#jay halstead xyou

[escapingrealtiylovinginsanity]

Who are your mutuals or friends on here – and – who do you want to be your mutuals or friends?

Before I go into this I want to say. If you're looking for friends on here, want to talk about writing, fandoms, couple cannon or not message me! I love to talk to new people. My writing and coming on here has slowed a bit but I'm happy to talk!

It was nice to go through all these and reread some of the stories I loved and see if anything was new.

Mutuals that I talk to often

@polkadotpenguin16 and I talk often. I follow her stories and we often preread each other's stuff. Also just a generally awesome human. If you like Sonny Carisi (SVU) she has quite a few stories out now. And she gives awesome recs!

@chicaotaku17 and I have recently started chatting. They recently started writing for Chicago One. They have started a light hearted HalsteadSister fic if that is your jam.

People I follow & Recommend

I put some of these in another post but they deserve the credit and maybe this will help more people find them! Seriously check them out!

@felicitysmoaksx writes fanfics for Jay Halstead & Kim Burgess (Burgstead) for my followers who found me reading RRR. They also have a wide variety of stories for Connor Rhodes/ Sarah Reese that I love! It's my two favorite couples to read for One Chicago and they are both near impossible to find.

@tropes-and-tales-archives has awesome Sonny Carisi content that I reread probably a little too much. Whistle Down The Wind is probably my favorite at this point.

@bullet-prooflove writes for so many different fandoms and does a damn good job at it. Be warned if you start going through their masterlists you will be there for days. Totally worth the hyperfixation! I go back to comfort read all the time.

@plaidbooks SVU content- you will definitely spend some time on this page before you run out of things to read! Nick Amaro and Joe Velasco got it for me.

@svuwritings SVU mostly Nick Amarou and Sonny Carisi

@itsgrimeytime has great Rick Grimes content but I don't think they are actively posting anymore. Still, check them out!

@crossbowking Some of the best damn Daryl Dixon stories you will ever read. They capture him perfectly. Binge to your heart's content.

@arrowenchantress reblogs a lot of stories I like which introduces me to new authors. I think it's Rick Grimes and Logan Howlett (X-men) content that brought me to the page.

@storiesofsvu has so many fandoms for you to choose from SVU, Chicago PD, Criminal Minds, and NCIS

@fightmewiatch I'm pretty sure that Nick Torres content brought me to their page. But I keep around to read their Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers, and Teen Wolf content.

@pascalispretty SVU stories. Sonny Carisi and Nick Armaro. They also have SonnyxRafael if that tickles your fancy.

@angelwings-crossbowstrings Daryl Dixon stories- need I say more. Enjoy

[saibh29]

The Truth in the Past (part 4)

Pairing: Jay Halstead x Reader

Warning: Swearing, Murder, Angst

AN: Still not getting better….. well maybe a little.....

You’ve covered for your sister all your life to such an extent you don’t know anymore where she ends and you begin, or how to even stop a relationship that’s now more toxic than good.

PART ONE   PART TWO PART THREE 

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You woke up with a crick in your neck and the feeling that you hadn’t really ever even been to sleep. It was like waking up with a hangover but you hadn’t even had the fun of the evening before to reminisce about. Cracking an eye open you found your sister sat on the floor in front of you, she didn’t look like she’d slept much either. She was leaning against the coffee table with her body angled towards the window. 2 cups of what smelt like caffeine in her hands.

“Here” she handed you over a cup of coffee, keeping the other for herself. “You look about as good as I presume I do”

“Always such a cheery person to wake up to Y/S/N”

“Yeah well, you might not have to put up with me much longer, if I'm in prison for murder after all”

“Way to bring the mood down Sis” you flopped back into the sofa cushions letting your head drop back as well, on top of your shitty nights sleep you thought you were also getting a migraine.

Hammering on the door snapped both of you out of your separate dazes. “The cops? This early” your sister asked.

“No” you checked your watch; it was only just past 6am. “Cops don’t start till 9am at least”

“Well, better see who it is then” Y/S/N got to her feet and headed over towards the door.

You closed your eyes again, yes, your sister had just been being sarcastic, saying she may soon be in prison so you wouldn’t have to deal with her. The reality of the matter was though that you were going to have to try and make a city full of prejudiced people believe that the stripper wasn’t the bad guy but instead had simply been trying to help.

It wasn’t going to be easy.

“Y/N”

“What? Who was it?”

“Y/N” that wasn’t your sisters voice, flinching you jumped to your feet, Jay Halstead was stood in your living room. In all the months you’d been sleeping together he had never once been to your place. You’d always been to his apartment. That was the rule, having him here in your space was making you feel like you might throw up any minute now.

He was one more person who looked like he hadn’t slept last night.

“Jay… Detective Halstead. What are you doing here? How are you here?”

“I'm going to go shower” Y/S/N said from behind Jay, leaving before you could order her to stay right there and save you from the horror of this coming conversation.

“Your sister, she wrote her address down on the intake form. I guessed it might be the same as yours”

“Explains how, not why”

“Y/N, come on. You can’t pretend to simply not know me”

“Why not?” you hissed crossing your arms over your chest. “I don’t know you all that well after all. Apart from screwing each other we haven’t exactly done a lot of talking”

Jay was the one to flinch this time, like your words had had a physical effect on him. He gathered himself back though. “Y/N” Jay took a step towards you and you took a step backwards. “We have to talk”

“I don’t think we do Jay” you crossed your arms over your chest “Anything you have to say to me needs to go through the firm”

Jay’s eyes narrowed at you. “Really? You’re going to pull the whole lawyer card and just ignore the fact that this whole situation is entirely fucked up from a legal stand point anyway!” he was shouting at the end of that speech. You’d actually never heard Jay shout before, never really heard him get angry full stop.

“Then we better not make it anymore fucked up than it is” your own voice was raising “Jesus Jay, you can’t be here. You can’t be in the home of a murder suspect”

“She isn’t a suspect yet, no one has charged her with anything”

“Yet being the key word there, you can’t try and tell me that Voight hasn’t already made up his mind about Y/S/N”

“I…” he trailed off because really what could he say. “fuck” rubbing at the stubble on his chin he started to pace over your hardwood floors. “no one has decided whether she is going to be charged or not. She may not”

“Come on Jay, don’t be an idiot”

“Y/N”

“As if they aren’t going to charge the stripper they found crouched over a body with blood all over her”

“Well since she won’t tell us why she was there in the first place”

“She works there, genius. Where else was she going to be?”

Somehow the two of you had ended up stood directly in front of each other, practically shouting into each other’s face. You were breathing hard and from the look of Jay he was seconds away from bursting a blood vessel in his forehead.

“God” you took a step back away from Jay actually turning your back on him completely for a minute. Taking a deep breath. “You really need to leave Jay”

His hands come down to your shoulders and his chest was suddenly pressed up against your back. “Don’t shut me out Y/N. There is a way for us to do this together. We can find a way”

“Why?” you weren’t turning to look at him but still weren’t strong enough to move away from him completely. “Why would you do that Jay?”

“Have you honestly not figured that out yet?”

You really did not need Jay to say what you thought he was getting at right now. It wouldn’t help either of you. “Don’t” you whispered. “Please don’t Jay”

“Why not?”

You found the strength to pull away from him. “Because it can’t help us right now”

“What if it could?”

That stopped you “what?”

“What if us being together could help you, could help your sister?”

“It’s too early for riddles Jay”

He reached for you again and somewhat reluctantly you let him take your hand and pull you back into his body, with his arms wrapping around your waist. You couldn’t help relaxing into him, as much as you might complain and try and avoid him it was hard to deny your bodies instinctive response to him.

“I have a plan”

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