#jason ur bi gdi

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I notice you take art requests. Do you by chance take art requests for hwfwm characters yet?

hmmm this is a good question. I wouldnt say i have an awesome grasp of how to draw them. Ig if u described them for me?? Cause i dont remember some of their features & im scared to look them up for fear of spoilers.

Like okay so jason is thin, leanly-muscled & pretty sharp around the face shape. Hes half-Japanese & has black hair that is luscious but idk if its straight or wavy (probably not curly? I feel like thatd be mentioned). Id probs go with straight for most of my designs.

Clive is lanky & looks like most Greenstone people i think. So dark olive skin & black wavy hair. But what length. I always picture him with glasses but actually his eyesight would be perfect (id probs give him magic ones cause he can use magic items even tho it doesnt say that within text.)

idk why i just started describing them. Thats not helpful for this ask 😭😭😭. Im so ramble based.

what im trying to say is that for most characters id need a description of them cause i dont remember what they look like very well. Especially hair types. If ur willing to provide that id be happy to draw them!

(also because this ask got me kind of in an art mood here are some preliminary designs for those who i had some sort of idea for)

Im kinda rusty sorry lol

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:D happy to be here!! This fandom needs more people smh. Yall r so friendly & the books r great (im not biased i promise)

I can’t believe we have our very own liveblogger now. Our baby fandom is growing up 🥲 so proud!

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MY FUCKING GOD JASON!! YOU PROTECTED A WHOLE VILLAGE!! TAKE THE FUCKING COMPLEMENT!!

this probably at least partially is because as a child people didnt like him & viewed him as an inferior version of his older brother & no one ever challenged that notion. So his accomplishments are inferior to everyone elses even if they did the exact same thing. But urghhhh jason!! U deserve to be celebrated by ur team!! You did good!!! My lord. Sigh.

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okay with @evilphrog’s lovely help with descriptions, here are some assorted clive doodles! (Im still working him out but i quite like some of them.)

Ignore that these are in my spanish textbook & on a spanish ws respectively.

also!! Idk if this is true but doesnt clive have like a bunch of runes on him? Because yknow when onslow goes into him im pretty sure hes a rune and i feel like i remember there being a couple more but i dont actually remember.

also also, i was in class while doodling these so i couldnt look up references for what robes look like (they r weird shapeless blobs in my mind)

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does jason have like insecurities about his looks?? I feel like he always thinks everyone is extremely attractive but whenever it describes himself he’s always “too pointy to be handsome” and “scrawny” and hes always calling himself handsome or sexy but its always a joke at his expense. Like dude im sure your plenty handsome. I hear u constantly spend time on ur hair. Hes so fucking clean too. His obsession w crystal wash gives me life.

also im so wondering if all of the ribbing at neil (?) about his weight will ever have a like conclusion. Cause its a little mean spirited & i wonder if neil is ever gonna get like actually pissed off about it.

& id both be surprised & unsurprised if deverell touched on that issue? Like wow hes talking about something thats usually just like being joked about. But theres also a lot of depth in his themings so idk. Im excited to see tho!

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soooo… i am not a very consistent person but i kinda wanna liveblog my reading (actually listening. Im doing audiobooks), so uh yeah im gonna do that!

Pls no spoilers & also any of my posts may contain spoilers so ill tag that.

if you follow me & dont wanna see these posts or really do wanna see em & dont care about homestuck my tag is gonna be: #jason ur bi gdi ill probably also tag it hwfwm & liveblogging, but thats gonna be my personal tag

So yeah!

yall gotta read he who fights with monsters by shirtaloon/travis deverell so i can get more fanfic. Im only on book 2 so if any of u girlies happen to be reading it pls no spoilers. Anyway, pls read it.

jason may say that he is straight but he is not. Sophie & belinda should be dating. These r my hot takes. Read to find out what they mean!!

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Okay so, i was worried that jason & sophie were headed towards a relationship, especially with how belinda acted when humphrey brought up the princess of hurricaines however!! With clive talking to sophie & belinda about not just punching jason when they feel like it, i feel better about either option of there being romance between them or not. I like their current dynamic & if they were to get together itd be wayyyyyy down the line, so im less upset about it (do i ship jason with anyone? Ehhhh idk. I kinda want him to be alone forever?? Which feels mean. He needs some deep friendships and more cuddles. Thats my opinion. No one hugs jason enough).

okay. Unrelated to that, clive talking to belinda & sophie not one but twice?? About how he doesnt like how theyre acting with jason?? Soooo cute!! This man is looking out for his friend & i love him for that. Hes so sweet. Also farrah (idk how to spell anyones names. Im listening to the series so no like visuals sorry.) telling clive to keep an eye on jason?? The fact that its the two big magic users who both want jason to succeed & see his potential who also get him on a deeper level?? The parallels. The parallels im dying. Its so sweet. And i miss farrah 😭😭😭

also also. Sophie & belinda should date. Yes belinda & jory are cute. But belinda and sophie have so much history. Theyre the only one the other can trust wholeheartedly. I need them to take each other on dates & feed each other chocolate covered strawberries!!!

first installment of liveblogging into the world!!

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Im also really wondering why the church of purity is colluding with the builders cult. I love how far back that was set up with vandamire (idk how to spell his name) being a builder cultist and how jason kinda clocked that anisa was bad news. Is the builder cult gonna make the church of purity its own little world where they can all be pure? Or kill everyone on their current planet who they deem unclean? What do the purists want?? I must know. also also why is the god of purity chill with this?? This seems really impure. Unless like its not the god of purity?? Its a different god masquerading as the god of purity?? Whyyyyyyyy?

as always, pls no spoilers!

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this isnt even any sort of analysis, i just really think the oasis tyrant sounds so fucking cool. Like that is some gorgeous imagery. Giant statue woman made of water with rocks floating inside? Sign me the hell up

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noooo, now im paranoid. What if theres a world altering dam breakage of magic?? What if that happens & this becomes like dystopian trying to find ur footing in a world changed beyond belief?? I mean. Itd still be good but also nooooo im so scared

as always, pls no spoilers!

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jasons got a scar from right hip to mid torso on other side. To be noted!! Woah wait hes been asleep for four days??? My god jason ur nearly dead!!! (Sorry listening while writing notes lmao)

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OH MY GOD I FINALLY REMEMBER MY THOUGHT FROM 2 DAYS AGO

jason has to go back to earth. He has to. Theres so much fucking foreshadowing & how much hes changed as a person etc etc. and im so fucking excited!!!! Omg i hope he does. If he doesnt when im done w the books imma write a fanfic about it (i rlly kinda wanna write fanfics about this series but i wanna finish it first!!)

as always, pls no spoilers!

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theres always so much foreshadowing in hwfwm. Jason just said that hed crack like an egg under torture. Is jason gonna get tortured??? I might be a sick bastard but i do love some good whump, but also noooo my boy. Jason!! Im just kinda worried. Like is he?? What would the circumstances be??

also, unrelated, stash turning into jason but with a mustache is so fucking cute i love it.

As always, pls no spoilers!

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okay im not gonna post this one yet cause just saying “neil called jason good boy which is crazy” does not warrant a post by itself. Collect some thoughts here instead like a bucket collecting rainwater.

god jason waiting for the other shoe to drop while being thanked by the villagers is just adding evidence to my growing pile. Hanging this up on my serial killer board of “jason is a deeply broken man who pretends everything is fine” idk if hes actually that bad off but imma find out.

also everyone commenting on his constant amusement or twinkle in his eye or whimsy (great word thank u henrietta’s pov) is so idk. I just love it. I especially love how its only really commented on when hes no longer in that state, like when hes angry or serious. Mwah chefs kiss 🤌

FUCK YEAH JASON FINALLY REALIZED THAT HIS CLOAK AFFECTING HIS WEIGHT WOULDNT MAKE HIM FALL SLOWER!!!!

jason: it was gravity being affected?

me with only basic knowledge of physics but more than this BITCH APPARENTLY: always has been.

alr this is long enough to be its own post now. Be free!

and as always, pls no spoilers!

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if i had a nickel for everyone i met who's both a homestuck and a HWFWM fan i would have a weird amount of nickels there's like four of us on tumblr alone

nice! Hmmm. My hs obsession is waning a little (probably because i have this to obsess over ngl) but now im wondering what the hwfwm gang would be classpected as. I am terrible at classpecting. This will not go well lmao. (If i end up having any good thoughts ill write em down but i doubt it)

but anyway, its cool we share some fandoms!!

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okay okay but why does jason keep ascribing like self-centered motivations for why he went back to save rufus gary & farrah! I know hes said that if you didnt think something thru but it works out you should pretend u knew what you were doing all along. But it almost feels like hes lying to himself as well. Like you did it because you couldnt leave those people to die. Thats it. You saw a way out but couldnt bring urself to abandon some helpless people.

its so sad cause jason at his heart believes & worries that hes a self-centered egotistical heartless bitch but hes not!! Hes not & the fact that he worries that he is, the fact that he cares if hes doing the right thing shows that hes not. Youre a good person, jason!! No matter how much you lie to yourself that your not.

its also fascinating that i feel that he never actually told sophie his real reasons for helping her. Well maybe he told her one. But i think they are two fold.

1.) he saw something awful happening to someone, thought he had the power to help & then did so. Its repeated again and again that jason really wants power & also that part of the reason for that is so he can help people who dont have as much power. & i feel that. I understand thinking that theres nothing really you can do & wishing you had the power to help. This is the reason he told sophie. Or at least one of them.

2.) the other reason that he told people other than sophie is that he feels responsible for her. Which now that im typing this out i understand why he never told her this. Shed fucking hate it. But its true. He feels he made her sitaution worse & thus it is his job to fix his mistakes. Jason has a very large sense of responsiblity.

Anyways, as always, pls no spoilers!