#jojismile

[jojismile]

i miss you baby

romance/fluff

trigger warning: mentions of sex, cursing

prompt: you and joji’s relationship while he’s on tour

Y/N= Your name, Y/L/N=your last name, Y/N/N=your nickname

master list

picture this;

Joji goes on tour for a few months but he never forgets good morning/night texts

you gave him your favorite locket, it contained a picture of your childhood dog, Astro, and a picture of you and joji

he’s always wearing the locket and he tends to kiss it before he goes out to perform

You constantly wear his clothes while he’s away

“You look really good with my clothes on”

“I look better with them off”

“I’m sure you do Y/N”

Late night Skype calls

You fall asleep in the middle of the call, and he would stay on till he fell asleep too

“You’re a creep Joji.”

“I had to make sure you were okay, babygirl”

Constant teasing

“Did you drink enough water?”

“Yeah I did but what about you George.”

Constantly making sure someone didn’t overwork themselves

surprise meet ups

“I didn’t think you’d come to the show”

“You know I had to support my second favorite artist.”

You taking lots of pictures

You were all over social media after the concert

lots of sex afterward

But not only sex, you both talked and cuddled and never wanted to let go of each other

“You know if you had just come on tour with me we could’ve been like this every night”

“Oh shush. I needed a break from you.”

“Aww, you really do miss me.”

“Of course I do dumbass.”

Painfully getting up the next morning and leaving Joji

“You can spare five more minutes in bed with me”

“In your dreams, Miller”

He pulls you back into bed, and you obviously let him because deep down you don’t want to leave his side

He wraps his arm around your waist

Soon enough he starts tickling you

“George I’m going to kill you,” you say in between breaths. 

“You’re an asshole,” you say after he stops

You go on top of him and pin him down

you get close to his lips, plant a quick kiss, and run into the bathroom of the hotel room to get ready for the day

“You’re a fucking tease Y/L/N”

“But that’s why you love me!” you yell from the bathroom

An intense makeout session after you get out of the bathroom

The hour finally arrives when it’s really time for you to go

You can see how upset Joji is

“Keep doing your thing and make everyone smile baby.”

“Your smile is the only thing I look forward to, Y/N/N.”

Him constantly texting you to make sure you got home safe

You call him once you get home

You trying to speak but he just repeats “i miss you”

“I’m going to hang up bitch, let me talk.”

“Wow someone’s an asshole. But I guess it’s fine cause you’re my babygirl and i love you and I miss you, I miss you, I miss you...”

You actually do hang up

He calls you and starts yelling, playfully of course

“Joji baby, I have a lot of work to do. We’ll talk later okay?”

“Yes Y/N baby. I love you”

“I love you too.”

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i still love him

angst

trigger warning: cursing?

prompt: a year after joji and you ended your relationship

masterlist

picture this;

You didn’t want to end up like this. You always imagined a better life for yourself. A life with him. But you two were going in different directions. You never had any time for each other. So you two mutually decided to split, well that’s what Joji thought. But that was a year ago when you started your surgical internship and he officially began his music career. You both were supportive of each other, you always had been. You dated for two years before the split. And those were the best two years of your life.

You stroll down the aisle of Japanese Mart in Soho. You used to go there with Joji all the time. But this time it felt different. You brushed off the feeling as you browsed the aisles. You grabbed a few cups of ramen. Your internship was hard and you didn’t have a lot of time to cook for yourself. You remember how Joji used to cook for you. You shake your head. There was no point in remembering the past.

You went to the snack aisle. You grabbed two boxes of your favorite pocky, some gummies, two bags of ramune candy, and a bag of green tea kit kats. You kept looking at other products. You kept walking and you make your way to the beauty products. With help from someone who works there, you grab a few facemasks. You decided to go through the aisles once again, just for the sake of being thorough. 

There you see a face you thought you wouldn’t see. Not for a while longer. You do a 180 and walked in the other direction. Thoughts filled your mind. You hoped that he didn’t notice you. You hadn’t thought about seeing him. For the first few weeks after your break up you two would still talk. Friendly, light-hearted conversations almost every day. After three months you unfollowed him on twitter and instagram, he returned the favor. You rarely checked facebook anymore but that was the one place where you didn't unfollow him. 

“Y/N?” He called out. You took a deep breath and turned around from the shelf that you were just staring at, while you were lost in your thoughts. You plastered a fake smile as you greeted him. “Hey, Joji. H-how are you?” You sound monotone and you cringe internally.

He looks more tired. You’re inclined to ask him about it but completely dismiss the thought. You have an urge to ask if he misses you, or something along the lines of that. “I’m doing pretty good. What about you?” “Exhausted but it’s whatever.” You say still unsure of your current feelings. An uneasy silence fills the empty store.

Finally, you speak up, “I didn’t expect to see you today.” “Oh, well I was just grabbing a few things for tonight. I didn’t expect to see you either. I thought you moved to Boston.” “I, uh, actually never took the job in Boston. I decided to stay here, but I love it here which is good.” Correction, you loved it here.

“Oh, I’m sorry to hear that. I know Boston was your top choice, but I’m glad that you’re happy.” You quickly change the subject, “So what about you? How are things?” His eyes light up a bit and it reminds you of how much he loved talking about his music which melts your heart a bit.

“Things are going really good. I went on tour with one of my friends for a bit, still working on music and stuff like that. It’s been pretty fucking amazing.” “That’s fantastic.” You say with a lump in your throat. This was so uncomfortable and you hated this. You hated the fact that you weren’t able to enjoy this with him. You wanted to tell him everything. You were putty in his hands and you were ready to explode.

“Do you still think about me?” These words escape your mouth and your eyes widen. You cannot believe you just spoke that and you hoped that it was just imagination. To your discontent, it wasn’t. “Wow, I’m so sorry I didn’t mean, I mean, fuck I’m so sorry.” You say trying to regain control of yourself.

He looks taken aback by your question. Of course, he does, why wouldn’t he be. You put your basket on the floor and bury your head in your hands. “Fuck I’m so sorry, I think I’m just sleep deprived.” You say trying to recuperate from whatever the hell you just did. 

“No, it’s a valid question I think,” Joji says. “You don’t have to answer that George, I’m sorry.” “It’s fine, I mean I guess I do think about you sometimes. I mean you unfollowed me from twitter and insta so it hasn’t been exactly easy to communicate with you. And neither of us are active on facebook. I don’t have your number anymore.” Your heart breaks a little, he didn’t mention the breakup or anything after that. You still held onto the little bit of hope you had left.

You love him. “Yeah, sorry about that I just felt that I should keep my distance. And I have something to tell you.” Joji’s eyes widen, “You’re not going to say you had a kid right? And that I’m the dad.” You laugh a little bit. 

“No, that would be cruel, awful. But no, that’s not it. It’s just that, when we both were talking that night, I wasn’t going to tell you that we should break up. I was going to surprise you and tell you that I was staying in New York, for us. And when you said that you wanted to break up I just froze. But it seemed like you really wanted it at the time and I couldn’t force you to stay with me or whatever.”

That has been harbored deep down in your heart, you felt like crying, and it made you feel better talking about it. But, Joji looked conflicted. He was unsure of what he wanted to say. “I know, I should’ve said this that day but it killed me thinking that you would be doing something for me.” You say sorrowfully.

“I broke up for us. I couldn’t stand the thought of losing you to distance Y/N. Our breakup killed me so much. I didn’t want to.” 

You blink away the tears and try to speak but there are no words. Joji continues, “But there’s nothing we can really say or do. I’m in a relationship right now so this makes it really fucking awkward. And I’m sure you’re in a relationship as well.”

That was it. The final blow. He had really moved past it and yet you were still holding onto hope.

“I’m actually not in any relationship or have been in one for like a year. Not that it matters. Anyways I hope you’re happy.” You say that as you pick up your basket and go to the register to pay. After that, you return to your apartment. You open the door, set your things inside, step inside, shut the door behind you, sit down and start crying. The tears that you thought you could contain spilled. All those emotions couldn’t be hidden or stored away. You were a mess but, you still love him.

hi, i’m pretty sure this is the longest one i’ve written so far! so idk what y’all prefer reading cause im good with writing whateveR! anyways thank you for reading !! 

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dawn of love (part one)

fluff

trigger warning: none?

prompt(?):  this post

high school!joji x fem!reader

part two || masterlist 

picture this;

You’re in your senior year of high school. Finally, it was four months till it was all over. You were sitting in your science class taking notes, it was the period before lunch. You kept daydreaming about prom. You were so excited. No one had asked you out yet so you and your group of friends decided to go together. Your group had a theme, the same type of dress but different colors to show unity but also to differentiate. There were five girls in your group, excluding you. 

Anyways, the minutes passed rather quickly and once the period was over you rushed to your locker. You were feeling particularly happy today. You got your books for your next three classes, grabbed your lunch and headed to the cafeteria. 

You alternate sitting at lunch tables between your girl-friends and your guy friends. Your guy friends included Max, Ian, and George. You love your friends with all your heart but particularly George, or Joji as he’s mostly known as. 

You took a seat next to Ian, he was your closest friend out of the bunch. It was a normal lunch. Everyone was cracking jokes and having a great time. Except today did feel a bit odd. Joji kept glancing at you as if he wanted to tell you something. You shrugged it off. If he really wanted to talk to you then he would, wouldn’t he?

Joji did have something to say. He always had an inkling that you liked him, or were into him. And to be frank, he had a crush on you and it kept developing every interaction he had with you. He was rather straightforward, or rather he believed he was being straightforward. 

It was the end of the day, a Tuesday to be exact. On Tuesdays, you and the guys would hang out on at Max’s house. You all would do homework, well you would do homework while everyone else screwed around.

You usually walked with the whole group but today Joji said that you both should get a head start. You agreed since Max and Ian always seemed to make you wait, like, thirty minutes. 

So you two started walking to Max’s house. Joji seemed to be his usual self. He teased you and you returned. And the whole time you both conversed. But the thought that Joji wanted to speak to you lingered in your mind.

Joji then suggested that you two go to the park. And that’s when it hit you, he’s going to say something really important that could make or break your relationship.

You felt butterflies in your stomach and your palms were really sweaty. So you both walked to the park. Thoughts filled your mind as everything Joji said sounded so far away. You were transported to your own universe, a universe that seemed to have no end.

You both make it to the park and stroll for a bit. Suddenly Joji stops you in your tracks and that's when the world seemed to stop.

“Listen Y/N, I’m just going to tell you straight out, I like you. Like really like you. And this may seem like its sudden but it’s really not. Because, after we got to know each other, we just seemed to click.”

A silence filled the air, well in your head it did. You took a deep breath and your mind was going a thousand miles an hour. But not a single word came out.

[a/n] i feel as if this is really long? so imma split it up into two parts!! thank you so much for reading babies !! i hope you like it? im not the best at writing but im always looking to improve! if you have any feedback please don’t be afraid to talk to me !

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dawn of love (part two)

fluff

trigger warning: none?

prompt(?):  this post

high school!joji x fem!reader

part one // masterlist

picture this; 

You stood there, thoughts filled your mind which at one point seemed like an empty void. You wanted to say something but you had no clue what to say. 

“Don’t talk just listen. I know how this looks and I really didn’t know if I wanted to tell you. You’re just so perfect and I was afraid of my feelings. I’m still scared to open myself up but I love you, Y/N.” “Joji, I’m actually at a loss of words right now.” You say as you looked into his brown eyes. They were once dull and always tired, but now they seemed so full of life.

But how could you possibly respond to this? You think you like him, but you’re unsure. You like the idea of being with him but you don’t know how things would actually work out. You’re conflicted. 

You’re so inclined to saying no. There are a lot of factors at stake. Your friendship, the reaction of the group as a whole, your relationship with the group, the relationship going into college. Everything. Your friends are your everything. But Joji seems like he could be your everything too. 

You feel like throwing up. Everything is on you. You decide how the next few months play out. You can physically feel the weight of the world on your shoulders.

It takes you a few minutes to fully grasp the situation. And everything seems to become clearer. You don’t have to do anything to please others. You have to make your own decisions. Sure there are factors that may influence you, but bottom line it should be a decision that you make.

You’re absolutely certain that you’re ready to answer his question. He just kept talking. He started saying that you’ve inspired some of his songs, that you’re on his mind on some of his sleepless nights. And you felt the same. Every night your mind always seemed to drift back to Joji. You worry about him, or you start thinking about something he did during the day. 

“Joji please just shut up for a second.” “I’m sorry, I know you don’t like being put on the spot Y/N, but I really needed to say this. It’s something that like I really needed to get out before I go crazy. Y/N, you make me go mad. Y/N I love you.”

“Joji, I love you too. And everything is jumbled up in my head right now but nothing has made me happier than this precise moment. I love you too Joji.”

Joji was a bit taken aback by your response. Both of you were confused but you both knew that your feelings for each other were mutual.

So you both walked back to Max’s house. Joji kept talking, he kept saying that he was going to take you on the best first date and he kept telling you his ideas. But you really didn’t care, you were happy. Especially with him by your side.

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I swear you're not alone in that. I imagine Joji walking down rainy streets of New York all the time and not getting recognized or maybe even getting rudely shoved. I think it kind of comes with the vibe he brings, because he's such a chill guy.

you’re right and I always worry about him and ugh I love him so mucH

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hello, my name is gabi and I made a youtube channel

here’s the link

if you wanna go check it out then go ahead !

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Dandelion, anemone

dandelion; do you consider yourself and extrovert or an introvert?

lowkey i feel like im both??? but i tend to be more introverted if i had to choose. but it usually depends on who im with

anemone; describe yourself in 3 words.

depressed, basic, funnyish

thanks for asking babe 💝

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Tulip

tulip; name 5 facts about yourself.

i don’t like pizza or bread; i’m lowkey a singer; i love max, joji, ian, and brian; i live in ny; i have a dog named snowflake

thanks for asking babe 💞

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Apricot drift

apricot drift; how do you feel right now?

like absolute garbage or like the scum of the earth

thanks for asking lovely and im sorry my response wasn’t happier or positive 💖

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Bird of paradise

bird of paradise; what was the best thing that happened to you this month?

god this month was something else,, probably going to mexico and then the week after going to boston !

thanks for asking babe 💘

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I REALLY WANT YO GO BUT LIKE IDK IFMY DAD WOULD LET ME BUT J LOVE DODIE WIH ALL MY HEART AND I ONOW FOR SURE IM NOT GETTING THE PANIC ATTHEDISCO BUNDLE THING CAUSE MY DAD THINKS ITS A WAste BUT LIKE I WANT TO SEE MY WIFE LIVE LORD HELP ME

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You have no idea how happy you make me like ily

this is adorable omg my heart you’re so sweet ilyt 💓💓💓💓💓

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not to be narcissistic or whateva but I looked like a full course meal man