#jason ur bi gdi

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tbh one of the best things ive ever made

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SMUUUT! Get Your SMUUUUUT!

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This is Jason & Humphrey.

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what settings do yall associate w/ humphrey? I cant seem to think of what his background should be. Any thoughts?

edit: from books 1-8 specifically. Im not any farther than that

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MELODY IS A REAPER INFILTRATOR??? This makes sooooo much sense

Jason saying he was a better mom to sophie than melody is a fucking crazy thing to say.

also, stash is lindy? (Absolutely adorable btw) but like whats lindy doing??

Humphrey & sophie being like “get a room” to neil & jason is great

“You make me sound like a packet of sensual bath salts” - fucking weird thing to say jason

OH MY GOD I THIBK I GOT TO ONE OF EVILPHROG’S FAVE SCENES!!!

is it when jason is almost fucking dying bro????

clive thruought all of that is soooo good. Him being so fucking mad that this is what they have to do. Humphrey hating the plan. JASON LOOKING TO HUMPHREY FOR FINAL SAY BECAUSE HUMP IS TEAM LEADER.

CLIVE CRADLING JASON’S FACE. OH MY GOD.

NEIL BEING SO FUCKING UPSET THAT HE CANT HELP BECAUSE KEEPING PEOPLE ALIVE IS HIS NUMBER ONE JOB. also neal being a sarcastic asshole but also caring deeply about healing is so fun.

okay, also i was so wondering why there weren’t more healers or drainers on site once they got there & now we get to learrrrrrnnnnn.

i listened to this during a shift so here are my amalgamated thoughts. Also thank you all for your kind words on my art! I reeeeeaaaally wanna make one of each for all of team biscuit & then maybe farrah too. (Perhaps dawn as well), but im gonna try not to make myself overwhelmed & thus not want to. (but i reeeeeeaaaally want to)

anywho, as always, pls no spoilers!

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genderfluid diamond ranker & estella liking women is great! Oh my god yeah, stella should date zarah. The convo btwn stella & jason is so fucking funny. Oh my god. “MY STANDARDS ARE TOO HIGH FOR PEOPLE WHO WOULD DATE ME”. OH MY GOD. 

pls no spoilers!

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everyone becoming more attractive at higher ranks is kinda weird. Especially as it changes bone structure. But they are just like sacks of magic. I wonder if their new bodies r actually taking into account what the person themself finds attractive or wants to change in a subconscious manner. Beauty is extremely subjective and cultural/societal in nature. What one person may find attractive, someone else wouldnt give a second glance. Yes there’s symmetry, but most other things r subjective & get too symmetrical & ur edging into uncanny valley territory.

anyway, is this why jason’s chin is less pointy? Because everyone tells him its ugly? & is neil slimmer because people called him fat? Questions questions.

Anyway, as always, pls no spoilers! (I think i forgot this little tag on my other post lol)

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damn. Hes been home for nine months?? My lord. (Also i finished book 4 woot woot!!)

terrence oh my god. “Id be the creamy filling in that sandwich” my lord bro.

i wanna make a post about jasons romantic entanglements at some point & maybe all of his trauma but that one i have less concrete thoughts about.

oh lord. Jason ur trauma is still valid even though you didn’t lose people. You did your best and you literally couldn’t have done more. It is not your fucking fault that people died. It isn’t. It really isn’t. And just because you’ve kept your family safe, that doesn’t make you a bad person. Oh my god buddy. This is gonna do some bad things to you. And you dont even have any time to recover 😭😭😭

ALSO WHAT THE FUCK DAWN?? Dont tell the grieving, guilt-stricken man that he just needs more power in order to change things. Literally every time it’s reinforced that he needs to get stronger i worry so deeply for this man. I feel like hes gonna feel more and more guilty as he gets stronger but still can’t change everything he wants to. Because no one’s strong enough to fix everything ever and also still be a person. Jason would be so divorced from who he is now, would he even carry the same morals? He’d still care about life of course, but what would he be willing to do to get his way, in order to save as many people as he can? I’m so worried for this maaaasn. Auuurgh.

also i miss clive terribly. Give me clive back. Jason consistently thinking of clive out of everyone is so cute. Like “my bestie would be so helpful in this crisis” wistful sigh “sucks that hes in a different universe and thinks im dead.”

anyway, as always, pls no spoilers!

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anyone have descriptions of jason’s doom dagger? I can get hegemon’s will just fine cause i know the book its in (the one im reading) but his conjured dagger im not sure where to start. This is my call for help

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:D happy to be here!! This fandom needs more people smh. Yall r so friendly & the books r great (im not biased i promise)

I can’t believe we have our very own liveblogger now. Our baby fandom is growing up 🥲 so proud!

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SOMEONE NEEDS TO WRITE HUMPHREY’S BIG ENGINE.

also jason, jason, why? Why do you have rpf fanfiction of you and ur friend just knocking around in ur head where not only did you decide on of you had to be a girl, but also cast that role as yourself. Bro. Bro. Youre becoming a little obvious

as always pls no spoilers!

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oh my god. Devere casually rewriting history so GoT ended well & Hillary was president isntead of bill. My lord.

wait fuck asya kaito & greg are dead?? Wait wait what oh fuck oh no oh no. Oh my god oh gfyxk oh no

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ONSLOW IS SO CUTE & COOL. i should draw all of their familiars. I havent practiced animals basically at all but id try for onslow.

also clive is so unassumingly weird. & i feel like he doesnt even realize it. People r constantly trying to poach him & his mentor was the director of the magic socirty who died in a monster surge. I need a book of just clive and his life before meeting jason.

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MY FUCKING GOD JASON!! YOU PROTECTED A WHOLE VILLAGE!! TAKE THE FUCKING COMPLEMENT!!

this probably at least partially is because as a child people didnt like him & viewed him as an inferior version of his older brother & no one ever challenged that notion. So his accomplishments are inferior to everyone elses even if they did the exact same thing. But urghhhh jason!! U deserve to be celebrated by ur team!! You did good!!! My lord. Sigh.

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“its calming, intimate” i get it. I get the clive/jason shippers. Also jason, ur right its not a competition. Now if u could just internalize that where it applies to you thatd be great.

as always, pls no spoiilers!