#jk bob you were fine. i wasn’t even the one paying you. the state was ✌️

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just remembered when i was in my early 20s and finally scrounged up the courage to be honest with my psychiatrist about my history of psychotic symptoms. exchange afterwards went like this:

“i see. and when did this first start?” “earliest i remember is age 6.” “6? you’ve been living with these symptoms untreated for 15 years?” “yeah.” “hm. strange.”

like brother what was i paying you for 😭 really rigorous psychiatric work at play there