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you can feel his hands on your skin. you can feel him pulling at your hair as he fucks you from behind. you can hear him say “look at me” with his cock in your mouth. you can feel the way he would kiss your inner thighs before asking “is this okay?” and giving you the best head of your life. you can feel his dick pumping into you as he fills you up with his cum.
but you can see the way he slips on his pants with an almost solemn look, staring off into a different direction and giving you false hope. you can hear the words “are you okay?” slipping from your mouth while he smiles softly at you and nods his head and verbatims the words to you. you can feel the own nod of your head at the question. you think the both of you are lying to one another.
but he calls you his good girl at night and his hands feel so good on your skin and he’s addicted to the words you softly say to him along with his name. he can feel your nails claw into his back and he can feel the clench of your pussy around his cock when you cum.
but he can see the look in your eye when he grabs his keys and wallet. and he can feel the way your kiss is longer than usual and he can taste the sorrow. he refuses to admit that maybe he’s no longer good for you. and you refuse to admit you grew too attached.
and there’s something that the sex brings that’s unforgiving. and you remember the way he held you and promised forever. and he remembers believing his own words, but feeling guilt slip through.
you both remember it all.
now it’s silent. quiet. a pen dropping would cause the room to shake. and you haven’t had dinner and your eyes are swollen from crying too much. and you feel small. in such a big, venemous world. and you think to yourself on how much sleep he owes you. how your forever was supposed to be longer. and you hold onto the memories longer because you know you won’t be making anymore.
and it’s quiet.
it’s nothing but dust-collecting memories filling the room and becoming an earth shattering discovery that, for the first time in years, you are learning again what love meant.
you pull at the ends of your sweater, feeling tears fall again.
you like to call yourself lucky to be loved. because in no means was the relationships anything but beautiful. you remember the hand holding, the flowers, the laughter, the tight cuddling, the constant smiles. you remember how he always had to open the car door for you, no matter what. you remember baking cookies together and buying milk at 12 in the morning at a local gas station. you remember the constant ‘i love you’s.
but love isn’t black and white. love isn’t simple and love is hard.
you both hoped love would be enough to keep the both of you together, but sometimes it just doesn’t work that way.
this time, love wasn’t enough.
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“spider…who?”
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thread vers (because it’s easier to keep up with i think) : https://x.com/shhaeong/status/1778459969362227410?s=46
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mv | album | official audio
first of all: AAAAAA. i wasnt expecting the song to be sexy idk why but theyre whispering so much 😳 ,,i cant wait to see the whole choreo it looks so good !!!
second: i thought the first word of the song was "smutty" im crying
also them beating the shit out of fruits is sooooooo funny, i was like what is that about ??????? and then realized theyre making smoothie and its even funnier. who came up with that idea ? ily <3
that scene was so cool, anyways tt a masterpiece as per usual but let me listen to the whole album and make my top 3 !
#3 box. this one's really fun and easy to listen, i think im gonna be listening to it a lot :D
#2 smoothie. its just too good not to be on the top 3, i know a lot of people are tt haters but i usually enjoy the tt the most in every comeback so
#1 carat cake. this song is for me. im obsessed. how is it so good ??? i cant stop listening. wow wowwowwowwow [insert little dance]
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Hi everyone! Hope you've all been well.
Yall heard about the nct dream concert AHHHH I'm totally not going crazy LOL
Anywho,,,I want to sell my ticket bcuz I'm thinking of getting another seat instead due to my foot. (22 and already in pain)
It's for Prudential Center, Newark. It's a general admissions.
I'd be happy to give you more info, dm me and I will provide screenshots. Ticket will be transferred by Ticketmaster.
:) 💚yo dream
~Dae
ps. I know I haven't updated...im so sorry. This college i transferred to takes so much out of me. I just want to graduate in PEACE. I havent even been writing bcuz of the course load. Im tired but the dream concert has really made me happy to look forward to something. And yeah...Jisungs fic is still in my wip. :( it'll happen...it'll be uploaded but I won't promise a due date bcuz ik I say I will upload it and never do 😞
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omg lil sis...jeno in this fit...is so close to how i pictured mechanic mark in little lady....imma just imagine jeno as mark's hot coworker in that shop :')))))))
OHMYGODD JENO!! ahem ahem i mean the more the merrier but his belly showing and he's only wearing denims jeno baby do you know the amount of suffering we go through?
and is he really trying to be cute with that eye smile and heart JENO STOPP!!!!!!!
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