#jeankasafics

[jkbabies]

Jean and Mikasa after a fight:

"How are you feeling right now?"

"Murderous."

"Okay." —he gives her a hug and she crumbles.

[jeankasafics]

Hey, do you have any angst of Jeankasa story please? Like Jean give up from Mikasa or something like that. I desperately want to read it. Thank you very much. I appreciate whoever you guys at back this account. Love You <3!!

Hi, sorry for the late reply, here are the fics that come to mind when someone asks for angst:

bed of thorns by koizillaa

“Let me know when you’re ready again”, she says, and his resolve shatters like glass all around them...

He tells himself: I'm ready...

In the morning, he’ll let her go...

2. Don't Tell Her How You Feel by AckKir

Just because the dead don't come back doesn't mean they stop meaning so much... But the point still stands; he still can't help but feel like he's playing against the better man...

Here comes the part of his reckoning, the words she’s about to say forever to be etched unto his soul. He promised himself that whatever answer she might give, he’d respect it. Accept it wholeheartedly. He can deal with whatever comes after this. 

3. Rain, Hail and Shine by NekoRie

He could not let himself believe. It would only set him up for more hurt later and he was done with that. He had made peace with her never looking at him the same way he did. He was content with the little life they had made... The yearning would go away eventually...

Someday.

4. came the last night of sadness

Their daily life continues in a way that’s comfortable for them. He drives in the mornings, and she drives in the evenings... One night she whispers something to him, but he falls asleep before understanding what she has to say... Their life isn’t anything close to normal, but neither one of them really knows what normal is. How can you miss something you’ve never had? In a way, they’re living in their own bubble. In that bubble there’s only her and him, and promises whispered on bruised skin. It’s like a dream.

Sadly, every dream must come to an end.

Hope you enjoy them! 🤗

***also, any JK out there who have other angst-filled fic recommendations?***

[whats-my-email-again]

Ao3 I Eldian Skies, Hard-earned Lives

"Do we even have what it takes to last a lifetime?"

"Is that all you're worried about? Because I've gone through hell and back, Mikasa, and you're still the one I want."

"We've all been through hell,  Jean."

"And I would go through it all over again. I didn't choose this life. You didn't. No one did. But now that I can finally have some semblance of  'choice' back, I want to do this with you. I know it's not easy and it's not perfect, and I'm so sorry that I cannot give you that--"

"Don't you dare accuse me of wanting something easy and perfect, Jean Kirstein. I don't. I never did."

"I know. Isn't that why I'm here?  Why we're having this conversation right now? Because you're the girl who chose to save this world from total disarray, and I'm just a boy, asking you to do the same with me."

Song: Easily- Bruno Major

[jkbabies]

Also, if you have any fic ideas for jeankasa, wanna rant, or just share your thoughts about the ship or manga/anime in general, my inbox is open!! Asks can be submitted anonymously or not, it's all good here 🥰

[jkbabies]

I was suspended on Twitter days ago for spam??¿ and didn't notice until now lmao. I don't even know how that came to be because I'm rarely there but oh well. Since I can no longer promote there, please read my latest jk fic!! It's my most poetic fic to date lol and personally I feel like this is my best writing but that's just me. This literally didn't leave my conscience alone for months on end until I got tired from the mental torment and just hit publish. Not beta'ed. All mistakes are mine. Characters aren't, unfortunately:(. Fic title is borrowed from the title of one of my favorite local books and thought to myself how perfect it sounded for my jeankasa babies. Against the big scary titans, they're both wounded little gods. 🥺

[jkbabies]

Imagine this:

Jean and Mikasa rekindle their friendship slowly and find themselves just conveniently with each other most times. Jean convinces himself that he can move on from her because he has secondary moron-ism probably from spending too much time with Reiner and Connie. So when he goes on dates set up by his moronic friends and finds himself utterly disappointed by his inability to be enamored, Mikasa comforts him in his wallowing, not realizing that the dilemma he's in is not because his dates were terrible but because of the profound realization that SHE has ruined all of the other women for him. So while Mikasa treats him to coffee and biscuits and asks him about what he thinks is the problem, all the while sitting on the sofa beside him reading a book and comfortably leaning against his side, he is gobsmacked by how utterly in love he is with her and how fucked up he absolutely is.

It all works out in the end, though. Because SHE becomes so intrigued by the idea of dating and how it could go possibly as bad as he tells them to be, so she decides to go on one. With him. As an experiment of sorts. Just to understand what he means by bad dates. But then she finds it's actually not bad. And he's falling deeper. And this turns into a comical show of two people going to the same destination when only one is totes aware of what they're setting themselves up for. And the other one?? Just casually goes through the journey, arrives at the destination, and says "Oh wow, didn't see you there. The view here looks spectacular, though. I like it. Mind if I stayed?" And it just turned into 50+ years of marriage, a big happy family, and a badass history of youth and war and love that's forever acclaimed by the next generations of scholars.

[jeankasafics]

jeankasa smut

#jeankasa #jeankasafics

Selfishly, For You -- Read on Ao3

Jean finally had Mikasa in his arms, in his bed. While he knew he should be happy, he couldn't shake the feeling that something was wrong - that by doing this he was betraying a friend, a cherished comrade. Worried that he was letting his own selfish desires cloud his conscience, he struggles to stay in the moment while the girl of his dreams is right in front of him, naked and wanting him.

**HEAVY Spoilers for Chapter 138. If you aren't caught up with the series ending and don't want to be spoiled, do not proceed.**

Rating: Explicit (Sexual content)

Words: 3,670

Fandoms: Attack on Titan / Shingeki no Kyojin

Categories: M/F

Relationships: Jean Kirstein / Mikasa Ackerman (Jeankasa) / Mentioned Eren Yeager

Other tags: Post-Canon, Heavy Angst, Loss Of Virginity, Self-doubt, Self-reflection, Closure, First Time, Romance, Vaginal Sex, Blow Jobs, Cunnilingus, Vaginal Fingering, Post Time-Skip

[jeankasafics]

itching to taste: https://archiveofourown.org/works/36407185

by windthorne (on AO3)

[jeankasafics]

MANGA SPOILERS

one word: PRESCIENT

(written 2013)

A War Story is a Black Space: https://archiveofourown.org/works/993274

colored manga panel by: https://twitter.com/scnk_official

[jeankasafics]

ICYMI, To the Ends of the Earth and the Edges of Maps (by 123PixieAOD) concluded two weeks ago

Sharing a personal favorite: Chapter 116 (could pass as a one-shot)

[jeankasafics]

Canonverse. One-shot.

By didistuxxer

comrade in (your) arms: https://archiveofourown.org/works/38304094

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Modern AU. 18K words.

by guzzyqueen (AO3)

New Beginnings: https://archiveofourown.org/works/37740643/chapters/94224229

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jeankasa cute, fluffy smut 😆

Modern AU. One-shot.

I feel it coming BY gofflblack27 (on AO3)

https://archiveofourown.org/works/30098289

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Goth Mikasa x Bad Boy Jean

Saturday Detention: https://archiveofourown.org/works/36791620/chapters/91785109

by Shruggy (on AO3)

Other Gothkasa x BadJean fics

- The Girl Who Opened that History Book (ENG, by TitansandDragons on AO3): https://archiveofourown.org/works/33728296/chapters/83832781

- Detention Tarots (ENG, by Faustist on AO3): https://archiveofourown.org/works/32701501

- on the wings of a butterfly (ENG, by 123PixieAOD on AO3): https://archiveofourown.org/works/32221855/chapters/79852453

- Etiquetas (SPA, by Chocolatandmint on WattPad): https://www.wattpad.com/773461717-etiquetas

- Caballero de Luz (SPA, by SummerRL on WattPad): https://www.wattpad.com/story/198929258-caballero-de-luz

- Limerencia de medianoche (SPA, by AsToldByJean on WattPad): https://www.wattpad.com/story/285472918-limerencia-de-medianoche

[jkbabies]

Imagine school castes jeankasa being friends this way:

Mikasa worms her way out of the crowd, tries to find Eren and Armin but sees them having fun instead. Discouraged, she goes up alone, eager to skulk and find a semblance of peace in the form of a secluded room located in the upper limits of the building. Surely, she isn't gonna find a couple making out and doing god knows what. (She's hopeful, anyway.)

Heaving a sigh of relief once she's gotten away from the stench of high school breath, sweat and the awful overuse of cologne, she finds herself in one of the rooms just like she wanted. With no friends to accompany her, she finds herself listening to music and closing her eyes. She dozes off for some time (Finally, peace.)

But it doesn't last that long. Startled by the sound of the door banging loudly against the frame, she watches as Jean Kirstein—resident bad boy and most annoying person in the planet—blindly goes into the room without noticing her sitting on the floor, and kicks one of the chairs instead.

She watches it skid across the floor.

"Should I go into another room to gain my semblance of peace back?" She asks, and watches as he lets out a yelp at the sound of her voice. (Which she documents later in her diary for absolutely joyous reasons.)

"Mikasa? Wh-what? Why are you here?" He asks, clearly out of breath, probably physically bruised from his outburst, absolutely bruised emotionally from whatever it is that happened. It's the first time she sees him out of character. (It's intriguing.)

"Could ask you the same thing. Poor chair." She tells him, and she sees the first semblance of spatial awareness go back to his being.

"Oh." He says, then pauses for a while. "I'm sorry. I'll go."

She watches him fidget with his god-awful pretentious jacket, and fail to walk with a manly gait towards the door before she takes pity.

"Or you can stay."

He stops. Turns. Stares. (She stares back.)

He walks. Goes. Stands. (In front of her.)

He looks down at her. She raises her brows.

"Surely, you don't mind sitting on the floor, bad boy? (Awful, I know.) I don't think the chairs would like you going near them right now."

When she said it, she expected a look of indignity, but he actually laughs, and she wonders why it sounds different from all the time that she's heard him laugh before. (She filters this away later in her diary to test out her theory of his character.)

"You have a point." He says, and he moves to sit down next to her, and she watches him sigh.

"I can't believe you aren't cursing me off."

"I still can."

"Please don't."

"Only if you tell me what made you hurt a chair like that."

"You don't want to know."

"I'm asking?"

"Not now."

"Okay."

A pregnant silence.

"Why are you here?" "Why are you here?"

"Oh." "Huh."

"You first." He tells her.

"I just wanted to get away from everyone."

"Oh, cool. Yeah. Of course, you would."

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"Nothing."

"Hmm."

"Anyway."

"Deflection. Interesting."

"Anywayyy...

What are you listening to?"

"Oh." She answers, and looks down at her playlist full of artists long dead and alive artists long forgotten. She hides away her phone.

"Nothing."

"I wanna hear."

"No you don't."

"Come on."

"No."

"Ahh."

He fidgets in his seat beside her.

"What are you doing."

"I'm not sure why I'm here."

"Do you want to go back downstairs?" She asks.

"No." He answers.

"Then you can stay where you are and just sit silently with me. Or go. Whatever you want." She tells him, and goes back to listening to music. She closes her eyes and leans her head against the wall behind her.

He watches her and she feels his stare.

"I think I'll stay." He whispers, but she does not hear.

She does not hear, but she sees him the next day. And the day after that. And the day after that.

It becomes their place somehow, this secluded little room that is of no apparent significance to their education, but grows comfortable in the company of one another. Most days, they don't talk. And when they do, it's almost always about inconsequential things or mindless bickering. They still don't know why exactly they go in there, knowing they wouldn't find the quiet they seem to have wanted at first. But after a while, he tells her willingly about the story that preceded his abuse of the chair, and she allows him one earphone to listen to her playlist, and somehow, it's okay.

[jeankasafics]

Pregnant Mikasa

Milk and honey: https://archiveofourown.org/works/33158341

By @smallblip

underbelly: https://archiveofourown.org/works/30656837

By @koizillaa