#jganshi

[petalwhip]

" i wanna go to super turbo gay hell for you "

fruit (derogatory) 

[unbrxakxble]

jganshi​:

(  Mean?  It’s  an  observation.  Then  again,  the  voices  of  others  were  rarely  pleasant  to  the  fire  apparition———————-  let  alone  voices  that  they  did  not  engage  with  prior  to  whatever  boisterous  situation  they  were  discussing  to  themselves  about.  Truly,  the  keen  senses  of  a  demon  were  too  much  sometimes.  All atop  an  added  heightening  of  hearing  growing  up  in  the  forests  of  the  Makai.  Whatever.  It  didn’t  matter.  They  rolled  their  eyes,  completely  uncaring  for  whatever  weak  rebuttal  they  had  uttered  towards  Hiei.  Insults  hardly  meant  anything—————–  actions  always  spoke  louder  than  words.  However,  lack  of  words  spoke  a  certain  energy  as  well.  )

❝      Hn.        ❞    (  And  with  that,  he  proceeds  to  pay  more  attention  to  the  dirt  that  were  underneath  his  talon-like  nails.  Perhaps  he  should  trim  these…  )

“Ah well excuse me, maybe i shouldn’t be so mean myself, its not like we know each other after all.” 

Honestly who lost this little goblin? Jung’s not one to judge but there were just oddity’s around and he always had the joy of encountering them, he really needed to learn to avoid situations.

“Since i was a bit rude to you, hows about i make it up to you.”

[loveoaths]

@jganshi​ asked: 🍐🍓 (pear and strawberry!)                                                                                        ( meme. )

🍐  :    how intelligent is my muse overall?  are they smarter than the average person,  or less than?  are they primarily self-taught,  or did they acquire most of their knowledge in school?  are they more street smart or book smart?  

hmm! i’ve touched on haku’s intelligence in the past, but it never hurts to reiterate.

haku is canonically a genius shinobi prodigy. however, in awful terrible no-good narutoland, the only intelligence that is truly measured is military intelligence. think about it: with the rare exception of, say, neij ( i believe? ), every shinobi who is considered a genius is kind of fucking stupid off the battlefield. outside of battle prowess and military strategy, there’s no consideration of other forms of intelligence. that’s why sasuke’s called a genius during the chunin exams despite not being able to confidently answer the questions on the test, while sakura and hinata -- who easily finish the exam -- are considered average.

i mention this all in order to say that haku is more than just skilled on the battlefield. haku is emotionally and socially intelligent and is definitely smarter than they average person because they’ve had to learn how to understand people in order to survive.

however, prior to joining konoha, haku’s literacy and booksmarts were both narrow and specific due to their training in the buntai corps. they could read and write, but their vocabulary was composed of common speech and highly specialized jargon. aka, haku knew the organ inside your ear is called the cochlea and knew five ways to rupture it without laying a hand on you, and they could give you a summary of all of top-tier bounties in the bingo book, but they wouldn’t know anything about, say, more advanced technology. what the fuck is a cellphone. 

haku learned how to read and write basic characters from their mother before she died, and their tutelage was continued under zabuza and by the buntai. the knowledge they have outside of the shinobi realm ( as well as some plant medicines, their clan’s techniques ) were all self-taught from stolen books and scrolls.

haku is more streetsmart than booksmart, but they are working hard to lessen the gap between the two! if anyone feels like mentoring them .... :eyemojis:

🍓  :    how is my muse typically seen by others?  does it ring true to who they really are?  does their reputation matter to them?  

oh boy, people read haku wrong allllll the time.

the tendency to reduce them to “nice sweet cinnamonroll” is second to none. it’s something haku has come to expect, and they now use it to their advantage when necessary. more on that here.

there’s definitely truth in it. haku is a legitimately kind, nice person who cares for others and wishes for a world where violence is purposeless. they are warm and gentle and loving and compassionate!

however, haku is also a mercenary and a killer. they are deeply traumatized in ways they are still untangling. they have a higher capacity for cruelty and violence than people might expect. they are slow to anger, but when they snap, they snap. they are a neutral good, and they have done and will do things considered morally reprehensible if necessary. 

haku is also stubborn, determined, willful, and not submissive or subservient. they are devoted and loyal, but they aren’t stupid or a blind follower. haku is sharp-witted and territorial. they have an arrogant streak and can be prone to jealousy. they are spontaneous and impulsive at odd times. they struggle to tell people what they are struggling with, despite their ability to be quite blunt with others when people least expect it. they have a playful, dark, macabre sense of humor, and they are mischievous and prone to laughter. they enjoy praise and attention and will sometimes seek both in unhealthy ways. they are prone to social self-sabotage when they are feeling low. they have mental health problems. most people don’t see these sides of them, because haku is a private extrovert. it’s hard for them to let people see every part of who they are, despite their intense craving to have someone(s) to be totally vulnerable with. they’re secretive, yet generally quite honest with others; when they do lie, it’s usually in the form of undivulged information or a half-truth/omission rather than a full-on lie. tl;dr: there’s so much to haku. they’re a whole ass human being.

their reputation does matter to them! they take pride in being spoken of highly.

[bodygard-a]

IT’S MOST DEFINITELY the hair that had garnered his attention and Tora can’t help but stare, thoughts frantically in pursuit of an explanation. ‘ How do you keep it up like that ? ’

@jganshi

[cherrywished]

[ 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐄𝐋𝐃 ] // for mi kyong !

@jganshi  [ 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐄𝐋𝐃 ] my muse steps protectively in front of yours

buzzing all around you , unable to differentiate shapes from one another nor the screaming figure that laid above you. even moving around cause immense pain that was enough to make you throw up from the sensation alone , gripping at your stomach from halting you to expose your insides quite literally. perhaps , you've grown soft , such a thought absolutely destroyed your psyche. oh how you yearned to completely rip to shreds whoever dared to strike your path , still , risking to fall into corruption wasn't worth such consequences. its when your mind is finally piecing together the picture in front your blue eyes , looking up to see the back of someone else. pray tell , was that hiei ? the fire demon whom you'd befriended not too long ago , seemed like yesterday the two of you were sharing mundane laughter with one another.

the nightmare had ended , kneeling in front of you. rough hands brush against your own red locks , mumbling about looking a mess. even black marks were forming all over your body , seemed like you'd let out too much rage on your part mi kyong doesn't it ? ❛ you really , really know when to catch me at a bad time . don't you , hi-tan . ❜ taking the hand offered to you , stumbling here & there , at long last gaining balance.

❛ explaining is too much of a bother , how about I just agree to tell you next time we make smores together ? ahh... you really saved me , I don't know what I would've done without you hiei. ❜ the omittance without the nickname , truly indicates how genuine mi kyong's were. resting her head on his back , a rather strange sight , considering the height difference. just for a while , mi kyong wished to rely on her friend like this a little longer.

[jnenju]

if i'm handed one more thing to read by them, i'm resorting to biting without a second thought

❝      or  you  can  bring  it  to  me    &    i’ll  read  it  for  you .      ❞        was  there  any  reasoning  with  them  ?      well  ,    there’s  enough  kinship  between  them  for  at  least  some  sense  of  obligation  to  try  to  ;      if  fate  has  the  worst  case  scenario  hung  by  her  pendulum  swung  𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝  𝚊𝚝  𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖  ,    a  bite  could  be  a  minor  offense  or  the  icing  on  a  multilayered  cake  of  crimes  they’ve  commit  ——  —  -    &    if  hiei’s  back  on  reikai’s  shitlist  there’s  an  uncanny  probability  kurama  would  end  up  following  suit .        ❝      just  don’t  expect  me  to  try    &    reason  with  koenma  if  you  get  into  trouble  ,    i  might  just  end  up  agreeing  with  him .      ❞

[ironharvests]

hi i love you and i’m glad we get to talk more again via anime 🤣🤣 i hope 2021 treats you well!!!

thank u benz....... ur a total freak and i adore u :)

[calpio]

" Here- " throws a tiny wood sheep at him. he was in the woods whittling at wood and remembered it was his birthday. " you were born today, weren't you? " // ALSO IGNORE THAT I REFOLLOWED- I WENT TO HIT ASK AND HIT UNFOLLOW KAJSLDFHASDKFJA

                           there’s    a    feeling    that    carries    forth    when    yuuta    was    with    hiei     ,     sure      ...     it    was    warm    ,    and    comforting    ,    even    if    they     reek    of     carnage    and    despair    .     it    was    tragic    ,    with    that    lost     look     in     crimson    eyes    ,    alert    and    distant    .     yet    ,    yuuta    appreciated    the    company    ...     even    if    it    was    gruesome    at    times    .     a     plastic    bag    ‘round    wrist    ,    and    a    pork    bun    within    fanged    mouth     ,     wisteria    gaze    only    opens    slightly    bigger    seeing    the    other     ...     how    curious    ,    could    they    tell     she    was    thinking    of    them    ?    taking    the    bun    out    ,    placing    it    back    in    the    bag     ,     would    he    give    the    normal    greeting    :     “     hicchi    ,    how    are    youuuu    ——       w  -  wah    ?!   “     it’s    when    they    toss    the    sheep     ,    would    hands    stammer    to    catch     the    woodwork     .

                      looking    down    ,     it    was    rather    cute     ...     it    had    intricate    detail    ,    even    down    to    the   curled    horns     .    ‘    you    were    born    today    ,    weren’t    you    ?    ‘     so    ,     they     remembered    ...     it’s    amusing    ,    even    if     they’re    not    that    close     ,     he    can    still    feel    the    warmth    that    resonates    even    to     fingertips     .     yeah    ,    it    was    his    birthday     ...     call    it    selfish     ,    but    it’s    when    yuuta    would    desire    the    people    closest    to     him    to    be    near    ...     that’s    when     she    would     bring    it    close    ‘gainst    chest     ,     a    warm    smile    overtook     lips    ,    and     gaze    shifts    back    to     the    other    ...     a    way    to    say    thank    you    ,    appreciating    the    thought    ...     hopefully    ,    they    caught    it    .

                    “    ...     ehehe    ~    thank   you   ,   hicchi   ~   “      hand    would    dig    at    the   plastic    bag    ,    to    toss    another    pork     bun     .     watching    them    catch    it    ,    “    yep    ,    and    for   my    birthday    ,    we’re    gonna    hang    out    all    day    ♪     fair    deal    ?    but    first    ...    i    gotta    think     of    a    name    for    this    little    guy    ~    “                                @jganshi          +     birthday  asks   !

[urmshi]

*bites into the ghost pepper without flinching* what's wrong??? can't eat a ghost pepper without crying??? little baby gonna go into the emergency room again???? gonna piss your pants too????

fuck you hand me that pepper

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[nephils-archive]

                                   wlw / mlm hostility or solidarity up for debate / @jganshi​

                 ❝   listen, listen, listen   everything   about   my   look   is   catered   to   women.   i’m   trying   so   hard,   to   tell   girls   that   i   am   a   femme   and   that   i   like   them.   ❞

[unbrxakxble]

@jganshi​ asked:  " The sound of your voice is possibly the third most grating noise I've had the displeasure to hear. Take that as you will. "

Unprompted [Always Accepting]

“Eh? you hear one thing from me and you decide to take it as a personal attack? aren’t you a dick.” his tones dripping with how much he doesn’t care about the others words.

“Or are you just an idiot and don’t realize how mean you sound?” curiosity peeking his words this time, he didn’t like the feeling of this one.

[loveoaths]

@jganshi​   //   HIEI.

❛    Apologize.     ❜

gone is the warm-hearted soul with the countenance of an angel; in the face of indecency, he is a portrait of cold, icy fury. lithe fingers fist the fabric around the demon’s collar, hauling the startled drunk from his stool with a yelp, his piteous cry swallowed by stunned lungs when haku EASILY slams the demon twice their size to the ground. wooden geta press harshly against the blubbering fool’s quivering neck, grinding the idiot’s surprised face into the spit-and-tobacco-sluiced dirt.

❛     You will apologize to Hiei-san, dog.    ❜ haku crouches close to the demon’s ear, not so much as blinking at his fruitless struggles for freedom.

❛   Now.   ❜

[cherrywished]

"If you get any marshmallow dripping into my hair, I'm burning the remainder of them AND your hand to a charred crisp." / for mi kyong u_u

unprompted ! always accepting @jganshi

❛ hi-tan , you worry wayy too much ! plus your flames burn so hot anyways , you really shouldn't worry about it dripping! ❜ water barriers wrap so carefully around delicate hands , it wasn't as if mi kyong couldn't endure being burned but more so , their affinity to the ocean & water didn't make such pain exactly a fun experience. glancing at the flames dance , what an odd situation to be put in. just yesterday , mi kyong could recall both herself & hiei dancing to the perries of their blades. both completely worn down and ready to slay the other , mi kyong who was informed to eliminate any threats to the humans and Hiei simply wishing to find a strong opponent once again. ❛ its done !! here's your share , hi-tan ! my turn my turn! ❜ beginning to hum a familiar tune , you aren't sure to where you first hurt this song. although its become a rather daily routine for you , hasn't it mi kyong ?

[jnenju]

@jganshi​ said :  “ stop acting so nonchalant about getting hurt or killed ”

❝      i  don’t  think  you’d  enjoy  if  i  made  a  scene  of  it  either .      ❞        much  like  the  surface  of  still  waters  fail  to  reflect  on  aphotic  turmoil ,    his  irritation  merely  broods  furtive  in  the  crease  of  his  timbre  ,    akin  to  a  whetted  blade  pressed  in  the  hollows  of  his  ribcage .      they’ve  seen  worse  than  this  :    a  scuffle  comparable  to  one  of  yusuke’s  petty  streetgrapples  cherry  -  topped  with  the  jerrybuilt  precinct  incapable  of  outdistancing  itself  from  the  decay  it  held  such  affinity  for  ,    cloyingly  laughable  a  world  away  from  gore  -  smeared  audiences    &&    providential  stadium  lights  guttered  through  a  ribald  fenceline  of  cacophony    /    the  fleetingly  mundane  before  a  roulette  of  atrocities  against  every  preceding  offense  left  soaking  in  sunlight . 

he  strikes  a  match  in  the  gray  night  dimming  away  with  the  onset  of  a  hazy  glaucoma .    the  bloom  of  light  between  the  sleazy  grots  of  buildings  clove  with  grains  of  sediment  like  comets  illuminating  the  dust  -  wedged  trim  boards    &&    striae  fossil  bones  routinely  stamped  further  in  their  flues  by  a  myriad  of  now  absent  feet  glistening  anonymously  ,    where  in  that  hazy  yellow  leur  he  examines  three  black  rivulets  descending  from  a  wound  that  resembles   tar  welling  ,    deltaed  ,    rejoined    &&    shot  precipitously  down  the  side  of  his  leg .        ❝      that’s  the  worst  of  it  ,    the  others  aren’t  any  worse  than  scratches .      ❞        his  undoing  ,    no  more  painful  than  his  friend’s  lambasting  muffled  amid  a  ricochet  of  tintinnabulation  collecting  on  the  surface  of  one  steel  railing    &&    jumping  onto  the  next .        ❝      unless  you  have  any  other  ideas  ,    we’re  both  likely  to  end  up  with  a  few  more  injuries .      ❞

[kleinemeine-m]

      ❝ c.... can i help you...? ❞  they tripped on their words to the being before them. the supposed teen was just on their way back home, but now there was anxiety in every cell of their’s. who was before them was a demon. they know that. but do they know they’re not human too? are they hiding their energy well still?

@jganshi​​

[calpio]

“ what the fuck does that even mean ? that string of words is just nonsense to me . ”

                           “      eh    ?     which    part    ?     hicchi    ,    i    promise    it’s    not    that    complicated    !    “     the    two     sat    on    the    grassy     floor     ,     perhaps     yuuta    getting     lost     once     more     ‘round    and    ‘round    the     path    .    he    was    ‘    sure    he    didn’t    pass    by    that    exact    rock     ten    times    ‘    ...     seems    like     it     carried     fate     towards     hiei     .     the    deck     of    cards    shuffled    ,    for    the    most     part     ,     and     seven    cards    in     front    of    the    two    .

                         “     welllll     ...     you    can    either    put    a     red    or    a     seven   of    another    color  ,     ‘cause    this     card    is    a    red     seven    ,     y’know    ?     “     perhaps    this    game    would    fit    best    with    others    ...      “    but    if    you’re    confused    on    how    i    got    lost     ,    ummm     ...     teehee    ☆     i    kinda    went    wooosh    ,    then    wobobobob    ,    then    plop     ...    now     i’m    here    .     “      other’s    mien    still    portrayed    the     exact    sentiment    as    before    ,    and    all    yuuta    could    do    was    smile     sheepishly    ,    as    always     ...     perhaps    ,    this     explanation    was    best     left    in    the    past     .

                         “    also    ,    hicchi    ...    try   not    to     eat     this    pack    of    cards    just   because    you     were    losing     ----------     aah     ??    no    way    ,    you    were    definitely    losing    !    ahaha    ~    “      once    again    ,   bickering     over     the     little    things     ...    even    if    hiei    wasn’t    keen    on    human    games    ,    there    was    always    a    glimmer    of     determination     ...    how     admirable    .

                            “    well    ,    i’m    gonna    win    again    anyways     ~     let’s    have    a    fair    match    !     ♪    “                               @jganshi