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Sorry I haven't been online much today guys. After watching all those con videos Sunday and listening to all that talk of Dean's ending on Supernatural I just needed a day. In all honesty I'm still not dealing with the fact that they killed him well, and having to hear them talk about it again... Anyway, enough with the heavy. New things coming to Tumblr very soon! I'll announce more tomorrow, but tonight, I'm gonna spend it writing Dean, cause I miss him.

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Yaaassss!!!!

69

Perfect number! 😏😏

Here we go!

Rock SPN Flash Fan Fic Challenge

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I just love Opposites Attract! Is it further ahead on Patreon?

Thanks so much for reading sweetie! I'm so glad you like it! Unfortunately I no longer have patreon though!

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I haven't been on my Instagram in a long time. When I did, I was very disappointed in some of the 'activism content that was post on Danneel's instagram. I'm not here to debate anyone on what you believe or don't, but I do like to have control over the content that comes across my dash, and for personal reason, as well as content I do not agree with, I've chosen to block ALL Danneel Ackles content from ALL my social media.

I know a lot won't agree with this, and know that I am not a harsh or mean person. I love everyone. Regardless of your skin color, race, orientation, gender, whatever. My blog is a safe space, and I'm not trying to draw hate towards Danneel. I'm just posting this ONLY because I'm sometimes tagged in Danneel content for me to reblog and signal boost, and I'm respectfully informing you that I will not be doing that, and this is why. This saddens me. I write this with a heavy heart. I love Jensen and will always support him, but because of my own personal beliefs, mental health, and a host of other reason I can no longer support his wife. I hope i don't offend anyone by this post, it was not my goal, and if so I'm sorry. I love each and EVERY one of my followers. I don't want to lose anyone, but I have to do this. Thank you all for the fic love and support. I will NEVER stop writing Jensen content in any aspect and I'm excited to share upcoming work with you all! I hope I didn't drag you down to bad. Enjoy your weekend everyone!

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Sorry I haven't been online much today guys. After watching all those con videos Sunday and listening to all that talk of Dean's ending on Supernatural I just needed a day. In all honesty I'm still not dealing with the fact that they killed him well, and having to hear them talk about it again... Anyway, enough with the heavy. New things coming to Tumblr very soon! I'll announce more tomorrow, but tonight, I'm gonna spend it writing Dean, cause I miss him.

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You and Me...

Chapter 19

***SERIES WARNINGS**** Rape, non con, male!rape, injury, violence, discription of injury caused by rape, nightmares, self harm, panick attackes, implied female non con, language, ass hole Jensen, hurt!jensen, dark fic, smut. If there is anything else I will add it as I go.

***Chatper Warnings*** None really, language, fluff maybe?

Pairing: Jensen Ackles x Reader

Word Count: 1582

A/N: As always all mistakes are mine!, Please do not copy my work!! Feedback is gold! I hope you enjoy this one!

Summery: It’s funny how one choice you made can change your whole life. One mistake can alter you course, and set you on a path that forever will haunt you. Two people find themselves getthing through one of the hardest trials of Jensen’s life, on just one small promise. You and Me. We’ll get through it together…

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***YOU AND ME MASTERLIST***

"Are you serious right now? You want to drive to Vancouver? Why the hell do you want to drive to Vancouver?" You asked Jensen, eyes wide in shock. 

He was standing there grinning like an idiot, holding the keys to a beautiful black 1968 AMC AMX that had two white racing stripes running down the car, obviously quite proud of himself..

"Yeah, just you and me." Jensen said, still grinning like a little kid. 

"Jensen the car is beautiful, but that's almost a three day drive?! Babe that's gonna be expensive." You tell him, you couldn't help but grin a little at his excitement for his new toy. 

You knew you were fighting a losing battle, once Jensen had made him mind up about something there was no changing it. When he disappeared this morning for a few hours you thought he was gone to see his kids, or the store, you didn’t really question him when he left the house. 

You would have never guessed he’d have shown up with this very expensive looking sports car… Announcing that you were about to take a “road trip” to Vancouver.

 "So. More time for the two of us to be together.  When I'm done with  the car I'll sell it, and donate the money to a charity." He said with a shrug. 

You keep forgetting that Jensen's perception of money, and yours is completely different. He doesn't flaunt it often at all, but the man is loaded. So something begging ‘expensive’ didn’t really deter him from his goal here.. 

Jensen bits down on his lower lip, and salters over to where you are standing in front of the bar in the kitchen. The look on his face makes you blush a little, and look away from his mischievous green eyes that were openly roaming your body.

Ever since yesterday morning when he woke up, and the two of you had made love he'd been acting different. More relaxed, less stressed out, less on edge. He was more himself. The cocky, attractive actor you'd meet in the studio that morning was back. 

While you didn’t hate it atll, it was taking you some getting used too, because if you thought he had an effect on you before, man did he have one on you now.. 

The fire that was burning in his eyes again excited you. You felt like maybe, just maybe he was finally getting better... 

Wrapping his arms around your waist Jensen pulls you close to him. Looking you over like he was seriously thinking about throwing you over the bar and having his way with you. A pantie melting smirk plastered over his perfect lips...

"Come on baby, you and me. Just the two of us. Since we got together it's been one fucking tragedy right after another. Hell I haven't even got to bring you on a proper date. Let's take this opportunity to get away. Make some memories that aren't revolving around the fucked up situation that we've been swimming in for months now. Let's get the hell out of here, and really get to know each other. " 

Leaning down before you could even answer him he captures your lips in his, kissing you in a way that makes you melt into him. 

It was going to take you some time to get used to this new found confidence in him, and if he kept kissing you like this, then he was going to get you to do pretty much whatever he wanted to do.. Because saying no to him when he was being this way just wasn’t an option for you. 

"Come on honey, we're gonna have to go to Vancouver, and get another apartment to live in while I'm filming. When I finally do start filming our schedule is gonna get crazy. Let's take this drive together... Maybe a few..." He leaned down kissing your neck again. "Stops along the way. I wanna get closer to you baby, I can't think of a better way to get to know each other than to leave all this shit behind, nothing but you and me and the road." 

He was looking deep into your eyes now. Making it hard to concentrate. All the flirty jokingness gone, and seriousness taking over his features, he really wanted to do this… 

"Okay! Okay! When do you want to do this?" You asked him, wrapping your arms around his neck, and pulling yourself closer to him. 

Smirking like he’d won some great prize for the day, he leans down and brushes your lips with his. Pressing his growing bulge closer to your center…

"Hmmm... Next week…. Gives us time to get everything ready here at home before we leave." 

A loud pounding on the front door made him groan into your neck. 

"See my point of why I wanna get you out of here." He leaned down to whisper in your ear, not knowing who was at the door. "Just when I was about to take you back to bed someone shows up at the front door." He said in a deep husky voice, leaving you weak legged leaning against the bar to go answer the door. 

Before you even had a chance to recover you heard Jared’s voice booming from the front of the house..

"Where the actual fuck did you get that car!" 

You and Jensen both burst out in a fit of laughter, and Jensen led his friend into the house to where he left you standing. 

Reaching into the refrigerator you grab a few beers, and hand them to Jensen… 

"Bought it today. Y/n and myself are going to drive it up to Vancouver next week." He said, handing a beer to a slack jawed Jared. 

"Really?!" He asked, wide eyed looking back and forth between the two of you...

"Yep, we're headed out next Saturday." Jensen said, getting behind you, and pulling your back against his chest. Jared smiled at the slight action between the two of you. One you didn’t even really pay attention to, but Jared didn’t miss how much Jensen seemed to be more relaxed than he was just a week ago..

"Well you two deserve it." Jared said. "You've been through a lot over the past few months. You need a little time to yourselves." 

Jensen nodded kissing the side of your neck. "That's the idea." 

"Well I'll get to business, and I'll leave you two love birds alone." Jared said, flopping down on a bar stool and pulling out some papers for Jensen. 

You kissed Jensen on the check, and unwrapped his arms from around your middle, and made your way towards the living room, knowing if you kept standing there Jared wasn’t going to get Jensen to pay attention whatever he needed him to do.. 

When Jensen had first shown up this morning with the car and the announcement that he had planned on driving all the way from Austin to Vancouver, you weren’t sure you were totally on board with taking that far of a road trip, but the more you thought about, the more you couldn’t help but smile…

Jensen was right about one thing, you too had been through so much shit, you needed to get away just as much as he did, and who in their right mind would be opposed to taking a road trip with Jensen… 

Jensen's POV:

Jensen watched as you made your way over to the couch with your laptop in hand, sitting down crossing your legs, and grabbing a throw pillow to sit on your lap, making it easier to type away on your computer, nose scrunched up in concentration. 

Ever since yesterday morning he hadn’t been able to take his eyes off of you. It was like he saw what he'd been missing all this time for the first time. He wanted more, he needed to be closer to you. He wanted to make up for all the lost time that it felt like the two of you had missed out on because of what happened to him.

When he almost lost you it had thrown him into a perspective he wished he didn't’ have to almost lose you to see.. He was finally able to allow himself to take control of his body, and mind again. For the first time in a long time he felt like himself. 

Jared cleared his throat sitting next to him. Jerking Jensen's attention back to him. Jared laughed loudly at his friend shaking his head a little as he reshuffled the paperwork in front of him..

"I'm glad to see your back Jay. I was worried you'd never be the same, but I see more of you this morning than I have in a long time." Jared said, and Jensen nodded his head, eyes trailing back over to where you were sitting...

Jare drowned on about convention schedule and things, but Jensen didn’t hear much of it. All he wanted was to get you alone, just you and him.

This road trip was just what the two of you needed, he was sure of it. This was going to be a life changing event. He was determined of that…

For the first time in a long time he knew what he wanted, and what he needed, and that was you, so why wait another minute… It was time to make some changes, this time for the better, it was time to do things right...

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congrats on your following count !! I am definitely joining your challenge with #17. Swim if that's alright

Thanks so much hun! It's all yours! @sofreddie

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You’re probably incredibly overwhelmed with prompts. So, if you don’t have time I understand But, should you ever get time I was thinking maybe Dean could romance a woman in a wheelchair?

Thoughts:

Maybe she’s a witness in case

Works at the library maybe

She’s not as easily swept up in Dean’s charms as most

Dean actually thinks she has a thing for Sam

She puts herself in harms way getting actively involved in the case despite the Winchesters warnings

Romance, humor

Woman isn’t used to men’s attentions because of the wheelchair even though she’s cute, funny and hella smart.

…… um, lol. I don’t know. I have a disability myself and it’s not often seen in fic.

My request are currently closed, but this is an idea I have currently played around with in the past, but never got around to writing. Maybe this one will actually pop up in the future. There really aren't enough fanfics that feature handle cap readers out there.

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We got electricity on late last night! Yay!!

I might even bring in of the Patreon oneshots over here to celebrate later today so stay tuned!!

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Hey there. I just wanted to drop by and say that I'm loving your "Feral" mini-series. It's incredibly captivating and enthralling. I'm loving every second of it. Thank you for sharing it with us!

Aw thanks so much hun! Also great to hear from you again, its been a while lol. Hope all is well your way!! 💕

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Got a pretty hot oneshot coming later today... might have a little Demon!Dean for you guys so stay tuned!!

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Hey! I just read your entire Masterlist. It's amazing!! I like "promised" series a lotttt❤️ btw I wanted to make a request, but I am not sure if you're taking it now? Your bio says 'requests are one', so like you only take one request or does that mean something else?

Hi!!

Thanks hun! 💕

I am taking requesr at the moment. I take request for either Jensen x Reader; Dean x reader, or Steve Carlson x Reader because I have done those before.

I dont write destiel, or any winchest, or jensen x jared. I'm not that great at writing for x male readers. 😬

I usually do x reader inserts on the romantic basis, I really don't dont sibling x readers. Other than that ask away baby and ill let ya know of i can do it! 😘

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Patreons!

Chapter 2 of Too Close To Gone will be posting later today! It would have been up already, but when I pulled up the document to put the finishing touches on it my computer decided to update! As soon as it's done I'll finish putting it all together!

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May I be on your forever tag list please!!!! Everything you write is amazing and I want it alll, alllllll of it I say. 😂 (sorry for my mini rant)

Lol! Thanks so much hun! I'll add you in there!!

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Hey it's the anon who requested the abo fic. I just want to say I really really loved it!! it was perfect and just the way i imagined it to go! Thank you so much for the fic. It's fantastic!!

Aw thanks hun!! So glad you enjoyed it!! 🥰🥰