#jasahi self ship post

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So this might flop but let's try this! I came across a Hallmark holiday movie cover dress up game and thought it would be a fun selfship tag game! They have a male x female one here and a non-binary one here! So let's try this! Update: there is a lesbian version here and a gay version here!

I present: Jasahi as a Hallmark holiday movie!

Tags: @janellion @watermelonsugawara @thirsthourdemon @fuckinuchihas @nopalina (cause you and Iwa would be perfect 👀) and anyone else that wants to do this!

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I say do it! Make a tag and let people know what it is so they can block it if they want! Like for me, they're "jasahi 🥺" or "jasahi self ship post"

At first you freak out that he doesn't like it since he's about to cry but when he assures you it's because he loves it, it settle your worry especially when he pulls you towards him and whispers how much he loves the care package and how much he loves you while just keeping you close to him

Yes! Make the series! But omg yes he lives for seeing you just drowning in his sweaters because he thinks it's the cutest thing in the world and he definitely has multiple pictures on his phone of you when you weren't paying attention

I'm about to post one sjdjdjfjfj cross fingers I dont get called cringe

Sjdjdjfjf asahi doesnt let you up for the next hours, it's you him and the tiny sweater bear cuddle times.

Oooooh I'm gonna go down my writing list so I think daichi is next!! Asahi definitely models some of his clothing after you in sweaters and probably has a super successful line titled with your name that is pretty much sweater dresses

He has a little photo folder with your name and a teddy bear emoji

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I couldn't help it and created a Jasahi mood board because I'm soft for a gentle giant 🥺

When I think of being in a relationship with Asahi, the first thought that comes to mind is warmth. That's represented with the first row. The warmth of the sun reflecting in the clouds as it sets, the warmth of randomly getting wrapped in his arms and recieving kisses he had to work up the courage to give, the warmth that radiates through our bodies as we give each other reassuring words when our anxiety gets the best of us, and the warmth of our love growing every day we spend together and being able to grow in all circumstances much like a sunflower. The second row represents the purity that lies within the core of everything. He's the angel and I'm the sinner, his pure nature balancing out my corrupt nature, both offering a perfect harmony in the other, the worlds colliding into one depending where we are, our sins finding a home when alone and our purity finding a home when in public. The third row represents freedom. Freedom to console in the other when in need of comfort and guidance when our minds get the best of us, freedom to know that we will always choose the other no matter what life throws at us, freedom to just be ourselves and be as goofy as our hearts desire without judgement. The last row represents the softness. The softness in each touch, in each word shared, in each gaze at the other and knowing that the other would love the other to the moon and back, the softness in the lazy days together where nothing is able to separate us unless needed and we could just be, the softness in the intimate moments when we're both just overwhelmed by love to do anything else but focus on it and the person that makes us feel such a way. Overall, just a soft and supportive couple that knows when to indulge in each other to our fullest extent.

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Thanks a lot @noya-sannnn for giving me another outlet for my Jasahi brainrot 🙃

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Jasahi (Jasmine + Asahi) on fancy dates

Asahi is definitely the king of classic looks, often sticking with neutrals and darks. Sometimes he'll pop on a muted color when he's feeling a little bold though it usually sticks to a neutral look. When he's feeling particularly confident, he does were a brighter color (think burgundy and plum). I on the other hand tend to were more out there outfits though stick to neutrals, darks, and muted colors like him. Though I will wear reds when wanting to be more attention seeking. Definitely do not shy away from form fitting dresses that have a low cut, a slit, or even both. Full glam and heels without a doubt. Fancy dates are semi common place, usually happening after one of his fashion shows since we're already dressed up. He definitely maintains his arm around my waist to show who I'm with though no one really tries to mess with either of us. Both "intimidating" in appearance to most.

self-ship tag game!!

inspired by @sugacookiies: what would you both wear on fancy dates??

bokay (bokuto + kayla) on fancy dates

bo and i don’t rly go in for fancy dates all that much!! normally we go more casual and fun, but if we’re invited out or have a special occasion, we’ll sometimes to for a fancy dinner. bo doesn’t like long sleeves so will go w short sleeves 9/10 times i am not complaining 👀 & we both tend to go for colorful outfits, but i wear a lot of black too!!

tagging all y’all on the self-ship masterlist!! @stcrryskies @lydzisanerd @toorusquill @oyakags @sugacookiies @hina-wit-da-glock @deadontheinsidebut @kenmakodzu @emsvegetables @strawbirb @anianimol @kuroos-babie @makkihoe @churochuu @sstardusty @zoni @nekoma-hoe @achoohq @onigiraeji @kuronekomama @shoyosun @sakusakxyoomi @kamitaxey @the-kool-aid-man-is-real @tui-lah !! + anyone else that wants to!!

if you wanna be added to the self-ship masterlist just lmk! 🥰✨(send an ask, message, or comment here or on the self-ship masterlist post!!)

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Jasahi Confession

A/N: this was late night writing and like always, I did not proofread which I probably should learn to do 🤷🏽‍♀️

Word Count: 1,059

It was a normal day after practice. The team and myself walking home and stopping at our usual spot, Coach Ukai's shop. Everything was normal, Asahi and I walking next to each other with our hands connected as we walked. The others had gotten used to this little habit we formed, never saying anything though they would occasionally give what seemed like knowing looks in our direction. We only parted ways when Asahi and Nishinoya walked into the shop as the rest of us chatted and waited. Hinata seemed to appear at my side in the blink of an eye and when I turned to him, he had a curious expression on his face.

"What?"

"Well… I was just wondering, are you ever going to tell Asahi how you feel about him?" His question seemed to come out of left field and I could feel the heat rise to my cheeks. We talked about how I felt about the ace once since we've been friends and now was when he wanted to bring it up again?

"Shoyo, right now is definitely not the time to bring this up."

"Why not? Asahi is inside right now. You seem to like him a lot so are you gonna tell him?"

"Because Shoyo… what if Asahi and Nishi come out while we talk about this? How do you think Asahi would react to me just going up to him and being like "hey Asahi, I think you're handsome and I like you, wanna go out"?" My arms failed around a bit to show my distaste with the subject, mainly due to the fear of being rejected. Little did I know that Asahi and Nishinoya had walked out at that moment and heard my statement. Hinata turning to look behind me with a grin is what caused me to turn around and look. There I caught eyes with a very red Asahi. "Hijo de su puta madre…" I cursed under my breath as my face grew hotter than before.

"I told you that she liked Asahi, Noya! Our plan worked!"

"I believed you man! Asahi just wouldn't believe me when I told him!" This made my attention fall on the two short members that seemed to be cheering together. The moment they caught my expression, they were quick to say goodbye and leave. This prompted the others in the group to excuse themselves too after having witnessed the whole event.

"Is...is it true?" His voice was soft, gaze fixed on me as I turned to him once again. I gave him a soft smile before nodding, walking over to him cautiously. There was about a foot of space between us, my shorter height causing me to look up at him as he looked down at me.

"Yeah, it is… I totally understand if you don't feel the same. I know it could be weird to you since I'm younger than you and I have to leave Japan once I finish high school so-" I would have probably kept rambling if I hadn't felt his arms wrap around me and pull me close to him. I was shocked for a second before I quickly returned the hug, face burying into his chest per usual when we would hug.

"Sorry I couldn't think of something else to do. I, uhm, I really like you too." I peeked up to look at him, seeing him looking away nervously. His words made me smile and I quickly wiggled free from his grasp just enough to be able to lean up and place a soft kiss to his cheek. His eyes quickly found mine and smile spread across his face. "So… would you like to be my girlfriend?"

"Of course, Asahi, I would like that a lot." With that all settled, his arm found a home around my shoulders as we continued our walk home. Pretty sure he was only comfortable doing that action due to the fact we showed physical affection before. I didn't think it would have been that easy to overcome how it went down but I had to remind myself to thank Nishinoya and Hinata for pulling that little stunt that they had pulled. Sure, it was unconventional how we got together but the part that mattered the most to us was the fact that we were now finally together. Most people go on dates before becoming a couple but we both seemed more than okay with just becoming a couple right away considering we had already been close friends beforehand. 

"I'm not gonna lie, I really thought you wouldn't see me in that way because I'm younger than you." I couldn't help but think out loud, breaking through the comfortable silence that had settled around us as we walked.

"Wait… really? I thought you wouldn't like me because I was older and look older than I am." That caused me to laugh and look up at him, his own gaze falling on me with an eyebrow raised.

"Asahi, you do know a lot of people think I'm at least a third year, right?" That comment made his eyes widen before he chuckled himself. He had witnessed some of those reactions himself.

"Guess you're right. Well, at least we definitely have looking older in common."

"We have other things in common too, jerk." He knew better than to take me seriously when I called him that, my tone playful as I decided to lean my head against his arm. Everything was falling into place so easily, it was a bit surprising. The transition was going smoother than ever expected. "Are you still going to spend the night? I know that was planned before everything happened."

"Oh! Y-yeah, if you're still okay with it that is!"

"Relax, of course I'm okay with it. We were going to spend the weekend together anyway, why would I suddenly not be okay with it?"

"Okay… true. Sorry." He left out a breath and before I knew it, we had arrived at my apartment. I unlocked the door and we both walked in. That weekend was spent like all the others before it. Just cuddling and taking advantage of being together without the others around to interrupt. Only difference this time was that there were kisses randomly involved amongst all of it, not that either of us minded.

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So @lolliyoomi totally inspired this but it doesn't look nearly as cool as hers 👀

But behold! A Jasahi wedding mood board. Totally got a custom dress from Asahi because "nothing could ever be perfect" and we totally went for a warm and cozy vibe because that's just us. Definitely tried to make it look like everyone was surrounded by stars and red roses were a must due to the meaning of them but I wanted to include pink and white roses in the bouquet to represent everything I feel for Asahi (red is love and passion, pink is gratitude, admiration, and joy, and white is the new chapter in our lives). Also, you can't change my mind that all the boys were hollering as soon as they said "you may now kiss the bride" and Asahi totally raised his fist in the air as we kissed which made the boys be louder. It wasn't a huge wedding by any means but it did take place in Madrid, Spain to make it easier for us to just go straight into our honeymoon there. Also! Definitely no big fancy rings, not something we're into and we wanted someone that's definitely everyday friendly for us.

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Jasahi Beginning

A/N: Honestly this is just something I wrote real quick because I want to explore my self ship with Asahi more but also an attempt to get me out of my slight writer’s block. Usually replying to roleplays helps me with this but I haven’t had any to reply to in a while so I decided now would be a good of a time as any to write out the start of Jasahi. It’s not perfectly organized and I didn’t proofread it or anything so enjoy. I just love this gentle giant, okay? And honestly, it’s not weird for me to just be blunt and honest with people when I first meet them but also be nervous as hell. Also, song isn’t super related to the thing but it kind of explains the relationship too? My brain is weird and thought of this song and I like songs with my writing so 🤷🏽‍♀️

Word Count: 1,106

Asahi and I met by chance really. Somehow, I was the student lucky enough to get selected to go to Japan for high school as an exchange student. I was a first year student, sticking out amongst everyone for being the American. The first person to talk to me in class was Hinata, both of us quickly becoming friends and me easily taking on the “mom friend” role with him. He wanted me to meet the volleyball club one day after school before practice, easily being accepted by the group. This was before Nishinoya and Asahi were to come back to the team. Hinata and Kageyama actually forced me to go with them to meet the ace one day during a break. While the two grew scared when they first saw him, I simply stood next to the two and smiled up at him. He seemed surprised by my reaction but gave me a soft smile in return before he would interact with Hinata. When he walked away, I found myself catching up to him and grabbing his hand. Asahi looked at me surprised with a flush on his cheeks, myself quickly letting go of his hand so I could nervously play with the hem of the skirt on my uniform.

“I know I don’t really know you but something tells me you still love volleyball. I can’t change whatever happened in the past to make you fear the sport but you can always try and change the future. Seems like all the guys really want you back. Just think about it, okay?” I’m sure it was obvious I was nervous in my tone and the smile I gave him before walking back over to Hinata, Kageyama, and Suga. I didn’t know he had watched me walk away but the others had though they didn’t say anything. We didn’t meet again until Hinata invited me to watch their practice. That just so happened to be the same day that Asahi had came back to the team, both of us locking eyes when he first walked in. He seemed unsure of himself though he seemed to gain a bit of confidence when I gave him a smile and thumbs up. Throughout the practice match, he would glance at me every now and then when he seemed to doubt himself which would receive an encouraging nod or smile from me. Kiyoko definitely noticed that since I was helping her keep track of the score.

“Azumane seems to look to you for support.” My attention landed on her when she spoke, blinking a little before a blush would creep onto my tan cheeks.

“I guess so. A lot of people tend to find me supportive though. I don’t know why since I’m basically falling apart.” I laughed at my horrible excuse of a joke which earned an amused smile from the woman. We didn’t talk too much after that but she wasn’t wrong when it came to Asahi seeming to look for support from me. Even after practice as everyone was walking home, myself walking with the group to the little apartment I would be staying at for the next three years. Subconsciously, Asahi and I walked next to each other, myself barely passing his shoulder. Everyone was about to split apart after walking to a mutual spot, saying goodbyes before it was just Asahi and myself.

“I’ll see you tomorrow at practice then? Shoyo seems to love inviting me to watch and Kiyoko seems to enjoy the extra help.” I bit my bottom lip, one of the nervous habits I had as I waited for his answer and awkwardly pointing in the direction I would be heading.

“O-oh, yeah, definitely. I’m… I’m heading in that direction, I-I could walk you?” He seemed nervous to ask but seemed relieved when I nodded and smiled shyly at him. We began the walk in silence, it wasn’t awkward or anything. It was rather comfortable actually though I was thinking of something to say as I loosely hugged myself when a cool breeze came by. I was only dressed in high waisted black leggings and a white cropped shirt with sleeves that reached up to my elbows. He easily noticed and draped his warm up jacket over my shoulders shyly. It was bigger than me though I gratefully accepted it, thanking him in the process as I slipped into it.

“Uhm… thank you, by the way.” I think my slightly confused expression encouraged him to add more. “For, uh, for not being afraid of me when you first met me and what you said to me when we first met too.”

“It’s no problem but why would I be afraid of you? Sure, I guess you have the traditional delinquent look when it comes to Japan but this look is pretty big where I come from. Besides, anyone that looks in your eyes or feels your energy can easily tell you’re a nice guy.” I raised my gaze to him, both of us meeting each other’s gaze. “Also, I could tell what Shoyo was saying to you seemed to hit something in you.” My response seemed to shock him, something I seemed to be good at, but it made him blush deeply.

“You’re the only one that seems to think that. Hinata just helped me remember things that helped me love this sport is all.”

“Sometimes all you need is that one person.” Little did we know how true that would be. From that night on, we always walked to school together and walked home together. We almost became attached at the hip, often spending time together when possible. He also got used to physical affection, something that I did with close friends. Hinata knew that we were close when he first saw me hug Asahi in greeting, excitedly announcing that little habit to the team. Nishinoya and Tanaka were going to ask for a hug in greeting as well but seemed to just stop when I gave them a look and Asahi’s arms seemed to linger a little longer than usual around me as he gave them a very subtle look. Though that didn’t stop them from fawning over me often, they just seemed to try and tone it down when Asahi and I were together. Everyone seemed to notice our connection and budding romance though neither of made a move out of fear. We were just content with being close friends that would cuddle almost every weekend on movie nights. Close friends with each other for more than enough for the time being simply because we were both too afraid.

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8, 17 and 24 for the self ship asks pls jasmine bb 🥺

Anything for you my love 🥺

8. how would you know them? ( ex: same homeroom, same route to school, etc.)

Okay look definitely met because of Hinata cause this boy forced me to go with him and Kags to see who the ace was and then when I became like an honorary manager it was a done deal 👌🏽

17. who is the one more likely to keep the other in check? ( ex: keeping up with studies, making sure the other isn’t skipping class, etc.)

I honestly think this is like a 50/50 thing tbh. Like he would probably be the one to keep me in check with school cause ew gross school but I would be keeping him in check with his health and stuff, ya know? We just love each other and stuff 🥺

24. would you confess first, or would they? how would it of gone?

Technically me? Like if it counts even though Hinata and Noya totally planned for us to say it but it went well with both of us glad it was finally out in the open because otherwise we would have died without telling each other of our burning love 💕

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Jasahi First Time

Warnings: SMUT, body worship kind of, mutual masturbation I think?, creampie, unprotected sex

A/N: honestly my titles are so self explanatory it's laughable. I wanted to write some self indulgent Jasahi smut so I did. It's written in third person I think? I really don't even know but enjoy if you're into this! Definitely my longest piece ever, not gonna lie. Smut starts after the song!

Word Count: 2,872

Time flies when you're not paying attention to it and living in the moment. Though that didn't mean that time was completely forgotten. That was actually Asahi's current issue while he was preparing for the night with help from his closest friends. It wasn't with deciding an outfit, it was something far more important for the night.

"Why are you so nervous, man? You said it yourself, she's been dropping hints! Clearly she wants this too!" Of course Nishinoya would be all for this, Tanaka chiming in right after him in approval. This notion even received mutters of agreement from Sugawara and Daichi. This all caused Asahi to stop his pacing and look at all of them.

"But… it's going to be our first time with each other or anyone else for that matter… What if something goes wrong? What if I hurt her?" He knew he was strong, he also knew he was overall bigger than his girlfriend, so it was only fair that he would worry about hurting her. He also didn't want to ruin the moment by doing something stupid accidently. He just had to be an overthinker, didn't he?

"Asahi, she knows this. You said it yourself. It'll be fine, you both have the same level of experience. She wants this as her gift for her birthday, she'll enjoy it no matter what." Somehow, Daichi's words soothed his nerves for a second. It was a vicious cycle for the next few hours until it was time for them to all leave so he could go pick up his girlfriend of three years. High school sweethearts, that's how he would describe them. Granted, she was still in school and ending her third year in a few months. There was a two year age difference between the two, something that never bothered either of them though the two had respected it in the sense they never went overboard with their physical affection towards each other. But tonight, they were going to be celebrating her eighteenth birthday together and she had been dropping rather obvious hints that she wanted them to finally take their relationship to that next level. He finally had accepted the idea as he pulled up in front of her apartment. Putting the car in park, he got out and did a once over on his outfit before walking to her door. He wore a pair of black dress pants, a white button up tucked inside with the sleeves rolled up to the elbow and the top three buttons left undone. The outfit was paired with black dress shoes and a black belt, his right wrist adorned with a watch and crystal bracelet that was a previous gift from his beloved. Hair was tied up in a neat yet loose low bun, the front pieces tucked behind his ears in a way that they framed his face and facial hair neatly trimmed. This was an important night, he had their dinner all planned out and even the end of the night if he didn't let his anxiety get the best of him.

"Don't you look handsome." Asahi was brought out of his thoughts when he heard the words, eyes naturally scanning over the body of the voice's owner. His cheeks flushed as he took in how her dress hugged her curves. The satin red material came to about mid thigh, the top in a sweetheart neckline held up by spaghetti straps, the fabric clinging to her body and accentuating everything in all the right places. Black heels, a black clutch, and a gold set of hoops with a gold neck finished it off. Her curly, jet black hair clipped up on the left and pushed over to the right. "Is this good for where you have planned?"

"Y-yeah! Sorry, I think I was staring. You look beautiful, like always Jasmine." His hand landed on her hip and dipping down to place a kiss to her lips, having to lean down less than usual due to her heels lessening their height difference. "Happy birthday honey."

"Thank you Asahi, we should go, I would hate for us to be late." Though it was obvious that the two would much rather go inside and spend time alone together, that is with taking into consideration how the pair looked at each other and the feeling of a different intention behind each touch and kiss. Things didn't change throughout dinner, the two casually saying little things that could be brushed off as normal to try and rile up the other. Whatever anxiety there was for that night melted away from the two now that they were together. They knew this was something they both wanted and they knew they had to take advantage while they still could. In a few months they would be separated. Each moment together was precious and this was no exception. Before they even knew it, dinner had been finished and the two were back at her apartment. Somewhere they knew they would be alone and uninterrupted.

"I love you." The words were said in perfect unison when they passed the threshold into the privacy of the apartment, the door getting locked behind them. Her arms wrapped around his neck, pulling him close for a much needed kiss. One that he happily returned, arms wrapping around her waist before deciding he should just take her to the bedroom. Feeling his hands on the back of her thighs prompted her to jump up, legs wrapping around his waist as he walked to the bedroom. Once there, he took a seat on the edge of the bed, having her body placed on his lap as the kiss was never broken and instead deepened. A soft moan escaped her lips, hips pressing down onto his to get some sort of friction. Her dress had hiked up to around her hips, giving her easier access to grind down on the bulge growing in his pants.

"Fuck…" Asahi was the first to break the kiss, letting out a rare curse from his lips. This was more than enough motivation for her, adjusting so that the two could get the most enjoyment. For a pair that had been nervous about this event all day, they sure seemed to be falling into place with ease. It could have been because they were so comfortable and in love with each other. It could have also been because while one was more outspoken about it, it was something they both have been wanting for some time now. Neither had pushed the other though, communication was something the two strived for and this was no exception. Tonight was the night it was agreed on and there was no stopping them now.

"I love you so much." Her voice broke through the soft pants of the pair as they were focused on the small amount of relief they were giving themselves. Foreheads linked together, eyes closed, enjoying the beginnings of pleasure between them. Those words warmed Asahi’s heart, hands going to her hips and giving a soft squeeze. Her hands moved to cup his face, gently moving his face so they could look at each other. "I love you Asahi, never doubt that. I'm happy we can do this." She leaned forward, placing a soft kiss to his nose. Right now, they both completely stopped their attempts to relieve themselves as they just looked at each other.

"I love you too. I knew I wanted you in my life when we first met. I'm glad you trust me with this." Words were forgotten after that, the two once again connecting their lips as they pulled their bodies closer together. Her hands slowly trailed down to the buttons of his shirt, undoing each one as her fingers caressed the freshly exposed skin until she was able to slip the shirt off his shoulders. The fabric fell to his elbows, hands leaving her hips to toss it to the floor. His hands found their place on her hips soon after, his right hand traveling up her body to the zipper on the back of her dress. Silently, he asked for permission which received a response in the form of her grinding down on his growing bulge. That was all he needed as an answer, slowly pulling the zipper down to where it naturally fell off her body. Reluctantly, she removed herself from him, standing in front of him and having the garment fall around her feet. Now in her bra and panties, she nervously bit her bottom lip. Both of them had a flush on their cheeks. His eyes were taking in every aspect of her body, how the lingerie accentuated her hips and her full breasts. He couldn't believe that she was with him, he truly did feel lucky.

"Asahi…" Her voice was soft, a nervous energy to it that made his eyes fall on hers. He stood up, towering over her as he cupped her face in his large hand and tilted her up to look at him.

"I'm sorry honey, you're just so beautiful. I promise I'll do my best to please you." Giving her a small peck, he easily lifted her and placed her on the bed, his own body hovering over her. The way his body was able to easily engulf hers always did something to her but now it took on a different meaning other than just cuddling. Her hand ran down his torso, fingertips barely brushing against the skin before she landed on his belt. As much as she loved all of this, the anticipation of getting to do the deed, she was also getting impatient. She wanted to feel herself full of him, the two crying out together as they became one. It didn't take him long to understand what she wanted, always having been able to read her easily since they embarked on a relationship. It actually made a low chuckle escape his lips as he helped her with his pants. While he slipped out of them and tossed them aside, she had done the same with her bra. He took his place back over her body, her hands coming to rest on either side of his neck. They got lost in the moment just looking at each other until she pulled him down for a kiss. While their lips moved in perfect sync, his hand ran down the side of her body until his finger hooked around the waistband of her panties. A small moan escaped her lips into the kiss, encouraging Asahi to venture to her clothed core. His fingers slid along her slit, taking in how the damp fabric felt.

"Sweetie… please…" Her words came out in a soft moan, hips moving to connect with his touch more than they already were. Now, he never hesitated to do what she asked of him and this was no different. He knew what she wanted, removing her panties and moving his hand to gently caress her inner thigh. The whine that came out of her lips led to him moving his fingers to her core. A groan left his lips, feeling just how wet she was and knowing it was all for him. Tentatively, he ran his fingers up and down her slit, testing the waters and seeing just how she would react. The feeling of his calloused fingers against her wet folds caused her to close her eyes as soft moans escaped her lips. "Asahi…"

"God… you're perfect…" The way she was so responsive to his touch was doing wonders for his confidence. Carefully, he dipped one finger past her entrance, gently thrusting the thick digit in and out. He was so transfixed on her, he didn't even realize he had freed his hard cock from his boxer briefs and had begun to stroke himself. His soft groans led to her opening her eyes, dark orbs falling on his thick length. Her hand slowly came down to replace his hand, taking over his motions. The way her much smaller and softer hand felt against him made his breath hitch and he found himself adding a second finger. His thumb reached up and gave firm pressure to her clit, small circles accompanying it. Eyes shutting again, back arching off the bed, her hand began to pick up it's pace.

"Baby please, I need you inside me already." Her whine caused him to smirk softly to himself, knowing he too needed to be inside her. Gently removing his fingers from her core, he watched her flutter around nothing before removing her hand from his cock so he could line himself up with her dripping entrance.

"Tell me if anything makes you uncomfortable." This was a shared experience, one of many to come, and he wasn't going to make her regret picking him. Dragging his tip along her slit, he did his best to collect her slick before beginning to slowly press into her. Neither seemed to think twice that he still had a piece of clothing on, both far too focused on what they really wanted. Both too focused on how he was nestled between her legs, how her thighs rested on top of his own as he sat back with his legs tucked under him. He wanted to be able to watch all of her while he made love to her. That was exactly what he did, watched as he slowly and carefully pushed inch by inch of his length into her core until he was fully bottomed out in her. His hands rested on her hips, waiting for her to adjust to his size as well as adjusting to her tight warmth engulfing him. She felt completely full with him buried in her, loving the feeling of finally being like this with him. She gave a little wiggle with her hips, wanting to let him know he could continue and instead caused herself to moan for him. Slowly, he pulled out until just the tip was in before he would dive back in. Easily, he had found a pace that they both seemed to enjoy. His hips pulling back only to dive back in, her hips bucking up to meet his thrusts in perfect harmony. The way he kissed her cervix was heaven, her moans and whimpers nothing but praise for the man on top of her. The way she called out to him began to take its toll, his fingers on her hips digging in just a bit more than they were and his pace growing a little faster.

"O-oh! Like that!" Her hands reached out for him desperately, taking hold of his forearms and gripping onto them. She could feel herself starting to reach her limit and she was sure he could tell. With ease, he lifted her up, left arm wrapping around her waist and gripping her left hip as his right arm wrapped around her mid back and her right shoulder. He held her close, their chests pressed together as her arms wrapped around his shoulders. Hands scratching as his back as she cried out in pleasure over and over again. His thrusts were full of power, that strength he always tried to restrain when it came to her was now on full display. Asahi buried his face in the crook of her neck, chasing his own high as well as hers. If anyone had walked in, they would have thought she was bouncing on his cock but that was the mere force of his thrusts. Head tossed back, eyes shut tight, she screamed out his name as he successfully pushed her over the edge to her orgasm. He followed soon after, calling out her name as he spilled all his seed inside of her. The way her walls clenched made him swear she was personally trying to milk him for all he's worth and he didn't mind one bit. With him still buried deep inside of her, they attempted to catch their breaths before daring to move. Cautiously, she pulled away from him, taking his face in her hands and kissing him lovingly. He quickly returned the kiss, pulling away only to smile at her. "I love you."

"I love you too. I wasn't too rough, was I?" This caused her to giggle and shake her head, slowly moving from his lap so she could lay back on the bed.

"Not at all, I loved it. You should take your underwear off, I'm pretty sure we won't need them in the morning." Her boldness caused his face to flush though he grinned eagerly and did as told. Once he was beside her, she reached over to her nightstand and grabbed a baby wipe. Cleaning herself off followed by him, she tossed it in the garbage before snuggling into his chest where he naturally wrapped his arms around her after pulling the blanket over them. "Best birthday ever. I can't wait for us to do that more often."

"I'm always willing when you are. Now let's get some rest, yeah?" He kissed the top of her head, smiling as she snuggled closer to him.

"Okay okay. I love you Asahi, good night."

"I love you too Jasmine."

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It's The Moments That Matter (Jasahi Drabbles)

Warnings: none, just mini song fica

A/N: Look I didn't want to do full ass fics for little ideas so I did this, if you don't care for self shipping content, you can just ignore this

Word Count: 1,530

It was barely a month into their relationship, many saying that they were still in the honeymoon phase. Currently, the pair was on a picnic in the park, both laying on the blanket and watching the clouds in the sky. Her hand carefully made its way to his, fingertips lightly dancing on his skin. This caused the male to chuckle softly before taking her hand in his, knowing that was exactly what she wanted. Content, she gave his hand a squeeze. Maybe it was the freshness of the relationship but she knew that he was the one for her. She didn't want anyone else in her life and secretly hoped that he felt the exact same way. Though he was still too nervous to admit it so early in the relationship, he felt the exact same way. His heart would belong to her and only her. They would be able to overcome anything that was thrown at them but right now, in this moment, their only concern was each other. The way the breeze gently swept past them, the sounds of the other park goers in the background, the warm rays of the sun warming their bodies when it would strike. Suddenly, she turned on her side and looked at Asahi. Feeling the change, he did the same movement and faced her.

"I love you."

"I love you too."

The words seemed so natural that neither reacted in shock since it was the first time the words were said, the two just leaning forward and connecting in a gentle kiss and knowing that each of them were being genuine. They loved each other, they had shown it and now finally said it.

It wasn't often that Kiyoko allowed the first year to be the official manager when it came to the matches for nationals. Today was an exception. It was a big day for the Karasuno boys, facing against Shiratorizawa on live television. They wanted their ace to be as composed as they could have him and that meant his girlfriend being there for him on the court. Before the match even started, Jasmine was hard at work trying to calm down Asahi. Her hands working his hair into a secure bun, whispering reassurances to him before she would place a kiss to his cheek before the official start of the match. Whenever he felt a small amount of doubt come to him, he could easily glance over in her direction where he would receive a quick thumbs up that would calm him once again. The breaks were spent with her fixing his hair and holding his hand as they listened to Coach Ukai. She was his personal cheerleader, thankful to have her so close this time. He knew he would see her cheering him on from the crowd but being able to feel her comforting touch between sets was even better. It was even better that when they won, guaranteeing their spot at nationals, she was quickly at his side and wrapping her arms around him. She didn't hesitate to push away Daichi and Sugawara, knowing she had to congratulate him. The way he picked her up and spun her was out of a movie, their lips joining in the excitement of it all. She was always going to cheer him on and vice versa.

"I knew you could win."

"It's because I have you."

It seemed no matter what, she always looked perfect in his eyes. He loved seeing her, always being beautiful. The flaws that she saw in herself, he just saw as things that made her more unique. The way she would toss on a headband to get her hair out of her face during the day, the way she seemed to always try and dress comfortably. Her fitted joggers paired with his t-shirt as they spent a lazy day in was one of his favorite outfits on her. The feeling was mutual as well, to say the very least. He had worries of his own, sometimes he would catch himself dwelling on something throughout the day and somehow she would know. The way she would grab his hand and compliment him on the exact thing that had his mind a mess was magical. Every little thing that one would hate on themselves was just something else the other loved. Their actions always showed the deep love that was between them, every little thought out sentence affirmed that there was no doubt on where their love was. They both wanted everything to do with each other for as long as they had together. Cuddled in bed, his strong arms wrapped around her waist as he pulled her back against his chest with the blanket tossed over them as they prepared to sleep, her mind had a thought and she decided she should share.

“I know I’m not perfect but thank you for loving me as much as you do.”

“Honey, thank you for putting up with everything that makes me imperfect. I thought you would have run away from me by now.”

“I didn’t run away when I first met you and I definitely won’t now. I love you too damn much to leave.”

“Good because I love you more than I ever thought possible.”

It wasn't often that other girls showed interest in her boyfriend, most people being intimidated by him but this girl thought she could weasel her way in. Now, Jasmine wasn't worried Asahi would leave her but it was rather annoying having someone try to get between them. This was first brought to her attention when the pair parted ways in the morning, catching sight of the second year very obviously flirting with him as he tried to politely excuse himself from her. The two girls caught eyes, the first year giving her a glare while the second year smirked mockingly. This went on for two weeks, him never showing any interest in the older female and never fighting his girlfriend when she would show more affection in public. Frankly, he completely understood. He had been having his own little battle with a first year that was hovering around his girlfriend more than he liked. He always felt proud when he was able to show her PDA when he would be around. He kept his feelings a little more hidden though he couldn't help but blurt it out one night when they were studying together. The amount of reassurance he received eased his mind though they both set up a plan for that Monday. That day at lunch, they had told the two trying to get in the way to meet them and to say that they were shocked to find the couple waiting for them was an understatement. Asahi stood behind her, arm gently draped across the front of her chest as they looked at the two in front of them.

"You must be tired of always getting rejected. Asahi doesn't want anything to do with you so move on. He loves me and he will never love you."

"She's happy in her relationship so leave her alone, yeah? I'm not one for fighting but I'm more than willing to fight over her if I have to since I'll win."

It was safe to say the couple was never bothered again after that. Word going around about just how intimidating they could be when someone tried to interrupt their happiness. To say the team was shocked to hear that was an understatement, since they only ever saw the soft couple that they loved to be.

It was the little things to say the least. The small touches that were given between them to show affection. A gentle hand on a shoulder to show that they’re next to each other, a kiss that poured out the emotions they felt, it truly was the little things. It was the way they made sure the other always felt heard and cared for, making sure they knew that they were the only person in their lives that they wanted. Asahi would always make sure to check in with her, keeping her safe any way he could, making sure she knew that she knew that he would always be there for her. Jasmine would always make sure to take care of him, making sure that he always had a homemade meal for lunch, surprising him with the small things he had mentioned in passing, making sure he knew that she kept him in her mind. Every moment between them was precious, even this current moment. Her sitting comfortably sitting on the sofa, her boyfriend sitting in front of her as they had a movie playing on the television in front of them. Her hands gently ran through his hair, having been playing in the soft locks and maneuvering it into different hairstyles gently. A content sigh left the large man’s lips, causing her to stop her actions, leaning forward with her chin resting atop his head and arms draped over his shoulders.

“What is it Azu?”

“I was just thinking about how you got me.”

“Huh?”

“You got me to fall head over heels for you.”

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Oh look, some Jasahi content since its been forever tbh

[murdereddaydreams]

Jasahi The Separation

Warnings: angst, sex mention but no details really

A/N: I BROKE MY OWN DAMN HEART WRITING THIS BUT NOT EVERY RELATIONSHIP IS ALWAYS SUNSHINE AND RAINBOWS AND THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT THIS IS

Word Count: 1,364

The heaviness in the air was undeniable. This was a day that was known to come but it didn't make it any easier. With one last hug, I said goodbye to the last of the close friends I had made while in Japan. A sigh left my lips, closing the door behind me as I walked back into the apartment I had called home for three years. Asahi was in the kitchen, helping clean up after the little get together that was thrown to say goodbye. I shuffled over to him, wrapping my arms around his waist from behind as I leaned my cheek against his back. I felt his motions stop, a sigh of his own leaving his lips before he rinsed the last dish and set it to dry.

"Why is it that this is so much harder than I thought it was going to be?" I mumbled softly, feeling him loosen my grip on him so he could turn around and wrap his own arms around me.

"Because you made close relationships here, honey." His tone was matter-of-fact but there was no denying the sadness in it. He leaned his head down to press his lips to the top of my head, keeping his face pressed into my hair.

"I know but… but I just thought it would be a little bit easier. Not going to lie, you're going to be the hardest one to say goodbye to." My gaze traveled up to look at his face, him moving his head once he felt me begin to move. One of his hands moved to gently cup my cheek, thumb caressing along my cheekbone as I leaned into his touch.

"I wish we didn't have to say goodbye but at least we can keep in touch through video calls. I know it'll be hard with our time difference but we can make it work." I could see the glossiness of his eyes increase as he spoke, knowing damn well my eyes were doing the same thing. I had to go back home to California now that I finished high school, knowing that was part of the plan when I first came out here. Though, I never thought I would be falling in love while out here. Making friends was a given, but this was different. What I had with Asahi could never compare to what I had with someone like Hinata or Yachi. This was the man I had given myself to completely and now I had to move thousands of miles away from him on top of having a huge time difference with. It made me scared we wouldn't be able to handle the whole long distance thing. "Hey, we can make this work. I don't want anyone other than you, understand?"

"How is it that you always know what I'm thinking?" I smiled softly at him though I'm sure it didn't reach my eyes, receiving the same kind of smile from him in return. We both knew the answer to that question, it was simply because we spent so much time together and are so close. He kissed my forehead before gently picking me up bridal style. I leaned my head against his shoulder as he made his way to the bedroom. Once in there, he gently set me down so the two of us could switch into something comfortable for the night. When we were both changed, we instantly crawled into bed where I propped myself up with some pillows as he laid his head on my chest and wrapped his arms around my waist. One of my arms wrapped around him as the other moved so my hand can gently rake through his hair.

"I'm going to miss this…" He spoke, breaking into the silence that had formed around us as we were both lost in our thoughts. His words struck my heart, making me frown before the tears I had been holding back finally welled over. He sat up, hearing and feeling my quiet sobs and pulled me to him. His large hands began to rub circles on my back and he let himself finally cry as well. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you cry."

"No, it's not you. I'm just going to miss this too. I'm going to miss you so much and I know we're not breaking up but it's not going to be like this anymore." I buried my head into his chest, instantly staining his shirt with my tears as he tried his best to not let his own fall into my hair. A large hand came and rested on the back of my head as the other landed on the small of my back. "You won't be able to just spend the night, we won't be able to cuddle when we want, I won't be able to kiss you as much as I need to."

"You're right, it won't be the same but we're still going to be together, okay? Maybe not physically but I'm still here to emotionally support you and you're going to be here for me. Let's try to enjoy our last night together, yeah? You're leaving tomorrow night so let's try to save the rest of our tears till then." He used the back of his hand to wipe away his tears before he would tilt my head up so he could wipe my tears. I gave him a weak nod, letting him pull me to lay on top of his body as he laid down. I stayed like that until I decided to sit up, straddling his hips as I looked down at him. "What's wrong?"

"It's our last night together. Make love to me one last time, please. It's going to be some time before we can do it again." He sat up once again, his lips finding mine in a gentle kiss that was overflowing with all the emotions he felt for me and in that moment. I knew my kiss reflected everything back to him and as we got lost in each other that night, we focused on just everything we felt for each other. Everything was taken at a much slower pace than usual, both of us being more vocal than ever before. Hours passed before we finally fell asleep naked and tangled together in a poor attempt to stay as close as we possibly could. The next morning was bittersweet. Both of us basking in the glow of the night before but knowing that we would have to part ways that night. Before we knew it, we were on our way to the airport and I was soon checked in.

"Honey, you should go. I don't want you being late for your flight because of me." Even as he said this, neither of us dared to let go of each other as we were just standing there embraced. He kissed the top of my head before sighing softly. "I'll see if I can go visit you in the next month or so, okay?"

"No, don't do that, please. Let me try to move out first, I don't want you around my family." He didn't try to change my mind, knowing very well what my home life was like. He just gave me a small smile before starting to loosen his grip on me. This caused me to let out a sigh of my own. "I'll go, okay? I'll call you when I land, okay?"

"You better. Now you're cutting it close." With one last long kiss, we finally parted ways as I got in line to head to the terminals. He didn't leave till I was out of sight, at least that's what I thought since I could no longer see him. He actually stood there ten minutes after, crying and secretly praying I would turn around and run back to him to stay forever. Meanwhile I walked to my terminal, hugging myself as I breathed in his scent on the hoodie I had taken from him as I cried with each step I took and got further from him. This really was much harder than either of us expected.

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Watched some pregnancy reveal videos and now I want to write something Jasahi related to that because you can't tell me Asahi wouldn't be so happy and proud.

[murdereddaydreams]

Jasahi Reunion

Warnings: N/A

A/N: Maybe one day I'll write something other than self indulgent pieces but that day is not today! Yes, this is like a continuation of the last one I posted because that one ended on such an angsty note.

Word Count: 725

Three years. That's how long it had been since Asahi and I have been together in person. Constant phone calls and video chats didn't compare to when we used to be able to be together in person. We had both been busy with life and getting our careers in order. Now, we were finally able to take a chance and relax and get together again. I had a hard time sleeping, being far too excited to see him again that I even went to the airport two hours before his flight was supposed to land. That just meant when I received his text saying he was there, I was front and center where he would be coming through.

"Asahi!" I called out as soon as I caught sight of him. His long hair down, glasses on his face as he scanned the crowd for me. As soon as he caught sight of me, he smiled widely and opened his arms to catch me since I had begun running towards him. Crashing into him, I wrapped my arms around his waist and buried my face in his chest. His arms wrapped around me as he pulled me towards him, face burying in my hair.

"God, I missed you so much." At the moment we weren't worried about the fact we were in a busy airport, only just focused on each other. We had been apart for far tooing to really care about all the looks we were getting. Carefully, I moved so I could look at his face. For a moment, the two of us just stared at each other, taking in the fact we were together once again before our lips connected. I hadn't forgotten how it felt to kiss him, having his lips engraved in my memory because of how often we did kiss in the three years we had been together. Six years together almost felt like nothing. Almost. Half of that time was spent away from each other, both of us doing everything we could to stay connected. That could explain why we were just kissing until we got breathless, a poor attempt to make up for lost time.

"Come on, let's go so we can enjoy being together. I know this airport isn't the quietest." With one last kiss to my forehead, I led him out of the busy airport and towards my car. Our hands were linked together, each of us giving the other a soft squeeze every now and then as if to confirm we were really with each other. I didn't waste any time driving to my house once we reached my car, savoring the feeling of his hand on my thigh the whole ride. My own hand would rest on his when at stop lights, letting him quietly know I was okay with his hand placed there. The only sound in the car was the music playing softly in the background of our small talk about anything we may have forgotten to tell each other. There wasn't much since we tried to keep each other up to date but it wasn't through text so we wanted to say it all. Even with the California traffic, arriving at my house wasn't too long. Neither of us hesitated to go inside.

"Can we go cuddle?" Asahi wrapped his arms around my waist from behind, chin resting on top of my head. Making sure the door was locked, I laughed softly and began to lead him to my bedroom. It took awhile to get to my room seeing as he refused to let go of me as we walked which led to a small waddle as we made our way over. Once in the room, he reluctantly released me so we can both get comfortable in bed. Thankfully, the two of us were both dressed comfortably so we were able to just plop onto the bed and connect our bodies together once again. His head rest on my chest, both of usr wrapping our arms and legs around each other to stay as close as possible. The TV was turned on simply to create some background noise. And before we knew it, we fell asleep like that. Both of us more than content being close together again, feeling each other's warmth and hearing the steady flow of each other's breaths.

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I'm sorry to anyone that followed me because I was writing Haikyuu one shots and instead has had to deal with nothing but self ship posts. I promise I'll post something soon that isn't self ship but it's been helping me escape a shitty mental space recently. The next thing that gets posted (maybe not next next thing) will be some Iwaizumi smut that's already roughly 1/3rds done? That's a rough estimate but it may or may not be much longer than expected! If you don't want to see any self ship content block "jasahi self ship post" and "jasahi 🥺"!