#jstreetfashion

[slightdisconnects]

UFO - f5ve

so instead of coming down this is the rise and climax of 30 mg ^q^ i feel my head getting lighter and the waves. i feel at peace and full of bliss that everything is good in the world. very much the "i am safe :] i am loved :] and i have love to share :]". i am sensory seeking. i want weight on me. i want to eat yummy food with interesting textures or flavor profiles. i want to listen to cool music. i want to touch interesting textures like slime or putty. a lot along those lines.

she is kinda the amalgamation of all of the video games girls i see when im high. so basically when i get high i "see" both the world as a video game, but also made up video games. so the world as a video game i can see "qtes" to complete takes and how bad i complete them, is how i did on the qte. i can also see "bars" filling and depleting. like my hunger bar going up or my happiness bar filling up. or if i go to the bathroom i feel that bar going down lol. i can also see the action im completing from different actions as if a different camera angel or the "gameplay" i can also "see"/"feel" the different button used and ui.

i watched a bunch of gameplay videos like space channel 5, parappa the rappa, umjammer lammy, and so on. i also listened to a lot of frutiger aero mixes.

for the video game video game, its a made up game. its usually in the style of late ps1, early ps2, dreamcast, or gamecube. its usually an experimental life sim type game. you either play/follow a cool girl in her 20s. they plot/goals varies, but the man take away i get is that shes a cool quirky weird girl who is unapologetically herself and you should be unapologetically yourself. which has been my goal the past two years. i feel a lot ive trapped myself in a box or trying to please others (to a point) i need to find more people like this and will accept this. it feels very optimistic vibes basically but with some quirky bits. it also feels like she is able to unmask pretty freely or completely.

the love of the protag varies. sometimes shes what i picture this verison of me will look like or like certain celebs (idols or music artist or ecelebs i watch). her fashions ranges from mori kei to just cool trendy kstreetfashion or jstreetfashion with a bit of y2k. she also lounges a lot like above in just undies or undies with a tank top. she doesnt always have her nips pierced, but she looks good with them.

also the dog ears and tails arent usually there other, but she is puppy coded. usually excited and shows it! big facial expressions even if they are a lil delayed. she also has wings and a halo like val.

she is content with her loneliness, but also appreciations her few friends. like she loves hanging out, but also will go to places alone. she doesnt feel shame or embarrassed for going to a restaurant by herself or going to events. she doesnt see it as weakness and its good to have alone time, but you also need to socialize.

this is def my idealized world so when i think of doing/acting like this i realize people arent gonna interact like i though and put the "mask" back up. tho sometimes in the game she spends a lot of time "hyping herself up" to go out. as if she needs to recharge her social battery or get the confidence to unmask. i def feel like tuesday is autistic.

really both val and tuesday are autistic, but it "presents"/"displays" differently and "cope" in different ways. while i usually see them separately they have met and val want to be like tuesday. tho i will save that for when they are more fleshed out or when i think more of what their relationship is like :]

[neko-lady]

Delayed Valentine´s 💘✨

https://www.instagram.com/cute_ghost_girl/

[laramainelol]

Hey there! Sadly, I got a refusal for the Fashion Show.. But hey! I'll be @dokomi_expo next year for sure! 😄   #harajukufashion #harajuku #harajukugirl #harajukustyle #decora #decorakei #decoragirl #decorastyle #dokomi2020 #jfashion #jstreet #jstreetfashion #kawaii #kawaiistyle #kawaiogirl #cute #colorful #sugoi #かわいい #原宿 #デコラ系 #すごい https://www.instagram.com/p/CFCtrWuqU29/?igshid=9ov1rmmlkol2

[kittycaesar]

It was too hot. Fall failed me today. 🍁😭✨ — — — — Co-ord for a pretty laid back lolita meet. — — — — #gothmakeup #kittycaesar #lolita #lolitafashion #eglcommunity #angelicpretty #holylantern #automatichoney #milkribbon #boystears #sweetmildred #gothgirl #gothgoth #alternativegirl #alternative #altfashion #streetfashion #jfashion #jstreetfashion #ロリータ

[irishcoffeeslushie]

I love love loved this picture back in the day.

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[gina-xanadu]

🌸🍉🍎🍥🍡 #Harajuku #tokyo #takeshitastreet #pinkhair #jstreetfashion #kawaii #unicorn #mermaidhair #holo #travel (hier: Takeshita Street)

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[adelaida-l]

#lolita #lolitafashion #harajuku #harajukufashion #japanese #japanesestreetfashion #jsf #moimememoite #gothiclolita #russianlolita #jstreetfashion #cute #kawaii #gothic

[loliville]

with marichan~! 

[laramainelol]

Here's another Decora Pic! 😄  #harajukufashion #harajuku #harajukugirl #harajukustyle #decora #decorakei #decoragirl #decorastyle #dokomi2020 #jfashion #jstreet #jstreetfashion #kawaii #kawaiistyle #kawaiogirl #cute #colorful #sugoi #かわいい #原宿 #デコラ系 #すごい https://www.instagram.com/p/CE7CPSAKZX1/?igshid=1148lj51x4ujr

[kittycaesar]

From July's Monthly Meetup with my comm~ I have a thing for candelabras. ✨ ---------- #tbt #throwbackthursday #eglcommunity #classiclolita #lolitafashion #lolita #innocentworld #gotg #belladonna #kittycaesar #gothic #gothiclolita #altfashion #jfashion #jstreetfashion #streetfashion #angelicpretty (at The Tottering Teacup)

[irishcoffeeslushie]

I still have about 20 EGG magazines at home. I used to be super into this.

[kawaiijukustore-blog]

New collection and arrivals! - Our Kigurumi collection is now available  ♡

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[adelaida-l]

Второй образ на глф в стритфешн, который отхватил приз зрительских #lolita #lolitafashion #harajuku #harajukufashion #japanese #japanesestreetfashion #gothiclolita #russianlolita #jstreetfashion #gothic #shironuri #jsf

[thegiantskeleton]