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Love or gratitude ? BTS Jimin (M) chap 01

pairing: JIMIN X  reader y/N 

Genre: angst/smut 

M= mature contents 

summary: what will you do when all of sudden you find your self getting married to someone used to be your best friend’s lover just because he turned to be a father !!!

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*chap one : i like him !  

two years ago

you don’t have to be so shy if you really have all this feeling y/N ! “ jung hyerin said reassuring you 

you took an other bit of your sandwich , you didn’t know how suddenly you lost your appetite even you were waiting for the lunch time since you’ve been in the school today but yeah you just posed sighing deeply 

it seems easy for your best friend Hyerin to say that she is a queen , you didn’t even understand why should she be your friend though! while you were a reserved girl but at least no one hated you and because you were her classmate you had the opportunity to meet good friends and they actually liked you 

“it’s been 3 years now and we’re graduating soon i don’t think i can make it “you murmured 

“that’s it idiot, jimin oppa will graduate before us so you have only this month to tell him how do you feel” she nagged finishing her orange juice 

“it’s not that easy you know i will faint if he stand in front  of me “

“y/N you’re so naive ! she said and before you could even say something Namjoon known as one of the famous guy in your school appeared hugging her shoulder 

“baby, can i have her for a while he said looking at you and you grinned nodding at him 

they both left ,actually it was pretty obvious why they were together , they both were horny teenagers and Hyerin was never a loyal girl 

you sighed if you already know all that you kept her as a friend maybe she is a monster sometimes ans she easily hurt people around her but deep inside she was a good girl and maybe missing her mom in her life was the reason she acted like that 

you stood up finally going to your locker ,you still have one lesson before going home and fortunately was science which was some thing you were pretty good at 

“y/N sweetie ! “the raspy  soft voice made you turn of course it’s your sweet oppa Kim taehyung but you froze as he wasn’t coming alone , Park jimin aka you’re crush was jogging next to him they were the best friend ever but it wasn’t the reason you liked jimin though 

you grew up fond of him the day you were chosen to assist with the members for the end of the year project ,you were so excited that day because you weren’t known between all of that huge number of students, just a random shy girl in her first junior year having a good chance to know people and made friend relationships , you still remember that day like it was yesterday the memory was vivid , Jimin was the only boy who caught your attention he wasn’t tall but you could speculate he wasn’t that much older than you his smile was cute and the way he was flipping his hair back every time to focus with the papers in front of him , how he was going and coming again to fix something or to talk to his sunbaes 

you found your self admiring him secretly , totally forgetting that you were there to help the member 

things never changed since that day , and you kept peeking on him and how would you stop when he was your brother new classmate for the this two last years 

he never notice you actually , why would he?  you weren’t pretty you weren’t sexy like other girls you were nothing compared to them and a girl lacking what men notice will never get a chance right? ..

“when do you finish today?”

“i just have two hours before going home oppa you replied him and bent slightly greeting Jimin 

he just nodded “tae i will wait you in the library he said passing by you and you gulped nervously, but tae shaking your shoulder brought you back 

“pass by the library when you finish i’ll be there to take you home ok 

“it’s ok oppa don’t do this i’m not a kid any more “

taehyung giggled , unless i didn’t see you wearing the graduation robe you still kiddo for me so just pass by the library  ok 

you giggled slightly accepting his hug 

a month later…

y/N Namjoon and i broke up hyerin said finally laying down on her bed she sighed before closing her eyes 

“oh but why?? i thought you guys were good enough to carry on 

“he’s going to college girl ! do you think i will be able to be in this relation if he go there “

“but if you love each other things could easily work you said still confused you didn’t believe she gave up on him

“love !!” she devilishly giggled we don’t love each other babe he was around for sex and i was too so don’t feel bad for me 

“ i can’t believe how you can do this so easily hyerin, i mean love is a noble and beautiful feeling you started but suddenly stopped seeing the sarcasm in her eyes 

“ love made me motherless it’s for week people, i can have any man i want  so why would i be sticking with one man for my life it’s a waste of my time 

she was always like this too strong and stubborn to be convinced ,

“fine you said continuing the chemistry task ,you two were sitting in her room supposed to study but as usual you ended up the one who does the whole work while she just stay resting , trying make up or listening to music this was supposed to never be ok but, you were ok with it 

she was your friend and you were so tolerant to her moody personality even all your classmate never did and still feeling sorry to you having her as a best friend ,

“will you tell jimin that you like him ? she suddenly said and you stopped writing looking up 

“no “

“you have a great chance this sunday evening ,you can tell him in the party they are preparing to for the graduation so just drink as much as you can and go on 

you sarcastically grinned “i don’t drink hyerin , you know how bad i’m with alcohol and add to that taehyung oppa will be there i don’t want to embarrass him

hyerin smirked, taehyung and Jimin was two of the best boys at the school every one wanted them around but even she was a bitch she didn’t want to hurt you Jimin was the one you always liked and tae was your brother so it was kinda hard for her to flirt with them 

“shall i give it a try ? she said jumping off her bed coming to the desk were you were sitting 

“what?”

“i will help you , i’m gonna talk to jimin in the party 

“oh omg please don’t i will never know what to say “ you panicked feeling nervous the time she spelled his name 

“you don’t have to say any thing actually because i’m going to say every thing all you have to do is waiting there and you will get him 

your lips parted “have him?” 

“isn’t what you are dying to , god i heard he is hot in bed but i think i need to fix  your appearance i don’t want my hard work to go in avail 

“hyerin ah !! you shouted stop it “it was a chock to you hearing what she said ,you never wanted to believe stories about him jimin was perfect in your eyes

“i’m trying to help you girl why are you shouting at me !! 

“i don’t want that so please don’t , i’m going home you said and rushed out side her place 

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you weren’t a make up expert so you just wear what you could do alone a lip stick and mascara, there is no way for you to try ruin your eyes with eyeliner in this time specially that you just have other five minutes to join taehyung in the living room 

he was handsome in his black tuxedo and his new hair style you had to admit how much your brother was handsome, you grinned seeing him waiting and continued jumping the stair holding your heels in the right hands 

“i’m ready let’s go you said trying to fix the long hair bangs that covered your hair 

taehyung slightly giggled coming towards you “nice dress baby sister “

you stood there smiling at him “i’m not a baby oppa c’mon let’s go 

ok he said petting your hair “why didn’t you make some waves i thought girls like that style 

“oh i don’t know how to do it shall i try “

“yeah but in the next party it’s ok any way my sister is gorgeous 

“i’m like a pig comparing to you oppa “you rolled your eyes 

“ a pig !! oh god why are you saying this “he suddenly snatched your hand making his way to the mirror in the hallway next the door making you standing in front of him 

“you have a nice body shape ,a long hair and pretty face are you blind to see this !,more over you’re the kindest human being y/N this is your strong weapon you turned to hug him “thank you oppa you are always nice to me 

“ be confident ok and let’s just have fun c’mon let’s go 

taehyung was driving to Jimin place or let’s say palace like you heard a lot of girls named it , he was a son of a wealthy family an other struggle adding to your list , but you still see him as a kind person specially how much taehyung considered him as a best friend so no wonder he was 

taehyung was as always making noise and singing the whole ride so you didn’t feel nervous ,even you know what you will face there

and it was right!

girls there weren’t just girls they were models man! you sighed looking at them every where drinking dancing or just sitting around with their friends 

fortunately taehyung was still there by your side 

“can’t believe it i never thought he has such low standards in girls ! look at her 

you weren’t hallucinating you heard that and you just froze there trying to act like you weren’t paying attention honestly taehyung deserved to be with a pretty girl  tonight not baby sitting you   

for sure taehyung heard that too and he tried to move back but you stopped him 

“oppa can i get something to drink “

“fine he sighed  let’s go there 

the place was awesome and it seemed like park jimin made a lot of hard work to run this big party 

you took the drink from taehyung when your eyes met with jimin’s eyes; for some one who saw you before he will notice the trembling of your body but you tried to act normal specially when you found out he actually wasn’t looking at you but he was coming for tae 

“hey bro” he greeted him with a hug while his smile made his half moon eye smile appear it never changed since the day you met him

“this is y/N if you remember”

“oh hi y/N ah you look pretty tonight i hope you enjoy the party

your lips parted and you were sure jimin could feel your cold frozen hand in his that was actually particular 

“taehyung ah i need to go greet the dudes there wait me i’m coming  jimin continued his way to where his friends were 

“you see baby i told you you look gorgeous jimin taste in girls is particular

you were blushing so hard and the fresh drink taehyung just gave to you saved your ass ,you didn’t want him to notice how freaked out you were hearing that compliment 

suddenly every bad thing you heard before disappear you were ready to fight the world now to get what you wanted ,the heat in your cheeks was getting higher and it wasn’t that comfortable 

“oppa excuse me i’m going to the toilet 

“i will be around “

you left him going in the hall way searching for the toilet and it wasn’t that hard to find it you just came in to splash your face with water   when suddenly the door cracked open and Hyerin was the person who came in 

“hey girl she said “

“hey you’re here “

“emm i just make it but i needed to fix my lipstick she said smirking 

“you look beautiful by the way i never see this before you have such big eyes 

you didn’t comment and she felt that you were still feel hurt 

“c’mon girl let’s not be like this , let’s just go have fun okay 

you nodded accepting her hand to pull you out the toilet 

you made your way to where your brother was ,actually he wasn’t alone and hyerin seemed comfortable even her ex boyfriend was there too he was one of tae friends anyway 

you all sat together ,actually a while later you weren’t really focusing with what they were saying or even laughing about because you could easily notice how jimin was eye fucking hyerin the whole time  

you tried to chill and drank your still untouchable bottle convincing your self that that wasn’t what’s going on and that you are thinking wrong 

c’mon guys let’s dance jimin shouted leaving his spot and all of them started their way to the dance floor you didn’t want to join even Hyerin was giving you the what the fuck are you waiting eyes 

you were horrible dancer there is no way you will do this so you just started watching them

hyerin was taking a lot of attention around you could see her melting perfectly into the group she was amazing you could understand now why taehyung told you to make hair waves it was sexy and pretty much better when she danced 

you sighed trying to focus with other faces specially jimin feeling your breath hitched in your throat seeing him that much close of Hyerin and the bitter truth was she was enjoying his touches in her hips they danced together to be honest they were melting together 

you tried to make it positive thinking maybe she was doing something to find a way to talk to him about your feeling but what you were saying could just be something insane 

“why would a pretty girl like you sit here alone? “

you looked up to the man standing there and you gasped

“oh my god hello sunbae how have you been “

he looked confused for a second before shaking your hand 

“honestly i didn’t think you know me , i have to feel more confident now he said grinning hugely to you and you did the same 

“it’s me kim y/N if you remembered i was helping you and the other members in the after school clubs when there is some events 

yoongi brows jumped “holly shit! you look amazing ,i mean i’m sorry i mean you changed when i saw you a while a go i thought you were an other girl you look prettier now 

“thank you you said blushing “

“it’s good to see you around yoongi sunbae “

“i’m glad to meet you too in here ,well you didn’t tell me why are you sitting in here alone ?

“i’m not alone actually but the others are dan..

you suddenly stopped talking  you didnt know if yoongi touch in your shoulder or  that  Hyerin and jimin weren’t in your sight anymore was the reason cold sweat collected in your face 

you tried to stand normally looking around to see where could she go and if he was with her too you tried to be positive and thinking that she was going to do it for you 

meanwhile 

“You’re so gorgeous jimin hissed never stop letting his hands meeting hyerin curves and he grew more confident as she doesn’t push him away

 “I was always eyeing you i think we had to hangout before such a shame right?”

 her high pitched giggles told him she was enjoying what was he doing

 “I’m so interested in you why don’t we take this somewhere better ?” He suggested dropping his head to her

 She kissed him back with the same eagerness ,you can’t have this right ! He is perfect his touch was amazing the way his tongue played with hers this is too much for an idiot like you to have!  She doesn’t feel sorry it was obvious jimin was out of your league he was perfectly fine for someone like her

 Hyerin wrapped her hands around his neck encouraging him to dig his body into hers she could easily feel his grown bulge ..

 "I’m sorry” you gently refused yoongi suggestion to join the dancers but he was totally fine sitting with you

 The place was crowded and every one was having fun you couldn’t stop scanning the place trying to find hyerin around your mind was denying something who said jimin was with her any way ? 

You gulped finally apologizing for yoongi to go for a while He nodded but you didn’t see that

 cracking the marble near the swimming pool for some one thinking right  he would walk carefully near the pool but the shake in your feet was uncontrollable specially when Hyerin appeared you may not recognize jimin because he was wearing a black suit just like every one but her you will never fail to not know her

 They were walking side to side as he wrapped her waste you were about to shout so they would stop their way which was obviously the hall to his huge house but some one already shouted asking you to move away, It was late when you feel your self falling like a dead meat into the pool 

 The cries of the girls outside weren’t heard any more you didn’t know Why your hands and feet were freezing? does your life never mean a thing to you! is it because you were feeling hurt you will let your self die!! doesn’t love supposed to be a reason to live happy why are you already in the bottom? why your eyes started to close and you started to forget who you were 

it was a mental break down but you suddenly felt a strong steady hand pulling you up the same hand giving you gentle massage to pull out the water from your lungs who ever this person was you could still remember how warm and soft his lips were .. 

-

 You felt safe recognizing your familiar bed and own room so you were alive You saw taehyung sitting not too much far of the window but he was next to a familiar face who turned to smile hugely at you as you locked with his eyes 

“ Y/n tae shouted omg finally you re awake are you alright

 "I’m fine ”

“ I dont even know and never want to imagine what could happen to you if yoongi huyng didn’t jump after you in the pool, you were the worst swimmer why didn’t you shout i swear i would hear and come for you 

You hugged him back “don’t tell me you told our parents ”

“ i was about to if you didnt wake up now 

“Sunbae thank you you did me a big favor by saving me

 "It’s nothing i’m happy you are ok and safe”

 the bitter truth hit you when you started remembering the last night still denying the bad thoughts but you really felt anger eating you alive days later when hyerin didn’t show up And didn’t pick up her phone which lead you to her place

 You never think twice about what were you going to ask actually when she appeared you could see how strange the stare in her eyes was

 "What are you doing here?”

  "Did you fuck him? ” The sudden deadly  tone of you made her back up

 “Since when do you talk to me this way

“ "Answer me !what the fuck did you do with jimin ?

 "You know y/n forget about your virgin love story because jimin will never be interested in that, he wanted me not you! just forget him he’s out of tour league..

  You walked out her place trying to gather your self you know she will never leave her room until the mark you left in her cheek disappear so it will be totally fine not seeing her fucking face around for a while 

  Tears finally fell down your cheeks and you struggled to walk properly you stopped hugging your self, for many reason you prayed that it rains so maybe the rain could wash the pain you were feeling, but some one just appeared in your sight 

“ Sunbae you said trying to wipe the tears but you got chocked at how much soaked you were

 "What happened why are you crying ?

 "Nothing it's fine sunbae by the way why are you here "

 " it's where i live he pointed you gasped seeing that all this time he was a neighbor of hyerin

 Yoongi ran his hands to wipe the tears

 "c'mon let me help you” he said taking your hands..

  "Do you want to talk about it? He asked finally sitting beside you you ended up dragged by him to his place and you were thankful he did that

 You bit your lips not knowing if it's ok to tell ..your tears fell again 

“Oh god not again !please he said almost whispering as he reached your jawline again

 "If it's not ok to tell don't but please dont cry”

 something in his eyes looked soft and caring You nodded pressing his hand "i will be ok soon

 "Is it your boyfriend? He asked and you shook your head

 "I don’t have one " you answered 

 "Thanks god he said dropping his lips on yours !!

[nanaxbts]

At the airport

I am in a rush, searching for my boarding pass in my bag and I did not see the person who was staying in front of me, so I bumped in him. I dropped everything from my hand and I bend to collect the stuff from the floor. 

- Excuse me. I hope you are OK. 

- I am sorry for not looking, I am so clumsy. And thank you, I am OK.

He helped me grab my things and when I get up, I see his face. He is a stunning man, staying in front of me, looking at me, I freeze:

-Thaaann.. nk you. I need to get gooo.. ing, I am in a rush. 

-You are welcome. Take Care. 

And gives me the biggest smile. I was almost melting. I leave and just turn to look one more time. He looks so good even from behind, but that face I will not forget it for a long time. 

One hour later I am in the place, staring on the window, listening to music and thinking about everything is going to happen, a new life in a new country, so far away from home. 

I was so deep in my thoughts that I did not noticed when someone sits next to me. I feel that someone takes out one of my earphones, I turn and cannot believe my eyes, the guy from earlier is sitting next to me. 

- Sorry to interrupt you. Do you remember me? he smiled.

- Yes, of course. I bumped in you earlier and then running because of embarrassment. and hide your face.

-I guess is destiny. Now I sit next to you. 

I am staring at him, I am surprised he doesn’t say anything or that I am creepy.  I'm practically drooling.. 

- Yes, is kinda funny. I hope I won’t embarrass myself again.

- I am Jimin, by the way. I forgot to introduce myself.

- I am Y/N. Nice to meet you, Jimin. 

- I guess we are stuck with each other for the next 10 hours. 

- I don’t mind it when is a nice company.

We both start laughing. 

- So what brings you to Korea?

- I will actually move to Seoul with my work. 

- Ohh.. that is so nice. What are you working?

- I am going to be the Head of Graphic Design Department at Wevio. What about you?

- That is really nice. Sounds really interesting. I am actually a singer, a member of BTS, K-pop band. 

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We talked about ourselves for a couple of hours until we feel asleep. But I think I am staring to crush on him so much, wondering if I am not obvious. When I wake up, he is sitting on my lap, do not know how he ended up there but I do not wanna disturb him so I just stare at him even more.

To be continued...