#jesus fucking christ that was so horrible
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"But what about-" See above.
"But what if-" Aye, that as well.
"Okay, but-" You're not getting me.
It doesn't matter if it's obscene fetish with a grocery list's worth of squick warnings hacksawed onto it. It doesn't matter if it's so so so so incredibly niche that maybe one in 1.3 million people MIGHT have a CHANCE to get it. It doesn't matter if it's problematic, poorly written, objectively horrible, good, bad, Oscar worthy, non-oscar worthy, literally pig swill distilled into written word or whatever. I cannot even BEGIN to tell you just how much it literally absolutely does not fucking matter.
You have the ability to write. Contained within this ability is the ability to think, do, say, want, need, see, and experience ANYTHING, EVER, WHENEVER, HOWEVER, WHYEVER.
Do you want to write a story about some guy reincarnating as Jesus Christ in space and going back in time to punch god in the face? Sure, go for it. Run with it, even. Get even more obscene with it. Throw Buddha in there somewhere.
Want to write something so honestly revolting to even glance at that I can't provide examples on pain of a slow death at the hands of an angry mob? Go right on ahead. The only people judging here are the people that aren't reading it, and if they still read it to judge, well, that says something more about them than it does you.
Dost thou wish-eh to-eth write-eth a story-eth where it's just a fish flopping around on the ground for three pages and dying in needlessly graphic detail? Shit, man, sure thing, absolutely. Evocative piscine agony for three pages and change in a row sounds right up somebody's alley somewhere.
It doesn't matter.
Write.
Please. For the love of God. Put yourself out there. Make something. Let the walls down. Write. Create. Exist. Take up space. I'm begging you.
Judging voices only have so much power as you're willing to give them. Write what you want to write why you want to write it how you want to write it when you want to write it for your own bloody reasons and justify yourself to nobody, ever.
Write.
That is all.
If u want to write a story about a character that’s just you but hotter with a dark twisted backstory and magical powers and a pet falcon or something, I think u should just go ahead and do that. Who’s gonna stop you? The government?? Fuck the police.
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just woke up from the most horrific nightmare
#jesus fucking christ that was so horrible#well im awake now. im exhausted but i wont be trying to sleep again after all that shit
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Accidentally ate a sugar free pudding cup. Took IBS meds immediately but fear it may not be enough to prevent whatever is about to happen.
Anything with alcohol sugars, artificial sweeteners, and added "prebiotic" fiber should be in plain bright orange packaging with huge warnings. That shit is fucking diabolical.
#i had a burger earlier too#jesus christ i realize there is a demand for this shit but it should not be this easy to grab the wrong thing#mannitol should be banned outright#and whatever asshole decided that inulin should be in dairy free ice cream needs to be beaten with a bag of frozen rats#yes i know inulin is not a sugar alcohol but it is sneaky and called about a hundred different things with no consistency required#and it is a HORRIBLE ibs trigger#and again mannitol#the sugar alcohol so bad that they use it to fuck you up before some upper GI imaging and it makes a lot of patients throw up#like#i had 5 tiny little candies with mannitol in them and was a MESS for 24 hours#i will physically retaliate against anyone asking me to drink a large amount of it for medical purposes
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catch u on the flipside 😘✨
(cleaned up sketch under the cut because i kinda liked it a lot. please ignore the shoes i couldn't be bothered to fix them. it's all sketchy and weird just PLEASE b nice 2 me...)
#except dont because the game sucked ass#if someone makes their own flipside please let me know. my poor babygirl jecka#class of 09#co09#jecka#jecka class of 09#this was a big leap from my usual stuff but i fuck with it!!!#like most of my drawings uploaded here are... battamonda and like#they're so cool toned and stuff#jeckas all pink and blonde and bright#shes so good#i'm doing these for all of the class of 09 girlies. i think i'll polish emilys off next. or nicole.#the flipside is horrible except for the 7 seconds bullying joke#and ari with the hello kitty stud belt#and jecka putting a stick under crispins razor scooter lmao#AND emo jecka my love#SPOILERS BTW#the uh jecka death ending was so haunting like jesus#very ooc. ik nicole is fucked up but it wouldn't have gotten that far... she would have bullied the shit out of jeffrey for that#what else was uhh good#the jeckari kiss! fuck yeah!#anyway jesus christ imagine making a game bad on purpose bc you hate people shipping characters who flirt all the time#couldn't be me love
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lying in the dirt thinking about how they made jason the impulsive brash bat when thats cass.
"the bat that punch first and asks questions later" thats cass thats casssssss
Cass' way of dealing with steph for a long while was just to knock her out and run off girl just does what she wants and I love her for it
#ask#anon#also someone on that post mentioned how long jasons shopping list is#bc he probably does so much pre planning into best cheapest products#and yeah you cant convince me jason isn't one of those pro coupon people#he probably started with Catherine and now he just loves doing it#also off topic#but absolutely fucking horrible day at work today#i knew September was gonna be a shit show but Jesus fucking christ did not realise itd be so soon#this month is gonna kick my ass someone send help plz
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there IS something very funny about AU luz's "unusual permissiveness" with hunter hearkening back to their childhoods. luz out here like "hunter can do literally anything he wants forever because i do not have as many rules as my tragically late father and i think hunter should have nice things" and then it's like
amity: he's terrorizing the scouts.
luz: he is a friend and a boy :)
amity: he's a BITCH--
luz: --and i like him so much :D
#*this is a shitpost and not true canon. in the actual canon luz is more like 'i'm so fucking sorry. jesus fucking christ'#'he should not have said or done any of that. are you okay????'#but as usual. stay with me for the bit. he is a friend and a boy.#toh#princess luz au#horrible mindscape trauma pals#shitty idiot repression gang#and who is that other witch
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hey y'all wanna see a "AI prompt gone terribly wrong coincidentally creates a peak horror creature design?"
(I was looking through google images for pictures of a real life dog skull for art reference and instead this fucking thing popped up. I believe the prompt was "artistic depiction of a dog's skull)
just what the fuck is that
#i hate this so much but also I love it#it's like out of a goddamn cronenberg movie or something#gross fucking thing#like. it's just the right kind of misshapen to immediately make it clear it's *supposed* to be a dog but somehow became so horribly twisted#like it's almost on the level of the bear from Annihilation#jesus fucking christ i love this#you know what#you know what actually#i'm using this thing. it's AI art it doesn't fall under copyright or anything no? it's mine now /hj#anyway#roky ďábla#it's absolutely perfect for my fallout-esque nuclear postapocalyptic slavic horror setting
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//content warning: (fake! its just a 3d modeled cartoon!) corpse, talk of an infected cog eating a toon (and maybe other cogs), survivors guilt. this is like, kinda fucked up in a multitude of ways. sorry, flint's perspective is a horrifying perspective! wont stay buried.
flint's internal clock ticked wildly in his chest. oh my cog.
oh my cog he really just did that. he's done it time and time again but oh my cog.
flint kept the gun trained on tumbles, just in case he showed any signs of life. he had to do this. he had to do this for him. there was no other way.
even as the light faded from tumbles' eyes, as his head completely drained of ink, those pupils still were focused on flint. staring down the barrel of what was once his own gun, but turned against him. flint knew it was just the way tumbles fell, there was no soul or mind behind those eyes anymore. but still.
it never got easier.
but there was a job to do, and flint had become very familiar with that job since... well, yeah. uh, step one. loot tumbles of all he's worth.
flint grabbed the backpack from tumbles's corpse and dumped it out onto a table. weapons... medicine... bottles of water... trinkets... all stuff he could potentially use or just... use to decorate. great. great haul. he also took tumbles's sunglasses off the floor and added it to the pile. they were cute sunglasses. flint then began to steal tumbles's clothes. sure, toon clothes couldn't ever begin to fit flint or graham but they did make excellent rags. besides, graham wasn't exactly the biggest fan of chewing through cloth. the fact that he had stopped trying to eat flint's arm was proof of that... and the bite scars painting flint's arm was proof of that proof of that.
with all the gathered loot from tumbles in their respective places, flint began step two. clean the crime scene. flint propped tumbles up against the wall, in a way where he'd only continue to bleed onto himself and not onto the floor. getting the ink out of the carpet... flint couldn't tell if it was worse than getting motor oil out of the carpet. both stained it horribly, so flint has to act fast before in completely soaked into it and dried. luckily, tumbles's ink was a close match in color, so flint could afford to miss a few spots. nobody in the near future would notice a slight offshade blotch on the ground, at least not until it was far too late for them.
with that step done, it was time for flint to be the best boyfriend and move onto step three. feed. grabbing tumbles by the invisible arm, flint carried the food down the stairs again. his flames naturally lit up the dark cellar, quickly drawing the attention of graham. oh, graham. why did you have to get bit when running from the luxury suites and textiles district to the coal and ice district. why didn't you fucking tell flint. why did you think your processors could naturally fight off the disease, were you scared your leg would have to be amputated? your legs would better off be amputated now, with the state they were in. all twisted and atrophied like that, they looked more like bones than legs.
flint surveyed the last "sacrifice" he bestowed upon his boyfriend, cosmo. his shell was gone, just a skelecog now. flint tried not to think about how he knew that guy once. whatever helped keep graham from starving, whatever helped stall for another day in the frantic hopes for a cure.
flint knelt down in front of graham's crawling form, caressing his sunken in and half-torn open cheek. it'll all be over soon, i promise. someone will find a cure, someone will soon. and then they can go back to being happy as usual, and everyone will forgive flint for his crimes against both toon and suitkind... because it was a crime of love. truly. what was he meant to do? let graham die? PUT GRAHAM OUT OF HIS MISERY? what if he put graham out of his misery a day before a cure was discovered, that'd be horrible! he wouldn't. couldn't.
graham made a hollow groaning noise. flint took that as a good thing.
flint set the food down on the ground, pressed a kiss against graham's forehead, and walked back up the stairs. he tried not to listen to the tearing and frantic gulping sounds. once back up the stairs, flint closed the trapdoor and sat on top of it, trying desperately to continue to excuse all the horrible shit he did, has done, and will continue to do. the daily sob settled in.
why did i have to be immune.
#flint pov#imgposting#today in “jesus fucking christ”... THIS!!! this felt horrible and so uncomfortable to write.#but HEYYYY I GOT TO COMPLETE THE LYRIC FROM THE TITLE FROM WHEN FLINT FLINTED ALL OVER TUMBLES#the zombie song <3#ttcc au#infection au#toontown au
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shoutout to @shirajellyfish for writing the most incredibly terrifying piece of literature i have ever read!!!!!!!!!! i have experienced the full spectrum of human emotion reading their fic. my god
#i see you sundrop#dca#fnaf dca#my art#fnafsb#ok to rb#couldnt find a visual ref for riley so im just guessin#this fic scared me more than anything fnaf related ever has.#jesus fucking christ#the heart rate meme but the maximum is the chapter summary being from rileys pov and knowing something HORRIBLE is about to happen.#chica...
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I am going to murder every mathematician that made this class what it is
#personal#college#I have enough points in this class to pass so I could give less of a fuck how horribly I fail the next test#But jesus christ#The teacher admits every other chapter we will probably never use this again outside of a classroom#So once a week I have this guy saying “Yeah this is for a grade but a waste of time”#i am so tired#I dont think 2/3 of my required classes this semester should be so open about how they aren't helping us#I understand why 75% of the class is gone since attendance isnt required
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fascinated by how the asoiaf fandom refuses to have any nuance in the books that r entirely based on different perspectives
#asoiaf#fascinating.#this is 100% abt the lyanna elia rhsegar thing bc jesus fucking christ#yes rhaegar cheated on elia and so did cersei and robert and tyrion on sansa too#its almost like rhaegar had a prophesy fuck him in the head since childhood👀 almost like he and elia were an arranged marriage👀 almost#like he didnt love her👀#like bffr what happened to elia was horrible but its nothing new why r ppl so surprised there was little love in a marriage neither wanted#like have you READ the books nearly every character didnt want their spouse but politics#elia didnt deserve that and neither did her children but dont blame rhaegar for something lannister soldiers did#a song of ice and fire#valyrianscrolls#and god the kingsguard part annoys me sm. yes he took kingsguard with him when he went off to fight#bc kingsguard are a fucking asset to the millitary#anyhow. same is applied to arya and sansa#yes sansa was mean to arya but also: shes 11. a child promised that shell be queen if she acts good and if joff and cersei like her#because of arya sansa's direwolf lady was killed when lady did nothing wrong#and it wasnt arya's fault either bc arya was defending her friend and herself too#but obv sansa was upset and crying. shes 11. ofc she'd say that she wanted arya to die instead of lady she was a CHILD#letd be clear if arya died sansa 100% would've been as or even more upset than when lady or even ned died#sansa and her friends teased arya for having a horse's face. ok. kids r mean? wow
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Hi, I'm sorry for bringing up old topics, but I was looking thru your post bringing awareness about the person that harassed you, and I saw that a certain person (Dynamicsimp) had responded! I think your actions towards them were not very nice, and to be honest I feel like that person's actions toward you was deserved. Dynamicsimp is a very nice person to even bother sending you such a kind message
So, respectfully, you deserved everything that happened to you, and I hope worst happens ^°^
I'm like 99% sure the comment that particular person left was deleted at some point, no idea why but also go off I guess? I really don't know why you're still bitching about your "dear precious idol" like I don't give a fuck??
And respectfully, even if the comment isn't there anymore, I still remember it; "I know you don't like me much but I hope you're okay :(" and that's not really something that tells me you're offering condolences, it's just sounds like you're making me feel worst, so was that really extended kindness? You tell me. I for one wouldn't tell someone something like that but whatever, what do I know. I'm just the guy that made a post based on impulsive judgement and deleted the post, yet the idol's fans still come to yap at me despite owning up to the situation.
Idk what to tell you anymore dawg. I just have to say that you're not really helping me like your dear precious idol. The more I keep seeing these asks in my inbox despite the original post getting deleted, the more I'm going to hate your idol until you stop. Every single hate comment I get for this is only making me despise them to my core.
That's all I'm going to say to you. I'm too busy bleeding out to actually bitch back at you.
Also adding this to my list of reasons to hate this god forsaken bitch fandom hoorayy
#ㅤㅤㅤໂ♥︎̼̻𓈒ིུ𖥨᩠ׄ݁ field of flowers 🌸#anon#lmk shadowpeach#can you guys tell. i am positively exhausted#“o-oh you made this post i hate you” kiss my ass#full offense idgaf i owned up to my own wrongs and if you're still bitching at me then have at it#and considering the comment i got from them was in my horrible mental state at the time “oh i know you don't like me” that didn't help me#-feel better at them at all#so that comment and the bitch ass fans has only served to make me dislike them more.#leave#me#the#fcm#alone#jesus christ bro#no one cares#go harass the people that made the whole bullshit to begin with and fuck off??#god
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aurghhh ok still rewatching '97 and the way guts and casca only have the room to breathe and really come to understand and care for each other in griffith's absence because he has such a strong hold over them both.... and the way their mutual dedication to him is what causes them to bicker for years (casca thinks he's not serving him well enough, guts thinks she doesn't get that he cares/how much he cares, casca's jealousy over griffith's feelings for guts, how he won his heart without even trying or being aware of it or doing anything with it) and is also a big part of what brings them together (earlier when guts deviates from the plan to save griffith and she commends him, in the cave casca opening up about griffith and her's past, showing that vulnerability, while it's mostly confrontational, leads to guts kinda getting her better, and his efforts to save and protect her (falling off the cliff with her, taking on the 100 men so she can escape, encouraging her to return to griffith so she can help him because it's what she feels she's meant to do (her dream, the direction in life guts shares and yet is questioning because of griffith's speech at the fountain, whether or not it's enough to serve him if it means he'll never be a true friend in griffith's eyes because he's not an equal), supporting the idea of her being with griffith/being his most important person like he won't because he doesn't view it as a competition like she has been since day one) leading to her realizing that he's kind of not that bad a guy and they have a lot more in common that she thought. and how the bonfire of dreams conversation is guts opening up to her in kind, the answer to her talking about how griffith saved her, how she feels. how neither of them ever call it love but it's something they know they both have for griffith. how it's something they're beginning to have for each other, different in ways they couldn't put a word to. because they're equals this time. the way griffith kind of becomes less and less important as they find other reasons to live and fight, as they become less singularly obsessed with him. how griffith is unable to stand it, guts' personhood, that agency and peer-to-peer equality he claimed to want (and perhaps truly did) that disappeared guts from his life, his plans, his side. how it barely even matters to griffith how casca changes because he never wanted her like she wanted him. god i can't fucking stand their shakespearean nonsense drama (<- hopelessly in love with their interpersonal dynamics)
#god they're the only healthy part of this unholy mind-palace love triangle/throuple aren't they#they could have been the worst qpr/throuple in your social circle. like just insufferable when they're not getting along#if griffith hadn't [oh god oh fuck oh jesus christ] all over everything even remotely good in his life anyway#poor casca's in love with a gay man and then falls for his not-quite-boyfriend and when not-quite-boyfriend reciprocates said gay man fucki#g. Does The Eclipse Stuff. at least partially to get back at you two. oh my godd#i'm sorry i'm so not normal about them. it's starting to leak out into the blog bc i'm finally having a Berserk Moment since starting tumbl#but whewwwww. gotta get this outta my system#hope this wall of text makes sense oops <3#berserk#berserk 1997#how do i even tag their thang. their disastrous just horrible agonizing 3 guy dynamic. hm.#gutsca#griffguts#don't even know if anyone tags for griffith and casca. fair because 1) he raped her. yikes 2) he just straight up isn't into her#and i don't know if there's a tag for the three of them but trial and error led to nothing#but i wanna talk about their dynamic. their. (gestures wildly) whatever. it's not about thinking griffith should kiss anyone it's about lik#the agony. the pining and the torment and whatever miura so beautifully crafted for me specifically. sheesh#hope it's clear that i Don't Want Them To Be An Uwu Little Polycule Bc Casca Should Not Be In A Cutesy Throuple With Her Rapist#it's more that i think they kind of are or almost are part of this (gestures wildly again). Thing. with each other and i wanna talk about i#same with griffguts like oh man they should NOT be in a relationship. but i have this deep intense Need to study them and frankly they're#kind of crazy about each other for a while. like they care about each other so so much it's crucial to all three of their characters.#so it's kind of unavoidable. and i wanna talk about it. and have this read by people who also want to talk about it. yeah? yeah.#(and yeah i think griffith raping casca was about her and guts. like 'fuck you for making him okay with leaving me' type of vibe. even#though it wasn't her fault he's just. god. but it sure as hell isn't Mostly about casca because griffith's making eye contact like the Whol#time with guts. he makes him watch. it's just. shooooooooooo aughhhhghhghh fucking. jesus christ. that or it's the fear that his two most#important pawns are going to leave him Together and he just. can't deal with that. especially after the torture internment thing.#he's so weak and he was so close to his dream and now it's falling apart and they're leaving him and he can't even move. it's about making#damn sure they can't escape him or forget him ever again.#or maybe it's even a 'you can't have her she's mine' to guts but it's still largely like. spiteful/about possessing her as a soldier/human#because i don't think you could convince me it's about having her as a lover or about controlling/hurting/possessing her body.)
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you know what? at least he got his wedding. i guess ,
#liz blogs#knight rider#knight rider spoilers#kr#knight rider liveblog#stevie makes me so fucking sad you dont understand. you dont understand. oh my god.#''at least i could always run into you at the supermarket'' ''thats how i do it too'' yeah. yeah. about that. uh. um. not. anymoRE#oh my god. at least they finally got their wedding. oh m y fucking god. it was beautiful for all of 8 minutes#this episode really smacks you with horrible grief over michaels two best relationships. its not bad enough about stevie#but then kitt rushes to his side after he gets shot. protects him. calls the ambulance. follows behind it the whole way there and looks#after him. god. tapped into the camera in his room and saves his fucking life. SITTING IN THE PARKING LOT FOR WEEKS#AND MICHAEL GETES OUT AND GOES 'YEAH ANYWAY IM LEAVING THE FOUNDATION' BITCH ??????? BITCH ??????????????#WHAT HAPPENS TO KITT THEN 8( YOU CANT JUST LEAVE HIM BEHIND HE'S YOUR FUCKING BUDDY !!!!!!!! HES YOUR PAL#OH MY GOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM GOING TO CRY FOR LIKE THE 8TH TIME#BUILD ANOTHER CAR. PROGRAM ANOTHER AI. THIS ONE IS MICHAELS HE SHOULD GET TO KEEP HIM FOREVER#IM GOING TO CRY MY FUCKING EYES OUT OH MY G O D#i was right to be upset and nervous for this episode. i was right. i was right. oh . my god.#knight rider is ruining my life actually. jesus christ. i thought michael was actually going to Kill for the first time. oh my god.#im so upset. about the tv show. im so upset im in grief im going to cry#Again.#she threw himself in front of him. she threw -#''haha funy show about a guy and his car'' -- five months later i am never recovering. i am never recovering from my decision to watch kr#jesus. FUCKING christ oh my GOD
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First post here and its al pookie !!! (also this is my first time drawing him and haven't drawn anything in months so my fingers were awkward)
Speedpaint below :)
#al pacino#michael corleone#the godfather#fanart#fuck you tumblr it's so exhausting trying to figure out how to post a video here#jesus fucking christ the quality is horrible#better quality on my other socials
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ok. after having that bandage covering part of my arm for a week i think ibcan confidently say. i could never be a body hair haver
#if i had the money for laser. man. in a fucking heartbeat#it feels SO bad to me. & like not just bc it was covered the whole time & then suddenly wasnt bc there was a strip where i had to tape when#i showered so i couldnt shave it but it was otherwise uncovered & that was Bad the whole time too#but jesus fucking christ people just. deal w this?? u guys can just HANDLE being able to feel EVERY LITTLE THING??? it doesnt bother u to#have something brush against your arm and feel every little hair move??? the water when i washed my hands. oh my god. horrible#and people just. deal with this on their WHOLE BODIES??? i couldnt i think i would actually fucking lose it#ALSO TAKING THAT TAPE OFF. AGONIZING. IT PULLS ON IT ITS SO BAD. HOW DO U WEAR BANDAGES LIKE THAT#its probably just the autism but man. absolutely not. it is not for me#anyway making this one unrebloggable bc ppl on this webbed site dont know how to act when ppl post their own opinion abt their own body#idfc what other ppl do with their body hair. thats their business. this is about me .
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