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[yoonia]

jeonggukingdom-main replied to your post “In Motion (M) | 04”

This story is RUINING ME on so many different levels... and that ending! I’m not gonna lie, I thought it was Taehyung when he entered the room the first time but then I brushed it off so now I’m SHOOK AF and ugh, this story is brilliant I can’t tell where you are going with this and I absolutely LOVE IT

@jeonggukingdom-main I actually made no concrete plans of where this was going to when the chapter was out. It kind of felt like my characters progress on their own and led the story instead of me creating it for them hahaha no, but really, I think you were the first one to link that man with Taehyung. Unless everyone else was like you and brush it off even if the thought of it occurred. More explanations are coming, especially about what Taehyung’s part in all of this and what the club wants :)

Thank you for reading, love!

[guktwt]

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o-oh 😳 ajsjsj thank u

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[jeonggukingdom]

I was sad when I read your first post about leaving, but now that it's official and I'm actually reading jeonggukingdom-archive... ah, it's wrenching. Seriously, going to miss seeing your posts - not just your writing, but... well, you. This isn't meant to be a guilt-trip, no blame here, just wanting to let you know you'll be missed. I understand the lack of drive to write for BTS, I think it's natural after so long. I hope life away from the site treats you well, and best of luck in the future!

Oh Day :( It’s bittersweet for me as well because I spent so much time on this blog and I shared so much of myself through my posts and my stories. I’ll probably miss it from time to time... I’m sad and feel a bit guilty for leaving but I gotta do what is best for me. I’m receiving a lot of love and support through this and it warms my heart because for the longest times I was stuck in the belief that nobody cared about me nor my stories. I’m being shown that it’s not the case and that makes me leaving a little less sad for me.

I’m going to miss seeing you in my inbox but honestly, feel free to DM me anytime, I’m not deleting Tumblr and I still have my main blog + my other writing blog so this doesn’t have to be a goodbye for us :) Still, I hope life treats you well, nevertheless, you’re one of the nicest people I’ve ever met here. Thank you for supporting me for so long, you were one of the few rays of sunshine through my darkest moments on Tumblr and I cannot thank you enough for always being there for me ♥

[hongism]

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[yoonia]

jeonggukingdom-main replied to your post “In Motion (M) | 02”

Oh my god oh my god OH MY GOD FBCNGKSKVKVLDLSL ok, off to part 3 eh eh I’m so excited you have no idea cjdkvkgk

@jeonggukingdom *screams* I hope you’re enjoying the reading, love!!

[yoonia]

jeonggukingdom-main replied to your post “In Motion (M) | 05”

OMG so many things happened in this chapter I can’t even- ok, let me gather my thoughts real quick 1 - the date was the cutest, sweetest and wholesome thing ever like, it made my heart so warm and I felt so giddy the entire time. And the kiss at the end just melted me completely 🥺

2 - I still have so many questioned about the club and Tae’s involvement in it! I like where this is going so far, I like the slight mystery woven into the story... it makes the plot more interesting and complex 👀 also, I still don’t completely trust Taehyung and I don’t know why lol

3 - you just HAD to end it on a cliffhanger didn’t you, lmao No, jokes aside, I literally cannot wait for the next chapter to drop... it seems like it’s going to be what we all been waiting for since chapter 1 and I am so EXCITED fbdncnfkrk You’re working so hard and the story is SO SO SO good, I’m so glad I decided to read this the other day because I was missing out real time wow

@jeonggukingdom-main yess writing the dating scene was a favourite of mine. I wanted to show that they can be cute and domestic even with all the sexual tension brimming between them 24/7 lol 

I feel like adding the little mystery into it was necessary to put the attention back to the club. They were the ones responsible for allowing them to meet, but there would always be repercussions about keeping their secrets, wouldn’t it? 👀 Taehyung does have an agenda when he came to talk to Jungkook. We’ll just have to find out to see what it is lol

Ahh I had to cut it at that scene because it would be sooo long if I put everything in. Plus, I love leaving people hanging and questioning haha will be what we all been waiting for tho? Or do we have to wait some more? lol thank you so much for reading, love. I’m just glad that you gave it a shot with this series!

[yoonia]

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[yoonia]

Doll & Dear for the ask game ~

doll - what’s your favourite outfit?

Sweater/cardigan + t-shirt/tanktop + jeans. This has been my basic look for a long time lol

dear - pick whatever question you’d most like to answer!

Hmmm I’m going to go with ‘cupcake’ then. 

cupcake - if you’re treating yourself, what do you do? I usually choose to have my ‘me time’. Either going out on my own: Go to the movies alone or hang out at a coffee shop, do a little shopping and just stroll around the park. Or I can just spend the day at home: read some books, do a bunch of self-treatments like putting on a face or hair mask, cook something simple and make myself some drinks with extra rum in it. Or wine. Whichever is available.

cute nickname asks!!!!

[jeonggukingdom]

Depiction of Love; 1. A monster like me

▽ Pairing: Yoongi x Reader 

▽ Genre:  Angst | drabble series (vampire!AU)

▽ Summary:  The very depiction of love, a kiss, can be given in a rush before leaving the house or with indubitably different intentions in the corner of a crowded room but it is always a silent secret held between the lips of the receivers, the lovers, the couple. It is always different, as different as the feelings buoying around it are for, its peculiarity, is the lack of voidness. 

▽ Prompt: "We can never be together” kiss. 

▽ Word Count: 1.627 words

▽ AN: basically I just fell in love with a drabble game about kisses (here) and I just couldn’t resist making a series out of it. To be honest I’m not sure if I’m going to do all the kisses but I have an idea for at least half of the list. This was started on a mere impulse so I’m not sure myself how the updates are going to go since I’m currently working on other (many) projects.

The first scent he detects is the one of Douglas fir – the ginger wood of which her house is made of and that smells so much like home to him, now – and he automatically speeds up, his whole being pushing him beyond his limits so he can hold her in his arms and chase all his demons away.

It’s their last night together, he knows that and he really shouldn’t be this eager to see her but, the only thought of touching her, even one last time, is enough to make his feet hit the concrete floor at a speed not deemed possible for any human being.

He inhales deeply, his whole body stirring when he catches the whiff of cinnamon tea, a scent that seems to embed into her so much so he can always taste it in her mouth.

He stops altogether because there she is, in all her mundane beauty: her long hair is tucked safely behind her ear, her eyes are focused on the book in her hands and her bottom lip is trapped under her teeth into an almost painful vise. She is, by far, the utmost beautiful creature he has ever laid eyes on and, undoubtedly, the only one that was capable of conquering his non-beating heart.

His steps are soundless as he approaches her, a small smile tugging on his lips as he curtails their distance, trying to imprint every detail of her face in his memory so he can remember her forever just the way she is now: healthy, beautiful, alive.

“You look lovely tonight”, his voice is soft as he says so, careful not to scare her and make her heart beat as fast as a hummingbird’s would, but that chariness is not enough because she jumps in her seat nonetheless, the little screech that escapes her mouth eliciting a grin to appear on his features.

“You scared the living shit out of me!”, she hoots in utter outrage, her small hand clasping her heart into a melodramatic gesture.

“I missed you”, he purposely ignores her words and lifts her from the chair ― her weight close to one of a feather in his supernatural hands ― just so he can wrap his arms around her and keep her so close to his own body until he can’t discern their boundaries anymore and he is free to breathe in the perfume lodged in the curve of her neck and between her hair.

A satisfied sigh escapes his lips once the scent of her surrounds him completely, numbing anything else around them and finally putting to a rest is overworked mind and overstimulated senses.

“I missed you too, Yoongi”, her voice is soft, almost like butter, and it’s so mild he can almost feel his skin warming up like it used to when he was still a living creature.

He doesn’t know for how long he holds her like this, time only an ephemeral constant for him since he holds the whole eternity in his hands, and it is only when he’s fully content that he lets go of her, his insides twitching as he does so because he has to say those dreaded words he avoided for far too long.

“We have to talk”, if they would have been even one foot further away she wouldn’t have been able to hear him but, unfortunately, she does.

“About?”, her voice is strangled, her body already shaking like a leaf in the winter wind, and he can’t stop himself from cupping her face, bringing back some comfort when she’s so obviously afraid of what he’s about to say.

“We have to end this”, the pain he feels spreads like poison from the center of his chest to the rest of his entire body numbing his limbs, constricting his throat, almost making him gag on the foul taste in his mouth.

The tears are quick to trace her features, the warmness of her pain getting caught between his fingers.

He wants more than anything in the world to erase that pain, to take it all away, all to himself, and leave her with nothing but happiness and content but, sadly, he cannot because he is the main reason behind all of it and he couldn’t hate himself more than he does in this very moment.

“No”, her voice trembles as a sob menaces to choke her, her hands gripping his shirt so tight her knuckles turn white.

“We can’t be together”, he chokes on his words, the pain burning him to his very core, “You know we can’t.”

They talked about this before and yet she always managed to persuade him into ignoring the unwritten laws of his own kind but he can’t do that any longer, he just can’t turn his head the other way around anymore.

Her bottom lip quivers, the pain twisting her features turning her into a portrayal of pure grief.

He keeps caressing her face in a vain attempt to soothe her because the sight of all the ache he is causing is pure torture and, even though he knows he deserves it, all he can do is close his eyes and try to erase the image of her in this moment: shattered, with tears on her cheeks and wrenching pain in her heart all because of him.

Her lips suddenly touch his own and against his better judgment he opens his mouth for her, allowing her tongue to slip in, his heighten senses immediately catching up on that cinnamon flavor she seems to be embodied with.

When they kiss, it feels like pure electricity running in his veins, filling up his entire being with sparks and fluttering butterflies. His skin gets covered in goosebumps as she desperately kisses him with all the love she’s capable of and it almost brings Yoongi to his knees because how is he supposed to turn his back on this? How is he supposed to believe that a love like this is not supposed to be possible, conceivable?

“Turn me”, she whispers against his swollen lips, her voice firm as she asks for the hundredth time what she has been denied for so long.

“No,” his answer is always the same and she will never understand why he’s not willing to make her into a monster. Because that’s what he is: a soulless monster that feeds on other people lives. A parasite. And she’s just too good and too pure to be turned into something so evil and cursed. He doesn’t want to tarnish her soul and make her rot for the whole eternity. He loves her too much to trap her into an everlasting inferno.

“Why not?!” She screams now, pushes him, punches him right in the chest and even if it hurts, there’s a part of him that rejoices in the fact that she may be able to hate him soon, after all, and leave the memory of him behind her for good.

“Don’t you love me?”, she cries and yells and begs until she has not an ounce of strength left in her body to keep fighting.

“I love you more than it should be possible”, he whispers, catching her before she falls to the hard ground, “Especially for a monster like me”.

Isn’t it a paradox for an evil creature to be able to love and care for someone? Shouldn’t he be excluded from all feelings mundane?

“Then why?” Her broken whisper makes his insides twitch painfully, the sound of her frantic heartbeat reaching his enhanced hearing.

“You deserve better than an eternity tinted with blood.”

If only the rules were different, if only they could be together just like this, for as long as her life would allow them to be, he would stay, oh, if he would.

But they are doomed to be just like the moon and the sun: he’s stuck in the realm of the night while she lives and strives under the sun; their interactions brief because mother nature doesn’t allow otherwise.

“Be happy, ____.” his lips touch her forehead one last time before he runs away, like the coward he is, not allowing her to even say her goodbye because he knows, if he stays a bit longer he may actually cave in and indulge in the hope of being able to be together with her a bit longer.

He hides in the darkness of the forest and watches her crumble before his eyes, the tears flooding from her beautiful eyes now that there is nothing to stop them, her sobs so wrenching they push him on the verge of running to her multiple times.

He doesn’t know for how long she cries, whispering his name, clutching her heart in pure pain, but he’s forced to leave when the first rays of sunshine start to hit the ground.

It’s not an easy task to get away from her, to finalize his decision, but he does it because, for once, he’s not being selfish. Yes, he did the right thing. For her. He did the right thing.

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