#jason would. especially when things start getting weird. when jake's memories start bleeding into his own and he starts questioning things
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lohstandfound Ā· 2 days ago
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I want to write something but I can't quite decide on any good ideas for the things I want to right. So here's some things from the squip horror au
Jake Jason has been having weird dreams and memories that are surely not his own... right? Ever since meeting the blonde guy at a party...
#1
I met this guy. Briefly, might I add. Heā€™s close with one of the cast members. Christineā€™s friend, I believe. Dirty blonde hair that gets in the way of his eyes. I couldnā€™t tell what colour his eyes were. Maybe brown? It was dark. It was a party with the cast and friends. I managed to slip away from my management team for a while and thatā€™s when I met him. He had purple in his hair. There was just something about him. Like Iā€™ve seen him before? I havenā€™t. I didnā€™t even catch his name. I would like to see him again.
#4
Iā€™m having nightmares. Every night seems to be a loop or continuation. A fire. And Iā€™m always running through the fire and itā€™s like I can feel the flames. And Iā€™m always looking for a blonde boy with red in his hair. Heā€™s holding the matches. Sometimes I reach him, sometimes I donā€™t. It feels all too real.
#9
I donā€™t know why I keep track of these. These dreams just seem too real. And Rich is in all of them.
#10
Since when did I know his name is Rich?
#19
Who the fuck are you? What the fuck is this?
#20
I donā€™t remember that last note. I donā€™t think I remember anything from last night.
#lohst.txt#bmc#be more chill#jake dillinger#rich goranski#richjake#< vaguely#squip horror au#i wanted to write something horror. maybe something vampire#(royal pains vampire au my beloved....)#or the thing I said i wanted to write about richjake and violence because of that one boat boys animatic#but i couldnt figure it out so here's this instead#anyway i don't think jake would be leaving himself messages on his notes app but oh well#jason would. especially when things start getting weird. when jake's memories start bleeding into his own and he starts questioning things#just thinking the horror on both sides. jake realising something has taken over his life#jason realising that there is someone else in ā€œhisā€ body. or that this body isn't really his#neither of them feeling like they have any sense of control#but jake wants his life back and jason doesn't want to disappear#im actually still unsure on the jason thing#on one hand i could play it like this. like a genuine consciousness (not sure if that's the right phrasing) has formed#it has thoughts and feelings. it could be just like any other person#except it was never supposed to exist#and then i get to play with the conflict between jake and jason#or jason is purely the squip. like. literally just the robot wearing jake's body#i get these sound similar but i imagine the second option is less someone finding out that this isn't their body#and they never actually existed#(goddammit tumblr and the 140 character limit in tags you keep ruining my train of thought)#and more the squip purposefully trying to keep jake's consciousness suppressed#every action from the squip as jason is very calculated and nothing is really genuine#whereas if jason was less squip then any action/reaction/emotion is genuine
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