#jasper my love wya

[fuckmeyer]

I saw a post about racist Jasper stans bitching bc they’re not able to enjoy shitty J*sper content bc of tags or whatever lol and someone said: “What is there even to enjoy?”. I had to laugh and I thought if you bc it’s so true. Most Jasper content isn’t even that enjoyable. It’s mostly the same boring white-supremacist garbage that I’ve seen before; even the jalice stuff is played out.

The only J*sper content I enjoy is content where he is worshipping Maria, thinking about Maria, talking about Maria, loving Maria, doing anything for Maria tbh. Is that bad? XD I owe it to you and your writing! idk something about a 19/20 year old dumbass confederate falling madly in love with a native brown woman and literally seeing her as a god-like figure as she’s basically handing him his karma for his racist crimes sends me. Ppl act like he was this awesome person before Maria and that it’s her fault he’s gutter trash now with the C*llens but he was gutter trash BEFORE he met Maria. She honestly made him so much better, stronger and MUCH more interesting. She literally created the man these stans thirst over so much. She is the blueprint.

the thing anti-María Jalice stans don't get is, without María, you do not have Jasper. for everything Jasper is, María is the catalyst ❤️

canonically, all we know about Jasper Hale pre-change is 1) he was born in Texas, 2) faked his age to join the Confederate Army* where he became the youngest major in Texas, & 3) was persuasive

beyond that, María made Jasper into the man the fandom adores. you like that he's an empath? guess whose venom made him one. you like that he's a warmonger? guess whose war he fought for. you like that he has a troubled past? guess who put the trouble in it. you like that he's "soft" "empath" "baby" (tbh i don't see it but ok)? guess who made him want to be that way. you like that he's submissive to Alice? guess who broke him in first.

you want Jasper with Alice but wish the María era didn't exist? lol just say you want the hot faceless Confederate to get with the psychic Mississippian & go

as for me, MARÍA ALL DAY BAYBEEEEE

here we have a woman who has suffered all her life at the hands of colonizers. born "1800s or earlier," we can suppose she has firsthand experience with colonization (at least Napoleon's invasion) & lived through Mexico's War of Independence. i.e., she has a deep familiarity with what it means to have your way of life ripped from you by invaders. PLUS she was a victim of Benito's army in the Southern Vampire Wars; her entire coven including her mate was killed.

& despite her losses, she rallied to take back her land & drive out her oppressors. baseline, she is a strong, cunning, powerful indigenous woman with a deep love for her community and her people. HOT

now let's look at Jasper, a bright leader in the Civil War who suffered defeat at the hands of the Union army. yes, María changed him. but did she force him to stay? to go to war? the newborn vamp with the strength & speed to overcome a "grown" vamp chose not to do so. the empath with the power to make anyone disregard him chose not to use it. some say María was "abusive" & "manipulative," but few acknowledge that Jasper had a choice.

why didn't Jasper leave? because he's submissive to anyone more powerful than him. because he was a loser. because the Southern Vampire Wars gave him a second chance at victory. because "empath" or no, he wanted to play war & win.

that's what's compelling about Jasper/María. as wrong as Jasper was for fighting for the Confederacy, he believed he was fighting for the same thing as she. he saw his way of life destroyed by "invaders" & fought back. it's a sick & twisted parallel between oppressor & oppressed that becomes subverted as their relationship goes on... & one that can heal them both.

María's experience with colonizers gives her a visceral picture of what it means to be oppressed... but her relationship with Jasper gives her the victory & emotional reflection she needs to move on. Jasper's military training gives him the hunger & knowledge for war... but his "curse" of empathy provides him with the tools he needs to recognize & address the horrors of his problematic past & move on.

tbh, i find Jasper & María are perfectly suited for a delicious character-driven narrative. Maria's story is that of a traumatized indigenous woman on a path from colonization to decolonization, & the sacrifices & destruction she endures realize that vision. Jasper's story is that of a troubled man on the path from self-hate to self-love, & what it means to undo the societal teachings/traumas & forge a life of empathy & forgiveness.

& that is something Alice alone can never give Jasper.

tl;dr all hail Queen María

[nameworthquestioning-blog]

Hi I just watched the newest Steven universe episode

(Change your mind spoilers here btw)

shdjajslajsjshakakaj aaaaaaahhhhhh oh my fucking god I'm YELLING

Okay, first of all, OH MY GOD

THAT WAS ACTUALLY AMAZING

Blue and Yellow fighting was 👌👌

Let 👏 Yellow 👏 talk 👏 about 👏 her 👏 feelings

"You're not going anywhere" shskdhs I FELT that

Steven bombing down to save the gems

Smokey's back, bitches!!

Rainbow Quartz 2.0 is so pretty???

Honestly all the gems reformed outfits are great??? Good character design????? I think yes

LAPIS AND PERIDOT HAVE CRYSTAL GEM OUTFITS NOW SJDKSHSHSHA

Also Peridot is riding a fucking trash can lid we stan

Bismusth holding Peridot by the hair ahdsjsksha

Sunstone looks super interesting and broke the forth wall 👌👌👌

O B S I D I A N

HOLY FUCKING D A M N OBSIDIAN

Connie doing her best, as always, with a DOPE ASS NEW SWORD

Honestly I was shook when White dollified Blue and Yellow but then she did it to the gems and I just

Connie sweetie I love you so much

STEVEN GETTING DETACHED FROM HIS GEM I'M SHAKING

Gem steven blocking Whites attacks like it's nothing was actually so powerful... Irl shaking vol. 2

THE ANIMATION QUALITY WHEN STEVEN AND GEM STEVEN HUGGED OH MY GOD ITS SO SMOOTH I'M C R Y I N G

White having a mental breakdown on screen was like 👌👌👌 You deserve every ounce of sadness

But her saying that she was made to be perfect implies a higher power than White Diamond??? Theorists wya

Them all going home together in the diamond ship

Literally none of the humans being fazed when said diamond ship lands above Sadie's concert

The off colours are back babey!! They're here, they're queer, and they're ready for a new life

Honestly just everything about the off colours

Lars 👏 and 👏 Sadie 👏 got 👏 the 👏 reunion 👏 they 👏 deserved

THEME SONG 2.0

All the corrupted gems got healed omg that scene was so pure

Jasper. Has. Horns. Now.

Also the way she just kinda... sunk into the water

THE BEETLES WERE LESBIANS THE ENTIRE GODDAMN TIME AAHDKSGDJSHAKA

The parallel of the title screen with the new crystal gems perched around Greg's van and barbeque

Peridot playing with pumpkin

Change your mind song

In sumarry: What a fucking episode, and what a way to end season 5

[pleasantdreamerpiekid]

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Dec31/2019

I think winter has been here too long now. I dont believe global warming is true. Im going to change the world for the better.

My favourite restaurant is my kitchen.

If I could live anywhere in the world forever. It's here at the lake.

My favourite artists are; Sublime with Bradly (original), Jurassic 5, Old skool System before hypnotize, good punk like Nofx, progressive house, dance or what ever its called, and much more just not rap or scream except snot.

For any date it would be mutual or play it by ear. Because I thouroughly think that a partnership is equal. For birthdays or anniversaries of course I would surprise, but equality and significant other actually mean something to me... Amongst many other morals, and day to day attitudes..

All animals, because they all seem to love me and they are too darned cute and fluffy to not like them.. I have cats... Many.. And looking for a good farm dog.

Favourite summer event is summer and being outdoors.. Camping and fires would be at the top of my list with the beach, lake, and mountains.

For the weekend... Hmmm .. Now that is a little more difficult. I guess a day trip to marmot basin Jasper in the winter. Road trips, random drives or star gazing slash sunset/rise watching anytime. I grow Citrus and banana amongst others. I cant really go that far from home...

My most favoured thing to do is to help people. When ever the need arises. No matter how little it ay seem, it always makes a difference. Last thing was driving on manning and seen this guy hitchhiking. I realized his bag was wide open and stuff falling out so I turned around at next intersection by fort, drove back to beyond where I seen him and whipped a u-bert at seek temple to see if anything was dropped. Good thing, was a jackett and some smaller items, got back to 28A where he was still hitching, but now going way putts my way. Wish I coulda given him a ride I was already late so.. :/ kinda sucked, but Returned his stuff, he was really happy which was nice.

This is only just my most recent.

I have courtesy (holding the doors for peoples all the time, helping older(and any) peoples, etc), constant and consistent manors to all, giving stuff is probably my biggest set back in life. No matter what, I will share, give and offer, even if it's my last bit of change, food, extra hoodie, time....

I'm honestly so sick of being honest too..

I swear woman just love being treated like crap by douche bags.. I see it all the time. I also see the desire for woman to find genuine men. All the time in profiles. But then I try to reply here and say, Hey! give me a shot and you won't regret it(not exactly. this pretty lame)..

But still, Im alone over a year later.

Yup I know I ramble, I may be awkward Im wicked smart, can do literally anything, build fix, learn, science, research, electronics. The list is endless.

I have respect, know what no means, I am not a pig.

Perhaps Im wring, maybe I come across as a creepy, weirdo who freaks people out.. I would claim that its from loneliness, but my face book doesn't illustrate creepy. It screams kind, caring and helpful. Although I don't put up with shit..

Who should..

Any wyas I know I'm wasting my time lol :) Im mostly killing time and ,.... ah welI. I send all positive energy and hope to you without having to read this part. From my massive luck storage banks I give you what you need and hope you use it well. May the universe give you hope and bring your life to be filled with joy, good kharma, amazing luck, and everything else in the world you need. As long as it is not wanted in greed.

Peace Prosperity and All you desires flow in you world. The Universe owes you now..

Cheers!

Living the dream out:D