit, letting his middle finger enter the warm cave, flicking his tongue lightly at your button of pleasure.
Soon, three fingers are already inside and your pussy is now all puffy from all the sucking and licking. He pulls away and stares at how his digits move in and out of your soaping cunt. Letting a muted moan, stirring a bit, Jaehyun chuckles lowly when your legs spreads wider as if to give him more access. Even in deep slumber, you wouldn’t hesitate to offer yourself to him.
Jaehyun presses a kiss on your clit before pulling out his fingers, taking off his pants and boxers. He strokes his cock at the delicious sight of his pliant wife. God, he is certain he’ll come anytime soon just by looking at you, so fucking rewarding after all the stress he had gone through since morning. Without wasting any time, Jaehyun hovers over you, hands beside each side of the your head to hold himself up as he slowly penetrates your soaked hole. Jay lets out a long moan. You feels so good, so warm, so tight.
His thrusts becomes rough and fast almost immediately, not even bothering to lower down his moans and slow down for his wife. You like it like this. The way his cock rubs the insides of your walls is so enticing that you were pulled out from your dream, fluttering your eyes open as the feeling of being full registers in your brain. Whimpering at your husband’s appearance, sweat peeks at Jaehyun’s shoulders, his mouth and chin wet. You are not dumb to be unaware of what just took place, not dumb to know that it’s your wetness that lies on his face, not dumb to realize that what you thought is a wet dream is indeed happening. Fina-fucking -ly.
“Oh, daddy.” You whimpers, hands shooting up to grip on your husband’s biceps, hips bucking up to meet the purposeful thrusts. Jaehyun opens his eyes and sees the pleasure in his now awake wife. He leans down to finally have a taste of the mouth he had been craving ever since this morning, wrapping his arms around you to feel the warmth that he had been seeking after all the stress work had given him.
Picking up his pace, Jaehyun orders you to hold on to him, whispering filthy shits against your ears, knowing how it pushes you to the edge even more. With his wife’s beautiful noises and the clenching of your pussy in his cock, Jaehyun feels himself getting close. He used to last longer than you, but due to the pleasuring clenches of your walls and the beautiful sight of you falling apart in his arms, it’s embarrassing to say that he can cum in just a few minutes.
“Fuck baby, you’re bulging.” Jaehyun looks at your stomach stretching up whenever he thrusts in, the shape of his cock making an appearance. He presses a hand at that very part and starts to pounce roughly, wanting to feel how big his cock inside your small hole.
Sobbing at the merciful thrusts, you tighten your arms around his neck. He feels so so big that you could feel him almost literally breaking you into two. Jaehyun leans back to sit up, placing his hands on his your waist as he fastens his pace, giving you more than what you can take. Your arms goes everywhere, not knowing where to place them, you need to grip on something.
Jaehyun groans when your hands proceeds to grab the big teddy bear on the side of your bed, giving the illusion of innocence with how you’re crying and hugging the stuffed toy like a bullied little kid. Jaehyun puts both of your legs on his shoulders to thrust deeper and harder, You can’t do anything but to scream about how good Jaehyun is making you feel. The complaints from the neighbors are definitely guaranteed.
“Daddy daddy— gonna c-cum— ‘m gonna cum— daddy cum!” You thrashes underneath him and starts to clench on his girthy cock. You want to come so bad, fuck. Your tummy tightens as you discard the stuffed toy to the side and makes grabby hands to your husband. Immediately, Jaehyun complies and leans down, letting you wrap your arms around his neck once again as he whispers encouragement to your ears.
“Come for me, baby. Come on princess, show daddy how good you are for him.” With a few more strokes, you are clamping down hard on his cock and Jaehyun is thrusting uncontrollably. His cum mixes with yours as Jaehyun moves slowly, riding out your high. Once you’ve come down from your climax, he pulls out of you carefully and grabs a towel on your bed side and starts to clean up the mess made by the both of you. Your hand prevents him from going to the bathroom, “Where are you going?” Gosh, those teary eyes—will anyone blame him if his flaccid dick gets hard again by the mere doe eyes?
“To the bathroom, I’ll prepare our bath.” You shake your head.
“No?” Tugging Jaehyun to lay beside you. Your husband only lets it be as you puts his arm around you and buries your face in the crook of his neck.
“We have all the time to do that, let’s just rest for now.” You sleepily say, yawning.
Just a few more days. A few more days and you will be consistently woken up with him fucking you dumb, just like what you had always begged him to do. Jaehyun smirks, a few more days.
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allaboutthedongs · 2 years ago
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JAEHYUN SIR? EXCUSE ME??????
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sunshyni · 4 months ago
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wanna be mine
notinha da Sun: eu tava escutando “Can We Go Back” do Dojaejung, inventei na cabeça que Ă© uma histĂłria complementar a “Roses” do Jaehyun, e ai lembrei de “Lost” tambĂ©m KKKKK EntĂŁo como eu jĂĄ tinha um pedido envolvendo “tĂ©rmino”, resolvi desenvolver essa aqui!!
w.c: 1k
avisos: tĂĄ triste, mas provavelmente jĂĄ li coisas mais tristes ainda, vindo da @dreamwithlost entĂŁo, vish, nem se fala KKKKK
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Jaehyun havia se tornado o homem mais amargurado que conhecia. Ele mesmo havia desistido das redes sociais, sem saber se isso fazia bem para sua mente ou se sĂł o tornava um senhor carrancudo. Mal saĂ­a de casa, exceto para o escritĂłrio onde trabalhava como arquiteto. Sua mobĂ­lia havia adquirido um estilo frio, que jamais imaginara escolher. Antes, debochava de magnatas que optavam por preto, cinza e branco. Sempre incluĂ­a alguma cor em seus projetos para iluminar os ambientes, mas agora nĂŁo mais. Sua casa tinha a aparĂȘncia de um magnata arrogante; tudo era cinza, tudo era triste. NĂŁo havia fotos, nĂŁo havia lembranças. Ele nĂŁo queria mais pensar em vocĂȘ. JĂĄ fazia um ano desde o tĂ©rmino, e ele ainda tinha a aparĂȘncia pĂĄlida.
Jaehyun raramente sorria. Seus sorrisos eram tĂŁo bonitos e sinceros quando estava com vocĂȘ. Ele gostava de provocĂĄ-la em pĂșblico, de sussurrar ao seu ouvido o que queria fazer quando estivessem sozinhos, e adorava ver seu sorriso contido, suas bochechas corando enquanto comia sua sobremesa preferida de morango. Ele nunca fora fĂŁ de doces, entĂŁo sempre a observava, vendo-a fechar os olhos de prazer. Parecia que suas cĂ©lulas eram formiguinhas de tanto amor ao açĂșcar.
Agora, porĂ©m, ele nĂŁo podia mais te contemplar, nĂŁo podia te ver, e isso o fez perder o interesse em ver outras pessoas. NĂŁo encontrava seus amigos mais prĂłximos havia muito tempo. Quando eles marcavam algo, ele sempre inventava uma desculpa. Preferia o silĂȘncio de seu apartamento, sozinho, acompanhado de um vinho e algum filme estrangeiro. Quando seus amigos o arrastavam para algum bar e seus lamentos jĂĄ nĂŁo tinham efeito, ele socializava minimamente, sorria pouco e se concentrava nos petiscos da mesa, na cerveja gelada. Morria de medo de te encontrar por acaso e que vocĂȘ percebesse que ele nĂŁo estava bem, enquanto vocĂȘ, provavelmente, jĂĄ havia seguido em frente hĂĄ muito tempo.
Ele sabia disso, porque vocĂȘ detestava ficar sozinha. Amava a companhia, o toque, e Jaehyun sabia disso melhor que ninguĂ©m. Detestava sonhar com vocĂȘ. Eram nesses dias que ele acordava suado, com a respiração acelerada e o coração descontrolado. Definitivamente, nĂŁo havia te superado. NĂŁo conseguia entender como vocĂȘs desmoronaram tĂŁo rapidamente, como de um casal amoroso, tornaram-se um casal que vivia discutindo, sem chegar a um consenso sobre nada. Jaehyun vivia preso em um ciclo louco de raiva e desejo.
VocĂȘ o acendia como um cigarro, e ele queria tanto ser tragado de novo que doĂ­a.
O aniversĂĄrio de Doyoung, um de seus melhores amigos, chegou naquele fim de semana. Eles reservaram uma mesa para trĂȘs em um restaurante cinco estrelas, o preferido do aniversariante.
— Que bom que não deu bolo na gente hoje — comentou Jungwoo, enquanto Jaehyun segurava a taça elegantemente, balançando o vinho suavemente.
— Desta vez, nĂŁo encontrei uma desculpa convincente. Afinal, Ă© seu aniversĂĄrio de quase trĂȘs dĂ©cadas — Doyoung lançou um olhar irritado, e Jaehyun sorriu de canto, gostando de provocĂĄ-lo.
— Para de me envelhecer, ainda falta um ano — resmungou Doyoung. Jaehyun desviou o olhar para alĂ©m de Jungwoo, observando o ambiente. Notou quando Johnny, um colega de trabalho de Doyoung, entrou no local acompanhado de uma garota. Era claro que Johnny nĂŁo estava ali para o aniversĂĄrio, jĂĄ que o plano era apenas para vocĂȘs trĂȘs. No entanto, Jaehyun nĂŁo conseguia parar de observar a garota que sorria brilhantemente para o homem alto. Quando seus olhares se cruzaram, ele teve certeza de que a mulher em questĂŁo era vocĂȘ, o fantasma que jamais deixaria sua mente e seu coração.
VocĂȘ disse algo com um sorriso forçado para Johnny, mas ele obviamente nĂŁo sabia de nada. NĂŁo sabia que estava no mesmo local que o cara que costumava te fazer se sentir tĂŁo bem, tĂŁo completa, tĂŁo real. Jaehyun definitivamente nĂŁo queria parecer um perseguidor, mas te seguiu quando vocĂȘ desapareceu em um corredor que levava aos toaletes.
— VocĂȘ sabia que Johnny Ă© amigo do Doyoung, nĂ©? Podia escolher outra pessoa que nĂŁo fosse do meu cĂ­rculo para ficar se esfregando — ele disse, frio como nunca antes. VocĂȘ o olhou com raiva, o mesmo sentimento que sentia em todas as brigas, pouco antes do relacionamento acabar. Ele conseguia ser tĂŁo egoĂ­sta, parecia que tudo girava em torno dele.
— VocĂȘ continua o mesmo, nĂ©, Jaehyun? — VocĂȘ sorriu sem humor, mas o encarou. Ele parecia mais magro desde a Ășltima vez que se viram, mas ainda estava lindo em sua roupa elegante, que te remetia aos velhos tempos, quando vocĂȘ tinha vontade de beijĂĄ-lo o tempo todo. — Eu nĂŁo sabia disso. NĂŁo estou saindo com Johnny para te provocar, vocĂȘ sabe que nĂŁo sou assim.
— Gosta dele? — VocĂȘ o encarou, sentindo seu coração acelerar. NĂŁo sabia o que dizer. NĂŁo admitiria que sentia falta atĂ© das suas discussĂ”es. NĂŁo era de seu feitio, mas tambĂ©m nĂŁo podia dizer que se sentia nas nuvens quando Johnny te beijava. Era vazio, frio, sem sentimento. Mas vocĂȘ odiava tanto se sentir sozinha que aceitava qualquer coisa para nĂŁo ter que lidar com a falta do carinho de Jaehyun, do carinho que ele costumava ter por vocĂȘ.
— Pra que vocĂȘ quer saber? — VocĂȘ perguntou, e Jaehyun se aproximou devagar. Seu olhar percorreu o rosto dele, seus lĂĄbios, os olhos que transmitiam saudade. Queria tanto beijĂĄ-lo, mas sabia que aquilo doeria. Agora poderia ser delicioso ceder Ă  vontade, mas depois vocĂȘ choraria, e nĂŁo estava pronta para encarar a dor da separação outra vez, com a mesma pessoa. Se tinha acabado uma vez, nĂŁo havia motivo para voltar atrĂĄs.
Ele acariciou seu rosto e vocĂȘ quase choramingou, querendo mais, desejando-o de uma forma tĂŁo verdadeira que parecia proibido. Era como se ele fosse um ser celestial, intocĂĄvel. Aquilo te destruĂ­a.
— VocĂȘ nĂŁo quer ser dele — ele murmurou, encostando a testa na sua. Ambos fecharam os olhos, entregues ao momento, ao sentimento proibido. VocĂȘ estava comprometida. Jaehyun nĂŁo deveria estar fazendo aquilo, te desejando com tanto ardor, querendo te ver nua novamente. NĂŁo apenas por desejo, mas porque ele queria te ver por completo, corpo e alma, mesmo sabendo que foi ele quem estragou tudo. — VocĂȘ quer ser minha.
— Jaehyun, eu jĂĄ fui sua — vocĂȘ sussurrou, o coração acelerado, a respiração descompassada. Ele segurou seu rosto, e vocĂȘ envolveu seus antebraços com as mĂŁos, segurando-se para nĂŁo chorar. Beijou-o tĂŁo delicadamente que Jaehyun se assustou com a possibilidade de vocĂȘ ser uma miragem, de nĂŁo ser real, de que o calor que emanava de vocĂȘ fosse uma ilusĂŁo criada por sua mente saudosa para mantĂȘ-lo minimamente sĂŁo.
— Mas vocĂȘ me perdeu.
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jaelaxies · 1 year ago
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𝐋𝐹𝐯𝐞 𝐃𝐱𝐯𝐞
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✧: *✧:*    *:✧*:✧✧: *✧:*    *:✧*:✧✧: *✧:*    *:
fluff; wc: 814.
Jung Jaehyun x fem reader!; fluff fluff; established relationship and skinship; tw: none.
Song recommendation: Perfume — Nct DoJaeJung (Perfume)
✧: *✧:*    *:✧*:✧✧: *✧:*    *:✧*:✧✧: *✧:*    *:
—You’re definitely not being sneaky about this babe
 — You said as you delicately caressed Jaehyun’s face; whose body was hugging you from behind, arms firmly wrapped around your waist while his pouty face decided to stay on your shoulder; pressing feather like kisses every now and then because your dress exposed the area but mostly, because it was a signal that he wanted to leave, now.
It was his own exhibition and he wanted to leave, but deep down, you understood why. No one was really interested in Jaehyun’s effort in creating these beautiful scents and compiling them into a collection of perfumes; everyone was just gossiping about his fortune, his family and now, you. Of course, if this was any other person, you would be annoyed; upset, almost. But these were the strangers that your fiancĂ©e had to face everyday and if you wanted to be by his side, even in the worst times, words that seeped poison never got through you.  
—Did you know
 —Jaehyun whispered in your ear, your touch was magical to his demeanor, even he got surprised every time about how at peace it made him feel. But there was something in his tone, that playfulness and intimacy that sent an electric shock through your veins and made your cheeks feel hotter. — that his hotel has an indoor pool, love?
—A p-pool? — You stuttered when you met his eyes; your faces were inches apart and you could feel his hot breath every single time he pronounced a word and then, there was that smile.
His eyes forming crescent moons and his dimples displaying themselves only for you, whenever he did that, he knew he had won you over. And this time, it was no different. As neither of you excused yourselves and just started to wander around the luxurious hotel, hand in hand; heels abandoned somewhere and tuxedo too. Laughter filled the air again as you started to compare your hand sizes, winner got a granted wish and that winner was obviously Jaehyun; who started stealing pecks every time you wanted to talk back and then had the nerve to act innocently. But it was moments like these where the world was just the two of you, where you could fight for whatever together and win. It was moments like these that made you fall in love even more with him, if that was possible.
—We’re here!
Somehow, you two really wandered into a beautiful indoor pool, even thought the lights were turned off; the pool was lit from within, almost inviting you to jump right in. The sight was magical: Ypu, Jaehyun and no formalities to act to, so you nodded softly and before you could even respond, he carried you, bridal style; like it was nothing, as your gazes locked with each other, you finally smiled in rendition and you both jumped into the pool. Warmth water receiving both of your still intertwined bodies and when you got to the surface, you saw that genuine grin again. Jaehyun was radiating with happiness as he started to talk about new projects with you and how many dogs would you have, spinning both of your bodies like you were dancing in an imaginary ballroom. You wish more people could see these side of him, but people only let themselves see what they truly want to see. As you bantered for a bit between 4 or 2 dogs, Jaehyun halted his speech and stared at you for a moment. — I really can’t wait to spend forever with you.
—Me too
— You pecked his nose, earning a huff from him and he took action immediately, cradling your face and kissing you, taking his time and savoring your strawberry scented lip gloss while ruining at the same time; it was a kiss full of love and care, there was no rush, no clashing; just your lips dancing at a slow pace that you both enjoyed. Then, when both of your bodies pleaded for some air, the two of you separated with flushed faces and racing heartbeats, still, when looking at each other, you shared a shy giggle before returning to each other’s arms. Him swaying your bodies in the water slowly, as you rested your head on his shoulder and he adjusted his on top of yours, whispering a soft melody that only the two of you knew.
There was nothing in the world, that felt more like home, that being in each other’s embrace. No matter if you were talking about how many starts there were in the sky or which color your house will be, as long as you two could feel each other’s warmth seeping through your arms and hands, longing to be together; your hearts remained the same as they fell in love for the first time, and that thought, was the most beautiful thing you’ve ever known.
✧: *✧:*    *:✧*:✧✧: *✧:*    *:✧*:✧✧: *✧:*    *:
Ah coming back and to write about my bias àŹ˜(੭ˊᔕˋ)à©­ à©ˆâ™Ąâ€§â‚ŠËš
I know this one probably fell on the shorter side but believe me when I say I'm so happy to just be back and writing again that my i almost filled a whole notebook with ideas-
Thank you for all the love on my recent works and all the sweet comments, likes and reblogs! It makes me really happy and motivated to create even greater fics ê’°áą. .áąê’±â‚ŠËšâ™Ą
Again, with all the love in the world,
à©ˆâœ©â€§â‚ŠËšâœ§Ë–Â°àż Stella!
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ayyyoonohwhatimean · 10 months ago
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jaehyun! as your boyfriend <3
pairings: non-idol bf! jaehyun x reader genre: lots of fluff combined with cracks!
hiiii! haven't written for jaehyun for so long and he deserves lots of love as always, so here you go! sorry for any grammatical errors, hope y'all enjoy reading this. happy birthday jaehyun! life might be full of stress, but with jamal, everything is going to be okay and we can always try again ♡ - N.
tuna tunAaaaaaaaa
yeah so let's get it
listening to y'all's favourite vinyls together is a must whether it's in the morning or late at night
if you guys are not at home don't worry he has his bluetooth speaker around him all the time hehe
oh!! lazy days with him is a chef's kiss
like you guys would do nothing at all for the whole day
but it wouldn't feel awkward at all like it's just a vibe bcus he loves his quality time with u
you guys would be trying lots of different kinds of hobbies and activities together too and they don't have to be the same all the time
like he would be playing basketball by himself and you would be sitting down looking at him playing it or doing something else
you could just lay your head on his shoulder and say nothing but his eyes would sparkle and his lips would rose into an idiot smile bcus hes in love with u
jae loves it when you play with his fluffy hair and squeeze his bread-like cheeks
would do the same for you too tho
u guys are besties in love with each other
he lovesss talking about random topics non stop and making random jokes from those memes that he suddenly remembers bcus hes purely random like that
he's a big big fan of inside jokes and memes
you could listen to him talking all day and night for hours (so do I)
imagine being able to listen to that rich deep husky colourful soft voice of him everyday i would instantly melt
he's so obsessed with you he would definitely spray his perfume on your (his) sweaters that you love to wear first before you could cus he knows damn well u love how he smells like
yeah yeah that's me jiteun nongdoeEe
jae wouldn't even hesitate to let you use his black card like on a one random day you found his black card in your wallet and you're like ???
"babe it's non-limit just use it for whatever you want to buy baby"
would buy you an airpods max headphone just so that u guys can have couple headphones together
might not look like he's into pda but he's soooo clingy with you whether there's people or not ehem (did you see how he hugged mark in their fact check practice vid-)
his lap is your favorite seat and it's free ♡
he's the type to play with your fingers and pull you into a very random but warm and tight hugs
he finds you so cute that he'd curl into a snowball and snuggle into your neck and be the little spoon in ur cuddles
lots of people find him serious and normal but nahh he's very goofy!! and no one is normal in nct ok
fact check
you can't mark me in your heart but u can mark my words
jae would spoil you with gifts too!! even if it's out of nowhere where it's not even your birthday or your anniversary
"I thought of you and got this for you" kind of guy
and also a "you told me you like this one last time so I got it for you" kind of guy
oh pet names!!
he would no doubt be the first one that made and saved lists of pet names for u in his phone notes
like he would get so excited and ask ur opinions on the pet names lists he's created while thinking of u
"what do u think of this one?? it's cute right?" "it fits u" "can i call you this?" "which one is your favorite?"
girlll you're my faaavoriteeeeEeee
"hey pookie bear"
"hey casper"
mirror selfies with each other!
he'd also have lots of your candid pics that he took and has it saved in his phone and film cameras hehe
would set your goofy pictures as his phone lockscreen wallpaper
there wouldn't be any days and nights where the two of u are not laughing, smiling and being random with each other
like being with jaehyun is seriously and genuinely full of pure joy and peace!! :')
might not have an ass but he's a competitive ass, he would neck slice anyone that comes in ur way trying to flirt with you
deep and heart to heart conversations with him would always feel warm, open and comfortable
he's your comfort, you're his comfort and the two of you would always feel so connected
would be the type to look into your eyes as he listens to you attentively while you're talking or speaking
like those kind of warm and lovely gaze
his ears would be burning red like cherry bomb but he doesn't care
also words of affirmation type of guy!!
loves it even more when you try to act disgusted by his romantic words
he would hold your hands while u guys watch a movie together and for the rest...I'll leave it up to ur imagination :)
random but fun and adventurous dates!! sometimes it can be a fancy dinner date but it can also be cute and fun like an aquarium date, food hunting, immersive art museum date or a chill picnic date at your shared cozy home
if you're having a hard time falling asleep, he would sing you lullabies or play that piano music box he bought in japan until you fall asleep
rockabye baby
he would be so so great at taking care of you! you're hungry? he's a great cook, you hurt yourself? he's running to you to save you although he himself is clumsy af
I feel like he's also very attentive and observant
for example, you're eating and the sleeve of your shirt is on top of your food, he would notice it and pull it up without saying anything
he's genuinely all smiley and laughing only when he's with you and his loved ones fr
some ways to make him all smiley and laughing? just imitate the way he laughs or the dance mistakes he made during their group performances (like yk the iconic favorite performance ;))
and he's a menace he wouldn't even hesitate to tease you back like how he would tease doyoung with jungwoo
the more you get annoyed by his teasings, the more he'll fall in love with you
loves to get nagged by you everytime u told him off about his cleanliness
and you can't stop him euhahahah
ay-yo
delulu is the solulu may your delulu come trululu
end of the surface just let the ride make it drive with its movEe
be quiet don't cry
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oraclekleo · 2 years ago
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Jung Yoon Oh (NCT) Ideal Partner Tarot Reading
Disclaimer:
All readings have purely entertainment nature
I don’t know any of the celebrities personally
Don’t base life decisions purely on tarot readings
I can never guarantee any of what’s said in the reading
Before requesting, read the pinned post and appropriate linked post
Tarot readings are my hobby - I’m not obligated to accept any of the requests nor to complete them, it’s my choice, not duty
Waiting time is long, even several months
If you can’t wait, please, seek other tarot reader
Reading Info:
Rating: 18+
Reading Type: Single - Couple
Requested: Yes - No
Requester: 
Deck: E. A. Poe Tarot
Spread: Ideal Partner
Questions:
Body 
Heart 
Spirit 
Soul 
Time 
Place
Celebrity Info:
Full Name: Jung Yoon Oh
Stage Name: Jaehyun
Group: NCT
DOB: 14.02.1997
Blood Type: A
MBTI: ESTP
Sun Sign: Aquarius
Chinese Sign: Fire Ox
Life Path Number: 6
Masterpost: NCT
Ko-fi - Voluntary Tip for Readings
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Jung Yoon Oh
Jaehyun (NCT) - Ideal Partner
DOB: 14.02.1997 Blood Type: A MBTI: ESTP Sun Sign: Aquarius Chinese Sign: Fire Ox Life Path Number: 6
Spread / Question: Ideal Partner
Deck(s): E. A. Poe Tarot
Body - XII The Hanged Man
Jaehyun’s ideal partner is likely someone who likes to do the opposite of what others think is appropriate for them. They are likely to dress their own way, having their own style and carrying it with confidence but not showing off. They prefer to listen rather than speaking all the time. They are the observers and notice things and events from very different points of view than other people. Their eyes might seem veiled sometimes as if they were daydreaming all the time but they actually just try to see everything from multiple angles.
Heart - Ace of Cups
Jaehyun’s perfect match is a loving person at heart. They are overflowing with affection and care towards people who are closest to them but they also radiate kindness when dealing with complete strangers. They might not be the ones talking about their feelings openly but their actions speak louder than words. They are that person who will cook chicken soup after work only to bring it to their sick neighbour. Their heart is open and ready to cradle anyone, they have a strong desire to love and care for someone.
Spirit - 10 of Swords
Jaehyun’s special person is likely someone who has been through a lot of hardship in their life and they have learned how to guard themselves. Sometimes they seem rather mysterious to others, like if there was a wall around them, thick and impenetrable. They seldomly share their aches and fears with others, they are used to dealing with them on their own and internally. It’s not likely for others to see them cry or break down as they will keep the poker face in public and only let the tears flow when they are safely alone or with someone they trust completely.
Soul - King of Swords
Jaehyun’s ideal person has the soul of a scientist or psychologist. They prefer to analyse other people more than getting emotionally engaged with them. They might seem distant at times, people have a hard time reading them. They are the ones who can read others extremely well, they spot red flags and signals instantly and they might even seem like they are reading other people’s minds. Sometimes it’s scary but the important thing here is that deep down they are good and just and whatever they learn about others, they always use it to benefit or help them.
Time - 8 of Cups
Jaehyun and his special person might meet at a time of transition. One of them or both might just have broken up with someone and are in need of a little detachment time. The relationship is likely to start as something non-committal, none of them wanting to actually take it seriously or even reveal it to the public. As they walk this path together, it’s possible their feelings for each other deepen and the bond thickens.
Place - 4 of Wands
If Jaehyun and his lover decide to live together, they will make a beautiful and peaceful home for themselves. It’s more likely for them to keep it private, not letting many friends hang out there with them as the space feels nearly sacred to them. They are likely to build a comfortable and in a way minimalistic home, no clutter around to distract or disturb them. It’s also likely for them to share the burden of house chores equally.
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nnon0 · 9 months ago
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J.Jaehyun Fic Recommendations
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For all the Jae lovers :)
other fic rec posts : 1. 2.(active post)
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(đŸ«€) Stars, moons and other celestial bodies @kiachiako
WC: 26.7k Brother!Taeyong Retro-themed AU
With your fizzy drinks and vinyls in tow, you’re determined to make the most of your summer before the start of your first year at university. Everything’s seemingly perfect; humid afternoons with your closest friends, late-night mixers at your local alumnis' estates, and sleeping in to ungodly hours. What you didn’t predict, however, was your brother making the early trip home to surprise you with a certain someone — namely, his best friend since childhood — following closely behind. His unexpected appearance throws you off, and suddenly, your summer is filled to the brim with his presence. You’re finally able to taste the idea of mature love, but is it really all that it’s made out to be?
FIVE PLUS ONE @ppangjae
WC: 28.8k+ Chef!Jaehyun, enemies to lovers
Five times world-renowned chef Jeong Jaehyun tried to end your journey to be a chef  because you weren’t ‘qualified enough to be a chef’ and that one time you proved him wrong. 
(đŸ«€) King Of the Streets @anashins
WC: 28k Streetracer!jaehyun x Journalist!reader
The moment you find yourself hiding in the backseat of a sports car that's illegally racing through the city, you just know this story will finally catapult you to the top of your journalism career. But there are a few things you haven't reckoned: How personal this story will eventually turn - and the driver's sheer insatiable craving for lollipops. And for you.
The V Week Spy @smileysuh
WC: 20.1k Frat!au Jaehyun x afab!reader
Every year, seven days before Valentines day, sororities and frats are paired together, and eligible himbos, hoes, bimbos and fuckboys alike volunteer to be raffled for a chance to become the year’s V Week Spy. V Week is open season, with outings and parties tailored to be the perfect excuse for sexscapades, with the knowledge than 1 boy and 1 girl are undercover, grading sexual performances. Once the week is over, at the annual Valentines Day Party, the evaluations are presented- It’s a bad time to be unsure about someone’s feelings towards you, and an even worse time to fall in love.
(đŸ«€)HEARTS ARE WON AT PRACTICE @angelwonie
WC:21.2k Football player!Jaehyun , Enemies to friends to lovers
jung jaehyun is an obnoxious, way too handsome footballer whom you have no intention of getting to know. at least until a series of coincidences forces you to spend time with him, and you realize there might be more to him than what meets the eye.
Try Again @gimmehyuck
WC: 19.8k Idol!jaehyun x Teacher!reader
jaehyun remembers the night he met you, and even after that one night he often thought of you and wished things would have been different, but by a weird twist of fate he gets to see you again, except this time... you're not alone.
Runway @wincore
WC: 18.7k Model!jaehyun x Fashion designer!reader
there are some things that come with dedicating your life to fashion: a taste for finer fabrics, a splash of love for art, and an appreciation of the human body. none of these are supposed to include the hottest model you have ever laid eyes on, or the fact that you completely, utterly hate his guts. 
Christmas Puppy @smileysuh
WC: 11k Best friends brother/boy next door Jaehyun
“God, you’re so jealous,” you laugh. Your best friend’s brother doesn’t usually act this way, at his frat, everyone knows you’re his, no one would dare come near you- but here, in your hometown, surrounded by past crushes and would be romancables, it’s open season, and it’s clear that it’s making Jaehyun uncomfortable.
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yeonjunarchives-posts · 2 years ago
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Guys I need serious help, so a long time ago I read this jaehyun fic that was him somehow time traveling to the future (?) To find out his bestfriend was getting engaged to cha eunwoo. So in the past he rejects her and stuff and he tries to get back with her in the future but isn't able to. Could yall please help me find this fic😭😭
Okay guys @/jjhforeveronly (thank you so much <3) found the fic and it's called Best Interest by @/ppangjae
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hello-there · 5 days ago
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writemekpop · 2 years ago
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Confession (Part 1) | Jung Jaehyun & Nakamoto Yuta
Pairing: Jaehyun x Reader, Yuta x Reader
Summary: Ever since you became pregnant, Jaehyun won't fuck you. You turn to Yuta for a shoulder to cry on... that becomes something more.
Genre: Husband!Jaehyun, serious angst, suggestive, borderline abusive behaviour from Jae tbh, bad boy college friend!Yuta
Word Count: 1.2k
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 💋
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“Jessica! Riya! No, no
 Alina!” 
Jaehyun shook his head, frowning. “Let’s keep thinking.” 
You snuggled deeper under the covers. “But Jae, we only have three months left till the baby comes! We need to think of a name.”
“Hmm
 how about Maya?” Jaehyun said.  
“Maya Jung
” you paused. “I like it!” 
Jaehyun placed a kiss on your forehead and shuffled back to his side of the bed. He picked up his book and started reading. 
You watched Jaehyun as he became engrossed in his book. His chestnut brown hair curled handsomely over his forehead, and his biceps bulged under his T shirt. Your stomach fluttered with need. 
Jaehyun hadn’t seen you naked since the pregnancy had changed your body, but right now, you couldn’t care less. You hadn’t been together in so long – you’d almost forgotten the feeling of him inside you. 
You leant as close as your swollen belly would allow. 
“Jaehyun, put your book down. Mama needs you
” you whispered. You trailed your fingers up his arm, over his collarbones, to his soft lips.
Jaehyun pulled your hand away. “Not now, Y/n.”
You sighed. “Come on, baby
” “I said not now,” he snapped. 
“You’re never in the mood anymore!” you returned. 
Without even looking up from his book, Jaehyun muttered, “Can you fucking understand English? Not. Now.” 
Frustration bubbling up, you snatched the book from his hands and chucked it onto the floor. 
Jaehyun frowned, but before he could say anything, you smashed your lips onto his and kissed him. 
You shuffled closer, and pulled your night dress over your head. The cold air made your nipples stand up.
Jaehyun’s eyes raked over your naked body
 and a light shudder of disgust ran through him. 
Before your pregnancy, Jaehyun would look at you like you were the Mona Lisa. Everything had changed. 
You followed his eyes to a maze of stretch marks that started on your hip and went up to your swollen belly. 
“I’m like a tiger,” you said, trying to lighten the mood.
Jaehyun gave you a tight smile. 
You crossed your arms. “Aren’t you going to kiss me?”
Jaehyun blinked. “If we have to do this
 can we turn off the lights first?” 
You frowned, but turned off the lamp anyway. 
You pushed the niggling feeling of dread in your stomach down and curled your arms around Jaehyun’s shoulder. Then you kissed him, hard. 
You felt Jaehyun’s hands skirt tentatively over your tummy. Disappointingly, he didn’t move his hands any lower. 
Jaehyun stayed stiff, unmoving, barely kissing you back.  
You were beginning to get impatient. You reached into his lap and slipped your hands inside his boxers. To your surprise, he was completely soft.  
You struggled to hide your gasp. 
In the ten years you’ve been with Jaehyun – four years of college and six years as husband and wife – he’d never been unable to get an erection. 
“Is something
 wrong?”
Jaehyun sighed. He moved you off his lap and switched on the light. 
“I just can’t get into it. None of the pregnancy books said you’d get all-“ 
“All what?” you snapped.
Jaehyun bit his lip. “All
 bulgy.” 
You pulled the sheet over your body, cheeks burning. 
Jaehyun wiped the sweat off his brow. “Can we try tomorrow night?”
“We have Yuta’s party,” you mumbled. 
“Oh yeah,” Jaehyun said, shifting onto his side. “Well
 good night.”
You sniffed. “Night.”
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The next evening, you and Jaehyun went to Yuta’s house for his annual barbeque, a tradition he’d had since your college days. 
Yuta pulled the door open, smirking. His hair was jet black and spiky, and he had a beer in his hand. 
“It’s my two favourite people! Get inside!” 
Yuta greeted Jaehyun with a fist-bump-come-hug. 
When he saw you, his eyes lit up.  
Yuta kissed your cheek. “Long time no see, Y/n. Pregnancy suits you.” 
You felt a shiver of delight at his comment. But it was quickly squashed when you remembered what Jaehyun said to you last night. 
Yuta punched Jaehyun on the shoulder, grinning. “Can’t believe you knocked this one up
 you always did have a crush on her, ever since that first lecture.” 
Your memories of that time were rose-tinted, like the colour of Jaehyun’s ears when he asked you out a week after college started. 
You pushed through the room, which was crowded with people from college, desperate to use the bathroom. 
You made it just in time, sighing with relief as you emptied your bladder.
As you were getting up to leave, you heard a voice.
You froze. 
The voice was coming from outside the bathroom door.  
“Don’t tell anyone what I’m about to tell you, okay?” 
It was Jaehyun’s baritone. 
“Yeah, man. What’s up?” The other voice had a lilting Japanese accent. Yuta. 
“It’s about Y/n.” Jaehyun said. “We’re having some
 problems.”
You pressed your ear to the door, heartbeat quickening. 
“Nah, it’s nothing man,” Jaehyun said. “I’m just stressed about the baby.”  
You sighed in relief. Obviously, Jaehyun wouldn’t complain about your sex problems with someone else! He was a gentleman.
“Are you sure?” Yuta said. 
Jaehyun replied, “Well
 don’t get me wrong, I love Y/n but –  I’m not
 attracted to her anymore. She’s so
 huge.” 
You stifled a gasp. 
“Damn, Jae.” Yuta said, chuckling. “Pregnant chicks not your thing?” 
“It’s not just the fact that she’s fat. Her skin’s all marked up, and her tits are so saggy. I just can’t
 bring myself to have sex with her.”
You felt like the ground had caved in, and you were falling.  
“I don’t know what to tell you,” Yuta said, his voice uncharacteristically serious. “Have you tried
 talking to her?” 
“Man, she’s so eager to get in my pants, I can’t get a word in. Honestly, it’s a turn off to see her so
 desperate.”
Your head started to spin and you staggered backwards. Your hand caught the sink just in time, but you knocked soap dish, sending it clattering onto the floor.
“Who’s in there?” Jaehyun yelled. 
A fist banged on the door. You saw the bathroom doorknob rattle, and your heart pounded. 
Your voice was thick with tears. “It’s me.” 
The banging on the door stopped. “Y/n? How long have you – been there?” Jaehyun’s voice rose with each word.
You pulled the door open. Yuta and Jaehyun were staring at you. Yuta shifted awkwardly and Jaehyun looked deathly pale.
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prodbymaui · 2 years ago
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Burberry — ì •ìžŹí˜„.
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I see you wearing burberry, my favorite brand
PAIRING: jung jaehyun x fem!reader
GENRE: father's best friend
WC: 3k+ words
WARNINGS: age gap, infidelity, explicit content, mentions of saliva, cum eating, oral sex, reader's a vixen istg, unprotected sex (cover your stump before you hump!)
SYNOPSIS: Your father was happy to have you agreeing on paying a visit to the Jung manor, specifically to your future fiancé Jung Sungchan. What he didn't know was you travelled to meet a different Jung. At least he resembles Sungchan a lot, no?
A/N: dilf jaehyun? ceo jaehyun? why not dilf ceo jaehyun fucking you against his expensive table?
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NOW PLAYING... MONROE BY TAEYONG !
Nonchalant munches of greens from your lunch echoes the quiet dining. Despite uncaring of what's happening around you, the stares coming from your father bothers you more than you want to admit.
Your fork clashes the plate. ''Okay, what is it?''
Clearing his throat, Seojin sits up, prim and proper. ''Why don't you go and pay Sungchan a visit today? At the Jung Manor. It'll only be appropriate for you to develop a bond with him as your engagement nears.''
Ah, of course. Back at it again with that 'get close with Sungchan, you'll need that once you finally get married to him' bullshit. Your father is a man of many things and letting you make your own decisions is not one of them.
Scoffing, you mumble under your breath about how he never allowed you to have a boyfriend yet here he is forcing you to marry someone you can consider as a stranger if it's not for knowing his name and his basic informations.
Knowing well that any objection will earn you a month of being grounded, you reply with a sigh. ''I'll go now then, better spending it with the love of my life instead of wasting it doing nothing.''
Feeling as if you would die if you spend any second more in the dining, you pat down the napkin against your lips. Bidding him a goodbye-- the voices in your head lets out a vomiting sound, not fond of acting sweetly to your father.
Your heels clacks the tiled floors, an oversized white chanel sunglasses covers your eyes.
''Jaehyun will be there to confirm your presence.'' His voice lace with sternness. Almost giggling at his words, a smile of mischievousness appears when you turn your back on him.
Oh, Seojin bets his best friend acknowledges his daughter's visit.
A cheerful chatter distracts Jaehyun from the work he is currently doing, the voices sounds too familiar and one of them stirs curiosity inside him. It isn't long before the door of his office opens just as he expects, revealing you clad in your all pastel pink outfit that consists of a bralette, a-line skirt, knee-high socks and mary jane pumps. All those topped with an oversized pink fur coat from burberry.
The man pays no mind, fingers continuously signing the stack of papers in front of him, not even giving you a single glance. You chuckle. This sight isn't new to you, acting as if he isn't affected by your presence, ignoring you as if he wouldn't sock anyone's jaw if he sees them looking at your way. Jaehyun likes playing the strong, conscious clear man.
But certainly, out of people, you know that this act doesn't even last long. Disappearing just as quickly as they came. A brush of your hand against the skin of his thigh is all it takes for Jung Jaehyun to crack, so you did just that.
The sheep stops pretending to be a wolf, crumbling into pieces the moment you settle yourself on top of him, the warmth of your clothed core pressed right directly to the area beneath his belt. A subtly sound of thud pricks your ear, that must be his pen. Sooner, Jaehyun's palms are already snaking their way up to the flimsy piece of fabric that is hiding underneath your fabric.
A smile of amusement and satisfaction shows itself on your face. Jaehyun had never been good at keeping up his facade, pretending to dislike all the things you do to him only to end up drooling in greed the moment you let him touch you the slightest. You figured out the older man much earlier than he expected. He pushed and pushed you away with his so called determination, so fabricated that it was too late before he realized he had you spread out on his bed, pussy dripping in wetness as you beg him to fuck you with his big cock.
''Seojin texted me,'' What a sentence to greet you. If you are to be asked, you'd prefer not mentioning your father right now. Spreading your hands on his chest, you beam at the firmness, licking your lips as you lean to his neck, nosing and inhaling his scent. ''Thought you were here for my oldest son.''
Shaking your head and rumbling a no, you nip the pale skin lightly, closing your eyes when his hands reaches the cheeks of your ass to squeeze, parting them which sends you shivering in his arms as the cool air coming from the AC pans your wet panties. The build up of tension feels like killing you-- You came here for a good fuck and not to be coddled like a newborn baby. Jaehyun knows that well.
You also had learned, over the course of years fucking up your dad's best friend, that Jaehyun gets off of torturing you. Men like he is, they love to parade their power over people, letting them know they are capable of making them feel things only they, themselves, can reprimand. Too bad for him, you've studied Jaehyun enough to realize you hold the same exact power over him as well. You brings out the vulnerable in him just as he knows which buttons to press to weaken you.
Leaning back on his chair, arms on either side with his legs wide open, radiating such dominating aura. Jaehyun rakes his eyes to drink your appearance in, biting his lips as he takes off your sunglasses. ''Dance for me, darling.''
Holding on to his broad shoulders, your hips sways in an enticing way, fingers going through your strands as you hold them up to reveal your neck, inviting him to dig in. If Jaehyun did an attempt of hiding his hunger for you, he's surely bad at it.
Smirking, you place your hand behind you, the chair is close enough for you to settle your arms on Jaehyun's oakwood table. Eyes rolling to the back of your head, the bump in his pants comes in contact with your clit through the fabric as you grind forward, hard nipples evident on the bralette.
Presenting yourself fully in front of him, Jaehyun's definite that you're one hell of a devil. A vixen sent to tempt him, seduce him and lure him to a one-way ticket to hell. One would say he should've resisted, he should've been a loyal dog to Seojin like his best friend was to him. But even loyal dogs strays away with a mere sight of a bone, don't they?
You get off of his lap, standing in front of him as you move slowly, waving to the sensual music only the two of you can hear. Turning your back against him, your lace panties peek after the hem of your skirt, if Jaehyun tilt his head a bit, he would see the full view of the white delicate fabric barely covering your ass.
The fur coat pools around your feet as you brush it off your shoulders slowly, Jaehyun crosses his legs, eyes burning holes to your dancing figure. The older man curses when your bralette comes next, throwing it somewhere far where can only be found if one searches. As you bend over his table, presenting your ass to him-- Jaehyun decides it'll be the last straw. His grip goes from the flesh of his thighs to the curves of your waist, shoving you to his table with crotch pressing against the crack of your ass cheeks.
You'd die if you don't get that dick inside any of your hole now, so you waste no time grinding on him, moaning wantonly like those porn stars that teenagers loves to jack off. Jaehyun lets out profanities. The walls aren't too thick as they look, he hopes covering your mouth tightly will send a signal, or a warning. Whatever way it is that you decode his message.
He makes you face him before he shoves his tongue inside you, licking across every surface, devouring every piece of you. The act receives a gasp from you, arms circling around his neck while trying to keep up with his pace. One of your breasts gets cage by his hand, fondling them as his lips travels to the hardened nipple, biting them a little before licking the sting away.
The lids of your eyes becomes heavy, mouth opening to catch breathes you couldn't do within your nose due to an overwhelming build up of tension. His head remains locked inside your embrace as you arch your back, a hand in his hair didn't know whether to pull away or push him impossibly closer to you.
A yelp escapes your lips when you're, so suddenly, on your knees. Jaehyuns stands before you like a God-- large, domineering, and powerful in all sorts of matter. You're just there, at his mercy with your teary eyes and hands properly on your thighs, waiting for him to instruct you like a puppy. The slender fingers fumbles through his belt and sooner, the length and girth above average is already in front of you. A tug from your hair pulls you out of your trance, meeting Jaehyun's sharp and questioning glare when you look up.
''Suck.'' If your father gets the chance of seeing this, it'll be unbelievable for his eyes. He won't be able to fathom the idea that only a word from his best friend would have you scrambling obediently.
Ever so cruel Jung Jaehyun didn't even offer the slightest bit of signals nor gestures, tugging your head backwards as he shoves his thick cock in your mouth. Thank heavens you've lost your gag reflex a long time ago, courtesy of endless practice, because if not-- both of you would be grimacing at the sight of vomit on the floor.
Jaehyun moves inside your throat like it's your pussy he's fucking, indifferent to the slight pain he's inflicting to you, pricking tears in your eyes. He pays no mind to the struggle on your face, the tears running down that pretty features, honestly it even makes him harder if possible. There are codes and specific actions you both had agreed on so it doesn't worry Jaehyun to be harsh on you. The man knows when to stop. The man knows your insides are screaming in glee.
His eyebrows quirks upwards as one of your hand disappears from his vision, the difficulty is soon replace with pleasure, and he doesn't have to be a genius to find out what goes on. Scoffing mockingly, his grasp tightens, your cheeks coming in contact with the skin of his pelvis area. Muffled sound of surprise vibrates on Jaehyun's cock when he forces a foot between your legs, placing it just right where your soaking wet core sits. Embarrassment fills you, blood flushing your cheeks as you desperately moves against the older's leg, eyelids flickering to the new found pleasure.
Bobbing your head in a way of thanking him, Jaehyun hums in satisfactory, hips meeting your head harshly. The more thrusts he does, the deeper he gets in the back of your throat. The fabric of Jaehyun's black pants darkens at an area, your jaw goes slack as you caress his balls, earning a groan from him that ensures you're doing well. Well enough for him to come down your throat without much of an effort on your end.
Jaehyun pulls you up, sprawling you out on his table. If someone questions the name of his dinner, your name would be the one to be oozing out of his lips. Gasp leaves your lips when the ripping sound pierces your ear drums, eyes widening. Jaehyun is nonchalant to your reaction. He only digs in like a starved man, hot tongue diving in your velvet walls while his hands keeps your legs firmly open.
The pink muscle explores the insides of your core more than it did in your mouth, slurping sounds echoing the four walls of the office. You'd be lying if you deny that your horniness levels up. Jaehyun plunges two fingers without a warning, lips encircling your clit next as he sucks on the bud while searching for the spongey spot that irks you a feeling of euphoria.
Today must be your lucky day. It isn't usual for Jaehyun to be this eager, treating you like an antique vase that got passed down from generations to generations. However, none of those manners shows themselves. It seems like Jaehyun now wants to break the glass vase into pieces, crushing it with his hands until there's nothing left but shards that looks like ashes.
''Jae-- fuck!'' Your head thrashes, hands reaching for air before landing on the edges of his table, gripping them as you hold on to the last bits of your sanity. Hips jerking upwards feverishly, making a mess on Jaehyun's vogue magazine worthy face. It must be the desperation or the friction you've been receiving since earlier that causes you to finally let go, enabling the older man to have a taste of your sweet juices. Jaehyun is once again humming in satisfaction.
But it's not yet enough, no. He won't be sated, not until he finishes with your pulsating pussy stimulating his release. That intense work outs pays off as Jaehyun transfers you to his window, face greeting the glass in a harsh press. His eyes darkens when he sees your expression. Did you just fucking smile?
A slut, that's what you are.
The clutches of his hand stays on the back of your neck. Your legs folds almost completely as the thick shaft enters you abruptly, sending you to clench at the unexpected penetration, mouth forming an 'o' because of how deep it is-- your smile widens even more.
Clenching, drools, or simply; a mess. Those are the words Jaehyun would say to describe your current state. To have you going jelly over his cock, to have you moaning and thrashing for him-- Jaehyun almost wishes he gave in sooner. Maybe he would've enjoyed this sight more often rather than the annoying nags of his wife, whom he never loved-- their relationship was supposed to be all business not until their parents demanded an heir.
The thought of the irritating wife fuels your desire of leaving your marks on Jaehyun for her to see. For her to remember that Jaehyun had never been and will never be hers. For her to be reminded that Jaehyun only loves one woman and that's not the one he married.
Whimpering helplessly, your nails digs in to the skin of Jaehyun's thighs, legs shaking violently to his rough thrusts, even getting on your toes uncontrollably. It's electrifying, the pleasure you're getting. No words can amount to how Jaehyun fucks you with so much passion, as if he'd taken up a sex related major in college instead of business.
Your head spins as you feel yourself flying away, reaching your own euphoria, tears once again racing down your cheeks, throat so fucked out that you are lessen to a babbling mess. A slap across your ass cheeks sends your jerking, high pitched moans near to seep through the doors and let everyone know the activity shared by the two of you, even the 3 year old Yuna. God, poor baby Yuna.
''Jaehyun! Yes, yes, yes.. fuck, yes!'' What are you even saying yes for? Is Jaehyun fucking you so good that your brain got mushed up? Did the honored, top of the class student became a dumb, whimpering mess? That stirs pride inside Jaehyun. He's gonna make sure that you'll never seek sexual pleasure from those college frat boys again, he'll make you realize that you only need a man to feel what a good sex is.
Merciless thrusts continues despite the clear weakening of your legs, arms catching your waist to hold you up. The ringing of his phone diverts his attention for it, smirking mischievously as he proceeds to answer the call.
''Ah yes, Seojin-ah!'' He must be fucking sick in the head, conversing with your father while his brutal pace messes up your insides, tip continuously bumping against your sweet spot that creates white spots in your vision.
''Of course, of course. The kid is here-- she actually looks like she's having fun,'' It's partially true. Your tongue lolling out and eyes crossing doesn't mean you're not enjoying, right? What's causing you to have fun though, your father doesn't need to know about that.
''Yes, would you like to talk to her?'' Jaehyun bites back a laugh when you try your hardest to shake your head albeit drunk on his cock and strings of saliva appearing at the sides of your lips. ''Ah, that's too bad. I'll talk to you later then? Alright, you take care.''
Dropping the phone to the nearby chair, two of his fingers chokes you, making you spit out more.
''Did you hear that, darling? Your father is looking for you, worried that you might've disobeyed him and went out to fuck one of those little frat boys again. Say, is he gonna be proud if he knew his daughter is no longer getting fucked by a hormonal kid? or is he gonna burst out in anger once he finds out that she turns into a desperate slut in the hands of his best friend?''
He groans loudly and with a slight change of his angle, your vigorous movements becomes a telltale sign of your climax. Legs stretching as you stay on your toes-- a white ring forms around the girth of Jaehyun's cock, his moans getting louder as you clenches down on him due to overstimulation.
The inconsistent rhythms of his bucking and the harsh grip around your waist, Jaehyun's cum fills you like a dam. He rides his high together with yours, sharing an intimate and full of tongue kiss as you hear Sungchan's sigh behind the door.
Chuckling at your future fiancé's complains, Jaehyun helps you dress up. ''At least hurry up for a bit, the devil's just arrived. I don't want to deal with her annoying ass again.''
You shake your head at his words, describing his mother as a devil? Pfft. ''Like father, like son, huh?''
''What can I say? Sungchan takes after me. Especially in terms of taste in women.''
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give-seconds · 2 years ago
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A Husband and His (Ex) Best Friend
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Paring: Johnny x female reader, past Jaehyun x reader
Summary: With all the planning for your wedding coming up, everything feels like it is going right. Soon, you and Johnny will be happily married and all that is left to do is to wait. But what happens when Jaehyun shows up out of the blue?
Part 1 
Warnings: mentions of cheating, none others that I can think of but let me know
Word count (part two): 7.8k
This is not proofread so let me know about any errors!!
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“Are you sure you got the address right?” you ask.
It is the day before the wedding, and Johnny disappeared, only sending a quick text saying something came up. An hour and a half later, he sent you a text telling you and Jaehyun to come meet him at an address.
Jaehyun nods his head. “Yeah.”
“Johhny?” you call, opening the door to the room. You feel around the wall for the light switch, jumping when you’re met with a chorus of “thank yous.”
You stare in shock at the smiling faces of Johnn's family and friends standing under a ceiling of gold and blue balloons. You smile at the colors, instantly recognizing your favorite colors. Standing in front of them is Johnny.
“What is this?”
“Let me show you,” Johnny smiles, holding his hand out to you.
You take it, letting him guide you to his mom and dad.
“Y/n, dear,” his mom starts, smiling at you as if you were her own child. “It has been a pleasure getting to know you. I always enjoy our lunches when you visit or we come to see you. I remember when Johnny called me, telling me he met the best girl and needed ideas for an interesting first date.”
You laugh softly, looking over to the man in question, lightly squeezing his hand.
“And after going through some ideas, we landed on a winery tour. Had I known you don’t drink, I never would have suggested it, so I am sorry about that. But I wouldn’t trade the outcome for all the money in the world. My dear, you make my son so happy. As a mother, I thank you for accompanying our son on this journey.”
Before you can say anything, your fiancé lightly pulls you to the next person.
“Hey, y/n,” Mark says. You smile widely at him; the serious look on his face feels out of place. “You wouldn’t know this, but the first time I saw you was actually by the Statue of Liberty. Hyung told me he was dating this girl who was a part-time tour guide who gave German tours of the Statue of Liberty. I asked to meet you way before I actually did, and he told me no and that it would be creepy to stalk you on one of your tours. So I asked this boy in my German class, YangYang, to come with me, and we waited until you came by with a group. I asked him what you said on your tours and how you seemed personality-wise. I remember he called me an idiot. Nevertheless, he went along with me and said you made the tour sound interesting by slipping in jokes and even singing a popular german song at some point. Anyways, long story short, thank you for making my brother so happy and for showing me the kindness of a sister.”
You bring a hand to your mouth, feeling tears well in your eyes at the sincerity in his voice. Again, before you can say anything back, Johnny pulls you to the next and last person.
“I don’t believe we’ve met.”
She smiles. “No, we haven’t. My name is Dylan. John and I went to the same high school; we were friends all four years. So you can imagine—randomly meeting him here in Brooklyn—it felt like fate. When I saw him, we exchanged numbers, and I asked him on a date. He turned me down because he ‘met the girl of his dreams.’ And I will admit, it is a little nerve-wracking to stand here in front of your family and friends. But when John texted me asking if I would come here to convince you you are the love of his life, I couldn’t exactly say no.”
You laugh, happy tears falling from your eyes.
“And now, it’s my turn,” Johnny whispers, moving to stand in front of you. Still holding your hand, he clears his throat dramatically. “Hi.”
“Hi,” you whisper, not trusting yourself to speak much louder.
“Now, at risk of spoiling my vows, I’m not going to say much more than what they said. I am sorry I’ve been gone so much the past week, but I did get you a few things.”
He lets go of your hand and turns to grab something behind him. “This,” he says, turning around, “is a bottle from the year we visited the winery. Now I promise not to drink it if you don’t.”
You laugh, fanning your eyes. “I promise.”
“Great!” He places the bottle on the counter behind him and grabs something else. “This is a postcard from Ellis Island, where we had our first proper conversation. I’m thinking, we frame this, and it be our first piece of art.”
You reach out to take the postcard, running your fingers over the front. “I love it.”
“And this,” he bends down on one knee, pulling out your engagement ring from his pocket, “is my gift to you. This is the start of our promise. My promise. That every day of my life will be about repaying you for all the joy you have brought me.”
You don’t know if he is done speaking when you throw yourself onto him. He laughs as he lowers you both into a sitting position, wrapping his arms around you and lightly kissing your head. “Are you going to accept my proposal, or is this about to get really awkward?”
Pulling away from him, you sit between his legs, wiping your tears. “Is that even a question that needs to be said?”
He shakes his head, grabbing your left hand and gently sliding the ring back onto your finger, whispering a soft, “back where it belongs.”
“Okay, everyone,” he announces, not moving up from the floor. “I’ve made reservations for us in about an hour. Sadly, we cannot pay for everyone as we are planning a wedding. So if you don’t want to pay, that’s cool, but we would love to have dinner with you before the stress of the rehearsals. I already sent you all the address, so Suh squad, move out!”
Everyone chuckles, talking among themselves as they file out the door, leaving only you, Johnny, and Jaehyun—who you forgot was in the room—behind.
“Where are we?”
“This is the air b&b I rented for Yoonoh and me to sleep in tonight. The owner said no one was staying in it before us, so she said I could show up whenever. I took 'show up whenever' to mean spending an hour setting up and executing a surprise for my lovely fiancĂ©e. Figured it would throw you off.”
You laugh, taking a moment to commit the way he’s looking at you to memory. You want to remember this moment forever. “Consider me thrown off. You didn’t need to do this for me, by the way. Just getting married is enough repayment.”
“But I did. I was planning this before, but then you asked me if I still wanted to get married, and that only motivated me further. I wanted to show you I have no doubts about this wedding.”
“Stop, you’re going to make me cry again,” you whine, pulling him into another hug.
He chuckles. “I love you too.”
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“Hey, y/n?”
You hum in response, not looking away from the television. Since tomorrow is the wedding, and you invited your brother over to spend the last night as unmarried siblings together.
“Johnny’s friend, Yoonoh, he looks familiar. I only saw him in passing at the rehearsal dinner, but he looks familiar. Where is he from again?”
“Korea,” you answer in what you hope is a non-suspicious tone. You hadn’t even thought about this. Of course, your family would remember him. You dated him for three years, and even if it's been years since any of you have thought of him, it’s not like they’re just going to forget him.
“Are you sure?” Your brother shifts on the couch to look at you. “Because now that I’m thinking about it, he looks like that jerk you dated in high school? It’s not just me who sees that, right?”
You lightly chew your lip, weighing your options. You can pretend you have no idea what Deven is talking about or admit the truth. Both feel like you’ve lost in some way. If you admit he is the man who cheated on you, you know your brother is going to disagree with you, leaving you with at least the slightest hint of guilt. If you choose to lie to him, then you have to deal with the guilt of not only lying to your fiancĂ© but also your brother.
You sigh. “Okay, I’m going to tell you this, and you have to promise me not to freak out. Do you promise?”
You wait for him to nod his head.
“So, Johnny’s friend Yoonoh is the same guy I dated in high school. And I haven’t told Johnny yet because he’s really excited to have his friend back. I thought I was going to tell him, then I decided not to, and now we’re getting married tomorrow, and there’s not a lot of time left.”
He stares at you in shock, jaw slightly dropped. “So you’re telling me you’ve had the guy you’re getting married to and your ex-boyfriend sleeping under the same roof, and the only people who know are you and Jaehyun?”
He holds up a finger each time he mentions one of their names, bringing them together when he talks about them sleeping under the same roof. The whole time, you nod your head. The longer he talks, the heavier the silliness of the situation feels.
“Or is it Yoonoh?” He backtracks, separating his hands. “Because I swear his name was Jaehyun.”
“No, it was. I guess he changed it before he met Johnny. But you need to help me out. As my younger brother and the only one in our family willing to ask me about this, it is your job to help me figure out what to do.”
He huffs, picking up the remote to pause the tv. “You got two choices: tell Johnny or don’t. Choosing the don’t option would include maybe telling mom and dad, so they don’t go telling anyone.”
You groan, throwing your head back. Your parents wouldn’t intentionally go around telling people the guy who cheated on you is a groomsman at your wedding; rather, they would go down the same route Devon did. They mention that he looks a lot like the “guy you dated in high school” as a joke and unknowingly make things awkward.
“But it isn’t just my wedding, you know? He likes Jaehyun, and if he wants him there he should be allowed to have him there. It doesn’t matter that we used to date, and it doesn’t matter that I don’t like him. That’s what a relationship is: it’s a give-and-take. This is me giving.”
“Y/n, he loves you. Do you remember, as kids, how we always loved how our aunt and uncle were? You can tell they love each other. I don’t believe romantic soulmates exist. But if they did, they would be our aunt and uncle. And that’s exactly what you and Johnny have! You two are as much of soulmates as can be.”
A small smile slips onto your face. “Thanks, Deven. I’m so glad you think that. Having Jaehyun here has messed with my ... everything, and hearing you say that makes me feel warm. But I feel like that proves my point. I know we’re great together, so what does it matter that my ex-boyfriend is here so long as it makes him happy?”
“Because he cheated on you!” your brother exclaims, throwing his hands up. “Because while he may not have told me directly, I can feel that Johnny would be angry that someone hurt you as he did. I’m angry knowing he has the nerve to show his face at your wedding, let alone sleep down the hall from you! I can’t imagine how Johnny would feel. All things considered, I think he’ll be sad once he finds out.”
“Alright.” You chew your lip, bringing your attention back to the paused screen. “You’re probably right.”
“I’m always right.”
—
"So Yoonoh- can I call you that? Or do you prefer Yoonoh Hyung or something else?"
Jaehyun chuckles at Johnny's little brother's rambling, not looking away from the mirror as he and all the other groomsmen finish straightening their suits. "Yoonoh Hyung is fine."
Mark nods his head. "Hyung, what do you think of y/n? She's the best, isn't she?"
"Mark, leave him alone," Johhny says, tapping his phone to check the time.
Mark holds his hands up. "I was just starting a conversation."
"Well, that's a weird start. He barely knows her."
Jaehyun smiles, looking back at the mirror to fix his hair. He wishes he didn't have to lie to his friend. In the end, though, it's better for everyone if your secret stays just that; a secret.
"Well, he's lucky," one of Johnny's friends, Parker, says. "The same day I met her, she treated me and my wife like old friends. She's one of the warmest people I know."
Jaehyun turns to look at his friend, instantly noticing his love-struck smile. He is envious of how much you and Johnny love each other. He wishes he had someone to look at him like that.
"Shouldn't we be talking about me?" Johnny jokes, clearing his throat. "Anyways, we should go out. Deven will meet us out there and then the wedding will get started!" He shakes out his hands, rocking on his feet. "Are you guys ready to accompany me for my only wedding?"
His question is met with cheers, and with a final rock, Johnny leads the way out of the room. He leads them to a room across the hall, knocking on the door.
"Hey, Johnny," a woman greets, only cracking the door enough to poke her head out. "Ready to get this party started?"
He nods his head. "Yep. Are you girls ready?"
"Yep! We'll meet you at the end of the hall, okay? We can't risk you getting a sneak peek of your bride."
Johnny laughs, nodding his head. He guides them further down the hall, stopping in front of a set of double doors. He greets the man standing outside the doors, looking at his phone. Jaehyun tilts his head, watching Johnny exchange a quick hug with the man. He looks so familiar.
"Okay, guys," Johnny announces, drawing his attention away from the other man. "When y/n's bridesmaids come out, you'll all pair up with one of them. Parker will be with his wife, and Mark will be with her maid of honor, J.J. Other than that," Johnny looks at him and the other man, "you two choose whoever is standing closer to you. It doesn't have to be the same person from rehearsal."
"You already said this at the rehearsals, dude, chill," Parker laughs, patting him on the shoulder.
"Do you remember how nervous you were before you had to do this? I'm calm compared to you."
Parker chuckles, shaking his head dismissively, and Jaehyun smiles at the interaction. Before Parker can respond, the sound of whispers draws the group's attention to the group of women in red dresses quickly walking toward them.
"Okay, order, everybody!" Johnny announces, and everybody falls in line behind him.
Contrary to what Johnny says about not needing the same person they paired up with during rehearsals, the girl Jaehyun walked with smiles at him in greeting. He smiles back, extending his arm for her to grab.
"Ready?" she whispers.
He nods, looking forward as his friend pushes open the door. "Ready."
Despite it not being his wedding, he can't help but feel a little nervous as everyone stands up, eyes turning to look at them as they walk down the aisle. His heart skips a beat when he passes your family, focusing on looking straight at where he is going. It’s unrealistic, but he hopes they don’t see him.
When they reach the base of the stairs, he smiles at the woman on his arm before they part ways. He feels eyes burning into his back, dreading the seconds until he has to turn around again. They're looking at me—there is no way they don't remember me. And he’s right. When he turns around, your family is looking in his direction. But it's not him they are looking at.
Instead of the hot stare of hatred he expected directed at him, he sees your mom lovingly look at Johnny. She's gripping her husband's hand, saying something to him as he turns his head to look at Johnny. With all the commotion he caused by staying at your house, it never really hit him how little he actually means to your family. The realization is somehow shocking—despite him and his family feeling the same towards you, and something in him breaks at the knowledge that he barely means anything to you. Until now, a part of him thought this would all blow over after you realized how much he has changed, and things could return to how they were before you and he dated; you could be friends.
The music changes, and the room's attention is brought to the doors as everybody waits for you to appear. Watching you walk down the aisle, Jaehyun is thrust from his previous thoughts by how beautiful you are. He always thought you were beautiful, but seeing you years later—really seeing you— you are even more stunning than he remembers. He flicks his eyes to the left to look at Johnny’s face, and he smiles at the pure look of love on his friend’s face. His heart warms, and suddenly not meaning much to you doesn't seem like such a big deal. He misses you, misses how good of a person you are, but his longing is nothing compared to Johnny's happiness. While he wants a second chance, he can give it up for his friend. He can let you go again.
The rest of the ceremony passes by in a blur, and Jaehyun can't wipe the smile off his face. He hasn’t been to many weddings, but this is the first wedding he has attended to make him feel this way—that true love exists. He couldn’t wish for a better happy ending for his best friend.
At the reception, between meeting various friends of yours, Johnny and you catch his eye. All the stress the wedding put on you two forgotten as you laugh, patting Johnny’s arm as he looks away, laughing. Even toward the end of the evening, and only a few people left, the love felt at the ceremony is still in the air, painting everything in a rose tint.
“Hey,” someone taps his shoulder, drawing his attention away from your laughing figure. When he turns around, he sees the unknown groomsman from in front of the doors. His eyes widen as he realizes who it is.
“You’re Deven, right? I guess-”
Before he can finish his sentence, your brother throws his glass of wine in his face. He gasps and takes a step back in shock, wiping the liquid from his eyes.
“That’s for showing up at my sister’s wedding.”
—
“We need to tell him,” you say, pushing the door to the guestroom open. Johnny had to take a work call, so you took the opportunity to talk to his friend separately. “You’re leaving soon, and I can’t stand keeping this from him anymore. We don’t lie to each other, and now that I’m his wife, it feels even heavier.”
“If you want to of course I’m not going to stop you. But really, do you think that would be the best course of action? Things might take a turn for the worse.” He says, his face void of emotion. His lack of emotion mixed with his words lowers what little patience you have with him.
“Can I be honest?”
He nods his head.
“I don’t hate anyone. Hate and love are two very strong emotions, and it isn’t fair to throw them around randomly. So no, I don’t hate you. But you are the closest person I have to hating someone. So if you think this act here will change my mind somehow, you’re wrong. If you and Johnny stay friends after this, you are not welcome back into my home. Do you understand?”
He looks at you, eyes seemingly blank. But you know him better than you like to admit, and his trying-to-hide-emotions face hasn’t changed since high school. Something in him is hurting. “I understand.”
“I don’t.”
You and Jaehyun jump at the sound of your husband’s voice, and you stare wide-eyed as he pushes the door open.
“Why do you hate Yoonoh? And why wouldn’t we be friends?”
You feel your heart stop at his questions. Yes, you wanted to tell him, but not like this. It made you feel like he caught you cheating. Jaehyun looks expectedly to you, effectively making you feel more trapped. You hold Jaehyun's eye, wanting to cry at the expectation he is now placing on you.
“Listen,” you start slowly, looking away from the man next to you. Just looking at Johnny makes you want to curl into yourself. “It’s a long story, okay? Well, not a long story. Rather, a really hard truth to say and something I did because I thought it was right. But now, I’m not so sure.” you ramble, walking towards him. “You can be sad, mad, or anywhere in between.”
He smiles nervously, eyes flickering between you and Jaehyun. “Thanks for the permission.”
You let a silence fall between you three, and you feel the nervousness from Johnny mix with your anxiousness. You don’t know what Jaehyun feels, nor do you care. You’re too busy trying to think of how to start this.
“I’m the one who cheated on y/n.”
You quickly turn your head towards him, eyes wide at Jaehyun’s sudden confession.
Johnny laughs, the look on his face showing he doesn’t understand the comment. “What?”
“I-um, remember the guy I told you about that cheated on me in high school? Yeah, that is Jaehyun- I mean Yoonoh.”
Any trace of a smile falls off Johnny’s face, and he tears his eyes away from you to look at the other man in the room. “And that’s true? You guys are from the same area of Connecticut, and you’re the guy she dated for two and a half years before he left and had his best friend tell her you cheated on her?”
Jaehyun nods his head, eyes looking away in shame. “I can’t imagine how you feel—”
“You’re right; you can’t. Because I’m sure you think I feel angry—and believe me, I am—that you did that to my wife. But more than angry, I feel stupid. I mean, the entire time you’ve been here, you’ve been dropping hints. You knew stuff about her that you wouldn’t have known unless you were close. And yeah, your excuses made sense at the time, but now that I think about it, I never would have mentioned y/n’s second flavor of ice cream to you in Korea. And you,” he looks back at you, and you feel another wave of anxiety rush over you. “I feel so stupid that I didn’t notice how uncomfortable you were. You only gave him short answers, and I’m sure you never looked him in the eyes for longer than three seconds.”
He laughs, running a hand through his hair. “God, I feel like such an idiot. Why didn’t you tell me?”
“Because it wasn’t just my wedding; it was yours. And you wanted him there, and it shouldn’t matter my past with him.”
“Yoonoh, why didn’t you tell me?”
“Y/n told me not to. She wanted you to be happy.”
Johnny nods his head, scoffing. “So she did it for me, and what? You did it for yourself?”
Jaehyun hesitates to answer, but, to his credit, he never breaks eye contact with Johnny. “I don’t know if I would say it’s that simple.”
“No, it’s simple. You broke her heart and made her feel worthless. But she set it aside because she loves me and wanted someone I considered a friend at my wedding, despite how she feels about you. But you, you kept it from me because you were scared. You were scared of how I would react. Instead of manning up and doing one good thing for y/n, you decided to keep it to yourself.”
Your heart melts at his speech, and you reach out to grab his hand. “Johnny.”
He smiles sadly at you, lowering his voice to a whisper. “Can we talk in private?”
You nod your head, letting him pull you out of the room. Johnny leads you to the kitchen, letting go of your hand to lean against the counter. He rubs a hand over his face, and despite his conflicted emotions, you feel a little of your anxiety melt away now that you’re away from Jaehyun.
“Is that really why you didn’t tell me? You wanted me to have a friend there? It’s not because you don’t trust me or anything?”  
“No, of course, I trust you,” you say, grabbing his free hand in both of yours. “I just, I don’t know, I wanted you to have everyone you wanted at our wedding. You were so excited to have him there, and I couldn’t take that away from you. It’s supposed to be the best day of your life. You deserve to have the people you love there.”
“I don’t know what to say to that. That’s so stupidly selfless, and I wish you had told me. We’re a team now. We need to tell each other these things.”
You vigorously nod your head, hoping to show him you agree. “Yes, of course. I have never lied to you about anything else. Please know I trust you unconditionally.”
He sucks in a breath, tilting his head to the side. “I don’t like the idea of unconditional anything. I want you to trust me because you love me and believe in me. Not because you feel you need to because of this or because we are married.”
You nod your head, whispering an okay. You feel like you're grasping at straws; everything you say feels wrong. Maybe it's the anxiety that has been building up in the past five minutes, but you feel like one more wrong word from you, and you'll spiral into a crying mess.
“Now,” he clears his throat. “I have to go talk to him. But when I get back, let’s go out, okay?”
You lightly chew your lip, watching as he flashes you a fleeting smile before making his way back to where Jaehyun is.
—
Jaehyun felt the air leave his chest once you and Johnny left the room. While not physically hit, the look on his friend's face felt like an emotional punch.
After you two left the room, he sat on the bed and threw his head into his hands. In hindsight, he probably should have let you tell him. Maybe Johnny wouldn’t have been as mad. Then again, Jaehyun has no idea how mad his friend is. He has a feeling that he’ll find out once he returns.
“So you really cheated on my wife, huh?”
Jaehyun chuckles, raising his head out of his hands to look at Johnny, who closed the door behind him. “I bet you never thought you’d say those words.”
“Come on. We need to have this conversation.”
“Yeah, I’m sorry,” he sighs, pushing himself up from the bed. “What do you want to know?”
“I don’t know, so just let me talk. So when your family moved here, you moved to the same city as y/n, met, and started dating. At some point, you started cheating on her, but then moved back to Korea and had one of your then friends tell her?”
Jaehyun can’t bring himself to look Johnny in the eyes. Seeing you had kicked him in his ego. It reminded him of the person he used to be. But now, having to tell your husband about how horrible of a boyfriend he was really made him feel small.
“I didn’t ask him to do that. He just decided on doing that. Not that I blame him.”
Johnny nods his head. “I don’t need to know why—it doesn’t matter. But do you know how worthless you made her feel? Just the other day, she asked me if I still wanted to marry her because she was thinking about your relationship. She told me I deserved better. And I’m sure some of that came from keeping this secret from me, but a majority of it came from you.”
Jaehyun looks up to see if he is done. The first night he got here, and almost every night since, he thought of the things Johnny might say once he found out. He would never describe his friend as violent, so he wasn’t worried about getting hit. He would prefer being punched to the look on his friend's face.
“I invite you to my wedding,” Johnny continues, seemingly annoyed at Jaehyun’s lack of response. “And invite you to our home. When you see your ex-girlfriend open the door, instead of being a decent human and telling her you’ll stay somewhere else, you stay in our home. Do you have any idea how uncomfortable that probably made her?”
“I did offer to leave, but she told me it was okay. She said she didn’t want to influence our relationship. She also said you’d pick her over me.”
Johnny sighs. “What do you expect me to say to that?”
Jaehyun shrugs. “I don’t know, but I do want to apologize. I’m sorry I put you in this position, and I’m sorry I lied to you. I never meant-I don’t know what I meant. I just know I never intended to cause a problem between you and y/n. I came and stayed because you’re my friend, and I wanted to celebrate one of the biggest days of your life.”
“You’re not listening,” Johnny insists. “I’m not mad because you’re the guy who cheated on her. I’m mad because you didn’t say anything. I can’t say anything would be different if you had told me before, but it might have been! We could have talked it out, and you could have convinced me you changed. But now, instead of looking at you as the guy who broke her heart, I’m looking at you as the guy who also made her uncomfortable in her own home. At her wedding! How could you do that to her?”
“I don’t know.”
“You’re going to have to do better than that.”
Jaehyun sighs. He knows this is a losing conversation. Nothing he can say would make this situation better. “I guess I was being selfish. I wanted to protect my friendship with you by not telling you this. Yes, of course, I felt guilty for what I put y/n through. But she said she wanted me there for you. I felt trapped because I wanted to be there, you wanted me there, and she wanted me there for you but not herself. What was I supposed to do? Go against her and tell you?”
“Yes! Yes, you should have told me. Because she cares for me, she put me first. She decided she was less important than I am, and you are the only one to blame for that. And that is unacceptable. As my friend, you should have told me.”
“Hyung, I’m sorry.”
His friend takes a deep breath, running his left hand through his hair. The silver band on his finger catches his attention, and he feels another wave of guilt wash over him. “You know you need to leave?”
Jaehyun nods his head. He didn’t know what the outcome of this conversation was going to be, but he knew this was bound to happen.
“Good. Y/n and I are going out, so if you could be gone by the time we get back that would be best. I’ll still drive you to the airport, and maybe then we can talk about where our relationship goes from there.”
He nods his head, feeling too lost to say anything. Johnny silently leaves the room, and a few minutes later, he hears the front door close. He wishes he isn’t the one to blame. That he can blindly call you and Johnny jerks and leave with his ego intact. Now that he had that conversation, though, he knows there is no other narrative to possibly tell.
He is the villain. No longer is he the friend who came all the way from South Korea for his friend’s wedding. Now, he is the guy who cheated on his friend’s wife and had the nerve to stay in their home and attend the wedding. He chuckles, finally moving from his spot.
It’s almost funny. All this might have been avoided had he come clean in the first place. If he had just been honest, maybe he could still call Johnny his friend. But if history is any indication, Jaehyun has a problem with the truth.
—
“So where are we going?” you ask, following Johnny as he starts down the street.
He shrugs his shoulders. “I was thinking we could just walk and talk.”
You nod your head, pursing your lips as you reach out to grab his hand. You don’t know what to think.
“Y/n, I just don’t understand. When you told me someone cheated on you, I was so confused. I was both mad and sad for you. You knew what I thought about the man who cheated on you, and you still didn’t tell me it was him. I would’ve worked with you. Worked to make you comfortable.”
You sadly hum, the constant weight of the situation settling on your chest and making it hard to breathe. “I know, honey, I know. And that’s why I didn’t tell you. It’s only a big deal to me—”
He interrupts you with a laugh. “That’s false, and you know it. Don’t even give me that. You knew it would be a big deal to me, and that’s why you didn’t tell me. And yeah, Yoonoh told me that you wanted to protect my relationship with him. That because it was also my wedding, I should have whoever I wanted there. But that’s crap, and you know it.”
You squeeze his hand, looking at all the passing people. All these people passing by, and none of them have any idea about your situation. To them, you’re just another couple having an average conversation. You’re envious of their ignorance but thankful for the hope that maybe it isn't as world-shattering as it feels.
“I don’t know what to say. I understand why you’re mad. I don’t know how I’d feel if some girl who cheated on you came to the wedding. Because I hold such a high opinion of you, I would think she doesn’t deserve to be anywhere near you. But he’s your best friend from an amazing time in your life, and I couldn’t be the reason you two don’t talk.”
A silence falls between you two, and to try and avoid your thoughts, you focus on the sound of cars passing by. When you were younger, you never imagined your life in New York. You love Connecticut and had every intention of moving back after finishing college. Enter Johnny.
When you first met Johnny, you paid him no mind. He was just another face in the crowd. After you met him on Ellis Island, you started noticing him more in the crowds of people you passed every day.
Apparently, he felt the same. He started smiling at you when you passed in the halls, occasionally exchanging greetings. Then, one day in psych, he deviated from his usual seat in the middle and joined you in the front.
“Can I sit here?”
You smile at him, hoping he can’t see how happy you are to see him. “Yeah, of course.”
You silently watch as he sits down, pulling out his notes. “Oh,” you start, not wanting the conversation to end just yet. “I never got to thank you for helping me with that boy the other day. It meant a lot to me.”
“It was the least I could do. You looked like you had your hands full.”
You laugh, nodding your head. “Yeah, I was. I don’t know if you noticed, but that little boy and I had a bit of a language barrier.”
He hums. “Well, I am happy to lend a helping hand when I notice a damsel in distress.”
You laugh at the remark, not missing how the comment made your heart light. You quickly shut the feeling down, choosing to focus on your notes. You haven’t seriously dated anyone since Jaehyun, and you don’t know if you’re ready. Throughout the class you tried to ignore the urge to look at him.  
“Hey, so I’ll see you Friday for class?”
You smile up at him, happy he wants to see you again. “Yeah, see you Friday.”
After that, you two started talking more, and eventually, he asked you out. You were hesitant at first, still nervous after everything that happened with Jaehyun. Around your third date, you told him that. Told him that if he wanted out now, he could take it, and you wouldn’t blame him. He smiled, shaking his head softly before telling you there was nothing to worry about. From what he had seen so far, there was nothing that would make him think he needed to use that out.
“We’ll work past this, right?” you ask softly, not wanting to hear an answer. “You don’t think poorly of me?”
He squeezes your hand. “Sweetheart, do you think something like this would make me care for you any less?”
You feel the tears prickle in your eyes, and you hug his arm with your free hand. “I love you.”
—
Jaehyun heaves a nervous sigh, bouncing his leg nervously as he waits for Johnny's call. He hasn’t spoken to his friend since he was kicked from your apartment—the last conversation he shared with him has replayed in his mind for the past few days.
When Johnny's contact photo pops us—a dumb photo he took of a drunk Johnny in a party hat—he feels his heart stop. What am I going to say? How do I act normal?
He clears his throat, trying to rid his body of the nervousness. “Hey, you out front?”
“Yeah. As soon as you leave the building, I’m there.”
“Okay, see you in a second.” Jaehyun pushes himself up, hanging up the phone as he walks the few steps out of the automatic doors. His friend wasn’t kidding. As soon as he steps outside the hotel, he sees his friend’s car trunk popped open for Jaehyun to load his things.
He walks as slowly as he can without it being obvious, mentally building up the courage to sit with Johnny and have what he can imagine is the most awkward conversation he will ever have in his life.    
“I’ve done a lot of thinking,” Johnny starts, not leaving any time between the start of the drive and the start of the conversation, “and a lot of talking with y/n, and honestly, I don’t know what to do. I talked with her, and she wants me to keep you as a friend if that is what I want without thinking about her.”
“And is that what you want?” Jaehyun keeps his eyes on the outside world. He doesn’t know if he can stand to see any of the left-over disappointment.
“I don’t know what I want. Even if she says not to keep her in mind, she’ll always be in my mind when I look at you. I mean, no offense, but now when I look at you, I am reminded of the secret you guys kept from me and how I felt when I found out. I mean, I felt like you guys played me, and it was all some sick joke.” Johnny sighs, and out of the corner of his eye, Jaehyun can see him shake his head. “But that is beside the point. I asked her if she could ever forgive you for what happened.”
Jaehyun sits straighter in his seat, turning his head to face his friend. “And
 and what did she say?”
“She says that when you’re with her, it feels like you revert to who you were in high school. That she can still see traces of the same man who hurt her. But when you’re with me, she sees the man I view as my best friend. She said she likes Yoonoh much better than Jaehyun and that if you can continue to be that man around me, then she can understand if we remain friends."
"I change that much?”
Johnny shrugs. “I don’t know.”
He nods his head, looking back out the window. He lets a few seconds of silence pass by as he decides if he wants to hear the answer to the question that still needs asking. “And you? What do you think about still being my friend?”
“Right into it, huh?” His friend laughs humorlessly. “I don’t know, Yoonoh. You were part of the reason I had such a good time in Korea, and without you, I don’t think I would have enjoyed my time as much. I made other friends there, but none I clicked with like you, and none that I still talk with to this day. So you matter to me. But at the same time, you cheated on my wife before we met. When she told me about this, she told me about the pain and the self-esteem issues that came with being cheated on. And then you lied to me about it. Sure, so did y/n, but she did it selflessly, and you lied for you. I don’t mean to put it so bluntly, but I don’t know anymore.”
“I don’t mean this in a joking way, but I agree. I don’t know what you should do either. I want to say you should forgive me, but I don’t know if that is the ‘right’ thing to do. What would make you feel less guilty?”
“I have been thinking about this for the past three days, and I can’t say what that would be. I tried to imagine my life without you and my life with you. I feel like I have to choose between you and my wife, and I don’t want to make that choice.”
“You know, you don’t need to make that choice now. I’m not going anywhere, and neither is y/n. You can text me whenever you have made your choice—whatever that may be. If you don’t want to talk to me, then I will respect that, and we go our separate ways. You and y/n are right—I have been selfish during this whole thing. It’s time for me to be as unselfish as I can and tell you that you can take as long as you need. Know there is no pressure on my side of this.”
Johnny sighs. “You know, saying things like that reminds me why I like you.”
Jaehyun laughs, happy to have something lighthearted in the environment. The comment gives him hope that maybe things will be okay between them. Even if it isn’t okay, he meant what he said; whatever Johnny decides, he will respect it. He wouldn’t ask his friend to do anything that might cause an issue in his marriage. Not when he found you.
—
“Talk later then?”
“Yeah, let me know when you land in Korea. Safe flight.”
Jaehyun nods his head, waving goodbye. Johnny sighs, watching his friend walk into the airport. He feels like so much happened in four days, and now, more than ever, he is ready to go on his honeymoon and have a week dedicated to just you and him.  
Ten minutes into his drive back and five minutes into sitting in traffic, the loud ring of his phone causes him to jump.
“I gotta see if I can make this quieter,” he mumbles, pressing accept on the steering wheel. “Hello?”
“Hey, did I time it right?” you start, skipping the greeting. “I added an extra twenty minutes to the hour drive from when you left the hotel to make sure you had dropped him off. Not that I would mind calling you while he is still there, I just wouldn’t want to get in the way of you guys spending the rest of the time together. And now I’ve been talking for too long. You really need to learn to interrupt me.”
Johnny laughs. “I love it when you talk. Don’t worry about it, Love.”
You laugh, and he imagines you throwing your head back. “Love? That’s a new one. Anyway, I looked at the weather for when we’ll be in Italy, and it looks perfect! Low seventies, high sixties.”
He laughs, resting his head against the driver's window as he watches the cars barely inch forward. “And to think, you had your doubts about the Amalfi Coast.”
“Hey! First, we both put suggestions into the hat, and it isn’t my fault your brother picked your suggestion. Second, I never had any doubts about Italy. Don’t lie.”
“You’re right, you’re right, I’m sorry. The weather sounds great. I’m stuck in traffic right now; I guess there was some accident on top of the normal traffic. So I’ll be home in like one hundred years.”
“Aw, I’m sorry. Want me to pick some food up from that Greek place around the corner? A little comfort food for us?”
He smiles, knowing you mean comfort for more than just the traffic. “Yeah, that sounds great. Get me the gyro-”
“Gyro chicken mix plate. You really should change it up now and again. You’re getting too predictable.”
He laughs. “Yeah, maybe next time. Once you find the good stuff, it’s too scary to try new food.”
“Whimp.”
“Whatever you say. Mind you I am also driving. It’s not like I can check the menu. That would be unsafe.”
“Excuses, excuses.” You sigh, and Johnny can hear the shuffling of papers. “Alright, I’m going to head home now. I gotta write this substitution plan before we can leave. But I’ll get the food, and while we feast, why don’t we watch some tv?”
“Sounds like a brilliant plan. Love ya.”
“Love you too.”
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Thank you for reading! This as been a wip forever now and it feels really good to finally put this out (even if it is a few days later than I thought). I would love to know what you thought!! 
Have a great day/night <3
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sunshyni · 4 months ago
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notinhas da sun: esse texto Ă© muuuito antigo!! Muito mesmo!! Mas eu amo ele đŸ„° Talvez vocĂȘs estranhem um pouco porque ele tĂĄ em primeira pessoa (sem preconceito, hien đŸ€š Juro que tĂĄ bom). Fun fact: escrevi quando percebi que gostava do meu amigo, isso sempre me arranca uma risada sincera KKKKK
w.c: 1.2k
avisos: me inspirei em “forever only” do Jae e em “be mine” do Junji do OnlyOneOf (um gostoso đŸ«Š).
boa leitura, docinhos!! đŸŒč
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As pessoas costumam dizer que o amor chega quando menos esperamos, ele aparece inesperadamente, como um penetra inconveniente que faz tanta algazarra no salĂŁo do seu coração que vocĂȘ nĂŁo vĂȘ outra escolha a nĂŁo ser deixĂĄ-lo ficar, daĂ­ vocĂȘ percebe o quĂŁo entusiasmante o enxerido Ă©, e no final das contas o atĂ© entĂŁo “importuno” se torna a parte crucial da sua festa, isso faz o amor entrar numa arte tridimensional, na qual a personificação desse Ă©, sem sombras de dĂșvida, um doido varrido. De fato, a primeira afirmação nĂŁo diz respeito aos equĂ­vocos do senso comum, e condiz com a realidade, aprendi isso com minha exasperada busca por vocĂȘ, apenas vocĂȘ.
“Eu sinto vocĂȘ tĂŁo perto, mas eu nunca tenho vocĂȘ”.
Eu me enganei pensando ter te encontrado em bilhetes acidentalmente enviados, num par de fones de ouvido compartilhados, numa coleção de regatas alheias surradas, numa variedade de tipos de cabelo, fossem eles cacheados, ondulados, lisos ou coloridos, eu tinha essa ideia embaraçosa de que vocĂȘ vivia estupidamente perto de mim, e eu tinha um medo irracional de vocĂȘ se esvair por entre meus dedos sem eu me dar conta, um temor insano de perder algo que eu nunca provei. Constantemente eu sonho com vocĂȘ, assumindo formas familiares, mas que definitivamente nĂŁo sĂŁo vocĂȘ, vocĂȘ formou esse cenĂĄrio edĂȘnico na minha cabeça, memorĂĄvel nos seus tons de azul e laranja, cores vĂ­vidas que se fundem nos seus olhos feito aquarela. Mas porque vocĂȘ sempre desaparece feito fumaça quando abro meus olhos vagarosamente? Talvez essa seja a origem do meu medo, afinal.
“Onde vocĂȘ esteve durante toda a minha vida?”.
Jaehyun irrompeu em minha vida como uma corrida desenfreada pela praia, jogando areia em todas as direçÔes, me cegando com seu sorriso estonteante, e fazendo minhas pernas vacilarem diante ao seu cenho franzido de preocupação, que definitivamente não deveria ter um efeito embriagante sobre mim.
Naquele momento, eu nĂŁo tinha certeza se meus joelhos estavam estĂĄveis por sua causa ou pelo choque que vocĂȘ me fez passar.
— TĂĄ tudo bem? Eu te machuquei? — VocĂȘ tocou meus cotovelos, e eu me firmei nos seus antebraços, mesmo que o que me fizesse perder o equilĂ­brio estivesse exclusivamente contido em vocĂȘ. Seus olhos meio perturbados pelo incidente procuravam por qualquer Ă­nfimo arranhĂŁo que sua moto poderia ter causado no meu corpo, e eu me beneficiava do seu cuidado, praticamente idolatrando seu rosto, transitando com dedos imaginĂĄrios a ponte do seu nariz, o arco do lĂĄbio superior, e por fim a linha do maxilar. Eu estava tĂŁo vidrada fitando-o que nĂŁo me dei conta quando vocĂȘ se agachou, tocando com gentileza uma parte da minha perna direita que ardia um bocado.
Eu imediatamente reagi exprimindo um “Ai” baixinho, e vocĂȘ elevou o rosto contra o sol escaldante, apertando os olhos para poder me enxergar melhor, nĂŁo sei se vocĂȘ sentiu meu sobressalto ao ver aqueles olhos que derretiam feito duas velas coloridas toda vez que encontravam os meus, uma delas me fazia lembrar do mar silencioso e solitĂĄrio que vocĂȘ me fazia encarar todas as madrugadas, enquanto a outra, nas suas nuances alaranjadas me deixa dolorida com memĂłrias nĂŁo vivenciadas em que vocĂȘ pressiona os lĂĄbios contra os meus numa cĂĄlida despedida. VocĂȘ continua com os joelhos no asfalto quente, preso naquela aura somente nossa, “VocĂȘ tambĂ©m pensa em mim?” Eu quis perguntar, quis mesmo! Mas se vocĂȘ se assustasse e desaparecesse de novo, eu jamais me perdoaria por isso, entĂŁo eu me limitei em te ajudar a levantar, sentindo correntes elĂ©tricas se alastrarem pelo meu corpo cada vez que sua pele entrava ocasionalmente em contato com a minha.
VocĂȘ insistiu em querer colocar um band-aid no meu “ferimento monstruoso” que media aproximadamente 2 centĂ­metros de largura, “Pra vocĂȘ nĂŁo mudar de ideia e fazer um boletim de ocorrĂȘncia.” VocĂȘ brincou, o que me fez sentir vontade de dizer que se alguma vez vocĂȘ fosse preso, nĂŁo seria por um “acidente” de trĂąnsito envolvendo uma pessoa aĂ©rea como eu, o que poderia facilmente te condenar era o sorriso suave que vocĂȘ com frequĂȘncia esboçava.
— Trabalha aqui? — VocĂȘ perguntou ao adentrarmos o restaurante Ă  beira-mar parcialmente vazio naquele horĂĄrio.
— Sim, eu tava dando um tempo atĂ© quase ser atropelada — Ele riu e eu sorri, me sentindo triunfante por ter sido o motivo do seu divertimento.
Novamente, vocĂȘ se ajoelhou na minha frente, limpando com um pano Ășmido umas migalhas de sangue seco perto do meu arranhĂŁo antes de aplicar o curativo.
— Ainda corro o risco de parar na delegacia mais prĂłxima? — VocĂȘ se colocou de pĂ©, me oferecendo uma mĂŁo para me levantar, deixei a cadeira tĂŁo rĂĄpido que ela deslizou para trĂĄs, e caiu, para minha completa vergonha.
— Talvez eu mude de ideia — Sorrindo, vocĂȘ ergueu as sobrancelhas — TĂŽ começando a achar que vocĂȘ Ă© meu Ă­mĂŁ para desastres.
Nossas mĂŁos ainda estavam unidas quando vocĂȘ resolveu traçar as linhas da minha palma com um toque demasiado leve, tĂŁo tĂȘnue que eu sentia cĂłcegas, mas o frenesi que seu toque estimulava no meu corpo inteiro era superior, e portanto mais poderoso que qualquer sistema de autodefesa corporal. Seus olhos, que agora transmitiam imagens de pores do sol incandescentes, e fogueiras inflamadas que davam a impressĂŁo de que arderiam para sempre, nĂŁo deixaram meu rosto em momento algum, disparando alucinados para prever cada expressĂŁo minha.
Dei um pulo para trås, quase tropeçando na cadeira no chão com o aviso abrupto do chefe da cozinha dizendo que eu tinha que voltar ao trabalho, sem dar a mínima para o meu coração que batia descompassado dentro do meu peito, e tampouco para minha garganta seca responsåvel pela gaguejada resposta que eu prontamente emiti.
“Meu coração está tão perdido e sozinho”.
— Vou ficar aqui, te esperando — Eu tambĂ©m, todos os dias, contanto que no final vocĂȘ seja meu para sempre.
VocĂȘ pediu Coca-Cola com sorvete de baunilha, desenhando e preenchendo cĂ­rculos aleatĂłrios num guardanapo feito uma criança hiperativa. Eu me certificava de voltar para vocĂȘ sempre que o varal de pedidos acima do balcĂŁo principal estava vazio, e nĂłs conversĂĄvamos incansavelmente sobre trivialidades, eventualmente meus olhos se detinham nos dois botĂ”es fora de suas casas da sua camisa, e no colar provavelmente artesanal que fazia as pontas dos meus dedos arderem de curiosidade para tocĂĄ-lo, tanto o pingente escondido do acessĂłrio quanto sua pele oculta pelo tecido sĂłbrio.
— Onde vocĂȘ tava esse tempo todo? — Eu sĂł queria pular para esse instante, em que vocĂȘ faria a mesma pergunta que eu fiz durante tempo incerto, eu sĂł queria pular para o ĂĄtimo em que sua boca encontra a minha com uma urgĂȘncia assustadora que faz nossos dentes se baterem de ansiedade, eu sĂł queria que vocĂȘ me abraçasse do mesmo jeito que acontece no meu inconsciente, em que suas palmas quentes acariciam suavemente minhas costas, dizendo, sem a necessidade de palavras, que eu nĂŁo era o Ășnico oceano noturno incompreendido.
Mesmo que vocĂȘ fosse embora no amanhecer do dia seguinte, eu jamais esqueceria do seu rosto parcialmente iluminado pela luz do luar, da melodia que vocĂȘ entoava baixinho feito uma sĂșplica enquanto seus braços me envolviam com força, vocĂȘ segredava inĂșmeras vezes “Seja minha”, “Seja minha”, “Seja minha” exasperado, como se eu fosse escapar por entre seus dedos e vocĂȘ necessitasse de uma resposta antes da Ășltima badalada, quando sabĂ­amos que perderĂ­amos um ao outro novamente.
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