#jean03

[logan-t78a]

Logan didn't try to fight to stay awake, I knew he could trust Jean about calming down his mind. 'Night' Jeanie...' He thought before finally falling asleep, unsure he could remember this conversation the next morning.

Jean had the kindness not to reply to that. She did not see herself as strong, less stronger than another version of herself. Also it did not really matter in this conversation. What was important was to give Logan some peace and make him sleep.

Good night , Logan. I'll linger to keep the dreams away.

[logan-t78a]

💚 + 11 for Jean

Seven Devils - Florence + The Machine

Some days were easier than others, but sometimes, sometimes some triggers showed up before the old man could realize or say anything about it. Devils and demons were there, they were there when he woke up this morning. Those days were to be forgotten, yet it was just as if it was yesterday. Blood and stupid words, he had to make a sacrifice, burn and put her down. It was supposed to be better now, yet the pain, those devils were all around him, in his house. Logan tried to breathe out, to find a sense of peace before the day was done. So he took his phone, and text her those words they implement for those bad moments.

Logan: seven devils

[logan-t78a]

This sudden silence almost made him dizzy. It also felt too easy, not a peace he truly deserved. Eyes and hands closed, Logan still felt guilty, making it hard for him to articulate his thoughts. ‘You… doing it... and making you see all of that shit...’

Jean focused and got glimpses of what Logan was feeling and seeing. Flashback of a her, but it wasn't her. She pushed to make it all die down, until the both of them stood in a room in Logan's mind. It had nothing bad or good about it, it was just a clearer and calmer headspace.

What are you sorry about?

[logan-t78a]

It wasn't really what he wanted, her voice bumping against the one of her past self. It was hard to untangle what he was supposed to listen to from what he was supposed to ignore. He tried to focus on his breathing tho, just like they practiced more than many times. 'I'm sorry Jeannie' He thought, not really sure to which voice he was replying.

continued from here ( x )

It didn't take her long to locate him . She didn't really ask and just went in, knowing what to look for and what not. She soothed him.

Jean in his head : I'm right here with you , just breathe my dear, those are only shadows , they cannot hurt you, you are safe with me