#jeremiah suggested him once to just take her and settle and xavier wishes it could be THAT simple | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

alleyross · 1 month ago

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xavier will always look for his first love, and it’s not every mc he ever meets. it’s the first one, that one who died in his arms, too fragile and mortal.

he feels rather distant from the mc whom he left on philos. maybe because he’s afraid to lose her as well, but his nonchalance seems too natural. maybe because she’s not quite her.

the mc from earth reminds him of his first love the most.

and the mc from philos is destined to be forever in a competition with a doomed version of herself.

#no but he also IS angry for the mc from philos who’s destined to give her life for the planet which USES #he’s trapped in the mix of anger longing hatred and pity #jeremiah suggested him once to just take her and settle and xavier wishes it could be THAT simple #xavier #xavier love and deepspace #xavier lnds #xavier lads #xavier l&ds #xavier x mc #love and deepspace

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