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saturnznct · 4 years ago

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the suh family | j.s

➸ word count; 1983 words

➸ (by end) jude; aged 14, verity & katie; aged 9, connor; newborn

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Jude Suh

Oopsy baby

Continuing on from this, the two of you had very very long conversations with like a million different people who worked for SM

Things seemed bleak for a while, but eventually the company decided that they were okay with the pregnancy

It was decided all round that you’d keep the pregnancy quiet for as long as possible

Overall it was a fairly nice pregnancy

The other NCT members treated you almost like you were made of glass

All of the younger members are in awe of their Johnny,, like he’s a DAD

Obviously Johnny is really close w the exo members so they would talk a lot ab your pregnancy as well

You got lots of advice from jongdae lol

Anyway everyone would just like hold open the door for you and help you stand up and everyone would just watch you walking around to make sure u were safe n that

As your stomach grows, Johnny becomes more and more doting of you

Does anything and everything you ask him to

A lot of your time is spent in the SM building, either sat on a couch cradling your stomach in the recording studio or hovering around the practice rooms looking for either your boyfriend or some other idol you were friendly with

At around 5 months you found out it was a boy

You cried lmao all you could do was picture a tiny Johnny and it made ur heart EXPLODEEE

When you reached six months you decided that you were ready to reveal it to everybody

Johnny did one of those staple sm handwritten letters explaining that you were expecting ur baby

And despite all of the worrying you had done for the past several months everyone was very very supportive !!

Naturally ur identity was hidden from the public

But yeah there were obviously a few antis being awful but it was drowned out by the nice messages !!

Omg I forgot to mention JOHNNY’S MOTHER WAS SO EXCITED

Her first grandchild,,, lil Jude

She would just call you all the time and be like ‘how are you? Are you ok? Have you eaten? Have u had something to drink?’ And you’d be like of course I haveee

Johnny loved ur bump loved loved loved it he would keep his hand on it as you slept

Also you liked to talk to mark & ten as well as Johnny ab your anxieties,,,,,, they were very supportive of you. And it made u feel a lot better

BUT YEAH Jude Suh made his appearance nearly a week late in late October

He was massive

Like 8lbs but he’s Johnnys son so ur not really sure what you expected

And Johnny was in lov he was SO HAPPY he loved his lil baby boy

He posted a pic of his hand online and everyone went mad

Other than that you kept Jude fairly shielded from the public

But that being said… hear me out JCC dad and son day together (Judes face was mostly blurred but nctzens loved it anyway)

Anyways

He was quite an easy baby

He didn’t cry too long and slept through the night most nights

The members loved him,, he was the first NCT baby so

Taeyong felt almost like a granddad lol

Jisung also very shyly presented you with a gift box he put together w Chenle that had like a shit ton of baby clothes in,, he got very embarrassed when you hugged him

Anyway time for older Jude

Very very very energetic toddler

One year Johnny brings you both on tour with him to America

Jude is initially very confused but loves it

Gives him a chance to flex his English skills in front of his uncles

Each venue gets him so excited he just runs around on the stage and in the corridors all day

Haechan chases him around

Sometimes you take him out sightseeing during the day depending on the city

You didn’t watch the concert every night as well, but on the nights you did you’d put those big ass noise blocker headphones on Jude and you’d have a lil sing and dance together and you’d be like ‘look there’s daddy!’ And he’d be like ‘why is he so far away’ :(

And after the show Jude would just rocket towards Johnny and give him the biggest hug

And Johnny would lift him up and just be like,, ‘you’re getting heavy little man,, you’re not so little anymore’

But Jude doesn’t pay attention and he’s like ‘daddy you danced good !!’

I can totally see Johnny posting the photo you took of them from behind (so u can’t see jude’s face ffff) onto his instagram

And then you’d visit johnny’s parents in Chicago and they give Jude lots and lots of cuddles they just lov him

Johnny takes all of u to his fave places in Chicago and also u go to the bean!! And Jude is very confused and just sort of like stares at his weird and distorted reflection like ????

ANYWAYS your favourite thing is to watch Jude grow and change over time

You can literally always see him growing and changing and learning new things and you LOV IT

When Jude is like 6-7 you and Johnny both agree that you do want another baby at some point

So u come off whatever form of birth control ur on <33

And then

Jude is 9 years old when u become pregnant again

You kind of plan it…? Sort of?

Anyway you tell Johnny basically immediately this time

Of course he’s not mad he’s so excited

Obviously he grew up without siblings so he’s so excited Jude will have one !!

You find that you feel a lot sicker than you did last time but ur not sure if u just forgot what it was like last time or something

But you get the biggest shock when you go for ur first scan and they tell u that there’s two whole babies in there

Ur like,,, Johnny Suh why have u done this to me

And johnny’s like a mess because Jude now has TWO SIBBERS

He also silently hoped for a girl

Obviously nct are a bit older now so its not so out of the ordinary that they’re staring to pop out kids now

Omg ive just come to the real life realisation that if all of the nct members have kids and on average people have 2.5 kids there’s gonna be like 40+ kids. Probably over 50 if some of them have 3. What the fuck I don’t know what to do with this information

ANYWAY because of this your pregnancy isn’t as like secluded as the last one

Once you hit 12 weeks you start telling people and everyone is super excited for ur twins

At another scan u find out that they’re both girls

For personal reasons Johnny passes away

Not literally lol

But on the inside

Hes so EXCITED

He picks their names

He tells you that they don’t really have any meaning he just likes them

Calls Verity ‘Vevvy’

You’re not sure why but its cute

A lot of times during ur pregnancy he’d come home and you would just be chilling in one of his oversized shirts with your large bump spilling out of it and he’d just watch you in awe like those! Are my favourite girls!

Anyways the twins are very very active

They won’t stop kicking and you get tired of it very quickly

It irritates you to no end because you just want them to calm down mayhaps but they don’t

Johnny tries to calm them down for you but it’s quite hard because they’re foetuses and they do not understand yk

What the fuck am I even talking about

Anyway Verity and Katie were spring babies

They were born about four weeks early

Verity was born first (you had them vaginally)

She was whisked away before Johnny could even see her but soon enough Katie made her appearance

They were wrapped in little pink blankets and had the cutest lil stripy hats

They were a bit small obviously, like 5lbs 11oz each

And identical !!

And Johnny fell so in love again

He’s obsessed w his little girls

Verity and Katie are literal besties btw

When they’re babies they often cried because they thought the other one wasn’t there or that they just wanted to be together

This carried on to when they were toddlers and kids

When they were tiny Johnny learned how to plait hair (he practised on you, much to your dismay)

So by the time they were in school Johnny could do their hair very well, as much as he tugged on their hair occasionally or mismatched hair tie colours

The twins really really loved nature,, you have no idea where they got this from but they just thrived in it

Sometimes, when you had time, you’d drive out to the countryside and make flower chains for each other

Or go swimming in the lakes in summer

And just run around the fields making up stories together

Verity was much quieter than Katie

Much more thoughtful as well

n e ways

You didn’t plan on having anymore kids

You were like 3 is a nice number

…. but then you started getting sick

At first you just thought it was like a bug or something but then boom missed period

And u were like…. Surely not

Verity & Katie were five at this point, Jude was 14 nearly 15

So at first u were like oh dear

How is Johnny going to react?

You didn’t know just how against he may be about having another baby

You began subtly dropping hints over the next couple of weeks, but he doesn’t really catch on

Like you randomly put bread in the oven with no explanation and he kind of just furrows his eyebrows and ignores it

Eventually you just cave and tell him

‘John… I’m pregnant again.’

You think his eyes genuinely pop out of his skull he’s like 👁👄👁

‘Really?’

‘Yeah…’

‘Oh my god that’s amazing!’

‘…you’re not mad?’

‘No, of course not… obviously it was a surprise but I’m not angry at you at all.’

‘I thought you didn’t want another baby…’

‘I never said that,’ he chuckles, ‘I said three was a nice number, and that id be happy with three. But id also be happy with four.’

Anyway your pregnancy isn’t that bad!!

Jude is obviously big angsty teen at this point but he’s very happy to have a new sibling! He always just asks how u are and if ur feeling okay or if you need anything

Verity and Katie kind of don’t understand but they like feeling the baby kick and stuff

You decide this time that you’re going to wait to find out the gender bc its ur final pregnancy and idk its just exciting !!

Overall the biggest problem u have is your back pain

You just know this baby is gonna be big asf just like Jude

Spoiler alert ur not wrong

Continuing on

In contrast to all ur other babies, Connor barely kicks

Sometimes ur like?? Uhh? Is he still in there?? and then he’ll kick ur bladder so hard u pee

And ur just like ffs why

Eventually after what felt like a very quick pregnancy

You give birth to a boy !!

And ur like omg <33 two girls and two boys !!

And then ur like omg I have so many kids how

When you take him home the other three kids are all over him

Jude steps back to let Verity and Katie suss him out

And your family just felt complete

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softtm · 6 years ago

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airdrop

don’t text and drive kids

based on a tweet I found

so you’re out here on a Tuesday afternoon, grabbing some chicken nuggets for you and your friend right

well buddy, you chose the wrong time to go cus guess what?

IT’S RUSH HOUR!

yeah, you’re not the brightest but at least you’re caring

here you are, stuck in bumper to bumper traffic on the highway because some idiot got into an accident miles ahead

and your mood starts going sour cus your nuggets are getting cold and you’re tempted to go park by the nearest rest stop to eat your nuggets and maybe watch a episode or two of The Office

like the good driver you are, you check the back mirror to see if there was any way for you to change lanes and while there wasn’t an end to the traffic, you find yourself staring at the driver behind you

A WHOLE ASS SNACC 😤👅🤩🙈

you have never seen such beauty, such elegance, such perfection before

you were sure as hell checking him out using your rear view mirror and not ashamed of it

could anyone blame you

then a small honk snapped you out of your daze and you saw that there’s now a little space to move ahead

oops

Pay attention to the road kids

you move up a little but it’s still packed tightly

you’re now taking this time to go back to checking out the guy behind you because when will you ever see such beauty again in your life

that’s right never

eventually you see him staring back in your direction

being the ninja that you are you quickly averted your eyes to somewhere else and decide maybe it’s time to give up on the meal behind you before he thinks you’re creepy

you sadly go on your phone ready to text your best friend about the dude when

you get an air drip request????

with a guy’s name and number on it???

saying that it’s for the cute girl that keeps checking him out in the back mirror???

you’re SHOOKTH

you look back one last time and y’all make eye contact

and the he W I N K S

AT YOU OF ALL PEOPLE

well looks like you’re scheduling a date in after this traffic jam

#nct #nct 127 #johnny #suh johnny #nct johnny #nct scenarios #nct au #nct imagines #nct fluff #bulletpoint #johnny scenarios #johnny imagines #kpop #kpop scenarios #kpop imagine #kpop au #non idol au

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tinted-skies · 3 years ago

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Masterlist

started: 8 nov 2021

Nakamoto Yuta

midnight mafia (angst) , Yuta comforts you after a tough day at work.

*'.~\°/~.'*

Johnny Suh

mornings with him drabble (fluff)

*'.~\°/~.'*

Mark Lee

MaRCuS text au (humour)

*'.~\°/~.'*

Huang Renjun

bEsTIeS text au (humour)

silent rails (angst) , Renjun is your world... but he doesn't love you anymore.

[4:56 pm] christmas eve (angst + fluff) , how dare he leave you all alone on christmas eve?

[16:00] let's paint foxes with our fingers (fluff) , your boyfriend tries to deny how much your presence makes him giddy.

*'.~\°/~.'*

Na Jaemin

COMING SOON!! party favour (angst) , Jaemin has made it pretty clear he likes you. however, you're fresh out of a relationship... will you give yourself time to heal? or will you dive in head-first?

still love you? (angst) , have you moved on? he certainly hasn't...

*'.~\°/~.'*

Lee Jeno

15 minute break (fluff) , your boyfriend feels like he's doing shit at hockey practice so you take on the mission to cheer him up.

bf!Jeno bulletpoints (fluff) pt1 , pt2 , ...

[22:22] bar talk (humour) , there’s absolutely no crying in the club. ever. aka just bar shenanigans.

hit me with your best shot (fluff) , boxing matches with Jeno are always, well, interesting...

*'.~\°/~.'*

Lee Haechan

a devil-ish trial (humour) , it's a court. in hell. demon!you vs angel!Haechan... who will win?

the music store (fluff) , the new client at the record shop is kinda cute.

valentine e2l drabble (humour)

*'.~\°/~.'*

Park Jisung

COMING SOON!! goodnight, Ji (humour) , "I DON'T HAVE A BIG HEAD."

*'.~\°/~.'*

Etc...

the dreamies as your valentine

your kisses rated sm au (humour)

being besties with the dreamies

moral alignments sm au (humour)

small confessions

00' line as fanfic genres

NEW!! my first or last? (nct dream preference)

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horanghoe · 3 years ago

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horanghoe nct masterlist

back to ~ main masterlist

Ranked: Smut 🍒 // Angst 👺 // Fluff 🌼 // Explicit Content below (18+)

This post is for the whole of NCT.

group

house full of heathens - 🍒//👺//🌼

stuff nct remind me of (crack) - 🌼

things i've said on the discord chat during nsfw hard hours, a thread (discontinued)

doyoung takes you to an awards ceremony (nsfw doyoung imagine) - 🍒//🌼

johnny suh liks balconies :) (NSFW johnny suh imagine) - 🍒//🌼

mark, yuta & that damn rope burn - (NSFW mark lee & yuta imagine) - 🍒//🌼

timestamps

1:30 am - 👺//🌼

9:30 pm - 🌼

haechan / hyuck

baby don't like it -🍒//🌼

comfort drabble - (open letter to a mutual) 👺//🌼

Pastries next Sunday? - fluff/comfort drabble 👺//🌼

jaehyun

push me - 🍒//👺//🌼

jaemin

sunsets (heal us) -🌼 // 👺

hermes hates christmas - 🌼

night terrors - 🍒 // 👺 // 🌼

jungwoo

unconditional - 🍒 // 👺 // 🌼

renjun

Bulletpoint Drabbles - 🌼 // 👺

Well would you look at that: updated 31/OCTOBER/2022

#nct #nct scenarios #nct masterpost #nct masterlist #nct fluff #nct flirt line #nct reader insert #nct smut #nct 127 smut #nct 127 #nctzen #nct drabbles

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sluttyten · 5 years ago

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Johnny Masterlist

If it’s bold then it’s a full-length fic, if it’s not then it’s just a drabble or bulletpoints

fluff = ⭐️, smut = 💋, angst = 😩

series

sweet like honey series:

💋 sweet like honey - 13.3k, the day you meet johnny suh and park seonghwa is the day your dreams become reality. fucking two super hot idols? who would say no to that. but the catch is that neither of them know about the other until the secret comes out, and the following competition is one that you never want to miss out on.

💋 sweet like honey || part ii - 17.7k, you haven’t been able to stop thinking about another guy joining you in bed with johnny and seonghwa. there are so many choices, but in the end there’s only one that works out.

💋 sweet like honey || part iii: finale - 16k, being in a newly labelled polyamorous relationship with two idols is no easy thing, but you make it work. you will. you do. the love is great, the sex is greater, and the three of you together is incomparable.

wanting you series:

💋 want it all - 13.7k, you are entirely innocent to the point of being naive. johnny is not innocent, but he loves that you are because it means he can teach you everything you don’t know

💋 sweet treat - a spinoff drabble set when the summer is ridiculously hot and johnny just wants your lips

baby series:

💋 baby - 8.5k, a johnmark threesome OR it begins as a mistake when mark overhears you and johnny having sex

💋⭐️ baby. || part ii - 8.6k, you haven’t been able to stop thinking about the time you and johnny had mark in bed, a sweet and desperate baby boy for the both of you, and you would do anything to have him back there again

the poly series

11 parts + 3 drabbles, smut, fluff, and angst

full length fics

💋 j.crew - 11.4k, (for kinktober 2022), you’re not very good at making choices, so when it comes time for you to choose a favorite member of your brother’s group, you have several guys vying for your favor, and you decide why even make a choice when you can have them all?

💋 my everything - 3.8k, (for kinktober 2022), you’re in a relationship with Jaehyun, and he’s got a thing for being cuckolded. Enter Johnny, Jaehyun’s best friend.

💋 i’m glad we met - 20.8k, you’re a designer, and you meet Johnny Suh when you get the chance to design his outfit for the Met Gala. That night, the starting point, brings together two strangers, unavoidably attracted to each other even over long distances, thousands of miles and interruptions OR johnny suh holds your hand once and you never want him to let go again

💋 a cure for nerves - 3k, CEO Johnny Suh is your boss, and he teaches you a lesson for not doing your job properly

💋 snowed in - 9.3k, The Fates have it out for you and Hendery. Odd situations always come up any time that you’re around each other, and when the pair of you and Johnny get stranded together, you come to realize maybe what you’ve taken to be bad luck is actually something a little bit better.

💋⭐️ the cinderella search - 10.6k, you’re a staff member at SM, and during the annual halloween party, you go dressed as cinderella. enter johnny as prince charming. you talk, you flirt, he falls in love, but you forget to tell him your name before the night ends, and thus begins his cinderella search.

💋⭐️ anywhere with you - 6.4k, you visit your childhood best friend Johnny in Seoul for his birthday, and after years apart, the reunion is certainly one to remember

💋⭐️ let it snow - 2.2k, it’s snowing outside, your best friend johnny makes a comment about “nice fucking weather” and together you decide, yeah, it is the perfect weather to have sex

💋😩 make a wish 現実に変えていく - 6.7k, you’re jungwoo’s sister, and he’s made it clear he wants you and johnny to have nothing to do with each other, so you and johnny start fake dating to piss him off

💋 stay with us - 9.8k words, you and Johnny want to spice up your sex life, and you do that with a little help from new kid on campus Lucas

💋⭐️ all of you - 2k words, johnny’s your best friend who you’re in love with and he walks in on you masturbating

💋 red - 1.8k, it’s your anniversary and you have something special planned for your sub Johnny

💋 oh daddy - 1k, johnny has a daddy kink and requires you to call him that during sex

💋⭐️ honeymoon - 700 words, you were a virgin up until the previous night, so you and johnny are navigating the morning after your wedding and your first time together

💋 pierced - 531 words, Ten secretly pierced his nipples, and when he finally reveals the truth to Johnny, he reacts better than Ten could’ve hoped to imagine

drabbles/headcanons

💋 make it quick - johnny eats you out in the shower

💋 abs riding - riding your boyfriend johnny’s abs

💋 rimjob - you give dom!johnny a rimjob

⭐️💋 like clockwork - you and johnny have been trying so hard to get pregnant

💋 supply run - in the zombie apocalypse, Johnny finds a box of condoms that he can’t wait to use with you

💋 high and horny - you’re visiting Chicago with Johnny, and you get high and have sex in the car

💋 oh, good knight - Johnny’s a knight, you’re a servant, and when he’s injured you have to take really good care of him

💋 little love-making nest - it’s storming outside, and johnny comes home all cold, so you invite him into your blanket nest to warm up

💋 cute - you like making Johnny cum in his pants

⭐️ sweet lullaby - Johnny sings and tells the story of when he fell in love with you to your newborn daughter

💋 sweet arrangment - are you fuckbuddies, his sugar baby, or is there something more?

💋 lucky - you and johnny have mutual friends getting married, and you’re both in the wedding party. you’re trying to be good, to not mess things up by getting messy with him before the wedding, but after the wedding, who knows what will happen?

⭐️ chicago -- you’re just friends with johnny when he invites you to come visit chicago with him, but a night on navy pier changes everything

⭐️ cuddle bug -- johnny tells you he loves you, and you’re overwhelmed so you hide, but he just thinks you looks really cute

⭐️ momma muse -- johnny and your son make some artwork inspired by you

⭐️ my boo thang -- you meet him at a fansign, hit it off, and months later you try to put a name on what this thing between you is

⭐️ blushing -- johnny’s a menace, sending you risque messages when you’re in public

💋 missed this - you and johnny were friends with benefits before you met your (now) ex, and johnny wants to help you forget your ex completely.

⭐️ supportive bf johnny

⭐️ johnny the tease

💋 ms. innocent - you’re such an innocent girl and johnny just wants to corrupt you

💋 lucky - you meet johnny in a hotel bar, and he gives you just what you’ve been missing

💋 incendiary - an office romance that builds slowly until you crash together one night at a company dinner

💋 velvet - johnny really loves you in those velvet pants, especially when you’re sitting on his thigh wearing only them

💋 sex bunny - you’re having a foursome with johnny, yuta, and jaehyun, and you display your flexibility and insatiable lust much to their pleasure

💋 johnjae - johnny and jaehyun fuck you and record it to send it to the other members

💋 cozy - a christmas-themed night at the dorm leads to you snuggling up with your boyfriend johnny and giving him head

⭐️ sneak - while staying with family, you and johnny are supposed to sleep in separate rooms, but that doesn’t work out for you

💋⭐️ breathless - johnny just positively takes your breath away during your secretive hook ups

⭐️ long distance - friends to strangers to friends to lovers

💋⭐️ mine - johnny’s suddenly feeling a little possessive

⭐️ we all do it - johnny farts in bed so naturally you kick him out of the room

⭐️ miami - making out with johnny on miami beach

💋 tour bus - sneaking in some private time with johnny on the tour bus while the others are out exploring the city

⭐️ poly johnyuten drabble - just johnny manhandling his two boyfriends

💋 your first time being eaten out

⭐️ a future family - you and johnny talk about having kids

💋 public - you let johnny, yuta, and kun pass you around in public

⭐️ shut up - johnny just keeps talking and talking while you try to kiss him

⭐️ birthday - how johnny would spend your birthday with you

⭐️ boyfriend johnny headcanons

💋⭐️ johnny and kun poly relationship

💋 have your way - straddling johnny and making out turns into sex

💋⭐️ johnten poly relationship - how a poly relationship with them would be

💋 what he’s like in bed

💋 how it goes - a johnten threesome OR you and ten try to switch things up and top johnny, but johnny’s not having it

💋 a learning experience - a johnmark threesome OR johnny teaches mark how to please you

💋 johnjae threesome - johnny and jaehyun are a little competitive when it comes to pleasing you

💋 chillin’ - a threesome with johnny and yuta

#johnny #johnny seo #nct #nct 127 #johnny smut

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saturnznct · 4 years ago

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pregnancy | j.s

➸ request from anon: johnny scenario where he vlogs your whole pregnancy of jude (stomach growing, cravings)

➸ note; thank u so so much for requesting this <33 it’s very very long so i hope u dont mind lol

➸ word count; 3945 words

➸ jude; in the womb lol

nct masterlist

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Ok right of the bat let me just say I don’t think this would be shared

I feel like he would make it as a sort of keepsake for you both, and of course Jude when he’s older

I feel like Johnny would want to keep it as a memory that he could always go back to,, I feel like he loves to do that

He gets the idea to start about three weeks in, it kind of just comes to him

‘Let me take a photo of you,’ Johnny says as you’re getting ready for bed.

‘Why?’ You respond, confused.

‘I want to take a photo of you every week,’ he explains, ‘then when you have them we can put them all together and just look back on it in the future.’

You comply, rolling up your shirt.

Your stomach is pretty much unchanged, but he just snaps a quick photo regardless.

‘Pretty,’ he muses, while you climb back into your shared bed.

A lot of your first trimester was just stressful tbh full of meetings with SM and trying to figure out the best way forward, as well as the sickness that Johnny would try his best to help you through, tying up your hair and bringing you water

Johnny only wanted to capture the happy moments bc i feel like we all know that’s what he loves to do the most

Which is also why he never records telling the members because it honestly took place in the form of a meeting and was a genuinely serious conversation

You honestly don’t really notice him recording much at first

A lot of what he does is make voice recordings when he talks to the baby,,,

Sometimes when he feels demotivated or burnt out when practicing he often listens to them to feel better change my mind <3

He puts down a camera in the clinic which films a lot of your first scan, filming you having the cold gel put on your stomach and the way you shiver.

‘It’s so cold,’ you turn to Johnny, who chuckles softly.

‘You’ll get used to it soon,’ the nurse smiles, producing the ultrasound want from seemingly out of nowhere and resting it on your stomach

At first, all you see is grey on the screen, the outline of your uterus materialising gradually

‘Lets try and find them,’ the nurse murmurs, moving the probe around more, spreading the gel around a bit.

‘Wow,’ Johnny gasps, the silhouette of your baby come into view.

‘There they are,’ the nurse narrates.

Johnny is close to tears, unable to tear his eyes away from the monitor, while your face contorts into one of absolute amazement and just pure love

The nurse giggles at your stunned silence

At this point Johnny is basically sobbing he feels so happy and overwhelmed and feels just complete for the first time in a while

Of course several screenshots are taken of the ultrasound and you hang onto a copy of it to eventually send to Johnny’s parents once they know

There’s a series of clips of your symptoms, including you shoving massive amounts of ice cream into your mouth, sleeping like a baby in Johnny’s arms with tear tracks all down your cheeks and eventually the sight of a twelve week bump finally rearing it’s head

‘Okay, are you ready?’ Johnny asks you, camera pointed at the screen of the laptop, which had zoom open.

‘Ready as I’ll ever be,’ your hands are shaking wildly, and you gulp loudly.

‘We’re going to be just fine, baby…’ he reassures you, leaning across to kiss the side of your head and then tilting your chin to catch your lips

Your head is resting on Johnny’s shoulder when his parents answer the video call

‘Hello you two,’ Johnny’s mother beams,

‘Hey! Mom! Dad!’ Johnny grins back, and you cant find any words to say due to your nerves

You remain silent for a few moments to allow the family to greet each other, but then eventually his parent’s attention turns to you.

‘Oh, Y/N, how are you?’ Johnny’s mom asks you, and your stomach turns

‘I’m good, thank you,’ you force a smile.

‘You look beautiful,’ she comments, ‘you’re almost…. glowing.’

‘Thank you,’ you smile more genuinely this time, considering for the last twelve weeks you’ve been feeling like shit.

‘Anyway, what’s this about?’ Johnny’s dad questions, ‘why did you both need to talk to us?’

‘Well…’ Johnny starts, grabbing your hand off screen and squeezing it, ‘we both have something that we want to tell you.’

‘What is it?’

‘You’re not engaged- are you?’ his mother gasps.

’No, no, it’s not that,’ Johnny shakes his head.

‘What is it then?’

‘Y/N is- well, we’re going to be having a baby...’

You panic at the silence that comes after Johnny’s words, but eventually it is filled with his mother squeaking out a ‘you’re pregnant?’

You nod, chewing on the bottom of your lip anxiously.

‘Oh my god, are you really?’

’Show them,’ Johnny murmurs, and you stand up, rolling up your shirt so that your bump is on show.

Johnny’s mother squeals once again, while his dad just grins.

‘Congratulations!’ They’re both seem absolutely thrilled which hugely calms you down.

‘I knew it when I saw you!’ His mother exclaims when you sit down, ‘like I said, you’re glowing!’

’Thank you,’ you smile sheepishly.

You can’t help but notice how they haven’t even mentioned the company/Johnny’s career and it just felt so nice to just focus on something else for once

The next day you send a copy of the ultrasound photo in the mail <3

‘Y/N, would you like to tell the camera why we’re going through the Mcdonald’s drive through at two-thirty in the morning?’

You glare at Johnny, taking his words as annoyance.

‘Well, it’s your fault I’m fucking pregnant isn’t it,’ you huff, ‘I just want an Oreo McFlurry, but you have to give me all that cheek like it’s MY fault-’

Johnny just shoots the camera a look.

The scene changes to you two parked in the Mcdonald’s car park, you holding your ice cream and eating it quietly.

You can see your growing bump clearly through your leggings, and Johnny takes a moment to admire it.

‘You look so pretty like this,’ he hums, and you stare at him through your half lidded eyes.

‘Eating ice cream?’

‘No- with our baby.’

You’re too tired to argue, too tired to point out all of the ugly things that have come with your pregnancy, so you just lean across the console (with some effort) and kiss him on the lips before resting your head in his neck.

‘Thank you for driving me here so late.’

‘It’s my pleasure,’ he kisses your head, ‘I’d do anything for you, and them.’

‘Can you believe we get to find out what they are next week?’

‘I know,’ Johnny shakes his head in disbelief, ‘this… it’s gone so fast.’

You nod in agreement, ‘I think it’s a boy.’

‘Really?’ He says, eyes widening slightly.

‘Yep. I just have a feeling that our baby will look exactly like you.’

‘I haven’t really thought about it… I’ve been too focused on figuring out how I’m going to be a good dad.’

You remove your head from his shoulder, shoving your now empty ice cream cup into the drink holder.

‘John Suh, you have practically raised several of your members, what makes you think that you can’t do it now?’

‘This is different,’ he sighs, ‘I’m literally responsible for a human life here…’

‘You took care of Mark,’ you point out, ‘you took care of Ten, helped him learn Korean and adapt and grow into a brand new country where he knew nothing. You can do the exact same thing with our son or daughter.’

There’s a silence as he considers your words, before he sighs softly, ‘I can’t wait to meet them. I promise I’ll always be there-’

‘I know you will be. I trust you.’

‘Thank you. I love you both with all of my heart.’

‘We love you too. Now, we would love you even more if you could take us through the drive-thru again and get another McFlurry.’

Johnny just laughs lowly, putting the key in the ignition and turning it, so the car flares to life once again, ‘only because I love you.’

The scene changes, and once again you’re sitting in the car, except this time it’s daytime.

‘We’re on the way to the doctors right now,’ you narrate, sweaty palms quite clearly kneading Johnny’s hands, ‘time to find out whether you’re a boy or a girl.’

‘Everyone is pretty sure you’re a boy,’ Johnny says, ‘I’m still not sure.’

‘Well you’ll know in an hour anyway,’ you deadpan, ‘and you’ll see that I’m right.’

‘Whatever you say,’ he grins.

‘I’ve been wondering recently what they’re going to think when they watch this video in the future,’ you tell Johnny.

‘Don’t say that,’ he shudders, ‘I’m just imagining them to be all grown up and that’s scary.’

‘They’ll be all grown up when they watch this,’ you point out.

‘Well hey, grown up baby Suh, hope we didn’t completely fuck you up-‘

‘John-‘

‘Sorry,’ he chuckles, ‘I hope they’re laughing.’

The video cuts to a new scene, a very blindingly white one, where you’re laying on a bed in the doctor’s office.

‘Are you ready Y/N?’ The nurse asks, applying the familiar gel to your stomach.

‘As ready as I’ll ever be,’ you reply, eyes squeezing shut at the coldness, trying to focus on the way Johnny plays with your hair.

Johnny’s parents are on facetime, waiting in anticipation to hear the results.

The nurse spends a few minutes showing you the ways in which the baby has grown, playing the heartbeat for you and just generally checking things over.

’Now for the moment I know you’ve been waiting for,’ she says, which earns chuckles from all four of you.

She spends about a minute moving the wand around, clearly trying to find the right angle to check

‘Ok, I can see now,’ the Nurse says, ‘you ready?’

‘Just say it!’ Johnny’s mother yells from the phone, making the rest of you crack up.

‘It very much appears that you’re having a baby boy.’

‘A boy,’ Johnny echos, kissing your forehead repeatedly as you tear up.

You can hear Johnny’s parents hollering and clapping through the screen.

‘I told you,’ you whisper, laughing through the tears, ‘I knew it would be.’

‘You were right, angel..’

‘Aren’t you happy?’ You ask, noticing that he hasn’t said anything yet.

‘Incredibly,’ he’s choked up, the words get caught in his throat, ‘love you both so so much.’

The scene changes to you in a shop, looking intensively at a stuffed giraffe.

Johnny turns the camera to himself, and you can see the way his mask is pulled up to below his eyes, black Chicago Cubs cap also pulled down so that his eyes are shielded.

He tries to make a face at the camera, but questions whether or not you could tell.

‘John, what do you think?’ You ask quietly, holding up a white bear, ‘should we get the white one, the grey one, or the blue one? I feel as though if we get the white then that will make his bedroom too bright and then he won’t be able to sleep, and the blue feels almost sexist, in a way-‘

’Don’t stress yourself out, angel,’ Johnny murmurs quietly, ‘it’s not that huge of a deal… but if you’re asking me, get the grey. It’ll look nice with the white bedding.’

You sigh deeply, switching the white bear for the grey one, ‘you’re right. How did I not see that before.’

‘What can I say,’ he shrugs, ‘I’m just incredible at interior design.’

‘I hope you feel the same way when you build the rest of the furniture with Jaehyun and Ten this weekend.’

‘I volunteered-‘

‘You had no choice, I can’t exactly do it myself, can I?’

Johnny just laughs quietly.

‘Also, Jude, yes I am talking about your uncles-‘

‘I didn’t realise we had settled on Jude,’ Johnny interrupts.

‘Oh, uh, yeah right. Force of habit. It just feels right to say.’

‘He does feel like a Jude, I agree, but I think we need to explore some more options.’

’Not John Jr again,’ you whine, ‘I’m telling you, it sounds like a euphemism.’

‘Okay, fine, Jude it is.’

‘Really?’ You squeal, trying not to literally jump for joy.

‘Yeah,’ Johnny grins, ‘I love it.’

‘Yay!’ you clap, grabbing his shoulder to steady yourself to give him a massive kiss on the cheek (where his mask wasn’t covering), ‘thank you.’

‘No, thank you.’

The video changes to you two laying on your shared bed, Johnny’s head resting against your twenty week bump.

You can clearly see the way your skin pulses as Jude kicks from inside of you.

‘John, look, you can see the shape of his foot,’ you point out, prodding the area where he last kicked.

‘I can see,’ Johnny turns his head to kiss the area softly, making a light pecking sound.

You haven’t noticed that he’s filming, so you’re just absentmindedly kneading your fingers through his hair, occasionally wincing and jumping as Jude delivered a particularly hard kick.

Johnny feels utterly blissful. The rest of the world has just melted away, and it’s only you two left.

He falls asleep on your lap, the video clip ending with you finding the camera and turning it off.

The image cuts off, and is replaced with Johnny sitting in a dark room, white glow of the laptop screen the only light.

‘Your mom is asleep in the other room,’ he says quietly, looking straight into the camera lens, ’so I’m going to try to be quiet.’

He clicks around on his laptop for a bit, typing quickly.

‘I am… currently booking plane tickets,’ he explains, while he waits for the website to load.

‘One way. One for me and one for your mother, to Chicago, where you’re going to be born.’

Again he’s silent for a while, eyebrows cocked in concentration.

‘We’re going to go about three and a half weeks before your due date, then we’ll probably come back when you’re six weeks old. Wait, will I have to book a plane ticket for you? I should probably find that out.’

He opens another tab.

’The fact that we’re going to have the same hometown,’ he bites his lip and shakes his head, ‘makes me so so so happy.’

‘And you’re going to meet your grandma and grandpa right away!’

You had both agreed that you would travel to Chicago in order to have Jude; it was the place where most of the family was, the people that he wanted to be surrounded by when his first child was born, and most importantly, it was away from all of the craziness of Korea.

The company had asked him to begin writing the famous handwritten note all SM idols do

He somewhat dreaded the response, but tried very hard to not show you this, as to not worry you even more

You could tell that there was something on his mind but you assumed it was just general nerves

Some time passes before Johnny eventually turns back to the camera, ‘okay, that’s our tickets booked. Just waiting on you now, little man.’

He smiles tiredly, reaching an arm out to turn off the camera.

‘Y/N?’ Mark asks, gingerly approaching you where you’re standing against the wall in the hallway.

‘Yes?’ You ask tiredly, moving your head from where it rested on your hand.

‘Are you feeling ok? Johnny sent me to check on you.’

‘I’m fine,’ you choke out.

It was comeback season, Johnny’s last before going on a mini-hiatus for the sake of you and Jude.

You’d been feeling sick all day, dizziness and general sickness plaguing your whole body.

You noticed the way the members treated you, almost as if you’d break if they came near you.

‘We’re having a difficult day today, Jude,’ Johnny narrates, ‘your mama’s here, supporting me, but we’re… feeling a bit sick.’

You curl into his body, wrapping an arm around him.

He kisses your head, ‘do you need to sit down?’

You nod into his chest.

‘Okay,’ Johnny turns off his camera.

‘You can lay down on that couch if you want,’ a staff member tells you when you sit down, sinking into the cushions.

‘I’m fine,I’m fine,’ you mumble, not wanting to be a burden.

Another staff member was around to take care of you, bringing you things if you needed them, but you tried hard to not bother her.

‘We need to get you guys to the stage now,’ yet another staff member appears in the doorway, wearing a huge bulky headset.

‘See you later, Y/N,’ each of the members wave at you, Johnny pursuing a discreet kiss to your forehead.

‘We’re about to tell the world about you, Judey,’ Johnny mumbles at the camera, days later.

‘When are they posting it?’ You ask off screen.

‘At six,’ he answers, turning around so that you’re on screen.

You’re fondly cradling your bump underneath your white flowy shirt. You’ve actually gotten up today, bothering to dress somewhat nicely.

‘And it’s five fifty-eight now.’

‘Oh,’ you say dejectedly, and Johnny plops down on the couch next to you.

‘How are you feeling?’ He asks, resting his head on your shoulder.

‘Petrified,’ you sigh, ‘but it’s got to be done, I guess.’

‘We’ll be just fine,’ Johnny tries to reassure you.

‘I’m just scared of what people might say-‘

‘We’ve sent the post out now,’ a member of staff calls, and you feel almost like you’re going to begin hyperventilating.

‘You know what,’ Johnny springs to his feet, holding out a hand, ‘turn off your phone, let’s go for a drive.’

The next clip is of you, from a considerable distance, but of you.

You were sitting on a bench facing a view, holding a bottle of water.

You’d stopped off at a viewpoint, and Johnny had walked off to pa the parking meter.

‘Your mom is so pretty Jude,’ Johnny mutters under his breath to the camera, ‘appreciate her.’

The screen changes again.

Johnny flops down on your shared bed, looking deeply exhausted.

There’s an open suitcase next to his head, filled with a few baby grows, but mostly your own clothes.

‘We’re packing for Chicago,’ he grins, ‘we’re flying out in… four days. Four days.’

‘I am… scared… but it’s okay.’

‘I hope you’re excited too… and ready to come and meet us safely. I should probably keep packing.’

Johnny covers the camera with his hand, thinking to himself about how much of a vlogger he’s turning into.

‘It’s d-day,’ Johnny announces to the camera, which is sitting on the airport floor, tilted up at him.

‘Your mom is in the bathroom, of course. Our flight leaves in about an hour.’

Johnny had spent a lot of money thinking about you flying. He wanted to make sure that you were completely comfortable the whole time.

He’d booked two seats right next to each other, you know the ones that like recline and make like a double bed

Rich people tings ig

Anyway you watch some movies together and you eventually decide to go to sleep

Night falls and Johnny can’t help but notice how peaceful you look

Eventually he gets bored himself and goes to sleep, slinging an arm around you.

‘Okay, we have landed,’ Johnny narrates, leaning against a railing outside the airport terminal.

Your head is leaning against his shoulder, eyes slowly drooping shut then reopening.

‘We’ve been through customs and everything- Y/N, how are you feeling?’

‘Tired,’ you reply, ‘as soon as we get to your parents house…. I’m falling asleep on the guest bed. With some chocolate cookies, preferably.’

‘So that’s that,’ Johnny deadpans.

The next video was the two of you in the backseat of his parents’ car.

You were fast asleep on Johnny’s shoulder, and Johnny is playing with your fingers with his spare hand

His mother is chatting away, practically attacking Johnny with questions

Johnny doesn’t pick up the camera again until later that night.

He’s sitting on the end of the bed, you’re half asleep in the background.

‘We’re getting settled in here,’ Johnny mumbles, just loud enough for the camera to actually pick up.

‘John, he’s kicking,’ you call, and Johnny immediately turns around to place a hand on your stomach.

Naturally, since you had been flying for several hours you did worry about the possible stress it could give Jude,, so when he moved and kicked it was a huge relief for you

‘Those are strong,’ he says.

‘I know,’ you reply, ‘it kind of hurts.’

‘You hear that, Jude? Stop hurting your mother.’

‘It’s okay,’ you mutter, ‘it’s better than nothing.’

You then let out a giant yawn, leaning back against the pillows with the tears of your yawn gathering in your eyes.

‘I think we’re going to head to bed now,’ Johnny says, letting out a massive yawn of his own, ‘all this travelling has taken a lot out of us. But we love you Judey, this if all for you. Goodnight.’

‘John, it hurts.’

It’s three weeks later, and you’re sitting on the bathroom floor clinging to your stomach.

‘I know,’ Johnny tries to comfort you, stroking your hair as you’re nearly crying in his chest.

Johnny’s mother enters the room, ‘I’ve called the midwife, she’s on her way now…. How far apart are your contractions?’

‘About five minutes.’

‘You’re getting quite close now,’ his mom remarks as you whine.

You’d woken up in such horrific pain, and after a few minutes of laying in bed you’d come to the conclusion that they were contractions.

‘John can you turn that camera off, please?’ You whimper, slightly embarrassed at the thought of you writhing and crying on the floor being on tape forever.

‘Okay, sorry love.’

It’s clearly several hours later when Johnny picks up the camera again. He’s sitting on the couch, with no shirt on at all.

‘Im very overwhelmed right now… you’re probably going to be here within the next two hours… your mom is about nine centimetres… getting ready to go in this pool-‘

He turns the camera around to show the birthing pool in the middle of the living room.

‘I’m going to get in that, with your mom and then you’ll be in this world with us… I’m terrified, but… optimistic.’

Johnny’s mother turns on the camera next, facing you in the water.

You’re standing between Johnny’s legs, back pressed up against his chest.

‘How’re you feeling, Y/N?’ She asks, and you stare into the lens with half-lidded eyes.

‘I’m in agony,’ you say flatly, ‘it’s like I can feel him. Sitting like… here.’ You point to your pelvis, and Johnny kisses the back of your head comfortingly.

A few moments later, a huge contraction crashes over you, causing you to practically scream

‘Oh god, I have to push-‘

The camera cuts off.

‘Oh my god…’ you gasp, staring at the wailing baby on your chest.

The camera is being held again by Johnny’s mother, just above your head.

‘Look at him John… he’s so perfect.’

’So beautiful,’ he hums, completely lost for words.

Hi, Jude…’ you cry quietly, ‘we love you so so so much…’

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