#jsut woke up from a nap

[yyuuraii]

why does this look like a Lovejoy album cover

[sainns]

blondgyu is Life like hello he's so mine. anyways announcement please read if u care about Me 🤗

okay so hi. since it's one day past when i said i was coming back i wanted to come and say why i will NOT be back.

"why aren't you coming back omg wdym" "anna why are you dead hello" "i thought it was sainns active era" "why isn't anna answering her fucking messages i've been on delivered for 2 weeks already this stupid ass hoe"

well good questions. turns out i hate high school and being a senior is going to be the absolute end of me 😥 either that or school lunches. anyways i am very busy (unemployed) and tired— i go to school, go to senior activities cos i'm milking the fact that i'm Alpha at my school, go home and nap, take a shower, do my homework, then sleep.

i am chronically online guys. my daily average on my phone is 1hr and 20mins. this is absolutely insane for me. I'M CRASHING OUT!

so yes i have NOT answered anyone which sorry for that guys... i only answer my mommy's texts now... plus i'm drained from socializing so much at school cos i am not used to talking to anyone other than my three friends Erm

hence why i will be STAYING on hiatus for a fat minute, i may (HEAVY on the may) drop a secret project (smau) i'm working on so look forward to that as soon as i finish all the chapters (if i ever have time)

but yes very sorry for dying and staying dead :P this is anna from the afterlife and i love you all and i appreciate you guys waiting for me (don't unfollow i'll cry)!!!!!!!!!! okay another sorry to the mutuals i talk to in dms for not answering i'm sick in the head i will answer you as soon as i feel Free again.

tags (people i have ignored plus others idk).

@hyeinism @jlheon @junislqve @fleurre

@jjunae @isoobie @dioll @boyfhee

@zhounauts @en-gelic @nishibons @bywons

[ballcrusher74]

hi!!! your LC custom skin/model looks really cool! how did you go about making it? and do you have any tutorials you could recommend? i wanna make my own suit for the game but have 0 experience in that kind of thing. thank you!!

I just took a janky scavenger model from sketchfab and used Blender's texture painting to paint over the UVs ! I did also use a template though, which is color coded for each part to make it easier. I forgot where I originally got it, but I am dropping it here for you to use (I didn't make it lalala)

Also the UVs are. hellish. to deal with.

My group and I also use the AdditionalSuits mod, which makes it really simple to add suits into the game (there should be a brief explanation on how to in the mod description)

As for any other tutorial, I recommend just looking up how to use Blender and how to do texture painting (I couldn't find any proper ones. Do NOT trust that damn Blender donut tutorial btw) and then just familiarize yourself with the program. Here's also the jankass scavenger model I mentioned btw :3

[navy-leader]

wild to think about how you were the one who got me into lifesteal with the clownzy posting. i feel like i should send you a lovingly wrapped care package of candy and pipe bombs im having such an awesome time

[loverboy-havocboy]

Thank you for your service, I have achieved max boops given

[soysauceharry]

honestly i was going to be so productive today i was gonna workout get all my studying done early cook myself a nice meal but my lunch was SO spicy today that i think it derailed my whole day

[bamsara]

Are you getting any of Youtooz new COTL merch? They're releasing a Narinder plush!!

HBI JSUT WOKE UP FROM NAP

YES

[5-cell]

jsut woke up from 23 hour nap on floor

[graythegreyt]

Jsut woke up from a nap I didn't mean to take and now I feel disoriented.... what year is it .... who am I.....

[sunset-mp4]

And what especially sucks is that Viv says she's fine with people shipping Alastor with other people. Like...

Why do people treat AroAce people do different???

Like, when I got into my first and last relationship {before I realized I was aromantic}, my family would make jokes of me and the person not being allowed in the same room with the door closed, make kissing jokes {even though I would literally try to flee from CHEEK KISSES} and so many things

And like. I can't help but project onto AroAce characters????

Also, a bit unrelated because my brain is all over the place, but I saw a comment on TikTok that was like "in the episode, Alastor used the AroAce version of 'your daughter calls me daddy too'" and then I scrolled and the rest of the comments were people fighting

Like

If you wanna ship Alastor with someone... QUEER PLATONIC RELATIONSHIPS EXIST- {I think that's the right term????? Idk I just woke up again.} Like. None of the romance. None of the sex. Just two people that are in a platonic relationship. {But then there would be people that see it and then go "oh they're just besties! Time to ship the AroAce character with people"}

{also I saw like this argument somewhere on this app between two people over queer platonic relationships, one person saying they're not real and the other person pointing out that they are and stuff.}

Anyway, I've never understood why people just. Keep shipping AroAce characters with people. It's like they took the words of AroAce people {the "some of us can still date and sex" words when someone goes "uhm you can't be AroAce because [insert sex or relationship]"} because it's like. They're using things that would be like "we're also AroAce" just to EXCLUDE SEX AND ROMANCE REPULSED AROACE PEOPLE FROM EXISTING IN FICTION

Like. It just. Never makes sense to me. People talk about erasing identities of other queer characters but the moment that they're AroAce they begin going "oh it's fine" like. What's the different between shipping an AroAce character with someone and shipping a gay character with the opposite gender????

Hold on my brain just tried to go to a different topic with genders {specifically "if heterosexual is 'attraction to the opposite gender' would that make agenders only attracted to Omnigender/Pangender?" And I have no idea why. Probably because I JSUT woke up from a nap}

Back to the rant, it just... Why can't AroAce characters in media exist in peace??? It's like people see canonical AroAce characters and make it a CHALLENGE to ship them with as many people as possible.

YES!

say it with me now: Aroace people are a part of the community and deserve equal representation in media too! aroace people should not be excluded or have their representation have leeway and wiggle room to fit the conformities of society aroace people deserve to be seen!

[r0ttingsystem]

2 classses left and then i can talk to you again (properlu) :3

YIPPIE

Alex I'm keeping the rest of your asjs and framing the,/hj

I jsut woke up from a nap

[kiseiakhun]

I jsut woke up from an impromptu 55 minute nap (I don't nap) and it left me so disoriented and weak I had to sit on the floor to brush my teeth. Hi.

[pixiecaps]

jsut woke up from a nap what happened

[sparklyeyedhimbo]

i jsut woke up from a4 hour nap waht did i miss

[napsaps-archive]

sorry for constantly saying how tired i am but I jsut woke up from a like . idk 4ish hour nap minus a brief moment of awakeness in the middle abd i could honestly go back to sleep right now

[fapper]

yall i just took an insane ass nap from 10am to now and i had such nice dreams thats now i feel lonely asf 💀 woke up like this cant be AND I HAVE A HUGE MIDTERM TO PREPARE FOR TMRW AND I RLLY JSUT TOOK THAT FATTTTT ASS NAP OMFGG