#jinbamgyeom

[dexfsoul]

Nevermind, I’m in Neverland Pt. 2 {JinBamGyeom}

Summery: In which BamBam feels like a third wheel in his own relationship and it’s up to Jinyoung and Yugyeom to fix that

Pairing: Jinyoung x BamBam x Yugyeom

Word Count: 2.1k

Part 1

They’d been searching for the missing boy for an hour straight. They had no idea where BamBam had went nor any way to contact him since Yugyeom still had his phone. They figured he’d left the festival after breaking things off with them, but that gave them zero head starts as to where he actually went. They’d checked everywhere they could thing of, the park, his favourite store, even the coffee shop the three of them go to every Sunday, the only place they hadn’t checked was home.

“Do you think he would’ve gone home?” Yugyeom asked.

“I have no idea at this point,” Jinyoung sighed, rubbing his face.

He felt exhausted, he just wanted to go home and fall asleep with both of his boyfriends in his arms. A loud ring cut through his thoughts and Jinyoung pulled out his phone, annoyed.

“It’s Youngjae,” He said before answering.

“Hey,” Youngjae said as soon as Jinyoung picked up, he sounded worried.

“Hey, what’s up?” Jinyoung asked, becoming concerned for his friend.

“BamBam showed up here a little bit ago,” Youngjae spoke and Jinyoung felt his heart rate spike. “He was in hysterics, crying and saying his phone was missing. He told me not to call you, but honestly I don’t know what else do to. He’s currently passed out on our couch.”

“He’s at your house?” Jinyoung asked, processing all the information. “And he’s okay?”

“Yeah, what happened?”

“We’ll explain later,” Jinyoung stood motioning for Yugyeom to follow him. “We’re on our way over there now.”

Jinyoung hung up and quickly turned to Yugyeom to explain.

“He went to Mark and Youngjae’s, why didn’t we think of that?”

BamBam woke up to voices speaking quietly behind him. He stirred uncomfortably, he just wanted to sleep right now and ignore the rest of the world. His entire body ached, he felt exhausted, mentally and physically.

“And then he told us he didn’t want to this anymore, he broke things off with us,” Jinyoung explained to a sympathetic Youngjae.

“But we’re here to fix it,” Yugyeom cut in, “We messed up, but we can’t just let him walk out of our lives. He means so much to us.”

“I know he does,” Youngjae sighed sympathetically, “Talk to him, hear him out. He feels betrayed by you two and it’ll take a lot to get his trust back, but I believe you can do it. Take all the time you need, Mark and I are gonna go out for a bit, just lock the door when you leave. ”

“Thanks Youngjae,” Jinyoung pulled the younger into a hug, Yugyeom doing the same once Jinyoung let go.

“No problem,” Youngjae spoke before leaving.

BamBam laid on the couch with his eyes shut tightly. He’d heard it all, but he wouldn’t let himself fall for false promises again.

“Bam?” 

It took everything in BamBam’s body to not react to Jinyoung’s warm hand that caressed his back. Instead, he turned on his side, facing the back of the couch. He heard Jinyoung release a heavy sigh at his actions. BamBam felt the older getting tired of him already, but it was quite the opposite. Jinyoung felt guilt clawing at him, and he wanted nothing more than to scoop the younger into his arms and show him how much he loved him, but that’s not what BamBam wanted. Jinyoung threw a glance at the youngest of the three who had been kneeling beside him in silence. Yugyeom looked close to tears once again as he held BamBam’s arm. 

“Bam, I know you’re hurt right now. We messed up. We really, really did, we’re not asking you to forgive us, but please just let us apologize,” Yugyeom spoke, voice shaky and broken. 

“Why should I? You guys only want me for the sex anyway,” BamBam scoffed, tugging his arm out of the younger’s grasp. 

He didn’t mean it, but BamBam just says the first thing that comes to mind when he’s upset. He’s petty, what can he say? 

“Excuse me?” 

Jinyoung winced at the tone of Yugyeom’s voice. They’ve been dealing with people accusing them of being sex crazed freaks since they started dating BamBam, and hearing that from BamBam himself, well, it hurt, a lot. Yugyeom stood, face red and fists clenched, and for a second Jinyoung thought he might walk out, but he then reached down and balled BamBam’s shirt in his fist. He yanked BamBam up with all his strength, BamBam letting out a sharp squeal. BamBam grabbed onto the couch in an attempt to balance himself, eyes wide. Now that BamBam sat straight up Yugyeom leaned down close to his face and jabbed a finger into his chest, BamBam wincing at the harsh action. 

“You know good and well that’s not what this relationship’s about,” Yugyeom hissed, “After all that we’ve had to hear from other people about us, you don’t get to say something like that when you know it’s not true.” 

“I know, okay!” Bam shouted, pressing his palms against his eyes. “I know it’s not true, I’m just upset.” 

“Then just listen to us so we can fix it!” Yugyeom bellowed. 

“I’m listening!” BamBam shouted back. 

The room fell silent, Yugyeom’s labored breath being the only thing heard while he had a stare off with the other. Jinyoung sat on the floor in shock, opening and closing his mouth like a fish out of water while he tried to form words. He had never seen Yugyeom angry, much less shout at someone. Cautiously, Jinyoung climbed onto the couch beside Bam and slipped his hand into the younger’s. BamBam’s breath hitched. He looked at their intertwined fingers in shock, crazy how much of an effect Jinyoung still had over him. 

“Let’s talk this out,” Jinyoung spoke, then added, “Preferably without yelling.” 

Yugyeom cracked a smile, calming down easily, and agreed, sitting on BamBam’s left. He placed a hand down on BamBam’s thigh causing the older’s heart to skip a beat and motioned for Jinyoung to continue. 

“This feeling left out thing,” Jinyoung began. making BamBam hang his head to avoid eye contact, “Is this something new or has it always been present?” 

“Both?” BamBam admitted, “Just recently it started getting bad, but I mean, it was always kinda there. You two have been together for years, and I just randomly joined one day. Of course I’m gonna feel like I’m intruding especially since it was so unplanned and random.” 

“You didn’t just randomly join, what do you mean?” Jinyoung furrowed his eyebrows. 

“Yeah I did,” BamBam argued, “One day we were friends then the next we’re drunkenly kissing at a party, then not even a month after that I’m living in your house.” 

“We had feelings for you way before the party thing even happened. What? Did you think we both just separately cheated on one another, then when we found out that we did it with the same person we were just like ‘Hey let’s ask him to join us’?” 

Embarrassed, BamBam shrugged, “Well, yeah.” 

The pair giggled at the boy. 

“Oh, babe,” Yugyeom sighed, pulling the older onto his lap and kissing his cheek. “I love you so much.” 

BamBam felt his ears turn red both from embarrassment and Yugyeom’s attention. 

“We had feelings for you way before that. I don’t know about Yugyeom, but I personally did for at least four months before the party,” Jinyoung explained. 

“Same for me,” Yugyeom cut in, “about four or five months.” 

“Yugyeom eventually came to me about his feelings and I confessed that I felt the same and we considered it for awhile before agreeing that we were okay with polyamory if it was you we were doing it with. We were supposed to confess to you together, but someone couldn’t wait, could he?” 

“Hey!” Yugyeom squeaked, “You kissed him too!” 

“Yeah cause I couldn’t let you be the only one making a move,” Jinyoung pouted. 

“Aw, was someone jealous I kissed Bam first?” Yugyeom teased. 

“Fuck off,” Jinyoung hissed, going red. 

“You two really had feelings for me during most of our friendship?” BamBam asked in disbelief, thinking back to the days when Jinyoung’s hand would linger for a bit too long leaving him breathless and Yugyeom would call him cute making him flush from head to toe. Back then he could’ve never imagined that he would one day get to be with, not one, but both of the boys he liked. 

“Yep,“ Jinyoung nodded

“Oh yeah, definitely,”  Yugyeom answered.

“I never-” BamBam inhaled, trying to keep his tears at bay. “I never knew that.” 

“Bam, the only reason we even went to that party was to talk to you,” Jinyoung confessed. 

The tears that BamBam had been holding in finally broke loose. He hiccuped, holding onto Yugyeom’s shirt tightly. Yugyeom held the crying boy against his chest, rocking him back and forth, placing small kisses on the top of his head, whispering a sweet ‘it’s okay’ every now and then. Jinyoung moved to kneel in front of the pair, wiping BamBam’s tears. 

“I’m sorry. I’m so, so sorry. We didn’t realize how unwanted we were making you feel by not telling you that information,” Jinyoung apologized, a stray tear rolling down his cheek. 

 “I didn’t think-” BamBam hiccuped, “I didn’t think you two had feelings when we started dating. I thought I was just an experiment taken too far.” 

“No, no, no,” Jinyoung reassured, sitting back down beside Yugyeom and back hugging BamBam, placing his chin on Bam’s shoulder. “You were never just an experiment.” 

Both of the boy’s hearts ached for their boyfriend. They hadn’t realized how unloved he felt, and it crushed them to know that the fault fell on them.

“That doesn’t fix what we did though,” Yugyeom spoke up, gaining the attention of the other two. “Jinyoung and I have been paying more attention to each other than you lately and we can’t deny that. There’s no excuse for it, these types of relationships require a certain amount of balance that we’re not used to yet, and you were the one who ended up suffering because of that. We’re sorry, we really are, and we’d like to fix it if you’d give us a chance to.” 

BamBam looked into his boyfriend’s pleading eyes, they wanted to fix this. 

“I’d like that,” Bam finally spoke up. 

Both of his boyfriends grinned, pulling him into a bone-crushing hug. Kisses were peppered on his face, making the Thai laugh and attempt to escape. 

“No offence guys, I love Youngjae’s couch and all, but I’d really like to go home now,” BamBam said between giggles. 

“Yeah, me too,” Yugyeom agreed. 

The trio gathered their things and made their way to the door. Feeling a tug on his hand, BamBam turned around and was immediately pulled into a kiss by Jinyoung. Getting over the initial shock, he placed his hand on Jinyoung’s nape and kissed back. 

“Guys,” Yugyeom whined from where he stood at the door. 

The pair separated, giggling like school girls. 

“Sorry.” 

Yugyeom rolled his eyes and opened the door only for Youngjae to stumble in, Mark fumbling as well, but staying more composed. 

“Were you eavesdropping on us?!” Yugyeom shouted. 

“No,” Youngjae scoffed. 

“Not the whole time anyway,” Mark added. 

“Oh my god,” Jinyoung mumbled. 

“In our defense, we have friends coming over and we were waiting for you to leave,” Youngjae explained. 

Glancing past Youngjae, BamBam’s smile grew, “Jackson?” 

Hearing his name, Jackson looked into the room and grinned as well, “Hey! Doughnut boy!” 

Rushing forward, Jackson picked the other boy up in a hug and twirled him around. BamBam squealed in shock, but eventually laughed at the boy’s antics. 

“BamBam,” Bam introduced himself to the other once he got placed back down. 

“Jackson, please stop scaring people,” Jaebum sighed from where he stood at the doorway. 

“Whatever,” Jackson brushed him off, “How were the doughnuts? Did you like them?” 

“Actually they weren’t for me, boys?” BamBam turned to his boyfriends. 

“We didn’t eat them, more important things going on,” Jinyoung said. 

“I did,” Yugyeom spoke up, “It was delicious.” 

Jackson grinned, proud of him and his boyfriend’s work, but Jinyoung seemed less amused.

“You ate it?” Jinyoung asked in shock, “Our boyfriend was missing and you ate the doughnut?” 

“Well yeah, I wasn’t gonna waste it,” Yugyeom scoffed. 

“Well since we already have guests over,” Mark cut in, “Would you guys like to stay for a bit as well?“ 

“Thanks, but we’ll have to decline,” Jinyoung answered for the other two, “We have some stuff to take care of.” 

Mark nodded in understanding. 

“Bye Mark! Bye Jackson! Bye Jaebum!” BamBam shouted, leaving while his boyfriends followed behind him, waving goodbye to the group. 

“Goodbye to you too, BamBam!” Youngjae shouted, annoyed; BamBam shut the door in response. 

The three held hands on the walk home, BamBam in the middle. Weird how things can take a turn so quickly, BamBam started the day wishing he could disappear, and now, he felt like he might burst from the happiness bubbling inside him, and judging by what his boyfriends promised, things are gonna stay this way, and he couldn’t be more okay with that. 

[bamspeach]

Jinbamgyeom

I wrote this dumb, small thing. Probably bc of Kaysie, idk.  Anyways lemme know what u think.

Bambam closed the door of their flat, finally home, and narrowed his eyes at his two sniggering boyfriends on the couch.

He couldn't trust either of them when they got into one of these moods. His usual mortherly Jinyoung would become just as childish as his giant baby Yugyeom and someone had to step up as the adult.

“How was your day at work sweetie?” Jinyoung led, smile suspiciously wide.

“Yeah, how was work baby?” Yugyeom added, lying over the eldest’s lap to address Bambam directly.

“What is it this time?” Bambam glared over at them, “What are you doing? Why are you acting like this?”

“Nothing, we’re just asking you how your day was.” Yugyeom pouted at him, almost convincingly.

He was getting better, Jinyoung must have been giving him pointers.

“Are we not allowed to ask our favourite and hard working boyfriend how his day was?” Jinyoung asked.

Bambam was still very suspicious, but he let it slide.

“My day was fine, did some work, added some things to my cafe’s menu, ran into Brian-“ Bambam was cut off by they’re giggles. He frowned, now even more suspicious of the two of them. He went and stood in front of them, his arms crossed in annoyance.

“What is it? What's so funny?” He demanded, getting frustrated.

“How was catching up with Brian?” Yugyeom asked between giggles. “Smashing?”

“Flooding?”Jinyoung added.

“Jolting?”

“Okay! Enough!” Bambam cried out, putting both his hands up in surrender and falling dramatically to his knees. “How did you find out?”

Jinyoung took pity on him, climbing out of Yugyeom’s arms and dropping to wrap his own around the older of his two loves.

“Jackson told us when he came yo fetch you clean pants.” He admitted.

“Not to mention Dowoon caught it all on video.” Yugyeom piped up from the couch.

“You spill your drink all over yourself after running into a friend and suddenly your life is an embarrassment.” Bambam whined dramatically.

“Oh, come on, it’s not the end of the world.” Jinyoung pet his hair softly and comfortingly.

“Yeah. You still have us.” Yugyeom beamed, moving from the couch to wrap his arms around him as well.

Bambam sighed, nuzzling into their arms. “You’re right. What would I do without you?”

“Probably turn grey slower” Jinyoung teased, his eyes crinkling at the affronted look on Bambam’s face.

“Its dye!!!” He whined loudly.

[beautifulbutterfly13]

⋅⋅⋅ @bamsbutt

[graciaspepi]

I love legends💕💕💕

JinBamGyeom → 20171225 SBS Gayo Daejun “Hey, Come On!”

[got7doubleb]

kaysie’s second follow forever / mutual appreciation

i hit two big milestones recently and the growth of this blog is still mind boggling to me. It’s been a year and a half? now since this blog has came to be and it’s come a long way. The friends ive gotten thru this blog still make me emo bc omg who wouldve thought ppl would wanna be my fren sldfjdlskfjsldkfj

but anyway; i’ve sorted out my fav blogs and lovely mutuals into two sections, which is got7 and nongot7. bare in mind i’m putting a loose label for the blog but everyone posts a lot of things. also please tell me if we are mutuals and i didn’t include you. tumblr is confusing

key - favs |  ily | ilysfdm | 💝 scroll down for your letter 

(almost) only got7 content

@jinandtuanic | @strxctlygotseven | @wildcat-jinyoung | @cutepimook | @floaty-glasses | @the-princejinyoung | @danhoe-mark |  💝  @lemon-amethyst | @ranqueenie | @magiccastles | @junievre-gotchu | @amerithotkongs |  @yugyinplaid |  💝  @m-yien | @j1ny0ung | @jbmygoodboy | @loveisyugyeom | @twojproject | @jinyoungs-hipsdontlie | @jaedaddy | @cyjsgirl | @flawless-7 | @paradisejaebum |@jinyoung-ssi | @gyeomd | @whaaaalep ! @tuanever​ |  @7uv​​

@tuangel | @sarahgase | @pjy  | @gyeom7 | @akasalty | @ehgase | @husbandsjjp | @mark-i-pooh | @okjb  | @park-markjin | @cocoyah | @silent-fangirl | @sugarplumjae | @imjaebeomtrash | @parkjinyoungsbooty | @sky-way | @peachandmark | @yugbamprompt | @wangraps | @doublebam1a | @biasjacksonwang | @wangamama | @ungiis |  💝  @cuddletuan

@cchoiyoungjae | @leaderbum | @ahgamark | @bamslegs | @kimyugy | @signjaes | @angeljaebum | @kissmyars | @underratedbambam | @noirahgase | @wangjsn | @pastelbam |  💝  @got7-markjinson | @ramenjae | @melaninbam | @mooncyj | @jajajaebum | @mochimork | @bambamedaf | @iheartyugyeom | @blndjcksn | @jacksonwangblog | @mart-art | @nyeongwi

@jinyoungslover | @teenagermp3 @teenymark | @bamsonnie | @tuanisanangel | @saltygot7 | @wanderingingot7wonderland | @artuan | @cyjarsvita | @lomlmark | @jeh-beom |  @markeu-poo | @97youngnrich | 💝  @katbeom | @jj-prxject | @stellarcollision-arsvita | @shelovesjinyoung | @honeybambam | @aomgot7 |  💝  @peachypinkjackson | @icarusjjp | @youngjaesloudlaugh | @makeu-ssi | @youre-my-uranus | @markiepoohismysunshine | @darlingjbum | @defbald | @cuddly2jae | @hoodiejaebum | @real-got7mark​ | @babyboychoi​

AHGABLOGS THAT MAKE ME AHGAHAPPY (blogs that arent necessarily mutuals but imma mention you anyway)

fanart blogs - @m-melted | @ask7dorks | @yinglalada | @koyangii-art | @ask-got7-yugbamjae | @sabyarts | @askpepi-jy |  💝  @sevencolourseason | @white-alien-with-a-rose​ | @chibicookie | 

misc blogs -@got7fakesubs | @incorrectgot7quotes​ | @got7ficrec | @got7rarepair | @ahgahappy | @ahgapositive | @secretahgase | @gotstyle | @markjinficfest | @lowqgot7 | @got7-memes | @marktuanjournal | @got7fakequotes | @lq-got7 |

member/ship centric blogs -  💝  @bamspeach |  💝  @redgyeomie | 💝 @demongyeom | @onlymarkjin | @markjinology | @kissbbom | @imarkson |  @yugyeompire | @yourmajestyqueenchelseachels | @choiyoungjae | @jinyoungied | @2jaekisses | @pepilovesgyeom

content creators (gifs/gfx) - @umma-jy | @jinyoungot7 | @tuanpumpkins | @jack777 | @editsgot7 | @holyfuckmark | @got7europe | @gotchicken​ | @got7ish | @got7gifs | @got7official | @defwang | @defsouldanik | @jwxngs | @got7-out | @markticseas | @jackseunie | @ahgasedits | @little-jyp | @astrayjinyoung | @jingogi | @shiningmark | @jbssi |  💝  @nyeongificent | @pinkhoodiemark​ |  💝  @marksseunie | @gsvnrewind |  💝 @morkjin​ | 💝 @mochabam | @1kayee |  💝  @bamethyst​

fy blogs/networks - @fybam | @got7-updates | @fynyeong | @19970502 | @19940106 | @fyars | @fuckyeahchoiyoungjae |

networks - @bambamnetwork | @got7creators | @7ornevernet | @ahgasenet | @got7maknaelinenetwork | @nyeongnet | @got7jinyoungnet 

multifandoms

@imeightout​ | @yubgam​ | @kwon-yulra​ | @wlwobama​ | @yoonwang​ | @yeoseong​ | @amerikaikong​ |@jyum​ | @god10tion​ | @elizabethgracew​ | @leedongshae​ |   @artificialskyway​ | @seungriholic​ | @hobsbf​ | @honeyjoonn​ |  💝  @ljhsgf​ | @knockknocksoosthere​ | @lovebtob​ | @jaehxlic​ | @clairtea​ | @hypetae​ | @softtaemins​ | @flowrcafe​ | @guksuu​ | @whaaattheflower​ |  💝  @imjadebeom​

@sunbeamjinhappybirthday​ |  💝  @sparklybammie​ | @kpopfanfictrash​ | @bangtanhoseok​ | @adoresoo​ | @dimpledjaehyun​ | @blndrgn​ | @kkangdaniel​ | @jongbeer​ | @evkabibi​ | @chanisblackgf​ | 💝 @straybams​ | @babybyuny​ | @flymansae​ | @kvths​ | @withnosuchgrace​ | @gotday6​ | @confessed-nafsiya​ 

girl group favs - @withfx​ | @periwin5les​ | @wheeinyoo​ |   @bubblejoy​ |

💝 letters for my precious

@sevencolourseason​ - The angel in the holy trinity. The original momTM and the bambam to the ultimate trio jinbamgyeom. Thank you for being amazing and nothing but nice to me (and laura since yknow, same person). i don’t know what ive done in my past life to be blessed with crossing paths with you but i’ll do it all over again <3

@redgyeomie​ - THE YUGYEOM TO MY 97 YOUNG AND RICH LINE. KATY i cant even start to form words without slfjsdlfkjdskjfh. thank you for being there when I need someone to talk to and knowing the exact words to bury me in my grave. your love for yugyeom always makes tumblr a better place to be in. thank you for sticking around with me even tho im undeserving 💝

@demongyeom​ - we don’t talk as much as i would like but just seeing you on my dash always always brightens my day! i hope we talk more in the future!  💝

@nyeongificent​ - hello gabby! i love your blog and you’ve been nothing but a star ! i hope we become better friends in the future! thank you for that time you were my secret ahgase!  💝

@marksseunie​ - C A M ! we’ve become mutuals on tumblr (and i guess twitter too) for quite a bit now! thank you for sticking around despite my horrible excuse of a blog and creating that A+ got7 content! you’re a star  💝

@morkjin​ - omg ron.... it took me so long to look for you. i was half panicking. but i love this markjin trash url. it suits you and im lowkey jealous. lol. thank you for being a good friend (yes i think we’re friends, we are arent we, we also are the same age so like chingu? lmao) and for blessing us with your blog  💝

@mochabam​ - omg where do i even start with this JEM !!!! bambam’s softest (softy-est soft) gf. I stand by my word im still jealous about how cute your urls are and also of how cute you are esp when it comes to bambam. bambam doesnt even deserve you (you are too good for him!). thank you for your soft edits it’s soft bambam hours whenever u post them  💝  

@lemon-amethyst​ - hello  💝 we haven’t talked for quite a long time but you’re still precious to me! thank you for sticking around and blessing us with your presence <3

@m-yien​ - Rey! i feel like you are one of the first mutuals i have when i first started this blog. it’s been a long time since then but you’re still here and i’m still here! thank you for sticking around and being so sweet! it means a lot to me  💝

@cuddletuan​ - where do i even begin this jeng? thank you for supporting me in the things i do and being a literal angel. i don’t know what i’ve done in this life that was so good that i deserved to cross paths with you. thank you thank you! i love you i hope your healthy and happy  💝

@got7-markjinson​ - Nelyn  💝 !  we don’t speak to each other nearly as enough as we should but im so glad our paths crossed. I love seeing you on my dash and in the network chats (even tho im like come and go like a ghost lol). Thank you for being so nice to me! i hope you have a good day everyday <3 

@katbeom​ - KAT  💝 hello! i cant even remember when we became mutuals but i know we shared a lot of funny interactions which are still very precious to me. thank you for sticking around my trash blog. You are a star ! take care of yourself <3 

@sparklybammie - Jinju! the literal angel. thank you for always messaging me it always brightens my day. you are literally the nicest person and im so glad we have become friends. i hope your healthy and always take care of your health <3

@peachypinkjackson​ - so before making this i realized that you were number 3 in my tumblr crush list and we have never? actually talked to each other and i was like omg this is a sign that we should be friends. that must be it. (im delirious i know). but anyway, thank you for your quality blog which i cant resist to reblog from! i hope you get to talk more in the future <3

@ljhsgf​ - FEL hello ! ever since the start of got7maknaelinetwork i feel like we have been close.  thank you for sticking around with the mess that is my blog! i treasure all our interactions and hope we become closer in the future! take care of yourself <3

@imjadebeom​ - syd! the got7 tumblr community owes you so much for all you manage! thank you for lending your support on the projects i do and just being a real nice friend. you’re a treasure yknow that! take care of yourself <3

@bamethyst​ - noora, you sweet muchkin !!!!! your creativity in creating content never ceases to amaze me. thank you for the support you lent in creating bamloween. it means so much to me. You are a star <3

@straybams​ -  hui !!!!!! how do i begin to express the adoration i have for the support you have for bambamnetwork. i dont even know where to start. just like thank you i love you. please take care of yourslef i hope your happy wherever you are and want to be! 

@bamspeach​ - ugh this is going to take forever for me to write this letter. ive been agonizing how to put into words how much you mean to me and i cant even because its all just like soieyrfsijdfhksjdf in my head. thank you for putting up with my rants, no matter how ludicrous or frantic or dramatic they all are. im sorry i laugh at almost anything and probably frustrate you to no end with my ways of teasing (i am after all yugyeom in this jingyeom dynamic) but i guess you know by now that it’s all just how i express my fondness. im shit i know. did i start this blog thinking i would find a precious friend like you? no. but i did anyway and im eternally grateful for our inside jokes and sudden bouts of deep conversations. i must have save the world in my past life to able to share not only my ahgafeels but every other stupid part of my horrid life with you. i mean really how do i even function without the jinyoung to my yugyeom. u really deserve everything in this world and more. ugh now its soft lausie hours. i might as well write a 1k word essay at this point. i love you. thank you. stop crying.

[dexfsoul]

Summary: Jinyoung finds out that the prostitutes he's in love with are in love with each other.

Pairing: Jinyoung x BamBam x Yugyeom

Word Count: 2.1K

[bamspeach]

27 + Jiyoung/Bambi? if you want to ofc no pressure ily

Bruh, girl, I would love too. Anything for you! I hope its okay! I didn’t wanna do something related to our project so we could keep it a surprise, so have this instead. (It turned out more angsty than I planned, I’m sorry!)

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Jiyoung was grumpy. She was grumpy because her girlfriend chose her best friend over her. 

When she and Yumi had had an argument earlier that day, Bambi had chosen to stay and comfort her best friend instead of leaving and returning to their flat like Jiyoung had wanted. So now she was home alone, stewing in her frustration.

She huffed, dropping the dish she had been washing back into the sink. How could she do this? Choose Yumi over her? I’m her girlfriend! She crossed her arms, frowning down at the sudsy water that now soaked her shirt.

Her ears perked up as she heard the front door opening and she quickly went back to washing up, schooling her features to an expression of neutrality. She heard shuffling behind her, expecting an apology from the younger girl but all she received was silence.

Jiyoung turned to make sure she was still there, finding Bambi sitting at the counter looking at her intently.

“What?” She questioned, turning back to the dishes so she didn’t have to face this conversation properly.

“You really hurt Yumi you know? She looks up to you a lot.” Bambi said quietly.

“She was bothering me, always talking back to me and following you around like a lost puppy. She basically looks at you like you hung the stars. It makes me feel sick. I’m your girlfriend and I still don’t do that.” She uttered, the water splashing wildly as she got more and more frustrated.

“You didn’t have to go as far as you did though. It was horrible of you. She’s only a kid.”

“She’s the same age as you.” Jiyoung argued back.

“I’m only a kid! Would you say those things to me?” Bambi accused. There was no anger in her voice, she just needed Jiyoung to see that she was wrong.

“No, but you also don’t go chasing around after someone else’s girlfriend!” Jiyoung turned around swiftly, anger clear on her face, and suddenly Bambi understood.

“Oh… You’re jealous.”

“No I’m not.” Jiyoung turned back.

“This makes everything so much easier, oh my gosh.” Bambi rolled her eyes, getting up from her place and walking over to her girlfriend. She spun her around, and held her shoulders in a gentle but firm grip. “Jiyoung, Yumi doesn’t like me that way. She never has and she never will. She just shows her love in a different way to you and me. While you like touches, and holding someone’s hand, and I like using my words, Yumi shows her love through expression, how she looks at others and things she does for them. You clearly haven’t noticed that she gives you the exact same eyes that she gives me because she looks up to you so much.” Bambi explained, no malice in her voice, only gentle concern. “Can’t you just be nice to her for once?” She finished in a whisper, her hand reaching to brush at Jiyoung’s bangs.

There was a long silence before Jiyoung replied, as she processed all that Bambi had told her. Her brain went back over the months she had known Yumi, when Bambi had first introduced them. Realising that all the time she was focusing on the bad aspects of the girl, rather than her good side. How hardworking she was and how sweet and caring she had been to Jiyoung even when the older had been nothing but mean to her. Understanding dawned on Jiyoung’s face as she realised just how much of a jerk she’d been.

“Can’t I save that just for you?” Jiyoung sighed, her head falling to Bambi’s shoulder in defeat.

The younger smiled softly, knowing that Jiyoung had finally understood.

“No. Come on, you have to go apologise now. Put her out of her misery.” Bambi decided, ready to go to action.

“I will, I promise. Can we just… Stay here for a second though.” Jiyoung asked, pulling her girlfriend back into an embrace and burying herself into their hug.

“Just for a bit.” Bambi smiled, her face scrunching beautifully as she did, stroking her fingers through the older’s hair as they relaxed against each other. 

[dexfsoul]

Nevermind, I'm in Neverland Pt. 1 {JinBamGyeom}

Summery: In which BamBam feels like a third wheel in his own relationship and it's up to Jinyoung and Yugyeom to fix that

Pairing: Jinyoung x BamBam x Yugyeom

Word Count: 1.9k

Part 2

BamBam felt like a third wheel, and that's a feeling you should never have in a relationship, especially one such as what he had with his boyfriends. Keeping an even balance between them sometimes becomes difficult and BamBam is always the one getting the short end of the stick. Everything was perfect in the beginning, he had joined into Jinyoung and Yugyeom's relationship after they had both drunkenly confessed to him one night, him making out with both of them on separate occasions and following them home where they built a pillow fort then blacked out. The next morning they all had a serious conversation and agreed to try out the whole polygamy thing. The following months were the best of BamBam's life. He had fallen for both Yugyeom and Jinyoung, all three of them were so different, yet fit together so perfectly. Jinyoung was more introverted, quick to show affection with slight teasing rather than outward things, like glaring for a split second before smiling or a slick ruffle of the hair. Yugyeom was shy and kindhearted, loved physical affection the most of the three and was always finding a way to cling onto one of the older boys, hand holding, hair ruffling, poking, anything that included him touching one of his boyfriends. Then there was BamBam, he was the most extroverted of the three, loud and proud, and he loved teasing. He showed affection by embarrassing the other two, bickering with them, he loved getting reactions, especially from Jinyoung. In the beginning his constant bickering and teasing was adored by his boyfriends, Yugyeom often joining in, but never taking it as far as BamBam did, but after a while Yugyeom fell back into line, enjoying Jinyoung's affections more than his scolding, and Jinyoung began to grow tired of BamBam's antics. BamBam simply felt as if his boyfriends grew bored of him, only kept him around for show.

BamBam stared at the pavement beneath him as he walked. He couldn't look up, not when he knew his boyfriends were walking in front of him, laughing amongst themselves, leaving him walking behind feeling forgotten. Even today Jinyoung had chosen to do what Yugyeom had wanted instead of what BamBam wanted to do, which is how they ended up at this stupid festival in the first place. Going against his better judgment, BamBam glanced up, seeing the two with their hands interlocked felt like a stab to the heart. He knew that if he grasped onto Jinyoung's hand he would be shaken off, told to leave the older alone. Yugyeom could never be harsh enough to do that, but his grip would be looser on BamBam's hand, letting him quite literally slip between his fingers if Bambam didn't hold tight enough. Gaining some courage, BamBam sped up. Maybe this time will be different, maybe this time Jinyoung will love him as much as he loves the older. He grasped the older's hand tightly in his own. Upon noticing that Jinyoung's hand remained in his own, he turned to grin at the older only to see that the older had already been looking at him. He stared at the younger with a blank expression that made BamBam's stomach drop.

"What do you want?" He asked coldly.

"I'm just holding your hand," BamBam scoffed, easily slipping back into bickering with the older.

"You're never affectionate unless you want something," Jinyoung stated matter-of-factually and shook BamBam's hand out of his own.

BamBam rolled his eyes at the other and muttered a quick, "Whatever" before glancing over at the youngest who gave him a sympathetic look, but didn't attempt to defend him in any way. 

BamBam huffed, a small convenience store catching his eye. He tugged on Jinyoung's shirt gaining his attention.

"I'm going to the bathroom," He motioned his head towards the store. "I'll catch up with you two when I'm done."

Jinyoung nodded, barely acknowledging him. BamBam sulked off from the two. He could leave right now. Take off and never come back. Would the other two even notice?

A small bell dinged as BamBam entered the store. Soft pastels decorated the interior of the store and BamBam began to wonder why he'd never ventured into the place before. After going to the bathroom, he decided to look around the place. The smell of freshly baked bread floated throughout the small area. BamBam followed the smell to the back of the building where a little bakery sat. The man behind the counter grinned upon noticing Bam's presence.

"Hi, I'm Jackson! How may I help you today?" The puppy like boy grinned, BamBam grinned back almost immediately, the boy's energy being contagious.

"Hm," BamBam hummed, eyes searching over the sweet smelling pastries. "Do you guys have anything with strawberry filling?" He asked, his mind wondering to his younger boyfriend with a sweet tooth. 

"We sure do! We just got done baking them so they're fresh!" Jackson bounced in excitement. "Jaebum, can you get the strawberry filled ones!"

Soon a handsome man came from the back holding a tray of freshly baked doughnuts.

"You don't have to yell, you know," He mumbled. 

Jackson simply giggled and pulled the other down for a quick peck. Jaebum's cheeks went a bright red, quickly clearing his throat to try and cover it up. 

"Sorry 'bout that, you want the strawberry filled ones, right?" Jaebum spoke and motioned to the tray of doughnuts, not meeting his eyes.  

"Yeah," BamBam nodded, a smile grazing his lips. "And a chocolate covered one too, please." 

BamBam has never been a big fan of fried things, but his boyfriends were, they especially loved doughnuts. After being handed the box, he quickly paid and left the shop, waving a swift goodbye to the boys behind the counter. 

Looking around outside, BamBam saw that his boyfriends were nowhere to be found. Sighing, he slipped a hand into his pocket in search of his phone. He groaned aloud. He’d let Yugyeom use his phone this morning and the younger had never given it back. 

He began to walk in the direction the two were going before he wandered off, coming to a stop in front of an alleyway and contemplating whether it would just be easier to ask a stranger to borrow their phone. Right at that moment a middle aged man went to walk past him and BamBam called out to him.

“Excuse me? Sir?” 

The man turned to him and a smile broke out across his face. BamBam felt relief wash over him. At least this man seemed nice, unlike most of the people around here. 

“Yes? Do you need something?” The man asked politely. 

“Can I borrow your phone?” BamBam asked then quickly added, “It will only take a second. I’ve lost my friends and they have mine.” 

BamBam held his breath, but to his relief the man nodded. 

“Of course, let’s just get out of the middle of the street shall we?” The man responded, stepping into the alley, far enough back to be out of the street, but not enough to where they couldn’t be seen. 

BamBam innocently followed and stood in front of the man, waiting patiently for the phone to be handed over. 

“But first we should get to know each other, shouldn’t we?” The man stepped closer to BamBam, too close. 

“Actually, I think I see my friends right over there, so I won’t need the phone. Thank you for the help though,” BamBam tried to slip away

The man placed his hands against the wall, one on each side of BamBam, successfully trapping him in. 

“Now why would you lie to me like that?” 

“I’m not,” BamBam lied, panic tearing throughout his body. 

“I can’t have you lying to me now.” 

Fuck fuck fuck. What’s he supposed to do? 

“Jinyoung-ah,” Yugyeom tugged on his boyfriend’s sleeve, getting a hum as a response. “Bam’s been gone for awhile now I’m starting to get worried.” 

“He’s fine,” Jinyoung simply spoke in response, but Yugyeom could tell he had started getting anxious as well. “But if you’re really worried then just call him.”

Yugyeom nodded and reached into his pocket pulling out.... BamBam’s phone? Yugyeom froze. 

“Uh, Jinyoung?” Yugyeom gulped, “I have Bam’s phone.” 

That grabbed Jinyoung’s attention, but he remained calm nevertheless, “Let’s just head back to that shop he walked into, I’m sure he’s somewhere around there.” 

The pair swiftly made their way back to the street where they last saw their boyfriend. 

“Fuck, where is he?” Jinyoung mumbled, still staying calm despite the worry clawing at his chest. 

“There’s the shop,” Yugyeom spoke up, pointing at a little store a few blocks away.

The two began to jog toward the shop, but stopped when a shout caught their attention. 

“Get the fuck off me!” 

Taking a sharp right turn, Jinyoung followed the source of the voice into an alleyway and immediately felt his stomach drop upon the sight. BamBam with his back forcefully pressed against a brick wall, tears flowing down his cheeks, a man holding onto both his wrists tightly, pressing his body against BamBam’s. A small box sat crushed on the ground beside them.

Snapping out of it, Jinyoung rushed forward, grabbing the man’s jacket and ripping him off the younger. He put himself in between BamBam and the stranger who surrendered and took off. Jinyoung would’ve taken off after him if Yugyeom’s soothing voice and BamBam’s sobs hadn’t cut through the red he was seeing. 

BamBam should’ve been grateful that his boyfriends came to his rescue, but he couldn’t be. They left him, this was their fault. BamBam let out another sob, weakly pushing Yugyeom’s hands off him. 

“Hey, hey, calm down, listen to me. Are you okay?” 

Jinyoung’s voice only angered him more. How dare he pretend to care? 

Jinyoung reached out to cup BamBam’s face, only for his hand to be harshly shoved away. 

“Don’t touch me,” BamBam whimpered. 

“Okay, we won’t,” Jinyoung tried to reassure, “Just come with us, okay? We’re gonna go home.” 

“No.” 

Jinyoung furrowed his eyes at the harshness in BamBam’s voice. 

“Bam-ah, I know you’re scared, but it’s okay. We’ll get you home and everything will be okay.” 

“No it won’t,” BamBam sniffled, he had calmed down for the most part, now only filled with anger. Anger at the stranger, anger at those stupid pastries he’d paid for, but most of all, anger at his boyfriends who constantly made him feel awful. “I don’t want to go home with you two. I don’t want to do this anymore.”

Yugyeom’s throat closed up, “What do mean? What don’t you want to do?” 

“This! Us!” BamBam shouted, motioning between the three of them. “You two are so goddamn mean. Either you’re ignoring me or you’re treating me like a nuisance.” 

“Bam-ah,” Jinyoung reached his hand out, eyes filled with guilt. 

“No, I’m done,” BamBam snatched away. He caught sight of the box that had fallen from his hands when the stranger grabbed him and picked it up. 

“Here,” He mumbled, shoving it into Jinyoung’s hands. “Take this.” He walked off without a second glance, leaving Jinyoung and Yugyeom guilt filled and heartbroken behind him.

Slowly Jinyoung opened the box and saw two doughnuts sitting inside, one chocolate covered and the other leaking strawberry filling from where it had been slightly crushed. 

“He bought our favourites,” Yugyeom mumbled from beside him, tearing up. 

“Fuck,” Jinyoung cursed, tossing the box to the ground. “We fucked up, didn’t we?” 

Yugyeom wiping away a stray tear was the only confirmation he needed. They needed to fix this.   

[jinyoungot7]

JinBamGyeom → 20171225 SBS Gayo Daejun “Hey, Come On!”