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love-songs-for-emma · 10 days ago

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don't get me wrong,, i have Sobbed throughout my watch of buffy the vampire slayer. there are deaths that had me wrecked through entire episodes. but. even though i didn't cry for him in the moment,, the most upsetting death for me thus far is absolutely jonathan. my god. he was trying so hard. through and through to the end, he believed in the good of people, in helping and loving people,, even if they'd never think twice about him. he was beaten down on and alone and still,, still,, there are things he did that ultimately saved the world and i doubt the scoobies or anyone will ever know it :(

#i haven't finish s7 yet so idk if the scoobies find out about jonathan's death but even if they do it's too late for them to know of all the #small moments that he did so much good #it's too late for them to know his final words #andrew was just a messed up lonely kid. manipulated by Evil. quite literally in those final moments #pure evil took the form of his deceased manipulator and pushed him again to do something Awful #it was so hard to watch #andrew wanted/wants to be loved So Badly #but jonathan? ohhh jonathan. he doesn't even care about that.#andrew beating him down right into the end by telling him that none of the people he's trying to save care about him or ever even Think #about him #and not even knowing they were some of his final words jonathan says ''Well I still care about them. That's why I'm here.''#jesus effing chriiiiiistt #jonathan i love youuuuuuuuuuuu #jonathan btvs #btvs #btvs spoilers #btvs s7 #buffy s7 #buffy.txt #.txt #maria is literally just rambling. hi #i'm emotional #they'll never KNOWWWW #jonathan levinson

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