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[kenvais]

bakugo x reader - it’s you.

reader: female

category: angst

major tw: abuse + parental neglect

a/n: ah yes, my angsty pinterest starter days.. im so disgusted w this but I desperately need content.

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They were horrible for each other.

They couldn't stand each other.

There was no "love" involved in their relationship.

They cheated on each other, time and again.

They hurt each other, time and again.

No apologies.

No sorrow.

Because they didn't care.

Two college students, both second years.

And they both had the same question.

But this question couldn't be answered by a teacher.

"You're not leaving, are you?"

After every fight.

After every break-up.

After every tear shed.

After everything, they couldn't let go of each other.

It hurt them too much to say goodbye.

He saved her.

She saved him.

Both severely different situations.

We'll show you both.

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y/n

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"You're the one who made this ugly, now you have to deal with the consequences."

"Nobody will save you, so you might as well give up now."

"If anyone sees, tell them you fell, all right?"

"Scream all you want. Nobody's going to hear you."

Constantly in fear.

What was he going to do next?

It terrified you.

The man who was supposed to make sure you were well cared for, happy, and healthy, was the reason you had so many scars.

So many bruises.

So much trauma and hurt that you would never be normal.

Your biological father left your mother as soon as he found out she was pregnant, and your biological mother died while giving birth to you.

Naturally, you were put up for adoption.

And you were adopted by a kind looking man, one who promised the agency that he would care for you, teach you how to use your quirk, and raise you to be the best person you could be.

Everything he said was a lie, and he was a damn good liar.

Her bruised arms and legs, the cuts and scrapes that littered her body-- but no, she didn't give them to herself.

They were given to her by the man who vowed that he would love her, protect her, and treasure her.

This way of being treated got her so used to being hurt, being abused, being used, that she thought it was okay.

She thought it was normal.

She thought it was normal to wake up wondering whether she'll be fed that day or not.

She thought it was normal to be choked nearly to death every night.

She thought it was normal to be hurt.

She thought it was normal to be abused.

Because nobody told her it wasn't okay.

Nobody supported her.

Nobody told her that it wasn't her fault.

Nobody told her that she would be okay.

Never once in her life did someone say "I love you."

Never once in her life did someone give her a hug and tell her it'll be all right.

Until she met him.

"Where did you get those bruises?"

"Did somebody hurt you?"

"It's okay, I'm here."

"He can't hurt you anymore."

He saved her.

Took her away from the hell hole she lived in.

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katsuki [bad mother au]

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"Give me a chance."

"Please, stop shutting me out."

He constantly heard this from his mother.

She left him.

She left him to be with his drunken father, a lazy man who never cared about anything. Luckily for Katsuki, his father wasn't the abusive type.

However, this didn't make his situation too much better.

His father never cared for him.

Never comforted him.

Never loved him.

And his mother left, left and started an entirely new family.

Katsuki was hurt.

But it wasn't physical pain.

That's what brought the two of you together.

The pain that couldn't be healed with a bandage.

It was just your presence.

The comfortable silence, that calmed him.

Calmed the anger.

Calmed the hurt.

Calmed the stress.

And made everything pause.

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If only just for a second, that pause was the best thing he could ever feel.

Which is why, no matter how many times you hurt each other, you kept coming back for more.

Because you couldn't let go.

The love was gone.

The care was gone.

It was simply the comfort of having each other around, even if you were in the middle of a fight, you were together, and that was all that mattered to the both of you.

Which is why, that question.

"You're not leaving, are you?"

Was always answered the wrong way.

You needed to get help and stop letting people hurt you.

He needed to find someone who would be able to put up with him.

But that person wasn't you.

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[kenvais]

wash day hcs with the attack on titan boys!

[black!reader]

LEVI:

honestly, he was excited to help you wash your hair for the first time.

although he had literally no clue what he was doing, he acted like he was more experienced than you.

he tried to dry it fully before brushing it and combing it.

you had to fight him to make you give him the brush so that you could hurry up and detangle it before it started to shrink.

--and after that he still didn't want to admit that he didn't know what he was doing.

one thing though; he was extremely gentle.

most likely because of how nervous he was.

"damn brat, i can do it myself!"

"it's my hair.."

JEAN:

when i tell you this man was clueless, i'm not lying.

"so.. do we put the three in one in it or..?"

he literally showed up with nair the first time you sent him to the store to buy you 'shampoo'.

honestly, he tried his hardest.

it was cute, but sad at the same time.

in the end you had to walk him through everything.

[but he was a pro after the third time]

ARMIN:

woah.

mans really been studying up.

from the day he met you he loved everything about you, especially your hair.

so, he found a bunch of books about your hair type; how to wash it, how to brush it and comb it, everything.

in all honesty he might've been washing it better than you did.

"no, no, if you use this oil it'll make your hair start shrinking back down faster. here, use this.."

immediately after it was washed and properly oiled/combed, he braided it down so that it would hold in the moisture.

believe me, he was a pro before 'pro' was a thing.

EREN:

he wasn't entirely clueless, but he wasn't as great as armin.

just like armin, he loved your hair.

but he couldn't really find any books or anything on it, so he just asked your friends.

that, and he practiced on mikasa.

(although her hair is straighter than a line, he thought it'd help.)

once wash day came he was half-prepared.

he was using the right oils, but he didn't work the shampoo all the way in so you had to do it yourself.

one thing he could do amazingly though:

this mans braiding skills were immaculate.

either he learned from armin, or he was just a natural at it.

©skvrtii

[i don't own the characters, simply the plots and the headcanons i wrote about them!]

[kenvais]

I HAVE A FLUFF REQUEST FOR YOU. So i was thinking Hange and a fem/gender neutral (idm) (and preferable non poc but again idm) reader seeing each other for the first time (in person) in a few months and they are both very happy or sum but you can do what you want

accepted !

genre: fluff

reader: female

a/n: i literally love hange sm this request made me super happy.

( my dividers arent working wtf </3 )

- There’s literally no way to explain how happy she was other than..

- Well uh, remember that look she had when she was talking about finding abnormal titans with Levi?

- That was the look she had when she saw you again.

- “Y/NNNN ITS BEEN SO LONG!!”

- Tears were shed.

- For the next week she spoiled you nonstop with gifts and dates

- There was literally no separating you two for the next month.

- She had your room moved so that you could share with her

- “MY BABYYY I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!”

- Y’all wreaked havoc when you saw each other again

- It was hilarious, but Levi was pissed when you two accidentally broke one of his teacups.

- “Shitty glasses, shitty glasses’ girlfriend, why were you in my office in the first place?“

- Erwin didn’t mind your chaos,

- In fact he encouraged it in a way.

- However, he did recommend that you brought your catastrophe to a place that wasn’t the headquarters.

- Constant cuddles

- You guys damn near threw a party the first day you saw each other

- You bought matching necklaces to go with your uniforms

- Needless to say, you guys weren’t even allowed to be apart for more than a week at a time after that happened.

©skvrtii - do not repost my work , edit , or modify it without direct consent from me .

[kenvais]

heartburn | l. ackerman x reader

keys + triggers | important

chapter one | (un)faithful

[kenvais]

Grocery shopping with the MHA boys !

gn!reader

bakugo:

he didn't want to go.

he literally fought you about it, he hates grocery stores.

however, he is good at making shopping lists.

so you brought him with you, of course.

"put that down, it's not on the list."

"but it's-"

"put it down."

pretty much acts like a parent when you get there but he whines about it for a while after you get home.

"just make the food."

denki:

literal opposite of bakugo.

in fact, you didn't want to take him with you.

he can't stay in one aisle for more than ten seconds.

nor can he make healthy food decisions.

therefore, all the shopping is usually left up to you.

but he still comes with you, just to tag along.

being the hyper boy he is, he was more distracted than a child would be.

really anything could catch his eye.

"ooh, could we get a lawn mower?"

"we don't need a lawn mower, we just needed to get milk.."

at least he's good company.

that and he has immaculate music taste.

to the point where you sometimes bring him places with you just so you can listen to his music.

deku

he's nervous, but not too bad.

just kidding.

so, fun story.

you sent him to the store to get you tampons once.

this is how it went: - he makes it to the store

- he panics because he can't find the tampon section

- he finds the tampon section

- he texts you asking for a size and you just say 'pick whatever'.

he ended up coming home with a cart full of one of each brand of tampons.

one of each size, color, everything.

but we're talking about grocery shopping here.

remember when he broke all his bones?

yeah.

that happened again.

he tried to use his quirk to knock something off of the top shelf for you.

you're both banned from that store now.

kirishima

kind of like denki, but a lot more chill.

he's surprisingly very responsible with shopping.

he finds coupons, sales, really any way he can save money he will.

he'll have a super specific list, but he doesn't really follow it.

he doesn't have the patience to find everything on the list so he just ended up getting whatever.

remember how i said he was responsible?

here's what i mean:

- he'll make a list

- he'll budget everything

- he'll find sales, coupons, everything

- he'll ignore all of that and buy pop tarts.

you've stopped letting him grocery shop alone.

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©bitchybarbie

[kenvais]

im angry so im gonna write <3

anywho,, interact with this post with a character from black butler, bnha, aot, or haikyuu and I’ll send you soft relationship hcs ab them <3

[kenvais]

listen to song provided while reading for better overall enjoyment and experience.

warnings: profanity

SHAMELESS LIARS CHAPTER TWO - EMPTY MIND SHIT.

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y/n pov

After settling into your new dorm room —your brother was right, it was a private room—, you immediately grabbed your phone and FaceTimed your one and only best friend.

"Sunaaaa!" You moped when he picked up.

The boy in question just so happened to have been eating when you called, so he hummed a response before swallowing. "What is it, stripper heels?"

"He's here."

"Who's here?"

"Milkbread bitch 😭"

"Oh, Oikawa.. AND DID YOU JUST SPEAK EMOJIS?"

"😭😩😖🤩😃"

"Y/n how do you even-"

"!!!!!!!"

"That's not a word-.."

"🙄🥱"

"I'm hanging up now."

"No ❤️"

future baby daddy has ended the call.

You pouted, rolling over on your bed as you turned on the TV to watch anime.

What should I watch?

Damn. I have to sign back into Netflix, don't I?

They should make an automatic thing for that.

Logging into Netflix is a struggle.

After a good fourteen minutes of effort, you finally logged into your account and found something to watch.

—Then your phone rang again.

You groaned as you picked it up. "Hello, this is the depressed hoe hotline, how can I help you today?"

"Woah, that got dark."

"SCREAMS"

"WHY ARE YOU SAYING SCREAMS INSTEAD OF SCREAMING?!"

"EW EW EW UGLY ASS EX HOW DID YOU GET MY NUMBER?"

You heard a sigh. "Iwa- I mean, your brother. He gave it to me."

"I doubt it. Why would he do that? He knows I want nothing to do with your disloyal ass." You retorted, snorting slightly.

Oikawa proceeded to speak in a calmer tone as you got up and turned the TV off. "Could you please stop calling me that? There's no point in keeping bad blood between us."

"There is. You fucking hurt me, got that?" You countered.

"If you say so.. Just, meet me at the fountains in a minute? Please?"

"Absolutely not, sicko."

A groan came from the other side. "Just do it, okay?! If you do, I'll leave you alone."

--That got your attention.

"Actually, it seems that I already have my tennis shoes on and am fully capable of running today."

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You showed up at the designated spot about five minutes later, meeting the brunette there.

"So, what do you want?" You snapped.

"Well.." Oikawa started, rubbing the back of his neck. "I need a tutor. And I can pay you pretty well, I just..- I know you're smart, okay?" He stammered.

It was evident that he was being honest, but that still didn't make you want to help him.

"Hell no." You stated sharply. "Is that all you called me here for? Just hire a tutor from the internet or use grammarly or something. Your education isn't my problem, not to mention, you're a fucking year ahead of me. What can I teach you that you don't already know?"

A look of irritation spread over the male's usually calm features as he crossed his arms. "Damn it, Y/n.. I've seen your grades, okay? You tutored me in high school. It's no different now. At least think on it?"

"I'll think about kicking your ass if you don't leave me the fuck alone." You snapped, causing the brunette to take a step back.

"Woah, hostile much?" He raised an eyebrow.

"Hostile my ass. Get out of my way."

"Fine, then. Just.. Think about it and give me an answer when you're ready." He sighed, looking at you with slight hope in his eyes.

You nodded and walked away briskly without another word.

Damn it.

Damn you.

Fuck, I hate him so much..

What does he want me to tutor him for?

It's not like I'd be much help anyway.

He's just trying to waste my time again, I bet.

He has no shame, huh?

Just gonna waste my time for no reason.

At least he said he'd pay me for it. I guess that's not a complete waste.

I'm gonna buy gucci with his money.

Why didn't I do that from the beginning?

I want gucci.

I'm gonna get some gucci.

Woah, maybe I can even buy my will to live back.

Can you buy that?

You can totally buy that.

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Staring out of the window of your dorm room, you thought about what had happened today.

It seemed to all have gone so fast.

Just ten or so hours ago you were still in your apartment packing your bags and getting ready to leave.

But now you were being faced with hard decisions again.

I guess I'll sleep it off.

Might as well.

You turned off the main light that had been illuminating your bedroom for the past hour or so, climbing into bed and falling asleep soon after.

Although you had no particularly memorable dreams that night, you slept peacefully and soundly, seemingly unbothered.

Everything was comfortable.

You were fine.

For now, at least.

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8:04 am.

I guess I didn't sleep that long.

You hugged your pillow as you sat up, looking around the dorm room that would be your home for the next four years.

I'm not mentally prepared for this shit.

I'm not physically prepared either.

Oh well, fuck it.

You yawned, got out of bed, and got dressed.

I don't want to tutor him.

But a bit of extra money would be pretty helpful with all these expensive ass college books.

I guess I'll give it a try.

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lol another rushed chapter go brr

[ final word count : 910 words. ]

[kenvais]

masterlist <3

current works:

cuddles with the haikyuu boys - misc.

dark royalty - t. oikawa

drabbles // oneshots

my world - t. oikawa

dandelions - t. yamaguchi

hc lists

wash day hcs with the aot boys ( poc reader )

cuddles with the seijoh boys

hange zoe after not seeing you for a long time ( fem reader )

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[kenvais]

shameless liars | t. oikawa x fem ! reader

chapter one - bullshit.

chapter two - empty mind shit.

[kenvais]

new theme + mha hc list coming out soon <3

[kenvais]

masterlist | requests open

i write for:

haikyuu

bungo stray dogs

attack on titan

boku no hero academia

hunter x hunter

black butler

how to request

[kenvais]

masterlist coming out tomorrow because why not <3

[kenvais]

masterlist ( requests open ! )

current works:

dark royalty -> t. oikawa

cuddling with hq boys -> misc

i write for:

haikyuu

attack on titan

black butler

yuri on ice

bungo stray dogs

bnha (upon request only)

readers

gender neutral

female

poc

non poc

current hc lists

wash day hcs with attack on titan boys (poc)

cuddles with seijoh boys

current oneshots/drabbles

dandelions - t. yamaguchi (female reader)

my world - t. oikawa (female reader

[kenvais]

I’m bored

so

request headcanons n I’ll write them <3

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