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[chisaharu-chiha]

Journaling November 19, 2024

Had a dream I did something so incredibly terrible that @chisapuppy didn't even want to associate with me. Not sure what I did, but for 🐶 to totally leave me alone and never talk to me again must mean it was that bad.

I'll add the one part I renember. This is where I'm covered in blood holding a knife. 🐶 leaves the building with tears rolling down her face. I'm not sure wtf happened nor how I'm bloody holding a knife in my hand. I stand in front of the building and I can't move my body forward any longer. I'm shaking paralyzed out of fear and 🐶 leaving me. Then a lady in the building screams the deadliest scream (like a banshee kind of scream) ever and.... I wake up. ( I'm a little sweaty from that dream wtheck)

[adding the puppy emojis makes me feel less sad about this dream. That way I can laugh at how dumb I feel for having it]

Gotta remember nightmares aren't true and anything that happens in them would never leap into real life. (this dream is embarrassingly stupid but journaling it outta me makes me feel better. Better in a sense that I acknowledge I had the nightmare and that stuff like this is silly and made up.

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And on another note,

Found a clock I might like.

One of those aesthetic clocks I've been seeing around everywhere online and I want one

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