#jaymay

[memory-laine]

One May Die So Lonely

Remind me again just what you were saying When you walked in the room when the music was playing When I was lost too, but in my own thoughts and I could not find you

Tell me your story, I'm listening this time I can get us some glasses and a bottle of wine We can sit on the carpet, sit on the table or sit on the moon

You can reach for my hand You can say what you like Is just what you just can't stand be your boy or a little old man, be what you want or even nothing at all Be with me

Why not forgive us quit holding your breath you reach with your right hand like it's all that is left With a knock of the door I love all your ankles You fall on my floor

You roll your eyes You're so sick of this Jay made the bracelet I placed on your wrist you lost it and lets face it I think we both lost it a little bit

I know you're living in London Cause you keep on complaining where is the sunshine, it always is raining That's all I am hearing, skies ain't clearing Your eyes keep on tearing You're missing New York

But do you miss me Do you miss our talks Do you miss our touching and our midnight walks Do you miss the ocean Do you miss the sand Do you miss me at all miss here man

I have to laugh like crazy I really think you're crazy You might as well ask if a hot day is hazy If you left I still maybe have I ever laid lazy with you on the grass

Let's get something straight I really do hate This feeling that's growing You think you not knowing Wherever I may run Even if it's dumb I love only you You are the only one

So it really doesn't matter If I'm sorta having fun If your cruel even second I get a glimpse of the sun Whether singing on the stages or filling up the pages Somethings undone

And the song ends here Cause you're really really weird near We haven't said a word in over a year It just gives me hope like music gives you rope to hold you right here

And I'm sorry for these lines I'm sorry for my crimes sorry for the oceans that sails all the times if I ever gave you something it probably was the notion I never gave you nothing but a very hard time

[lowpolyanimals]

Carnotaurus by @hooy-jaymay

[icecoldslugs]

Smoke break featuring the reviled green reimu. (design inspired by @hooy-jaymay's reimu)

[loveable-sea-lemon]

Tag Game: for each letter in your URL/username, post the first song you think of for each letter

Tagged by @glamgoblin thank u!!!

Library Magic by The Head and the Heart

Orange Juice by Noah Kahan

Vulnerable by dhruv

Everybody by Ingrid Michaelson

Astronomy by Conan Gray

Boys Like You by dodie

LEMONS by Brye and Cavetown

End of the World by A Great Big World

Sea Green by Jaymay

(The) Exit by Conan Gray

AOK by Tai Verdes

Line Without a Hook by Ricky Montgomery

Every Kingdom by Ben Howard

MOONLIGHT by TWICE

Only You by Jimmy Charles Moody

NICE GUY by Yxngxr1 and Morgan Reece

tagging @somethingsarereal @thegirlyouknow @kinepakapat if u want to :3

[autumnal-glow]

The Perfect Fall Playlist

Music hums into your ears as you sit under the trees in a woody forest. It's barely dawn, and the fog is dense around you. Leaves fall around you, almost dancing to the music. The air is crisp with the whispers of Autumn. All year, you've waited for this one moment.

Anchor - Novo Amor

Bella's Lullaby - Carter Burwell, Dan Redfeld, Elizabeth Hedman

Breathe In - Low Roar

Chasing Pirates - Norah Jones

Cloud Speed - Sad Souls

Come Little Children - Erutan

Dancing Two Hundred Times - Sad Souls

Digging Shelters - Neil Halstead

Dreamcatcher - Sad Souls

Ekki múkk - Sigur Rós

Featherstone - The Paper Kites

Fidelity - Regina Spektor

Fleeting - Sad Souls

Flightless Bird, American Mouth - Iron & Wine

For Those Below - Mumford & Sons

Friends Make Garbage (Good Friends Take It Out) - Low Roar

Frightened, Happy - Sad Souls

Ghosts That We Knew - Mumford & Sons

Give Up - Low Roar

Halo - Lotte Kestner

In a Forest With Leaves in Your Hair - Sad Souls

Into The Unknown - Over the Garden Wall, The Blasting Company, Jack Jones

Intro (Leaving) - Spooky Black

I Will Follow You into the Dark - Death Cab for Cutie

Jack's Lament - Danny Elfman

Just a Habit - Low Roar

The Loneliest Girl - キ��ロル＆チューズデイ(Carole & Tuesday)

Lovers' Eyes - Mumford & Sons

Low Roar - Low Roar

Lucia - The Night of Light - Jonna Jinton

The Magic Place - Julianna Barwick

The Mummers' Dance - Loreena McKennitt

My Dove, My Lamb - Phosphorescent

The Night We Met - Lord Huron

Nobody Loves Me Like You - Low Roar

An Ocean and Peril - The Black Atlantic

Oh Klahoma - Jack Stauber

Over The Garden Wall - Over the Garden Wall, The Blasting Company, Jack Jones

Patience - Low Roar

Sigh No More - Mumford & Sons

Snow Dress - Sad Souls

Song for Zula - Phosphorescent

The Spirit Song - Jonna Jinton

Two Time - Jack Stauber's Micropop

Windows and Churches - Sad Souls

Words - Low

Worry - Sad Souls

Yawning Lion / 獅子大張嘴 - V.K

You Are The Only One I Love - Jaymay

Открытый космос - Мариэль

Bonus: Kouyou - Ice (This one is not on most streaming services; I listen to it on YouTube)

[paceywittergayboatman]

Fate? And Gay Platonic Siblinghood in Gossip Girl, Dawson's Creek and The Summer I Turned Pretty

Masterlist

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Once Upon Another Time by Sara Bareilles/Once Upon Another Time by Sara Bareilles/We'll Always Have Summer by Jenny Han/Flaws by Bastille/Peach Pit by Peach Pit/In a Week by Hozier/Portions for Foxes by Rilo Kiley/Gossip Girl 4.10/Sort Of by Ingrid Michealson/ Gossip Girl 4.10/Sort Of by Ingrid Michealson/Gossip Girl 4.10/Marlene on the Wall by Suzanne Vega/ Gossip Girl 1.9/

Aftertaste by Ben Lee/Dawson's Creek 2.18/The Summer I Turned Pretty by Jenny Han/Dawson's Creek 2.18/The Summer I Turned Pretty by Jenny Han/Dawson's Creek 2.18/Portions for Foxes by Rilo Kiley/My Brilliant Friend by Elena Ferrante/ Dawson's Creek 2.16/Brooklyn 3am by Jaymay/Brooklyn 3am by Jaymay/ Dawson's Creek 2.13/Dawson's Creek 2.10/

Brooklyn 3am by Jaymay/The Summer I Turned Pretty 2.8/The Summer I Turned Pretty 2.8/Antigone/Gossip Girl 6.10/Spacetime Fairytale by Regina Spector/ Gossip Girl 1.1/Gossip Girl 1.1/ Flaws by Bastille/Portions for Foxes by Rilo Kiley/Spacetime Fairytale by Regina Spector/Spacetime Fairytale by Regina Spector/Dawson's Creek 6.21/

Dawson's Creek 6.21/Spacetime Fairytale by Regina Spector/Dawson's Creek 6.21/ Dawson's Creek 6.21/Gossip Girl 6.10/ Gossip Girl 6.10/ Gossip Girl 6.10/Gossip Girl 6.10/We'll Always Have Summer by Jenny Han/We'll Always Have Summer by Jenny Han/We'll Always Have Summer by Jenny Han/ Gossip Girl 6.10/Gossip Girl 6.10/Gossip Girl 6.10/We'll Always Have Summer by Jenny Han/We'll Always Have Summer by Jenny Han/We'll Always Have Summer by Jenny Han/Dawson's Creek 6.? Dawson's Creek 6.?/ Gossip Girl 6.10

[birdmitosis]

Ship fanmix for Voice of the Cold/Voice of the Paranoid from Slay the Princess. If you can tolerate pain, can you tolerate joy? (Art credit to @phospolipid-bilayer, right here!)

Acceptance - So Contagious Oh no, this couldn't be more unexpected And I can tell you I've been moving in so slow Don't let it throw you off too far Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line?) To say you're the only one breaking me down like this

aeseaes - Mahogany String his neck, would you, would you? Steer this wreck, would you, would you? Tease me, torturous, bend to your death I give in easy, hold me now I'll be reckless, not yet

Andy Grammer - Fine By Me And it seems that every time we're eye to eye I can find another piece of you that I don't wanna lose I'm just saying it's fine by me if you never leave And we can live like this forever, it's fine by me

Angus & Julia Stone - Just a Boy Girl, you make me want to feel Things I've never felt before Girl, you make me want to feel Did I say I'm just a boy? You can hold me to that

Cash Cash - Surrender I was running on an empty heart Not a trace of gasoline Trying to dim every single spark That could hurt, that could burn all of me

Charlotte Martin - Four Walls Here is the part you reach for me Say that you have no need of this Say it again, again, again, again Head up straight, I know what I'm doing Head up straight, I know what I'm doing (I don't)

girl in red - i wanna be your girlfriend Oh Hannah, I will follow you home Although my lips are blue and I'm cold I don't wanna be your friend, I wanna kiss your lips I wanna kiss you until I lose my breath Oh Hannah, oh Hannah, oh Hannah, oh Hannah

Holly Conlan - OK I build up walls no one can climb And I tear them down, this process takes up all my time And now I'm confused on top of it all I was ready to lose and ready to fall But then something about the way you look at me It makes it feel okay, you make it feel okay

Jaymay - Sycamore Down I'm just a cloud, I'm not proud Of how I've been dealing with things No one's allowed into my world To see how I'm feeling If this isn't love What is love if this isn't love?

Keaton Henson - Limb And I will shed my skin Oh, to let you in So lay down your guns for me I'm only temporary

Maria Mena - Just Hold Me But if I wanted silence I would whisper And if I wanted loneliness I'd choose to go And if I liked rejection I'd audition And if I didn't love you, you would know And why can't you just hold me?

Motion City Soundtrack - L.G. FUAD Yeah, so I'm already dead On the inside, but I have learned to pretend It's the only way I have learned to express myself, through other people's descriptions of life I'm afraid I'm alone and entirely useless (In this department)

Of Monsters and Men - Love Love Love Yeah, maybe I'm a bad, bad, bad, bad person Well baby, I know Oh, cause you love, love, love When you know I can't love So I think it's best we both forget before we dwell on it...

Ricky Montgomery - This December Well, this December, I'll remember Want you to see it when I do It's this state in this state I'm living in It's just a little bit, it's just a little bit lonely in this home It's always colder on your own My darling I, I let the season change my mind

Sharon Van Etten - It's Not Like Take both my hands, tie them behind my back To keep me from holding, from holding, from holding But that's so unlike myself And it's not like I have anyone to hold, or do I want to? These eyes, this heart, these arms have held almost everything But not you, but not you, but I want to

Bonus: DECO*27 - The Vampire (Rachie English cover) Back and forth from good to bad in every heartbeat Let's turn that fear of yours into something sweet Acting like I just don't care and yet I'm feeling everything The distance tears me open, holding back all emotion But if I keep tempting fate then it'll crush me 'till I finally break

(All fanmixes are a perpetual WIP.)

[hancydrewfan]

i’m still liking these asks, so here’s a few more i’m asking myself

10: a song that makes you sad

close to ten years ago now, one of my best friend’s younger sisters died very suddenly at 18, just starting her first year at uni. it was so heartbreaking. they played the song “Riptide” by Vance Joy at her funeral, and it was the first time i ever heard it. it’s a great song, but i can’t hear it without feeling a little sad.

22: a song that moves you forward

i’ve talked about how much i love Kesha’s Rainbow album before. the title song is the one that thrusts me out of my feels. it’s kind of indescribable how healing it is to me.

26: a song that makes you want to fall in love

i mean, i’m very lucky to already be madly in love with the best person on the planet (i love him so much). but a key song on my playlist back then that really nailed what was going on in my head for the two years during which i was seriously crushing on him was “Gray or Blue” by Jaymay. gosh, i love love and once again, i love late ‘00s indie rock.

[handgiven]

rules: pick a song for each letter of your url – no repeating artists!

h_how you holding up? by ylroy a_alternate world by son lux n_nights in white satin by the moody blues d_don't worry about me by frances g_get home by bastille i_in the wind ii by thomas fehlmann v_velvet wings of serenity by irena & vojtěch havlovi e_everything's alright from jesus christ superstar n_never be daunted by jaymay

tagged by: stole it from the president @talentforlying tagging: whoever wants <3

[stereopticons]

No one asked, but I was curious since most of my fic titles are song lyrics. Here’s the number of fics by artist:

The Mountain Goats: 5

Julien Baker, The Wonder Years: 2 each

Sarge, Stars, Visqueen, Into the Woods, Ella Fitzgerald, The Cure, Indigo Girls, Barenaked Ladies, That Thing You Do, Lagwagon, Joni Mitchell, Taylor Swift, Baby Queen, Crazy Ex-Girlfriend, Conan Gray, Dolly Parton, Neko Case, The Features, Paul Simon, Florence + the Machine, W. Darling, tick tick Boom, Frightened Rabbit, Gaslight Anthem, Cabaret, Dean Martin, Jaymay: 1 each

Not lyrics: 18

Surprisingly, I have yet to use any Noah lyrics!

[waltzedintherain]

omg ⭐ please ahh

omg im about to overthink this so much because i think youre so cool

so:

- crystal by fleetwood mac

- diamonds and rust by joan baez

- mother natures son by the beatles

- sea green see blue by jaymay

- ur so pretty by wasia project

:)) these are just vibes so fuck idk but <3333

ask me!

[13flowersandfoxes]

Top five songs to have a breakdown to

Oh god

This could be an angry rage breakdown or sad emotional one so I’ll do a mix

In no particular order

1. Teenagers by MCR

2. Miss Murder by AFI

3. Why am I like this by Orla Gartland

4. Sea Green, See Blue by Jaymay

5. There’s one song by Halsey in particular that has some lines that really get to me, it’s not one of her more popular ones and I’m forgetting the name

There’s probably a lot more I could list but these are ones that come to mind. Honorable mention to any song with Fuck you as a line

[tundrakatiebean]

Tagged by the beautiful, talented, and amazing @clown-femme

Nicknames: Katie is technically a nickname, also Tundra

Height: 5’8” (and the shortest one in my immediate family which is why I give off shorter vibes)

Last thing googled: it was either knives out to see where I could download it when I got home or Walter Koenig because I wanted to see if he was still married to the wife mentioned in the Star Trek book I was reading (which he was until she passed last year)

Song stuck in my head: I’ve got dueling songs atm Ruby Blue by Róisìn Murphy and Sugarhouse by Sugarhouse

Followers: it’s like 1,400 and change I think?

Amount of sleep: i average like 7.5 hours last night was like 8:10

Lucky number: 21

Dream job: organizing things like I do for my streamer friend but getting paid for it tbh. I keep a spreadsheet of all of his shinies, update his shiny dex, and have been fiddling with coding a website that is better than the one we’re currently using for it. So basically like a spreadsheet fairy for one patron.

Wearing: compression socks, Uggs, mulberry leggings, grey tank top, my favorite long skull shirt (that I fixed last summer so there are pics of it somewhere on here), a long striped cardigan, and a black N95 mask (travel outfit bay bee)

Movies/Books that summarize me: I don’t know that they summarize me but these are my vibes or things that are so entrenched in my history they can’t be separated- Josie and The Pussycats (2001), The Magician’s Assistant by Anne Patchett, Howl’s Moving Castle (both the film and book), My Neighbor Totoro, Coraline (both the film and book), Paranorman, The Immortal Series by Tamora Pierce, Secretary (2002), A Christmas Story

Fave song: Grey or Blue by Jaymay (I even made an art about it, check out my year of lyrics)

Fave instrument: I don’t play anything but I’m a slut for acoustic guitar and the string section of an orchestra

Aesthetic: dusty academia, yarn and thread pieces littering the floor under a sewing machine, the sound scissors make when you hit the right slide cutting wrapping paper, the paper towel you used to clean your watercolor brushes during a painting, a femme in a fitted or flared brightly colored skirt giving you the coldest stare you’ve ever received, the little bit of nail polish around your cuticles after you paint your own nails

Fave author: Joy Demorra aka @thebibliosphere

Fave animal noise: the little questioning brrpppt? that cats do

Random: I am so ready to get home and sleep in my own bed that I’m a little delirious

Tagging: @ghostsinthecellar @sad-n-subbyy @lucidlymelanated @mrdreadful @mind-altering-bugs and anyone else who would like to do this :) feel free to ignore if you’re tagged or add if you’re not!

[big-lonely-idjit]

I was tagged by @supernovaodessa

These were tough!

1. A song you like with a color in the title:

Catherine Wheel - Black Metallic

Honorable mentions: Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds or PJ Harvey - Red Right Hand Maria McKee - If Love Is A Red Dress (Hang Me In Rags) Gray or Blue - Jaymay

A song you like with a number in the title:

The Wallflowers - One Headlight

Honorable mentions: The Cure - Just One Kiss The Pretenders - 2000 Miles The Breeders - Drivin’ on 9

6. A song that makes you want to dance:

Truthfully, I don’t dance or want to dance but I like the excitement of this:

The Cure - 13th

Honorable mention: Feist - 1234

23.  A song you think everyone should listen to:

Phoebe Bridgers - Teenage Dirtbag This one’s big.  I feel it overtly states all the tenderness and yearning a guy singing a pop song in 2000 couldn’t get away with.

Honorable mentions: The Housemartins - Caravan of Love Black 47s - Bridie’s Song Utah Philips - Moose Turd Pie The Proclaimers - Cap in Hand Urban Dance Squad - Deeper Shade of Soul

Thanks for tagging me!  I hope everyone who follows me will play, I’d love to know.

[salomeapologist]

made the mistake of letting myself think about the blorbos id assigned to gray or blue by jaymay when it came on and oh the missed potential of half bad…

[moviepanda]

Good question .. what would you do if you'd find out your husband's a serial killer..?

I would start by deleting my browser history when I searched for every murder the husband did.. And I would tell him that 'Beadie' is a bad fucking alias for a killer

Loved it though - and this woman is awesome

10/12/2024