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author note:: HAPPY SHADOW AND BONE SSEASON 2 DAY!! IM SO HAPPY this aliened with the new season lol! like always I tried to do proof reading ( I even downloaded grammerly to help....that thing isn’t as great as the ads suggest) hope you enjoy! Im acturally reading the second book right now (i’m only 5 chapters in lol ) 

warnings: mention of sex. 

did I proof read: I did! quickly!

fandom: Shadow and bones 

 *** this was written before the second season dropped!! ***

the velvet comforters were smooth as you lay half-dressed on the Darkling's bed. you couldn't remember a time you weren't sharing a room with him. like a lot of girls who lived and trained in Little Rock. you found the Darkling attractive, Seductively. Very VERY Seductive. and you were the Lucky one to capture his heart. being a Geisha you trained to protect and to grow your powers your powers were of Fire. the Darkling called you he's magnetifying Phoenix.  Also getting that nickname because when you were attacked in the Fold. you Died and burned up in ashes. and once out of it. you raised. and the Darkling was relieved and thankful for your safety. but also couldn't help but be amazed by your abilities

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Work hard, Play hard. that was your life, Motto. in the castle. The Darkling was Everything you thought you wanted. and you adored him. Until Alina showed up. the Light bringer. As a personal favor from the Darkling, you were requested to train her and over time you became friends. you heard him talk about the Light bringer and all the plans he had for her. and how she was the Key to Everything. you were slightly Jealous at first at how he talked about her. as if she was Everything he's been waiting centuries for. and how you were just a Side piece. that Jealously only grew when he started requesting More and more time apart. but you didn't blame Alina. She had no idea and honestly. without help her abilities weren't "Mind blowing"  while the Darkling grew distant you became friends with her. she was Kind and completely far too innocent to realize. what sort of Honey trap she fell into. it wasn't until you saw Genya deliver a letter to the Darkling. you were On his bed playing with the tassel at the end of the bedding did you notice the writing. It was female, and it wrote "Mal" on the envelope. Genya was shy and didn't say anything as he told her to put it on the table he kissed her shoulder it was a rare time you had "Alone" time with him. since Alina arrived.

that "Alone time" used to be passionate, you would literally Break the bed with your lovemaking Now it was just. satisficing an Itch. it was still good. but your heart wasn't in it. Nor was his. Throughout the entire time, you wondered about the Letter.

when you were getting up to go to your room you slipped the letter into your pocket as you walked off.

Realizing it was from Alina. to her best friend. you felt Pity. you don't remember life outside the castle walls. you were born a town over from the castle and you arrive shortly after. Alina was very delayed in her training and she had a life. A Mal. you could feel the sadness and longing in her letter. she missed her friend. and the Darkling. for whatever reason wasn't going to let her stuff that Itch of knowing if he was alright. you would look back on Everything and try to pinpoint when you realized you would Betray your lover. and everything you know. it was that Letter. a Letter meant for someone else. Meant for a friend. you couldn't think of a single friend in the castle you would Write to if you were homesick. and that made you feel incredible. Sad.

after the letter, you kept a closer Eye on Everything. Politics and the Darkling's plans never interested you. you were just a soldier you always trusted him to lead you to the right battle So he never thought about you leaving the room when he discussed anything private. and you were his Phoenix he always wanted you by his side during battle. so it wasn't like it was secretive. you realized his plans. by pure accident.  the idea of controlling Alina. who became a close friend. Horrified you. so much that you basically Dragged her out of Little Rock. telling her what the Darkling had planned and you both ran.

Somehow you ran into a Gang called the "Crow". when you first met them you wanted to instantly just cover them in fire and Run. and you did try. you fought three to one. since Alina couldn't fight. Kaz. the leader of the group. tripped you with his Cane as Alina convinced them to help. you Hated the idea of lowering your standers to ask for help from simple Gang members. but they agreed. for a high price which Alina paid with gold pins, she had in her hair from the ball you stole her from.

at first, you saw a lot of the Darkling in Kaz he was untrustworthy and demanded trust and respect from others. and was cunning and brilliant. your opinion only changed about him when you realized his complaints Jasper and Enji were completely opposite of the company the Darkling keeps. Jasper was uplifting and charming- a gambler but he was adorable and A way of light that you didn't think existed.

weeks on A Ship. shielding Alina and getting closer to Jasper and enji you weren't getting any sort of human emotions from Kaz, minus rude remarks, backhanded compliments, and the fact he didn't like a human contract. you wanted to question it. but you wore a chocker necklace given to you by the Darkling of a Phoenix. even after abandoning him and Stealing away his beloved Alina you couldn't help but grieve the life you had. so you couldn't judge. he had his secrets and you had yours.

it happened out of the blue. one day a bit of an issue accord in town and you all fought. you have to Not use your powers but just your brut strength. Kaz saved you with his Cane which he smirked grinning ear to ear. he knew it would drive you crazy for the rest of the battle you were saved by him! before you could complain another fight broke out before you all retreated. you got spilt up from the group and you and Kaz were in an old freezing basement. Winter hit early this year and you were carrying a blanket on your black in a pack. the town was being rioted and you knew you couldn't escape until dark. so you put the blanket over you as Kaz told you to put it away.

"We can’t escape unseen until nightfall and I’ll freeze to death."

he rolled his eyes holding his cane tightly. scanning the small crack in the door you both just shield up.

"Kaz.. you'll freeze.. come sit beside me. and share the blanket."

"No."

he was stubborn you give him that. he waited three hours before he came over sitting down. it was quite up top but it wouldn't be safe for hours. you wrapped the blanket around him as you spoke, "it is better if we undress. skin to skin. warms up the body faster."

you weren't sure if he got the joking tone in your voice. but he just ruffled softly to himself saying, "in your dream ." you  chuckled softly as you slide closer trying to steal some body heat."

"you have a blanket  in your bag.. don't you?" Kaz sighed heavily realizing he did. he took it off as you told him to take his jacket off. he did as you requested as you laid it on the floor as you laid down on it as he looked down at you stunned.

"you want to be the big spoon or the little spoon?' Kaz was annoyed the last thing he wanted was to wrap his arms around you but he hated the idea of you doing that to him so he laid down as he spoke, "this is ridiculous it’s not that cold."

"then you stand in the corner, and watch me warm up with both  blankets."

he started getting down as you turned to grab his arm which stunned him as you helped him down. he laid down as he spoke, "No Jokes."

"About what?"  you put the blankets over you both as you lay down. he followed suit.

"Nothing." he laid his arm over you as you lay there. he kept a good distance from you as you looked up. wishing it was anyone else but Kaz. he confused you. he made you rethink everything. "Can't you start a fire? you’re the great Phoenix.'

"I thought about that.. but the smoke doesn't have anywhere to go.." he cursed softly to himself not realizing that. as you rested your head on your arm. you both were quiet for a spell as you spoke, "Can I ask you something."

"What?" Kaz asked frankly as you turned to him as he's arm moved from your waist to your stomach now laying on your back. he was stunned that his first intent wasn't to pull away he stayed still. which surprised you as much as him.

"what's your big adventure after this one?"

"Whatever the big payout is next. what about you?" you shook your head, "I have no idea,. I had never been this far from the palace before. I never had freedom. I never even bought any clothes for myself before. I’ve never been this free."

"if you wanted. you can join Me. I could use a Geisha."

after that invite, you both got more at ease and the distance between you both disappeared as he was holding you tight as you were on your side again. now warm from the heat and blankets you asked about the gloves. he replied reaching up and grabbing your block choker. he didn't go the safe route. over your shoulder to touch it. he slides his arm up between your chest to grab it. which left you completely breathless as he asked about the chocker.  

"It’s the Darkling’s color."

"how do you know that?"

"Everyone knows the stories about you two. why are you still wearing it."

you reach up touching it as you touch his hand holding the pendent. 'you aren't his anymore."

turning to look at Kaz your body felt Hot as you spoke, "why do you wear your stupid gloves?"

he pulled you into a kiss and you kissed back stunned. the kisses were completely different from the Darkling. these were passionate and unexpected. it made your entire body feel like it was on fire as he pulled back as you pulled back over kissing him. after that you both tried to hide your underlining attraction to each other. Not wanting Jasper to make jokes. or anything to be different. Kaz was still in control of the group as you spent a lot of time trying to convince Alina that everything was fine.

in the beginning, you and Kaz would both sneak away from everyone at night. to spend some time together. one night you were stuck talking to Alina and Mal. when you finally sneaked off. Kaz was right at the door about to use an awful excuse to get you. you were stunned seeing him. the Darkling Never went to your door it was always you going to him. your heart swelled up seeing him and you kissed him instantly. he smiled into it asking what was that for.  "nothing.. let’s go."

that night you took off your chocker and tossed it overboard. Kaz noticed your bare neck in the morning and took all his strength not to kiss you then.

It was late as you were playing Poker with Jasper, Mal, enji, Alina, and Matt. Kav was looking forward to scanning the area. it was safe. the Crewmen typically kept to themselves as you laughed at something. kaz looked over seeing your bright smile. he was stunned Matt, Nor Mal noticed you. those Jesper noticed you were Pretty he commented on it the first day they met. and Kaz realized. Mal was completely enchanted with Alina but Matt. Matt was more of your Type.. strong. Buffer. and easy for compliments. he wasn't shielded like Kaz. but you just saw him as a friend. the only real competition for your affection would be Jesper who even those was Gay still loved teasing and flirting. but you didn't have exactly the equipment he desired. and you never looked at him like you do Kaz. with bewilderment and happiness. Kaz noticed your eyes sparkle when looking at him. other he was imagining it or you were truly happy. either way, it scared them and made him Happy.

after losing Jesper suggested making it strip poker which you bowed out, you sucked at Poker and always have. the other complained and said to just play as you said you were going to stretch your legs. as Kaz insisted on joining as you both got up above deck as you felt the cold air instantly you were getting closer to your location. as he spoke, "have you thought about you what you will do after Alina is safe?"

shaking your head you spoke, "I’ll start a new life I guess.. get enough money to live.. buy a new outfit. that isn't so stiff." he chuckled softly as you shook your head, "Mal wants to completely disappear with Alina. which is smart. but not using your gifts. It's- painful. I feel like I’m starving...I can easily use my powers and not bring attention to them. fire is common. I Don’t know how Alina will survive Not using them."

he nodded his head as he spoke, "Join me. I can teach you to pick locks. the others will be happy to have you."

"And what about you?" you asked turning to him as you walked backward as he held his cane tightly, "I Don’t want you to leave." you smiled as he closed the gap kissing you.

Neither of you noticed jesper, Enji, Alina, Matt, and Mal all sneaked up to see you.  you both thought you were being so careful hiding and sneaking around. but they all noticed. Jesper whistled loudly breaking the silence as you both jolted Jesper spoke up "you better join us. I prefer a happy Kaz." you laughed as Kaz started screaming at them for spying as you called out, "run-off children.. the adults are busy!' they chuckled as you turned Kaz back to you as you smiled 'guess you’re stuck with me." he smiled brightly kissing you again.. 

Hopefully the Darkling wont find you