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[idleyuri]

Scars and all

synopsis: Opening up to soyeon about ur sh scars and her comforting + reassuring you about them :) Cw: mentions of sh scars. Not proof read it was 4am when i wrote this

Soyeon continued to lazily play with your hair as you continued to use your switch, the rain adding some soft of ambience to the moment. “Another froggy chair?” She said, you nodded. “Yeah, i feel really represented because of them,” You replied causing her to let out a small chuckle. “Okay, dear.”

Soyeon’s cold fingers wandered down from your hair to your stomach, lifting your shirt up slightly to get a feel of your warmth. You shivered under her touch, her nails lightly grazing on your skin before her movement stopped.

After a few moments she sat up, lifting shirt up more as she saw scars on your stomach and on your sides. “.. Y/n,” she murmured, silently begging for an explanation. You sit up, putting your switch down and quickly put your shirt down, as you avoided her gaze.

Soyeon's expression softened as she noticed your discomfort. She gently placed a hand on yours. "It's okay. You don't have to explain if you're not ready. I just.. I care about you, and I don’t want you to feel like you cant open up to me about these things."

She leaned in closer, her voice growing even softer. "I know I can be a bit stubborn when it comes to my own wellbeing but I promise, when it comes you to I’m always serious. You don't have to face everything alone, okay? I love you.”

Your expression softened at the tone of her voice, you let out a small sigh, lifting your head to look her in the eyes. “.. Well, uh– I don’t.. I don’t know, it just, happened I guess. I was going through a tough time with auntie being in the hospital and.. i just– i did it without thinking,” You paused for a bit, swallowing a small lump in your throat before adding, “I never told you because.. I don’t know, I didn’t want you to think of me badly.. and– I thought that if you saw them that you.. you wouldn’t like me anymore,”

Soyeon’s hold on your hand tightened the more she listened to you, her freehand moving to cup your face, thumb gently brushing against your cheek. “You think so little of yourself, don’t you? Nothing you could do would ever make me think less of you. I love you, scars and all.” She said before gently placing a small kiss on your forehead.

“I might not have been there for you before but I’m here now. And i’ll always be here for you, no matter what.” You look at her, eyes momentarily widened at her understanding nature before softening. “you.. you don’t think they’re ugly? You don’t love me any less?” You ask in a shaky voice.

Soyeon's gaze softened, her thumb gently caressing your cheek. "No, never. Those scars don't make you any less beautiful or any less deserving of love. They're a part of your journey, a part of who you are. And I love every part of you."

She leaned in, pressing a tender kiss to your lips. "Please, don't ever doubt my love for you. You mean the world to me. You are so strong and resilient, and I admire you for that." You let out a small shaky exhale before nodding, “I love you,” with that, soyeon pressed another kiss on your lips. “I love you more.”