#jehan wants her finalgrade

[jsalim-art]

Don't mind me venting about my anxiety about art school and grades

I'm sitting here at 1:45 am in a daze because I am internally panicking because my prof for my thesis class (part 1 that is) has not gave the final grade yet and my last semester will begin January 4 and I sent him an email inquiring about it. It's probably on me that I should have sent him earlier but I assumed that by now he would give the grade. Cause kinda crucial to be in thesis class part 2. And I am very sure since I clearly remember i showed the work to him physically AND posted them in canvas. So there's nothing like having mini anxiety seeing my grade being counted as an "F' even if the assignment is not graded yet. So clearly it's not a fail of the work is not graded yet but goddam seeing the grade as "F" is bothering me. I submitted the work back in November 30 and i know there are many thesis students(well i heard the number is whittling down gradually) to be graded but come on were near the new year and the winter semester starts very soon. I mean I did what I can by finally sending that email but should I worry? I'm no perfectionist (I get mostly Bs) when it comes to grades but I get very antsy when profs take their goddam time to grade but to be fair right now the prof is probably having a good break and if anything I hope he eventually sees my emails about my worries considering he is going to be my prof for thesis part 2.

But yeah question should i worry or it's gonna be fine? Cause my mind won't fully relax until I get that answer and I am assured.